Chapter 93 I'm Not Afraid of Losing My Feelings

Zhou Zhou didn't know how to describe this moment.

An ordinary day, suitable weather, a simple afternoon, mixed in with the 365 days can only be said to be a memorable graduation day, without any other twists and turns.

She didn't need a hero or a warrior, but the moment Cheng Yu appeared in front of her, the words "God has descended" flashed through her mind.

After three months of being together and more than two months of fading, she thought that it was her interest that faded away, but she didn't expect that what came was Cheng Yu's confession.

Across more than 11 kilometers, the confession came suddenly and without any preparation.

"You..." Before she could form her words, a bouquet of flowers was stuffed into her chest. She subconsciously hugged the flowers tightly to prevent them from falling.

Cheng Yu smiled and said, "Happy graduation."

He pinched her face without hesitation and said, "You graduated early after completing your credits. You're quite smart. Why do you have such a stupid expression?"

The difficulty in speaking suddenly dropped, and Zhou Zhou glared at him: "You are stupid."

As soon as he opened his mouth, laughter fell on her head, so arrogant.

For some reason, Zhou Zhou suddenly blushed and looked down at the bouquet of flowers in his arms.

I don't know where he came from.

She didn't know how to respond to his words, so she just made small talk: "How did you know I was in this school?"

Cheng Yu smiled: "What do you think?"

Zhou Zhou almost bit his tongue.

Asked a stupid question.

His good brother is her childhood friend, so it’s no big deal for him to ask.

Everyone in the auditorium was sitting, and the two of them standing were particularly conspicuous. Zhou Zhou pulled him out quietly through the back door.

As soon as they walked out of the back door, Cheng Yu's hand lazily rested on her shoulder, just like before they parted.

Zhou Zhou was not used to the long-lost intimacy and pulled his hand down.

There is no point in escaping. Cheng Yu came here all the way, not just for an unanswered confession.

He grabbed her hand with his backhand: "Zhou Zhou, do you still want to play with me?"

He didn't ask her to respond to his love, but just asked her if she still wanted to play with him.

"I don't want to." Zhou Zhou answered decisively.

She broke free from his grasp, lowering her eyes and not looking at him. "I told you then that this day should never come. Even if it does, I will still be myself and will not be loyal."

Cheng Yu said, "Zhou Zhou, I didn't come here to force you, nor did I expect you to be forever loyal to me."

Zhou Zhou was stunned for a moment.

He confessed his feelings to her and wanted her response. Even if he didn't ask if she liked him, didn't he want her loyalty?

Or even if he said he liked her, he had no intention of being loyal?

As if he could guess the surprise that flashed across her eyes, he smiled and said, "Don't let your imagination run wild. I have no intention of opening up our relationship."

"So who are you?"

Cheng Yu thought about the way he came.

On his way here, he didn't know the meaning of his coming.

He remembered that he had once ridiculed Zhou Zhou, saying that Yan Yiqi couldn't have come all the way to follow him just because he made a rash decision out of love - he certainly didn't.

But he thought about the purpose of his coming. Was it for Zhou Zhou's love, or for something else? He thought about it over and over again, but he still didn't know what Zhou Zhou was thinking, nor did he know what he would face after coming.

She was so cruel, maybe there was someone else already.

Cheng Yu felt it was extremely stupid and funny to think that he had come all the way to California, and that he might even be able to see her entering and leaving the hotel with other men with his own eyes.

This possibility is too great.

He had never done such a thing in his life, but he came anyway.

Cheng Yu thought, he just didn't tell her that he liked her, and didn't do anything. He just wanted to tell her that even if she couldn't be loyal now, he could wait.

Even if he loses the relationship in the end, it doesn't matter.

Cheng Yu put his hands in his pockets and walked slowly beside her, smiling lazily: "Zhou Zhou, it's not that you have no interest in me. On the contrary, it's because our interest is about to break the limit that you chose to stop abruptly.

I agreed at the time, but I didn't realize how much I liked you. I already liked you then."

Zhou Zhou didn't understand his logic.

