September 1, 2015

School has started, and it would be strange if people saw me writing in my diary, right?

I'm used to it; I've been writing it for so many years.

It's good to write it down; maybe I can take it out and reminisce when I get Alzheimer's later.

[September 3, 2015]

A new transfer student joined our class today. She introduced herself on stage, and her voice was very pleasant. The applause from the audience was constant, and I could vaguely hear a few people discussing how pretty she was. I didn't look up; the applause, noise, and jarring sounds were deafening.

[September 4, 2015]

Yesterday she seemed to sit down next to me. I don't like talking to strangers, and I also hate it when the teacher assigns me a deskmate.

Okay, I didn't look at her carefully yesterday, but I caught a glimpse of her today, and she is indeed beautiful.

[September 11, 2015]

Well, a week has passed, and we haven't exchanged more than two words. That's fine, I don't like to talk much anyway.

[September 15, 2015]

I was late, and the teacher came to check. I heard she helped me get away with it, which was pretty good.

[September 17, 2015]

She forgot her book today, so I lent it to her. She thanked me, and the book was full of notes; her handwriting reflected her personality.

[September 20, 2015]

She's spoken to me three or four times recently, and she seems to really like looking out the window, I wonder what she's thinking.

[September 22, 2015]

Our eyes met unexpectedly today, and she actually blushed with embarrassment; it was kind of cute.

[September 23, 2015]

I bought an extra bottle of milk at the supermarket and gave it to her.

[September 25, 2015]

She gave me a loaf of bread today, probably to repay me for the milk I gave her a couple of days ago.

[September 28, 2015]

She has been on leave for three days, and her position has remained vacant.

[September 29, 2015]

She came to school today, and she seems to have lost weight. She should eat more.

[September 30, 2015]

I ran into her in the cafeteria. She was eating so little; no wonder she's so thin.

October 1, 2015

I ran into her while I was out having fun during the holidays. My friend said she has a beautiful smile.

Um.

October 2, 2015

I didn't see her today.

October 3, 2015

I met her by the river. She seemed to be watching the sunset. I picked up my camera and took the first picture of her.

The gears of fate began to turn, and she turned around and saw me.

October 4, 2015

We exchanged contact information, and I sent her the photo. It was beautiful, I told her.

She said thank you, and I said you're welcome.

So this is what happens to me.

An awkward conversation.

October 6, 2015

Classes started today; high school students' holidays are never full.

There's nothing to be unhappy about; it's the same everywhere.

for me.

October 7, 2015

A bird flew in during class; it looked pitiful, having fallen and unable to fly again.

I don't care whether I release this bird to fend for itself or let it fly away again.

But she said she was so pitiful, so okay, I'll reluctantly help her.

She folded a small nest out of paper, and I laid out tissues inside. Together we built a simple house, but she smiled.

October 10, 2015

She named the bird Baozi (steamed bun), which isn't a bad idea.

It just sounds a bit hungry.

October 11, 2015

I'm speechless. Baozi pooped on my hand.

But she was smiling happily.

Okay.

She still looks beautiful when she smiles.

October 15, 2015

boring.

After observing her, it seems that she rarely talks to others; it's always others who approach her.

October 18, 2015

She was actually talking to Baozi today.

Speaking softly.

October 21, 2015

Baozi has visibly gained weight these past few days.

"You should eat more, you'll look better if you're a little chubby," I said. Actually, she looks good no matter what, but being too thin won't do.

"Okay." Her expression clearly showed that she was taken aback for a moment.

They probably didn't expect me to say that; I didn't expect to say that either.

strangeness.

October 22, 2015

I ran into her in the cafeteria; she seemed to be eating more than last time.

good.

October 25, 2015

It's been half a month.

Baozi's injury has healed, but she's gotten too fat to fly anymore.

We looked at each other and burst out laughing.

This was the first time I had ever seen her laugh so heartily.

It looks great.

October 28, 2015

Someone confessed their feelings to me today.

Okay, this isn't the first time. It's annoying, but I can't be rude.

I refused.

When I looked at her, she was feeding steamed buns.

If you feed it any more, it really won't have a chance to fly.

She's raising it like a doll.

[November 3, 2015]

It's been two months.

She wasn't very familiar with anyone in her class.

It's alright with me.

However, quite a few people have confessed their feelings to her, both openly and secretly, in the past two months.

She received more love letters than I did.

However, she didn't read a single letter and didn't agree to any of them.

Same as me.

[November 8, 2015]

Nothing happy happened. I fell asleep at my desk during class, and the teacher made me stand outside.

She seemed to be watching me as I walked out.

Maybe.

[November 9, 2015]

She woke me up while I was sleeping today. "The teacher is here. Okay."

I don't seem to feel upset at all; my mood is quite strange.

Normally I would be very annoyed, right?

[November 11, 2015]

Someone came to his classroom today to confess their feelings to him. I don't even know which class they're from. Don't they even know if they're good enough for him?

[November 18, 2015]

I ran into her on my way home. Did she just move here recently?

It seems I haven't encountered this before.

[November 20, 2015]

The exam results have been released; she came in first place in the monthly exam.

As for me, I didn't write anything. It's something whose answer can be seen at a glance, so there seems to be no need to write it.

[November 23, 2015]

I ran into her again on my way home.

She was feeding stray cats on the street; she seemed to really like animals.

She saw me, I'm sure of it.

[November 25, 2015]

School sports meet.

It's the same time every year.

She was the sign-holder at the front of the class.

Well deserved.

I am a flag bearer, every year.

The cheers were so loud when she appeared that I'm sure many of the people who had confessed their feelings to her were among them.

I signed up for the 800-meter race this year.

