Chapter 1249 Pain

On the other hand, as the matter became more and more serious, Song Shuran's situation became more and more difficult.

The whole person just stayed at home and didn't go out at all! He just trapped himself at home!

"It's rather boring, isn't it? At this point, how could I not know?"

Song Shuran unconsciously reached out to wipe the tears from her face and smiled bitterly.

Then he turned his head and looked at the dark room. It was pitch black, without a trace of light.

Suddenly, I couldn't help but start to reflect on how I got to this point? How did I get to where I am now?

"Is it really my fault? Is it because I refuse to give in, because I don't want to reconcile, that's why things have become like this?"

Even now, I still can't figure it out.

I have tried so hard to overcome it, and finally saw some light, but now I am pulled back into the darkness again.

Song Shuran lowered her head, looked at her pale and weak palms, and subconsciously curled her lips, "It's so ugly, really ugly."

There is not a trace of blood color, it looks white and transparent, not healthy at all!

Ever since her relationship with Lu Jinghuai was exposed, she hasn't eaten a single bite of food all day, and at most just drinks a few sips of water, barely maintaining her current life.

It’s true that I can’t eat, and it’s also true that I have no appetite and don’t want to eat.

Song Shuran even began to doubt Lu Jinghuai. Did he really like her? Did he really love her?

If you really like me, if you really love me, why would you just stand by and watch me go through everything that is happening now?

"So, is this really love?"

The subconscious thing is to doubt and start questioning.

The whole person's mentality is becoming more and more pathological. Sometimes he will inexplicably think of all kinds of messy questions, and he may even talk to himself for half a day.

If a doctor was here at this time, he would have noticed that Song Shuran's symptoms were gradually getting worse!

But he doesn’t see anyone all day and doesn’t even communicate with others. How could his condition not get worse?

Those fans who used to bombard Song Shuran with phone calls and messages have started to intensify their efforts!

Someone even sent a courier to Song Shuran, and the contents contained things that only dead people would use!

Shrouds, small wreaths, tiny coffins...

One after another, it scares me half to death every time!

In the end, I gradually learned to be smart and refused to accept any express delivery no matter what it was!

But how could I be in a good mood when I was alone all day? My depression got worse day by day, and my face became paler and paler.

There was not a trace of blood on his face, and he looked so thin that he looked like he would be blown down by the wind.

Maybe it’s because I’ve been stuck at home for so long that I even started to recall my childhood, those beautiful memories.

"I miss that time so much. It was so beautiful, without a single bit of unhappiness."

At this moment, he suddenly thought of Xiaoxue's mother who brought him into the Lu family.

She was a particularly gentle woman. Whenever she spoke, she gave people a feeling of a spring breeze, and there was always a faint smile on her face.

"I miss you so much, I really miss you so much, so can we go back to the past?"

As Song Shuran was thinking, she tilted her head slightly to the side and fell asleep directly on the carpet leaning against the sofa.

The person I dreamed about was Lu Xue, the woman who brought me into the Lu family.

"It's okay, there's no need to be afraid. There's an uncle at home who's not much older than you and can take care of you."

Song Shuran was still young at that time and was full of fear and terror about everything in the future.

Her big eyes were filled with worry, and her delicate and fair little face looked so adorable. Because of this, Lu Xue became more cautious.

"Don't worry, it's nothing. When you get home, you can study happily like before. Don't worry about anything else."

Lu Xue always seems to be so patient and always speaks in a soft voice, which can easily make a frightened little girl feel good about her.

This is what happened to Song Shuran. She gradually softened up and soon surrounded Lu Xue affectionately.

At that time, my relationship with Lu Jinghuai was not good. I could even say bluntly that when the two of them met, they didn't talk at all!

"You're an uncle, so you should be more considerate of your nephew, okay? And she's a girl, so you have to be humble."

Lu Xue always teaches Lu Jinghuai seriously, but the young Lu Jinghuai already has his own temper!

He was very unhappy about this strange little girl who suddenly appeared in his home.

Although he said nothing, he made his attitude very clear.

"It's okay, it's okay. If uncle doesn't like it, then he doesn't like it. Let's just ignore him. Let's go and have some cake with Xiaoxue's mom, okay? It's the same place you ate at before, it's really delicious!"

Lu Xue keenly noticed Song Shuran's hurt expression and immediately changed the subject.

Then he took Song Shuran to eat cake and quickly calmed down his anxious mood.

As for Lu Jinghuai at that time, Song Shuran actually didn't have many memories of him.

"Xiaoxue's mother, where is uncle?"

Song Shuran drank the milk in small sips, looked up, mustered up her courage, and asked tentatively.

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