Just because I like it, I want to escape.

Since he has no intention of opening up the relationship, he has already chosen to be loyal, and he should follow reason and not waste his feelings on someone like her who is unfaithful.

Cheng Yu is a smart man and should know what is the right choice.

You should know when to advance and when to retreat, you should keep your distance, and you should stay in the capital.

I shouldn't have flown to California for more than ten hours, and I shouldn't have continued playing the game called "out of control" with her.

Zhou Zhou couldn't describe how he felt.

On one hand, there was the secret joy of having conquered Cheng Yu, but on the other hand, there was an indescribable sadness: "Then you still want to continue?"

Cheng Yu said frankly: "Since I have said that I like you, I am not afraid of losing my feelings."

He is not afraid.

If he was afraid, he would not have boarded the plane, or he would have gone home after getting off the plane.

"Didn't you say that there is only one Sexual Partner at the moment? Since you are interested in me, why don't you continue?"

Cheng Yu said, "I don't need you to respond to my feelings now. I just want you to continue playing with me based on your interest in me. If one day you lose interest in me and want to end it, it's not you who should feel guilty. It's because I don't have the ability to take your heart away."

Zhou Zhou: “…”

To be honest, Zhou Zhou didn't expect that Cheng Yu, such a proud person, would give almost all the initiative to her.

A sexual partner relationship where there is only one person cannot be called loyalty, it is just a gaming habit.

This meant that he tacitly agreed to let her live the same life as before, but he was willing to be sincere.

This is not like Cheng Yu.

If he comes, he should be tough.

Cheng Yu was such an unruly man. If he wanted to take her away, he would use some tricks to send Pei Shuchen away, or even kidnap her with a rain of fireworks. He was always tough.

The more than two months of separation did not seem to make them feel any more unfamiliar. Instead, like countless negotiations before, they were discussing whether to continue.

He was able to do this, so Zhou Zhou couldn't think of him in a good way: "Is this another trap you set?"

There is no time for him to be humble and submissive.

"Zhou Zhou, you are so heartless." Cheng Yu said suddenly.

Zhou Zhou:?

Cheng Yu hummed softly, with some idle arrogance: "Do I look stupid? You are using my sincerity to trap you."

There wasn't any sincerity in the tone.

I hadn't taken a few steps when someone called out from behind, "Zoe!"

When Cheng Yu heard the principal's blessing at the graduation ceremony, she realized that Zoe was not only her WeChat nickname but also her English name.

This sound immediately stopped both of them.

Zhou Zhou looked back and saw her junior student suddenly appeared out of nowhere, holding a bouquet of flowers and waving at her from afar. His eyes were darkened by his double eyelids and he was smiling brightly.

The junior student rushed over and gave her the flowers: "Zoe, happy graduation!"

"Why are you here?" Zhou Zhou took the flowers, his arms full. "Don't you have classes this afternoon?"

"I came here right after class," the junior said. "I was waiting for you outside the auditorium, but you didn't come out for a long time. I called you but you didn't answer, so I thought you must have gone through the back door, so I followed the path and found you."

Zhou Zhou took out his cell phone and saw that there were indeed several missed calls.

She smiled apologetically and said, "I'm going to go on stage, so I muted myself."

"It's okay." The junior student looked at Cheng Yu next to him and greeted him warmly, "Hello."

Seeing that he didn't say anything and it was another unfamiliar face, I thought he didn't understand English. After thinking for a moment, I greeted him in Chinese, which I had only recently learned. "Hello."

Cheng Yu glanced at him, glanced up and down at him rudely, and then retracted his gaze.

Very indifferent, so indifferent that no one would even bother to nod his precious head.

His eyes were quite arrogant, and the junior student got himself into trouble.

Zhou Zhou hurriedly said, "This is my friend."

Just as she finished speaking, the person next to her moved, took the bouquet of flowers she had just accepted, and put his left hand around her waist as if to declare sovereignty.

The movements were smooth and flowing, without making any sound.

Junior: “…”

Zhou Zhou: “…”