While I was running, I heard the encouraging message she had written for me.

She even wrote encouraging messages, and she wrote them for me.

That was unexpected.

Hmm, I'm in a surprisingly good mood.

We won the gold medal.

It seems she didn't participate in any competitions; I heard she was sick before.

I don't know if it's completely healed yet.

Hopefully things will get better.

[December 1, 2015]

December has arrived.

The weather changes very quickly.

She seemed a little cold, so I closed the window.

"Wear this, I've never worn it before." I really hadn't worn it before; I just brought it to school as a spare.

She hesitated for a moment but accepted.

The clothes were huge on her.

It looks like a child wearing adult clothes.

It's strangely cute.

She looked a little pale and was clutching her stomach, so I roughly knew what was wrong.

I took her water cup and got her some hot water.

I don't understand why people were whispering along the way; maybe it's because her cup is pink.

Maybe we're not a good match?

But they are a good match.

I watched as she drank the hot water, and her complexion seemed to improve.

I went to the school supermarket and bought a hot water bottle; the temperature was just right.

I was late for class, so I gave her the hot water bottle and obediently went outside to stand.

[December 2, 2015]

She seems to be feeling better, and she even treated me to a meal. It seems like it's nice for the two of us to eat together.

[December 3, 2015]

We had dinner together today too.

She returned the clothes to me; they had a faint osmanthus fragrance on them.

Just like she always is.

[December 4, 2015]

"Hey, let's eat together from now on," I said.

"Why?" she asked.

"Just think of me as someone who's too lonely," I said.

“Okay,” she said.

I didn't expect her to agree so readily; I thought she would refuse.

"Want to go out for dinner together, Xing Jianan?"

"good."

[December 5, 2015]

We seem to have become friends.

I don't know if I'm the only one who thinks this way.

[December 7, 2015]

on Monday.

She felt very tired after running the 800-meter test.

I ran two laps with her slowly.

I don't know if she saw it or not.

It doesn't matter.

[December 12, 2015]

Saturday was a nice day.

Let's go home together.

[December 15, 2015]

We're going home together again today.

She was no longer as taciturn as before.

Me too.

[December 18, 2015]

I got an extra chicken leg for lunch.

Give it to her.

She's so thin even wearing such thick clothes, she should eat more.

[December 25, 2015]

Another round of monthly exams.

She told me to write it down carefully.

Okay, it's not impossible.

[December 31, 2015]

The monthly exam results are out.

I did pretty well on the exam.

She's first, I'm second.

The funny thing is, all the teachers from all subjects suddenly contacted me.

Perhaps it's disbelief.

They made me write an extra copy.

I write very quickly; it's not difficult at all.

The teacher smiled and seemed about to say something to me, but I simply said goodbye and ran away.

I didn't want her to wait too long, especially since it was so cold.

January 1, 2016

New Year.

She did indeed wait for me for a long time yesterday; her nose was red from the cold.

Fool, who's waiting outside?

I told her to be careful not to catch a cold yesterday, and she caught one today.

Her voice was hoarse when I called her.

“I’ll come find you,” I said.

"Okay," she replied.

I bought her medicine, poured her some hot water, and watched her drink it.

She seemed a little better, but she felt very sleepy after taking the medicine and fell asleep quickly.

But I'm still here.

She really has no sense of caution at all. Even I shouldn't let my guard down.

I opened the fridge, but there wasn't much food. Well, I guess I'll have to go out.

She was still asleep when I got back.

I simply stir-fried a few dishes and cooked some porridge. Just then, she woke up.

This was the first dinner we had together.

I did it at her house.

She said it was delicious.

Of course, what I make is definitely delicious.

However, this is the first time I've ever cooked for someone so earnestly.

It doesn't feel bad.

January 2, 2016

She recovered from her cold very quickly, which was a bit unexpected.

"Hey, wanna go see a movie?" I said.

She was silent for a moment, then said, "Okay."

We met at the entrance of the movie theater.

"This is for you, a New Year's gift." I put the scarf around her neck.

She whispered a thank you.

The moment I saw that scarf, I thought of her.

She would look very good wearing it.

Just like now.

I think it would look really nice in red, especially on a snowy day.

January 4, 2016

Back to school.

Of course, the two of us together.

She wore the scarf I gave her.

I'm in a pretty good mood.

Someone asked me what I was laughing at.

What business is it of his?

[January 5, 2016]

What was bound to happen has finally happened.

I was called in for a talk with the teacher.

As expected, we talked about grades and attitude towards learning.

The teacher's attitude was incredibly kind.

We chatted briefly, but I wouldn't have done it if she hadn't told me to take the exam properly.

"Are you interested in this math competition, Canaan? I think you're doing very well."

"Sorry, teacher, I'm not interested."

She walked in the next second after she finished speaking.

"Shi Qing, what's your decision? This math competition is quite prestigious."

“Teacher, I’ve thought it over, I will participate,” she said.

Is she going too?

"But Canaan-kun..."

"Teacher, I want to participate in this competition."

"Okay, then you two can study together and make progress together during this period. I look forward to your performance."

January 6, 2016

We started learning together.

I've discovered that not sleeping in class isn't necessarily a bad thing.

Okay, the main thing is that she now wakes me up.

The voice was soft.

[January 10, 2016]

She said she had a gift for me.

And it wasn't just one gift.

It was said to be a reward for the monthly exam and a New Year's Day gift.

All right.

It turned out to be "Five Years of College Entrance Examination and Three Years of Simulation".

Okay, it's not impossible.

There was also a gift, a small bear keychain.

She's so cute, I even think she looks a bit like her.

And she made it herself.

She tied the bear keychain to my backpack.

It's not really my style, but it's not unacceptable.

