(Era + Space + Military Marriage + Sweet Romance + Farming + Beating Scum + Warmth + Dual Purity) Shen Xiaobei transmigrated to the 1970s in a parallel dimension, bringing with her a space full of ...
"What? Xiaobai is gone?"
"Dad, what do you mean? Are you saying that Xiaobai is dead? How is that possible? I just saw him a few days ago. Dad, what's going on?"
When Niu Niu heard the bad news from Du Wenli on the phone, she was stunned and couldn't believe it.
It's also hard to accept.
Under her questioning, Du Wenli had to suppress the grief in his heart and recounted to her what happened on the day of the car accident.
After hearing the whole story, Niu Niu felt as if there was a large ball of cotton blocking her chest, making it difficult to breathe.
Bai Jingde, her brother whom she had only met once, was really dead, and she was the one who indirectly killed him!
If she hadn't copied his father's phone number to him that night and encouraged him to contact his father on his own initiative, the younger brother wouldn't have called his father.
Everything that happened afterwards would not have happened!
Niu Niu didn't know how she hung up the phone with her father.
She was filled with guilt and self-blame.
She had good intentions, but she ended up doing something irreparable.
This unexpected and cruel result was too heavy for her, who was only 18 years old, and beyond her ability to bear.
"Niuniu, what's wrong? Did you just talk to your dad on the phone? Why do you look so grim after the call?"
"Mom, wuwuwu..."
Niu Niu hugged Kong Wanwan who came over to ask her, leaned on her shoulder and burst into tears.
Kong Wanwan was frightened.
It also scared my younger sister Nian Nian who was walking over.
Nian Nian looked up with a worried yet innocent look on her face and asked, "Sister, why are you crying so sadly? Did anyone bully you?"
“Wuwuwu…”
"What's wrong, Niuniu? Look at you, you're crying so hard that you scared your sister! Tell us quickly, what happened?"
"Wuwuwu... Mom, I killed Xiaobai! I killed Xiaobai! Wuwuwu... I can't forgive myself! I can't forgive myself! Wuwuwu..."
"What do you mean you killed Xiaobai? Which Xiaobai? The boy that night? Tell mom what happened?"
Niu Niu's words shocked Kong Wanwan and made her feel a little confused.
She hurriedly helped Niu Niu sit down on the sofa and comforted her for a long time, which made her cry less.
Then, amid her sad and choked crying, I finally understood the whole thing.
"Niuniu, Xiaobai's death has nothing to do with you. It's your father and Aunt Bai's fault. Don't blame yourself!"
"Mom, how could I not blame myself? I feel so guilty that I want to bang my head against the wall!"
"If I hadn't copied my dad's phone number to Xiaobai that night, how could he have called him? It's all my fault, all my fault!"
"Silly child, how can I blame you? You mean well, and didn't your dad say that when Xiaobai called him, he was already on his way to Bai's house? How can I blame you?"
"Wuwuwu...Mom, you don't know, it's still my fault!"
"Because it was me who asked my dad to visit his younger brothers and sisters more often and show them more fatherly love."
"I didn't expect my dad to listen to me so much. Even though he wasn't happy about what I said to him, he turned around and went to see that little brother!"
"Wow, wow, wow...it's all my fault, it's all my fault!"
As Niu Niu spoke, she became more agitated and slapped her head hard in self-blame.
Kong Wanwan grabbed her wrist in distress and stopped her from hitting herself.
She scolded her harshly, "Alright, Niuniu! Mom won't let you blame everything on yourself! You didn't do anything wrong! It's your dad and that Aunt Bai who are wrong! Especially your dad!"
"Over the years, I didn't say anything bad about your dad in front of you because I was afraid you wouldn't feel comfortable and wanted you to grow up healthy and happy."
"But I've always known this. Now that you've grown up, you should also know that your father has done too much evil over the years!"
"Let's not even mention that he hasn't fulfilled his fatherly responsibilities to his son Xiaobai. Just look at the romantic affairs he's been involved in in the Shenzhen Stock Exchange over the years. How many people have he implicated?"
"A son's mother was imprisoned in her prime years, and her son was taken to the countryside to be raised by his grandparents like an orphan."
"One daughter was born out of wedlock, and her mother was disfigured!"
"Niuniu, your father will never be able to pay for the sins he committed in his lifetime! If Xiaobai's death must be attributed to someone, it should be attributed to him, the father!"
"Your father has been so wicked over the years! He only cares about his own momentary happiness in everything he does, and never thinks about whether there will be retribution for his wicked actions."
"retribution?"
Niu Niu's crying became softer and she muttered these two words to herself.
"Yes! Niuniu, Mom knows you're a college student and only believe in science. You don't believe in these so-called superstitions. When I was young, Mom was just like you and didn't believe in these things either."
"But as my mother experiences more and more things and meets more people, she is more and more convinced that everything in the world has its cause and effect."
"Good deeds will bring good results, and bad deeds will bring bad results! Xiaobai ended up like this. Although he didn't plant any bad seeds himself, his parents did!"
"So, his death really has nothing to do with you. If you want to blame someone, you can only blame his parents!"
"But--"
Although Niu Niu actually agreed a little bit with Kong Wanwan's words.
However, she has never been a child who likes to shirk responsibility.
She also wanted to blame Bai Jingde's tragedy on herself, but was decisively stopped by Kong Wanwan.
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