Chapter 64 Chapter 64 also said that this was his "dowry". …

"Ah, only 60 points? How could it be only 60 points? I think it should be at least 80 points!" Qin Shi opened his eyes wide and stared at her with an expression of disbelief.

"Keep working on it." Li Huanhuan pursed her lips and looked at him with a smile.

After opening her heart and accepting her own feelings, Li Huanhuan seemed more at ease in front of Qin Shi. I am no longer like before, always suppressing my emotions, "restraining" and escaping all the time.

Actually, this is not bad.

Despite some adventures, I am still confused and worried about the future. But, so what? Trust is built step by step. The impact of her childhood, her parents' divorce, and the reshaping of her outlook on life all take time.

She took a step forward, learning to trust Qin Shi, and was also rebuilding her self-confidence, learning to trust her own judgment, and rebuilding herself.

"It seems that I need to work harder to make you believe me." Qin Shi felt relieved.

Li Huanhuan looked at the water cup on the table, lowered his head and smiled.

Originally, Qin Shi's trust value with Li Huanhuan was only 5 points. Maybe, not even 5 points.

But today, when he was waiting at her door with a cane and stuffed all his property into her hands, she gained a little more trust in their future and their possible life together.

Li Huanhuan has always believed that "the economic base determines the superstructure" and that "poor couples are sad about everything." Especially the latter.

Her distrust of marriage also partly stems from here.

Whether in reality or in various film and television stories, there have been too many such examples. The beautiful love at first, after entering into marriage, because of the daily necessities of life, endless arguments over trivial matters, accumulated conflicts, and finally erupted like a volcano, and the aerial floor originally built by love collapsed.

There are various reasons for marital chores and arguments.

But what does the saying go, “Money can solve 99% of the problems in life”. It is not to say that money can overcome everything or to encourage everyone to be a greedy person, but to point out the stability of money in marriage.

If you want a stable marriage, at least you need a stable source of income.

Qin Shi took out all his property to show his determination and also demonstrated his strength to Li Huanhuan. At least I can start a family with him and walk through life hand in hand without worrying about money. As long as he is not overly extravagant and wasteful, Li Huanhuan does not need to worry about the daily necessities of life.

Qin Shi's action made her less worried and suspicious about the future and more confident in her relationship with Qin Shi.

At least 30 points were added on this point.

The trust value soared to 35 points.

The remaining 25 points were because some of the words Qin Shi had just said to her touched her.

He said that he liked her not because of her identity, status or social circle.

He liked her because she shone brightly in his eyes.

He likes her cowardice and ordinariness, and he will always like her even if she becomes boring, mediocre, an idiot, or a mentally retarded person.

Cowardly, ordinary, mediocre, boring...

These words actually once accompanied Li Huanhuan.

Now, there are still some.

Qin Shi’s love was passionate, vigorous, colorful and heart-beating. However, Li Huanhuan was also afraid that his love would come and go quickly.

Love is passionate when it is young, but when it is gone, the cinnabar mole and the apple of your eye will turn into a smear of mosquito blood when you slap it to death in your palm.

As time goes by and the passion fades, he will despise her cowardice, ordinariness, mediocrity, and the boredom of her life. Li Huanhuan once had a similar experience.

That was in high school.

She made a friend. She thought they were friends. Because when they are in school, they will go to the toilet together, eat in the cafeteria together, play together during breaks, and wait for each other after school in the evening. We can't say we talk about everything, but we do have a good time.

But one day, when Li Huanhuan was waiting for her to finish her duty and get out of school, he thought of her birthday and prepared a birthday present for her. He planned to give it to her on the way and wish her a happy birthday.

However, the man said to her:

"Li Huanhuan, do you know? We are not the same kind of people. You are really boring and uninteresting. You can't cry with me, laugh with me, or play with me. You are so well-behaved. It's really boring. My friends should be like Xiao Di and the others..."

The man gave several examples.

Those people are also Li Huanhuan's friends, and they are lively and outspoken.

"You know, I'm only really happy when I'm with them. When I'm with you, I just feel very, well, boring! So, don't wait for me after school anymore!"

The man frowned.

After saying that, he turned and left.

Li Huanhuan put the gift in his schoolbag, ready to give it away, but in the end, it was never given to its original owner.

That was the first time in Li Huanhuan's life that someone told her to her face that she was boring and uninteresting! I never considered her a friend!

The sky darkened.

Street lights were lit on both sides of the road, and the dim light passed through the branches of the trees, fell down, and sprinkled on the dim street. Li Huanhuan, wearing a blue and white school uniform and carrying a schoolbag, stood in the shadow of a tree, looking at the busy intersection in the distance. There were people all around her rushing to go home for dinner, and she was the only one left there.