"Isn't it inappropriate for me to hang one myself?"

"I have one too."

When I saw that she also had a rabbit keychain tied to her backpack, well, that made me happy.

[January 11, 2016]

As usual, we went to and from get out of class together, ate together, studied together, and went home together; it seemed to have gradually become a habit.

January 15, 2016

My friend from the next class saw my bear keychain.

He laughed at my naivety, and I laughed at his lack of it.

cut.

[January 16, 2016]

Saturday, two days off.

We went to the competition together.

In another city.

The exam was easy; it wasn't too difficult.

We went to see the sea together; the sea in winter is different from the sea in summer.

It was a bit cold, but thankfully she wore a scarf.

However, her hair was still blown into a mess.

Her unrestrained laughter is etched into my mind.

January 17, 2016

We spent another day in the city, exploring every street and alley together.

She seemed very happy.

That's strange.

Seeing her smile, I couldn't help but smile too.

January 24, 2016

A week has passed.

Everything is normal for us.

It's just a bit cold.

Her ears, red from the cold, made you want to pinch them.

[January 27, 2016]

The fifth nine-day period.

The weather is still very cold.

She's so focused when she studies.

[January 28, 2016]

Oh no, she caught me spying on her.

Yeah, I'm not embarrassed at all.

It's better to watch it openly and honestly.

[January 29, 2016]

Final exams have begun.

I took the exam very seriously this time.

I realized that I actually quite wanted to sit at the same table as her.

[January 30, 2016]

The final exams are over.

We had a hot pot meal together.

Her face turned bright red from the spiciness.

Yes, she can't eat anything too spicy.

[January 31, 2016]

The last day of this month.

It's holiday time.

Strangely, I actually feel a bit like going to school.

I must be crazy.

February 1, 2016

I went to the north.

I went skiing.

I sent her a postcard.

I feel like I'm a bit childish.

February 2, 2016

The weather in the north is a bit dry.

I have a nosebleed.

I took a picture and showed it to her.

She told me to eat more fruit and drink more water.

Okay, it seems there's nothing wrong with that.

February 3, 2016

It's snowing heavily today, so I video-called her.

Let's watch it together.

She smiled.

I took a screenshot.

Looking back, I should have recorded the screen.

February 5, 2016

The sixth nine-day period.

I'm back from the north.

I told him we'd go up north together next time.

She agreed.

February 7, 2016

Lunar New Year's eve.

I'm spending this year alone again.

Anyway, I have no family left.

You'll get used to it.

But to be honest, it felt a bit deserted. I finished my New Year's Eve dinner alone and went for a walk on the street.

I guess everyone is celebrating the Lunar New Year with their families.

The streets were just as deserted as my home.

The difference is that the streets are decorated with lanterns and colorful decorations.

There's nothing in the house.

On New Year's Eve.

I received a call from her.

She said to me—

Happy New Year, Xing Jianan.

I wanted to call her, but I was afraid of bothering her.

I didn't expect her to call.

Hearing the voice on the phone, I didn't feel so lonely anymore.

It seems like they're setting off fireworks over there; it's very lively.

“Hey, Happy New Year,” I said to her.

Why is there no sound on your end? Are you spending the New Year alone?

"Yeah, I'm living alone," I said. "But I'm used to it now."

"What are we eating today?" she asked me.

"Eat... the one I made for you last time."

"You're eating so well, give me some." I don't know when it started, but she's begun joking with me.

"Okay, then come here." I joked with her.

But who would come all the way during the Chinese New Year?

Only a fool would do that.

I put down my phone and turned on the TV.

Okay, she actually came over.

He was carrying some food, grinning widely, and talking to me.

"Why aren't you going to let me in?"

I reached out and took the things from her hands, and gave her a pair of slippers.

It's very big.

Because it's mine.

She sat down on the sofa, and I gave her a blanket.

"Why are you here?" I asked her.

"Come and eat the New Year's Eve dinner you made. You didn't leave any for me, did you? But it's okay, I brought my own."

We sat together, ate, and chatted.

To my surprise, I found that I seemed to like this feeling.

"But how did you know where I live?" I hadn't told her the specific house number, and I hadn't checked my phone either. I didn't know when she texted me to ask.

"Your house is the only one in the whole neighborhood that hasn't put up Spring Festival couplets."

I suddenly realized that she had searched the entire neighborhood, house to house, in order to find my home.

Damn it, I actually feel like crying.

February 8, 2016

Spring Festival.

The first day of the Lunar New Year.

I'm home alone today.

We had a late-night snack together yesterday and then snuggled up together to watch a movie.

She said she loves performing and wants to apply to a performing arts school.

I didn't have any plans or ideas for the future before.

But now we have it.

We agreed to apply to the same school.

The fireworks were so beautiful; she made a wish.

As I watched from the side, I suddenly wished the fireworks would last a little longer.

Otherwise, I can set off fireworks for her for a long time in the future.

February 14, 2016

A week has passed.

It wasn't that boring.

Occasionally, I do some practice problems and homework.

Together.

If you're tired, go for a walk.

There are so many people on the street.

I only realized it was Valentine's Day when I got back.

February 20, 2016

School has started.

The 20-day holiday is over.

We can see each other every day again.

We were still deskmates.

February 22, 2016

Lantern Festival.

We ate glutinous rice balls together.

February 25, 2016

We chat and have heart-to-heart talks occasionally.

She seems much more cheerful now.

Many people started coming to her, chatting with her, and even wanting to have dinner with her.

Fortunately, she refused.

After all, we had arranged to eat together.

February 29, 2016

Recently, more and more people have been coming to see him.

It was noisy and bustling.

