Chapter 161 Shouldn't I Say Goodbye?

Although Su Xingren returned to his room, his heart was still in the study, or to be more precise, on Ye Linghan.

He was in a daze until Xiao Zhuzi's voice came: "Sir, are we really going to fight?"

Su Xing came back to his senses, glanced at Xiao Zhuzi, and nodded with a complicated expression: "Yes."

Maybe today, maybe tomorrow, Ye Linghan will leave...

"It's so scary..." Little Bamboo murmured to himself in fear.

Su Xing did not answer, because his heart was completely worried about Ye Linghan who was about to go to the battlefield.

"Young Master!" Xiao Zhuzi suddenly grabbed Su Xing and said in a hurry, "Let's go back to the Shangshu Mansion as soon as possible."

Su Xing was stunned. Go back to the Shangshu Mansion?

He hasn't thought about this question for a long time...

"Young Master, think about it." Xiao Zhuzi analyzed it in a logical manner: "The Regent King is away fighting, and it is not appropriate for us to stay here. We should return to the Shangshu Mansion to recuperate."

Su Xing's heart shrank slightly. Yes, Ye Linghan was not here, and it was indeed strange for him to stay here.

But for some reason, when he thought about Ye Linghan going to war and he was leaving here, it was as if he and Ye Linghan were breaking up, and his heart ached.

He didn't want to leave...Su Xing suddenly made a decision.

If it doesn't fit, it doesn't fit. He doesn't want to leave here.

Ye Linghan probably wouldn't chase him away...

Thinking of this, his discomfort was much relieved.

"Xiao Zhuzi, let's stay here." Su Xing explained guiltily: "My injury hasn't fully healed yet. If my mother finds out, all my efforts over the past few days will be in vain. I don't want them to worry."

Xiao Zhuzi was simple-minded. When she heard Su Xing say that, she didn't think much about it and nodded honestly: "Yes, sir, you are right. Then we will wait until your injury is completely healed before leaving."

Su Xing secretly breathed a sigh of relief and nodded: "Okay."

It was dinner time, but Ye Linghan didn't come as usual.

Su Xing was not surprised, he knew Ye Linghan must be busy.

Fighting a war is no small matter, there are many things to prepare and arrange.

After dinner, he sat quietly in a chair and waited. He thought Ye Linghan would come to find him after he finished his work.

But he waited until late at night and Ye Linghan did not show up.

Su Xing couldn't sit still anymore. Fearing that something had happened again, he quickly asked Xiao Zhuzi to go out and find out.

Xiao Zhuzi moved quickly and ran back soon, panting and saying, "Sir, they said that the Regent went to the military camp and will lead his troops to leave tomorrow morning. He probably won't be back tonight."

Su Xing sat on the chair in a daze for a moment, then suddenly stood up from the chair, grabbed Xiao Zhuzi, and said uncontrollably: "Already gone? Not coming back?"

How could this happen? He didn't believe it...

Xiao Zhuzi was frightened by Su Xing's appearance, but still nodded: "That's what the housekeeper told me, young master...are you okay?"

Su Xing still held the small bamboo tightly, but his gaze drifted towards the door. His eyes were dull, as if he had suffered a heavy blow.

He hadn’t even said goodbye to Ye Linghan yet...why was he leaving?

Is he too pretentious?

Shouldn't they say goodbye?

We are going to the battlefield, and there is a high possibility that we will never see each other again!

"Sir, what happened to you? Don't scare me!" Xiao Zhuzi saw Su Xing's face getting paler and paler, and was frightened to tears: "Sir, please sit down first. I'll go find a doctor for you!"

Xiao Zhuzi forced Su Xing to sit on the chair and turned to walk out, but Su Xing stopped him forcefully: "Come back!"

Xiao Zhuzi paused and turned back quickly: "Master..."

Su Xing had regained his composure without knowing when, but his face was still a little pale: "I'm fine, no need to go see a doctor."

"But sir..." Xiao Zhuzi wanted to say that the regent had ordered that as long as Su Xing felt unwell, he must see a doctor no matter how serious the symptoms were.

"Don't worry, I'm really fine." Su Xing pulled the corners of his mouth to prove that he was fine: "I'm just a little sleepy and want to sleep."

Xiao Zhuzi stared at Su Xing carefully from head to toe, and only after making sure that Su Xing was really fine did he compromise and said, "Then I'll help you to the bed."

Su Xing was afraid that Xiao Zhuzi would worry, so he didn't refuse: "Okay."

After lying down, he immediately closed his eyes, as if he was really sleepy.

But how could he sleep?

His mind was full of concern for Ye Linghan, and why didn't Ye Linghan say goodbye to him?

He knew that he was nothing compared to the war, but didn't they have a mutual understanding?

According to his previous understanding of the world, they were already in love.

Since they were lovers, they should have said goodbye properly in this situation. Why did Ye Linghan leave without saying a word?

His mood right now was extremely complicated. He was worried about Ye Linghan's safety, and also concerned about the reason why Ye Linghan did this.

He knew he shouldn't let his imagination run wild at a time like this, as it would make him look very immature.

But his feelings for Ye Linghan made him have wild thoughts.

It's really bad, what should he do?

Su Xing's head hurt from thinking so much. There was a rumbling sound inside, as if it was going to explode. He couldn't have a moment of peace.

He couldn't stand it anymore so he covered his head with his hands, trying to calm himself down.

At this moment, a pair of hands with a hint of coolness suddenly covered his hands...

Su Xing suddenly opened his eyes and quickly turned his head. The moment he saw the person in front of him, it seemed as if the night suddenly became bright.

"Regent!" Su Xing exclaimed, then threw himself into Ye Linghan's arms and hugged him tightly.

Ye Linghan didn’t leave!

He just knows it!

"What happened just now?" Ye Linghan's low voice came from above: "Dizzy?"

Su Xing didn't say anything, but shook his head.

But his head was pressed tightly against Ye Linghan's chest, and when he shook his head it looked like he was rubbing it against Ye Linghan's chest.

Ye Linghan felt itchy and immediately tightened his arms and hugged the man tighter: "Why is that?"

Su Xing gradually recovered his composure and said, "I thought you were gone..."

His tone was very light, full of anxiety and a little pitiful, which made people feel distressed.

The moment Ye Linghan understood, his heart felt like it was being stabbed by needles, but at the same time, he also felt a strange tingling sensation.

It turns out that this guy thought he left without saying goodbye...

"Why are you so stupid?" Ye Linghan's voice was hoarse.

Su Xing felt sweet in his heart when he heard this, and he even curled the corners of his mouth secretly in Ye Linghan's arms.

Ye Linghan was at a good angle to see the corners of Su Xing's mouth curled up, and his heart trembled slightly.

"Su Xing." Ye Linghan opened his thin lips slightly, his voice even lower and hoarse than before.

Su Xing thought he had something to say, so he raised his head reluctantly. Just as he was about to open his mouth, Ye Linghan bit his mouth: "Hmm..."

They both knew what this kiss represented, and they kissed each other so passionately that it almost seemed like an accidental discharge of the kiss.

Su Xing was really out of breath, so he had to stop and lean on Ye Linghan's chest to rest.

Ye Linghan hugged the man tightly and said slowly: "There is something I want to tell you."