Chapter 185 Unable to bear

In the next two days, Ye Linghan came back very late, which made Su Xing, who didn't know how to deal with it for the time being, feel relieved.

But unexpectedly, Su Yuan came to my door at this time.

"Dad? Why are you here?" Su Xing was surprised and happy.

Su Yuan had a complicated expression, and it was obvious that something was on his mind.

But he was not as stern as before. Instead, he asked with a concerned tone: "How is your health?"

Su Xing was stunned for a long while before he replied with emotion: "Don't worry, Dad, I'm fine."

"That's good..." Su Yuan nodded slowly, but his brows were still tightly furrowed.

"Dad..." Su Xing realized something was wrong and asked nervously, "Do you have something to tell me?"

Upon hearing this, Su Yuan glanced at Su Xing, but did not say anything, as if hesitating.

After a while, he finally spoke: "The matter between you and the Regent... has been spread..."

Su Xingjun's face froze, and the scene at the city gate that day flashed through his mind.

He had been worrying about his future with Ye Linghan these past two days and had actually forgotten about this matter.

"How...did they spread it?" Su Xing was very nervous, fearing that he would hear something terrible.

Su Yuan hesitated for a long time before he said vaguely: "Of course there are good and bad."

"Then..." Su Xing obviously didn't dare to listen, but couldn't help asking: "Is it much better, or much worse?"

As he spoke, Su Xing's voice became smaller and smaller, and his face became paler and paler.

Su Yuan's brows furrowed more and more as he watched. He was silent for a moment before he said, "If you have made up your mind, you don't have to worry about so much."

Su Xing's heart was shocked and he looked at Su Yuan in disbelief.

Su Yuan continued: "But there is one thing your father wants to remind you of."

Su Xing was still staring blankly, totally unsure of how to react.

"After all, the regent has a special status. Let's not talk about whether you can make it to the end. Just standing beside him will face many doubts and challenges, such as this time." Su Yuan looked at his son deeply, his eyes were worried and advising: "Do you think you can bear it?"

These words exactly expressed Su Xing's thoughts. He was struggling with the gap between himself and Ye Linghan.

Hearing this, the balance in his heart instantly tilted.

He had no time to be shocked by Su Yuan's change in attitude towards his liking for men. All his energy was attracted by this realistic and heavy issue.

Can he bear it?

He actually didn't know, especially when he thought of Ye Linghan's disgust for his incompetence and his repeated warnings to him not to meddle in other people's business, he was even more ignorant.

What's the point of letting him hide behind Ye Linghan forever like a waste, being pointed at by everyone?

What is the meaning of such feelings?

At this moment, he suddenly felt extremely scared. He was afraid that it would really become like that.

This time he was really shaken...

This was the first time Su Yuan saw his son like this, and he realized once again how serious Su Xing was about this relationship.

Although Su Xing likes a man, and the high and mighty Regent.

But he appreciated this kind of seriousness, which was what he had always hoped to see in his son.

He couldn't help but reach out and patted Su Xing's shoulder gently, his tone was full of comfort: "Your mother and I have already agreed that no matter what you decide, we will support you."

These words were originally meant to reassure Su Xing, but for Su Xing at this moment, they suddenly made him make up his mind!

He actually ignored the fact that if he really did that, not only him but also Su Yuan and his wife would face tremendous pressure.

Su Xing felt a little scared. How could he have overlooked such an important thing?

Do you have to sacrifice the people who love him the most just for your so-called feelings?

"Dad." Su Xing raised his head suddenly, his eyes firm: "I want to go home! Let's go home!"

Su Yuan was stunned: "Okay, you..."

"Dad." Su Xing said in a deep voice: "I have thought about it carefully. I am not that brave. I can't bear it."

After being surprised, Su Yuan looked at his son carefully and didn't think he was telling the truth.

"Are you worried about us?" Su Yuan asked.

"Of course I'm worried about you." Su Xing replied as a matter of course: "But not just because of you."

He pointed out the gap between himself and Ye Linghan, and solemnly stated that he did not want to live under Ye Linghan's wings at all.

Although feelings are important, they are not the only thing in life.

If it doesn't make each other better, it's not a good relationship.

He would rather be alone, doing what he can and realizing his value.

Su Yuan was stunned when he heard this, his eyes turned red and his pupils kept trembling.

His son is becoming more and more impressive to him and is his pride.

"Have you...really thought it through?" Su Yuan's mood was very complicated. He wanted his son to persevere, but at the same time he felt reluctant because he knew how difficult it was to give up.

"Don't worry, Dad." Once he made up his mind, Su Xing felt relieved. Although he felt terribly sad, he knew it was the right thing to do: "My son has made up his mind."

"Then...would you like to explain this to the Regent first?"

"My son will tell the Regent." Su Xing gave Su Yuan a reassuring look: "Wait until the Regent is done with the current affairs."

"Now, I want to go home and spend some time with my mother."

Hearing this, Su Yuan was slightly stunned, and a hint of guilt flashed in his eyes.

The sensitive Su Xing happened to catch it, and his heart tightened immediately: "Dad, is Mom... okay?"

I thought Su Yuan would have a serious expression, but unexpectedly he looked extremely embarrassed.

Su Xing looked confused. He had never seen this kind of expression on Su Yuan's face before.

It's like... I've done something wrong...

"Dad?" Su Xing shouted again anxiously.

Su Yuan's body froze as if he was frightened.

His eyes wandered for a while before he said, "Your mother...is pregnant..."

The air in the room froze instantly, and the surroundings were so quiet that you could hear a pin drop.

I don't know how long it took before Su Xing exclaimed: "Is this true?"

Zhang is actually pregnant. Doesn’t that mean that he will have a younger brother or sister?

Su Yuan was even more embarrassed, and his usually serious face flushed: "It's true."

"That's great!" Su Xing exclaimed from the bottom of his heart: "Dad, let's go back to see Mom."

Such good news relieved a lot of the heaviness in his heart.

He secretly vowed to treat this future brother or sister well.

Ye Linghan finally managed to get back before dark. As usual, he went back to the bedroom first, wanting to talk to that guy before he fell asleep.

He was too busy these past two days and hadn't been able to spend enough time with Su Xing, especially since Su Xing had just experienced such a terrible thing.

He couldn't help but quicken his pace and opened the door himself without waiting for the servant to open it.

He couldn't wait to walk into the inner room, but stopped the next moment.

Su Xing is not here?

Where did you go?

"Someone come here." He turned around unhappily.

The servant guarding the door immediately entered the room and asked, "What does the Regent want?"

"Where are the people?"