Saying you're here to ask questions is clearly just a way to strike up a conversation.

Do you think I don't know what they're thinking?

March 1, 2016

Tuesday.

I've come up with a good idea.

My grades aren't bad either.

Since some of the boys don't know the answer, I can just ask them.

It's not that I'm unwilling to teach them.

Okay, that's it.

March 2, 2016

alright.

Now all the boys come to me, and all the girls come to her.

It feels pretty good.

She said I've changed, that I'm more talkative than before.

After all, we have to answer their questions.

I told her she had become more cheerful, and yes, she told me she had figured out a lot of things.

Even if this kind of life doesn't last long, she wants to cherish it.

Although I don't know what she's thinking, I support her.

Because I feel like I also want to hold onto this kind of life.

With her.

March 6, 2016

Sunday is a half-day off.

Those guys from my class came to ask me to play basketball.

Okay, going with them isn't a bad idea.

She was watching too.

I don't know who they're looking at.

March 7, 2016

on Monday.

She gave a speech under the national flag.

Someone in the audience was praising her.

Of course, she's my deskmate.

March 8, 2016

Women's Day.

The school held a jump rope competition.

We watched from the sidelines.

Yes, everyone danced very well.

She's not bad either.

Although, I was panting heavily.

March 10, 2016

Thursday.

I bought her steamed buns for breakfast.

The last basket of food in the school cafeteria.

Luckily, I was fast enough.

March 12, 2016

Saturday.

Baozi, which is also the little bird.

We released it into the air.

It flew very high. It even flew back to see us.

We stood together, watching the steamed buns fly away.

Suddenly, I felt like a parent sending their child off on a long journey.

No, what am I thinking?

Are you crazy, Xing Jianan?

March 15, 2016

It's raining.

I didn't have an umbrella, but she did.

It felt quite surreal to be under the same umbrella.

March 16, 2016

The weather is sunny.

I wish it would rain every day.

March 18, 2016

The certificates for the last competition have all been handed out.

We all won awards.

March 20, 2016

Sunday.

A basketball game in the second year of high school.

I participated.

She was watching from the sidelines; I saw her.

I heard it too.

She was cheering me on.

I drank the water she offered me.

It's quite sweet.

March 23, 2016

She seems to have caught a cold again.

My immune system seems to be weak.

Should we take her for a run?

March 31, 2016

The last day of March.

There was a day off.

I went to see a movie with her and my classmates, and we also had barbecue by the river.

She was so happy.

Me too.

[April 1, 2016]

April Fools' Day.

"Hey, I'm in a relationship," I said.

I observed her expression; she was clearly stunned.

Okay, I won't tease her anymore.

"Just kidding, Happy April Fool's Day!" I said, and gave her a bottle of hot milk as well.

"Yeah, I knew it. You spend every day with me."

"Um."

I think if I were to fall in love—

With her.

It looks pretty good.

It's not what I'm thinking.

I bet she has no intention of dating.

I guess.

[April 8, 2016]

The Awakening of Insects.

It's my birthday.

The school happened to be on a monthly break.

I spent time with her.

She made the cake, and I cooked the dishes.

I'm quite happy.

She said she didn't know what I liked, so she agreed to one request.

Consider it granting me a wish.

Hmm, I haven't decided yet, I'll think about it next time.

She agreed.

[April 15, 2016]

Another week has passed.

They are so engrossed in studying that they can't tear themselves away.

Yes, math is really interesting.

[April 16, 2016]

I ate mango sticky rice today.

She seems to prefer sweets.

Oh, and she can't eat spicy food.

I remember.

[April 18, 2016]

Someone actually asked me for her contact information.

I ignored him completely.

[April 24, 2016]

Half a day off.

We went for a stroll through the food street together.

Buy a little bit of everything.

She bought stinky tofu.

It smelled terrible, but he insisted it tasted delicious.

I'll just have to eat it, though.

Yes, it's actually pretty good.

Oh, by the way, make a note of this: she likes to eat stinky tofu.

[April 25, 2016]

I have so much homework today.

What she can't do, I can.

She listened very attentively when I explained it to her.

[April 27, 2016]

Wednesday.

Monthly exam.

It's not too difficult, so I don't think the score will be too low.

She probably feels the same way.

[April 30, 2016]

She grows a potted plant and waters it diligently every day.

I looked at her.

She thought I liked it too, so she gave me one in the afternoon. I don't know where she got it from.

Idiot, I wasn't looking at flowers at all!

[May 1, 2016]

Today is the official start of the holiday.

Three days is not bad.

My friend is a senior in high school, and he only got one day off.

I'm so happy for him.

[May 2, 2016]

I might not be very bright.

I took the flowers home and kept them.

Why would I let it stay at school for two days without it dying? What am I thinking?

But I can't let the flowers she gave me die.

[May 3, 2016]

We live close by, so we went to see a movie together.

We all like it very much.

On the way back to school, they played and joked around.

I'm very happy.

[May 5, 2016]

The monthly exam results are out.

I'm number one.

As expected.

But she seems happier than me.

[May 10, 2016]

We've entered the second round of review.

Everyone was engrossed in their studies.

Me and her. Same here.

[May 16, 2016]

On the school rooftop.

Just the two of us.

We watched the sunset together that day.

[May 18, 2016]

I took her for a run.

You should exercise.

Her face is always flushed when she runs.

I'll have to drag her along tomorrow.

[May 22, 2016]

Friday.

It's her turn to be on duty today.

I brought her breakfast.

It's what she likes to eat.

June 1, 2016

Children's Day.

I bought her candy and cake.

She said I treated her like a child.

But she's just a child.

How adorable!

I just didn't expect to receive a gift.

A guitar pick.