She recovered from the shock of being rejected, and then began to reflect: Is she really boring and uninteresting, a friend who is not interesting at all?

All this time, she hadn't realized that her friendship would cause such serious trouble to the other party?

If that person thinks this way, then do the friends who usually play with them, the "friends who can have fun and laugh together" mentioned by that person, also have the same idea as that person?

Do they also think that she is boring and uninteresting, and that she can't laugh or have fun with them?

At that moment, Li Huanhuan's doubt about himself reached a certain extreme. The seeds of doubt and self-reflection were thus planted. From then on, whenever Li Huanhuan met them at school, she would take the initiative to avoid them.

Gradually, after losing one "friend", she lost a group of friends.

If the current Li Huanhuan were to encounter the same kind of thing as back then, he would definitely say "shit" or "go to hell, it's all shit"!

If it is inappropriate, it is inappropriate. Please don’t reflect on it casually and don’t let others PUA you easily!

How boring and uninteresting!

It's all bullshit!

However, Li Huanhuan didn’t know this when he was a teenager.

Even if the 26-year-old her told her teenage self not to care so much about other people's opinions, the hurt was left.

She couldn't change the past, nor could she let go of her past self.

Perhaps due to the influence of this incident, Li Huanhuan later became particularly afraid of comments such as "boring", "uninteresting", and "mediocre". When making friends, people will pay more attention to this aspect and will no longer look for people who regard "talking loudly and playing wildly in public" as "cheerful, confident and interesting".

She would subconsciously avoid people who have many friends and are like a fireball.

Because she didn't want to be shrouded in the shadow of the flame, and then the "flame" told her that she was so small, so quiet, so dim, and not bright at all.

Coincidentally, Qin Shi is a person like flame.

He is like a fire.

He looks cold on the surface, but he is like a flame in winter, constantly attracting people to him. Therefore, he has many sincere friends around him, with whom he can play and work together towards the same goal!

With bright and enthusiastic personality, rich experience and outstanding abilities, it is easy to get a lot of love.

Perhaps even Qin Shi himself didn't know how much Li Huanhuan desired him to have.

Li Huanhuan was afraid of repeating the same mistakes, afraid of encountering the same things as in high school, afraid that one day Qin Shi would suddenly say to her in an irritated and disgusted tone:

"Li Huanhuan, do you know? You are so boring and uninteresting. Your life is ordinary and your career is mediocre. We are not the same kind of people at all."

Li Huanhuan was so scared to hear such words coming out of Qin Shi's mouth.

Because she was really afraid that she would become boring, uninteresting and mediocre in the future.

However, just now, Qin Shi said in person: Even if she becomes boring, uninteresting, and mediocre, he will still like her.

Maybe he just said it unintentionally, or maybe he just wanted to dispel her doubts. But this just happened to hit the nail on the head for Li Huanhuan, a worry that had been lingering on his mind since high school.

It turns out that she doesn't have to try hard to please or change herself. Even if she is "boring and uninteresting", there will still be people who like her.

Just a confession, just an unfulfilled promise, for Li Huanhuan, it can add 25 points to Qin Shi’s trust value!

Promises are not always followed through on.

But it's better than those who don't even dare to make a promise.

Qin Shi leaned on her shoulder and lingered for a while.

When I stepped back, I found that my other leg was numb.

"Don't do that next time."

Li Huanhuan held his arm and helped him sit back on the sofa.

"This is a rare opportunity, I'm afraid you'll slip away." Qin Shi said with a smile while rubbing his legs.

Li Huanhuan shook his head helplessly, picked up the plastic bag containing all of Qin Shi's assets, and handed it to him: "Here, take it yourself."

She would not take these things.

At least that's the case at this stage.

"don't want."

However, Qin Shi turned his head and rejected her.

"I believe in your sincerity, and I believe in your true love for me." Li Huanhuan raised his hand and held his forehead, looking a little helpless.

Qin Shi’s “wealth” was heavy and a little hot to hold in his hands.

Qin Shi crossed his arms and shook his head:

"Li Huanhuan, you said it was difficult for you to establish basic trust in a relationship between a man and a woman. But I just made a few promises and you believed them. Do you know that you can be easily deceived if you do this?"

“…”

Seeing Li Huanhuan, he remained silent.

Qin Shi added: "Of course, you can only be deceived by me."

In the end, he still said he wouldn't take it back.

He also said that this was his "dowry".

"Besides, my mother also knows about it." At the end, Qin Shi dropped a bomb.