I don't know how she knew I could play the guitar.

I think it was the guitar at home that gave me away.

"Hey, Xing Jianan, play the guitar for me next time."

"good."

I responded to her.

Even though I haven't played for a long time.

June 8, 2016

My best friend has finished the college entrance exam.

He felt a great sense of relief.

As for her and me, we automatically entered our senior year of high school.

June 11, 2016

A boring day of doing practice problems.

Luckily, she was there with me.

June 17, 2016

Another week has passed.

There are far fewer people at the school.

That's good, at least the cafeteria isn't so crowded anymore.

[June 20, 2016]

Registration for Grade 11 drama performance.

We both signed up.

Stay with her.

She loves performing, and I'm starting to like it too.

We're spending more time together now.

[June 27, 2016]

A week has passed.

The play performance officially began.

We all acted very well.

I received an award from the school.

She was right next to me when we took the group photo.

July 1, 2016

This time, I'm the one speaking on stage.

She praised me when I came down.

[July 6, 2016]

She seemed very sleepy and fell asleep on the table.

Her water glass was empty.

I went and got her some water.

She had just woken up when I got back.

The sunlight shone on her.

It's really beautiful.

[July 11, 2016]

I've organized the knowledge points that she doesn't quite understand for her.

She actually hugged me.

It smells so good.

July 15, 2016

She said I seemed to have grown taller.

Maybe.

I didn't notice either.

However, she seems to have lost some weight.

[July 20, 2016]

The exams are over and the holiday has begun.

Of course, this holiday is relatively short, only half a month.

[August 5, 2016]

Back to school.

We'll still be studying together this holiday.

We are all making progress.

I said it.

[August 15, 2016]

Another ten days have passed.

The running is working well; she can run even faster now.

[August 20, 2016]

Okay, I'm still a little tired.

He pretended to be asleep and leaned on her shoulder; she didn't push him away.

very good.

However, I didn't stay there for long.

I'm afraid she'll get tired.

[August 25, 2016]

Another exam.

That's how it is in the final year of high school.

There are constant exams, both big and small.

But it's actually okay, I can accept it.

[August 27, 2016]

After evening self-study.

We went for a walk together.

The osmanthus flowers on campus are in bloom.

It's very rich.

Autumn is almost here.

[August 29, 2016]

After finishing the morning classes, it's time for the holiday.

One and a half days.

"Want to go out and have some fun?" I asked her.

"Okay, where do you want to go? I'll go with you."

[August 30, 2016]

We went to the amusement park.

She had a lot of fun.

I'm taking a picture of her.

Her happiness makes me happy too.

[September 1, 2016]

New students start school.

It's been a year.

From strangers to good friends.

It's been a whole year.

I really want to tell her, "It's nice to meet you."

If I could go back to that day, I definitely wouldn't have fallen asleep with my head down.

I would look up and watch her introduce herself carefully.

Unfortunately, there are no "what ifs".

[September 7, 2016]

She won another award.

I'm happy for her.

She treated me to dinner.

[September 11, 2016]

Some younger students confessed their feelings to her face.

I grabbed her and we left.

They've only just started high school, what's the point of dating?

[September 15, 2016]

Mid-Autumn Festival.

I kept my promise.

I played the guitar at the Mid-Autumn Festival Gala.

It was given to her.

Only she and I knew.

[September 16, 2016]

I was walking on the street today.

I overheard people whispering gossip.

It seems they're talking about us.

They said we're a good match.

Um.

[September 21, 2016]

We still eat together and run together.

Some people think we're together.

Of course not.

She must have heard it, but she neither refuted nor explained.

Um.

[September 30, 2016]

Of course, this resulted in the teacher calling them in.

Of course, he didn't say anything.

After all, we didn't do anything out of line.

But as I walked out the door and closed it, I heard the teacher behind me starting to ship couples.

She's really something.

October 1, 2016

National Day holiday.

Celebrating with the nation.

We went to the central square to watch the flag-raising ceremony.

There are a lot of people.

I held her hand, and she didn't pull away.

Her hands were soft.

October 5, 2016

Back to work after the holiday.

I've entered a period of intense study again.

We continued to get along as before.

October 10, 2016

Morning reading.

She seemed a little sleepy, but she forced herself to stay awake until the next morning reading session.

He quickly fell asleep on the table.

It's probably because I've been studying too hard lately.

I bought her milk tea to replenish her energy.

I heard from the girls in my class that drinking milk tea makes them happier.

I have to give it a try.

That's true.

October 15, 2016

"Hey, wanna listen to some MP3s together?"

"good."

The white headphone cable connects us.

Her favorite song was playing in her headphones.

October 18, 2016

School Anniversary.

Half a day off.

We headed towards the beach.

She shouted loudly at the sea.

Me too.

They looked at each other and smiled.

Like a fool, but happy.

October 21, 2016

I've caught a cold.

This time it's my turn.

This time, it was her turn to take care of me.

There were the medicines she had bought on the table.

They watch me eat every day.

It's very bitter.

She laughed so hard, but then she bought me candy.

Do you treat me like a child?!

October 25, 2016

Evening self-study.

The sunset was beautiful.

I took out my camera and snapped a picture of her looking at the sunset.

She didn't notice.

October 30, 2016

Her face fell, and when I checked the date, I knew what was going on.

I got some hot water and went to the school clinic to buy medicine.

The hot water bottle from last time is still here.

Thank goodness.

[November 11, 2016]

We looked at the rankings together.

She is very hardworking and capable.

I'm not bad either.

Our rankings are right next to each other.

very nice.

[November 18, 2016]

It's my turn to be on duty.

She stayed and helped me clean the classroom.

She is always very serious.

I looked at her very carefully.

That's what the people in my class said.

[November 24, 2016]

I requested her favorite song on the radio.

I hope she's happy every day.

[November 30, 2016]

Have a day off.

She cooked and said she'd treat me to dinner.

I tried it and it's great.

Of course, I had an allergic reaction shortly after eating it.

Yes, I'm allergic to seafood.

So I'm writing a diary in my hospital bed right now.

She didn't eat much, so it wasn't very serious, but she was still very worried.

I was so anxious I was about to cry.

[December 7, 2016]

The weather had gotten quite cold, so she lay down on the table to sleep.

Luckily, I brought a blanket.

It's pink and delicate, and it suits her perfectly.

[December 11, 2016]

There's a rainbow today.

She enjoyed it and watched quietly until the rainbow completely disappeared.

I looked too, but I didn't see a rainbow.

[December 17, 2016]

The result of not eating properly is—an upset stomach.

I'll be watching her eat from now on.

[December 24, 2016]

I bought her an apple.

She was stunned for a long time before she remembered that it was Christmas Eve.

"I hope you stay safe and sound," she said.

"We all need to stay safe and sound," I said.

"Okay, we all need to stay safe and sound."

[December 30, 2016]

I've changed seats.

This time, I'm seated near the door.

The wind was so strong; that damn door was blind and almost bumped into her.

I really want to tear this door down.

January 1, 2017

New Year.

One day off.

We spent the New Year together, which was supposed to be New Year's Eve, but we actually spent the whole day in the library.

It's pretty good though.

[January 5, 2017]

Exercises during recess.

The sunlight fell on her.

I think I will remember this scene forever.

[January 10, 2017]

The way she jumped up to wipe the blackboard was so cute.

Of course, the last one on top was wiped by me.

You idiot, you should have called me first if you couldn't reach it.

[January 15, 2017]

She always stands up straight when she gets up to answer questions.

I propped my head up and looked up at her.

"Don't look at me like that, it makes me nervous."

I said, "Why did she seem a little unnatural just now?"

So it turns out I've been watching her all along?

Is it obvious?

Okay, it does seem a bit obvious.

[January 18, 2017]

The weather is nice.

She is fine.

I'm fine too.

Take a walk in the moonlight.

The wind blew by, ruffling her hair.

Like dancing.

January 21, 2017

It's holiday time.

It just so happens to be the Little New Year in the South.

We went to the temple together to offer incense; we heard that this temple is very efficacious.

She asked me what I wished for, but I didn't tell her.

Actually, my wish was—

I hope her wish comes true.

[January 27, 2017]

Lunar New Year's eve.

She's here.

Just like last year.

This time, however, she was the one cooking.

After finishing her meal, she went home. Of course, she wanted to spend the New Year with her family.

I'll call you tonight, don't forget to answer. I'll only call once.

"good."

I stared at my phone all night, and at midnight, I finally received her call.

The opening remarks were exactly the same as last year.

Happy New Year, Xing Jianan.

There was just one more sentence.

"You didn't stare at your phone all night, did you?"

"No, I didn't."

"So what are you doing?"

"Watching TV, playing on my phone, playing games," I said, trying to cover it up.

In reality, the TV wasn't turned on, no games were played, and I just spent the whole night staring at my phone.

I was indeed waiting for her call.

"Oh, okay then, I guess I was overthinking it."

"Happy New Year," I said.

"Mmm." She smiled.

Did you see the fireworks?

"Yes, I see it, it's very beautiful."

"Then let's release them together next time."

"OK."

No, next year I must call her first, and we'll set off fireworks together.

February 5, 2017

I'm back at school.

She was still on the back of the bicycle.

very nice.

She was wearing a snow-white, fluffy hat.

So cute! So cute!

I can't help but want to touch it.

February 11, 2017

Lantern Festival.

I'm going to go shopping now, I'll be there in a bit.

It's very lively.

They released sky lanterns together.

I don't know what she wrote.

But what I wrote was related to her.

February 12, 2017

Half a day off.

She played the ukulele for me for the first time.

The kitten nestled beside her, and she played my favorite song.

I feel so happy right now.

February 21, 2017

Class birthday.

Play games.

We were lucky enough to draw a ten-second eye contact rule.

But we all laughed in less than 10 seconds.

A bunch of people nearby started jeering.

Whatever.

As long as we're happy.

February 25, 2017

It's another monthly exam.

Our grades are stable now, and we've mastered the knowledge points, so we're not too nervous.

She's relaxed now, and seems to have gained a little weight.

very nice.

It's worth all the effort I put into feeding them every day.

[February 28, 2017]

Monthly leave.

Play the piano for her.

She listened from the side.

She's looking at me, I know.

Because my peripheral vision was fixed steadily on her.

[March 6, 2017]

There are still one month until the college entrance examination.

A while ago, there was a 100-day countdown rally.

Everyone was full of ambition, and so was she.

March 9, 2017

I peeled an apple for her.

I discovered that she quite likes eating apples.

But she didn't throw away the apple box I gave her on Christmas Eve last time?

Do girls really love collecting these pretty boxes?

March 16, 2017

She always forgets to bring tissues when she eats.

Today too.

Luckily I brought it.

It seems like ever since I started eating with her, I always carry a pack of tissues in my pocket.

It became a habit.

She seems to have gotten used to my habits.

Good.

March 23, 2017

She lowered her head, seemingly looking for something.

Luckily, my hand was on the corner of the table, otherwise someone would have gotten rabbit eyes.

March 31, 2017

When the exam results came out, the whole class did well.

It was a rare occasion for us to watch a movie during our senior year of high school.

She looked at it very carefully.

The classroom lights were off, and I secretly took her hand.

The darkness couldn't tell I was nervous; her hands were warm.

I remembered that lyric.

"Until you're certain the warmth of your hand comes from your heart."

She didn't let go, letting me hold her hand.

"At this moment, I finally have the courage to say I love you."

But I can't say yet.

"My birthday wish from last time still counts, since I haven't used it yet?" I asked her.

My hands clenched unconsciously, and my palms were sweating.

“Of course it counts.” She looked me straight in the eye.

"and you……"

"I know what you want to say. I know, me too, I promise, I'll wait until after the college entrance exam."

She smiled at me, and I felt like she had seen right through me.

All right.

“You’re squeezing a little too hard, it hurts a little,” she said.

I let go of her hand and heard her soft laughter.

"fool."

[April 8, 2017]

They didn't even realize their shoelaces had come undone.

Luckily, I have sharp eyes and saw it when I looked down.

However, I'm not very good at tying shoelaces, and the bows are ugly.

She laughed for a long time.

Well, as long as she's happy, that's all that matters.

[April 15, 2017]

I bought her White Rabbit milk candy.

She loves eating sweets.

[April 21, 2017]

She wore a white dress today.

There were always many people looking at her on the street.

I don't like it.

Okay, I'm not too happy.

[April 26, 2017]

I went for a run.

She didn't want to run away.

But I couldn't resist.

All I can say is that men who know how to be charming and affectionate have the best lives.

Although if my mischievous friend knew about this, he would laugh at me for a year.

But it doesn't matter.

[April 30, 2017]

We sat together by the window and looked at the scenery.

This seems quite wonderful.

Let's welcome May together.

[May 7, 2017]

The National College Entrance Examination (Gaokao) is drawing ever closer.

Senior high school students don't get a May Day holiday.

I accept.

But as long as she's there, everything will be fine.

There's nothing wrong with it.

Wouldn't it be better to study together?

[May 17, 2017]

As a student representative.

We stood together on it.

At that moment, she was all I could see.

The dense crowd below was invisible.

[May 24, 2017]

I folded a paper sailboat for her.

She liked it very much.

They folded a thousand paper cranes for me.

I like it very much too.

[May 30, 2017]

Dragon Boat Festival.

We ate a big zongzi together.

Half for each of us, just right.

"If we eat zongzi, we'll all pass the high school entrance exam!!!"

I naturally agreed with what she said.

Whatever she says goes.

[May 31, 2017]

There is only one week left until the college entrance examination.

School is on holiday, so we're studying on our own.

You can stay at school or go home.

We're home.

Anyway, it's close by.

We studied together and encouraged each other until the day of the college entrance examination.

[June 8, 2017]

The exam is over.

We walked out of the examination room.

Feeling completely relaxed.

it's over.

We were both very confident that we would get into the same school.

We took a group photo, and I was smiling like an idiot.

[June 9, 2017]

My wish has been fulfilled.

Your wish has come true.

She agreed.

Now, we can hold hands openly and honestly.

Oh no, I'm not going to be able to sleep.

I'm a little excited.

[June 10, 2017]

Holding hands and taking a walk in the park.

I'm in a relationship.

It's not fake.

It feels so unreal.

A single kiss is enough to make me lose myself in thought for a long time.

She called me a fool again.

[June 15, 2017]

I want to be together with you forever.

[June 18, 2017]

I made her angry.

But she's so cute when she's angry.

[June 24, 2017]

I just got back from my trip to Northwest China, and the results came out.

The scores are neck and neck.

The same school is not a problem.

[June 25, 2017]

We went back to our alma mater together to fill out our college applications.

The teachers and students looked on with curiosity.

Let them be.

[July 5, 2017]

It seems she found out about my diary.

I won't admit it.

Looking back at the diaries I wrote over the past two years, they were all related to her.

It turns out I started liking her so early on.

I have great taste.

[July 6, 2017]

The real graduation trip has begun.

I'll go wherever she wants to go.

The princess goes shopping, and I carry her bag.

That's right, I do have that much self-awareness.

[July 11, 2017]

They went to have a couple's photoshoot.

We agreed to take a set of photos at each location we visited.

[July 15, 2017]

My photography skills are superb.

My girlfriend complimented me.

happy.

Keep up the good work tomorrow.

[July 18, 2017]

My girlfriend looks beautiful today too.

[July 23, 2017]

My girlfriend was walking down the street when someone asked for her WeChat, but she refused.

[July 31, 2017]

We can see the golden mountains illuminated by the sun.

I made a wish that I could be with her forever.

No matter what time or space we are in.

They can meet.

[August 5, 2017]

I climbed a mountain.

I watched the sunrise and sunset.

We'll travel together to see all the mountains and seas and all the beautiful scenery in the future.

[August 11, 2017]

My girlfriend has been playing with the kitten all day.

I wish I could be a cat.

Forget it, I'll just act like a human being.

[August 15, 2017]

My girlfriend says I'm two people, one inside and one outside.

He's cold and aloof to outsiders, but handsome.

He becomes very talkative and naive when he's with her.

I just want to talk to my girlfriend a lot.

[August 25, 2017]

The trip is over.

Go home and get some rest.

Prepare school supplies.

The thought of seeing each other every day when school starts makes me incredibly happy.

[September 3, 2017]

School started, and we went to school together.

I was a bit busy at the beginning.

We can't meet often, but video calls are fine too.

[September 18, 2017]

Military training has ended.

My girlfriend has gotten noticeably darker.

Of course, so am I.

He's almost turned into a dark-skinned physical education student.

My girlfriend is determined to get her money back, and I'll go with her.

[September 25, 2017]

I finally had some free time to go out and have some fun.

I went to the university town and did some ceramic handicrafts.

My girlfriend made a really ugly face.

But I won't say it.

Girlfriends are meant to be praised.

I'm happy if I praise her and make her happy.

My girlfriend's happiness is the most important thing.

Am I a bit too love-struck?

But it's okay.

[September 30, 2017]

I rented a place outside.

It's very close to the school.

We live together.

That way she can eat the meals I cook every day.

Just thinking about it makes me happy.

October 1, 2017

The seven-day National Day holiday.

Another trip across the country.

However, I'm taking my driver's license test.

I'll be able to go on a road trip during winter break.

...

October 18, 2017

She still has many suitors.

I am the real boyfriend.

...

[January 31, 2018]

Winter break has started.

I've also gotten my driver's license.

We drove to the north.

This is something I promised her in high school.

It's done now.

We embraced each other in the freezing snow.

A passerby took a photo.

This eternal moment has been recorded.

I think I'll cry when I see this photo when I'm old.

I feel like crying now.

February 14, 2018

We spent our first Valentine's Day together.

I hope we can spend many more holidays together in the future.

Not just Valentine's Day.

March 7, 2018

The holiday went by quickly.

It seems like we're still deeply in love.

School has started.

We went back to school and still saw each other every day.

[May 8, 2018]

She asked about my diary again.

She actually knew everything that was written in the diary.

These are all part of our daily life as a couple.

This diary has become an indispensable part of our lives.

If one day I stop writing...

That means they broke up.

But I believe that day will never come.

And I can keep writing this diary forever.

...

[June 9, 2018]

One year anniversary of our relationship.

We are still together.

very nice.

...

[June 9, 2019]

Two years of dating.

Neither I wavered, nor did she.

...

[December 24, 2019]

This time, I didn't give her an apple.

We broke up.

I suggested it.

It was raining heavily.

I didn't turn around.

I don't know why I broke up with him.

I wanted to turn around and look at her, but I couldn't.

I can't do it.

I have no idea.

Do I still love her?

Love, I think.

But I couldn't walk towards her.

I can't control myself.

Is God playing a joke on me?

...

[January 18, 2020]

I met someone.

girl.

But it wasn't her.

She is a girl in my class.

Her name is Wen Xinran.

She was injured, and a force compelled me to go to her.

I couldn't resist.

March 18, 2020

Two more months passed.

Wen Xinran is always around me.

My thoughts are clashing.

One drove me toward her, the other made me realize my own heart.

I have no idea.

...

[May 11, 2020]

Other people have appeared in your life.

...

This diary is almost finished.

...

[April 1, 2022]

I opened this diary again. Will we get entangled again?

We were on the same show, but you acted like you didn't recognize me.

I feel a little sad.

But I didn't dare show it.

[May 2022]

It's strange, you seem to have changed a lot, completely different from the you I remember.

[June 2022]

I've noticed a lot of differences. You're not her, at least not right now, right?

But you all look exactly alike.

How could that be?

[July 2022]

We filmed a movie together.

My doubts deepened.

So who exactly are you?

[August 2022]

Looking through my old diaries, I miss you so much.

The you from back then.

I also hate myself.

She said she'd tell me the truth after filming, so I'll wait.

[September 2022]

I... saw the letter you wrote to me back then.

I got the ring too.

I also made you a ring.

It looks great.

Yours looks great too, and there's no oxidation.

I also saw Cang Qiong Mountain, it was very beautiful, very beautiful.

I still have no one else around me.

I love you very much too.

[October 2022]

I know the truth.

I also know that you don't belong to this world.

You come from elsewhere.

Now you're going somewhere else.

So what? I said I would come find you.

I will do everything I can.

...

[December 24, 2022]

I've prepared an apple for you this year.

It's very sweet.

Forgive me for secretly keeping one.

[January 21, 2023]

Lunar New Year's Eve this year.

Another day spent alone.

I miss you so much.

When will we be able to meet again?

Are you enjoying your meals and watching fireworks in the other world?

Will you wait for me?

Will you wait for me to come find you?

Please wait for me a little longer.

[February 2023]

She said your real name is Lin Shiyu.

It's a very nice-sounding name.

Little Xiaoxiao, I really miss you.

The words I wrote back then remain unchanged.

Anan will always love Xiao Xiao, always.

[March 2023]

I've recently learned to cook a lot of new dishes.

I'll definitely cook for you every day then.

I can make desserts now, really.

I've also learned how to make mango sticky rice.

I can make all the foods you like now.

Just wait a little longer and I'll be able to come find you.

[April 2023]

I've been very busy lately.

Company matters.

I have everything arranged.

Then I can come find you.

[May 2023]

I went to eat the hot pot restaurant we used to frequent by myself.

I ordered the non-spicy one.

You don't like spicy food.

[June 2023]

I went back to my alma mater today.

Our high school.

Another batch of children have finished their college entrance exams.

I remember the day we graduated.

She's laughing so happily.

If you were here, I wouldn't be the only one coming back today, right?

I still miss you a lot today, please wait for me a little longer.

[July 2023]

The new drama is a huge hit.

I'll be able to come find you soon.

wait for me.

[August 2023]

Xichi asked me one last time, "Do I really have to come find you?"

My answer is always yes.

Although a lot has happened in between, now that everything has been through, I've made up my mind: I'm going to find you.

Even if it's just to see you once.

Even if you're not waiting for me.

Fortunately, she was willing to open this "door" for us.

I am very happy.

She told me, "You're waiting for me."

I knew it; I believed you.

I know that you believe me.

I want to tell you that I, who belong to this world, have fallen in love with you, who do not belong to this world, and I do not regret it.

So, I came to your world to find you.