Chapter 1276 Self-blame

"It's a long story, and I don't know how to explain it."

Lu Jinghuai opened his mouth, but the words that were on the tip of his tongue suddenly stopped coming out.

How should I explain it? How should I say it?

It's impossible to say that by doing this and letting things develop, I thought that I could get Song Shuran to surrender and the two of them would reconcile.

But the result was not what happened, the situation got worse.

"You just need to tell the whole story from beginning to end, and nothing else, right?"

Fu Jiu supported her waist with one hand as she asked calmly, her eyes full of questioning, and her tone became serious as she spoke.

However, Lu Jinghuai was still evasive and after hesitating for a long time, he still didn't say it.

"Judging from your current attitude, this matter is definitely related to you. Okay, okay, I think whatever you say is useless."

Now that things have come to this, what else is there to say?

After all, things have come to this point and it is too late to make amends. The most important thing now is to find ways to deal with the current situation.

"What are your plans now? Song Shuran's current situation is really not good, you can see it. You don't pay any attention to her, and all I get is a few words from her occasionally, just a simple response. What should I do if it continues like this?"

Fu Jiu couldn't help but frown and gently rubbed her temples. She felt like her head was about to explode.

Lu Jinghuai remained silent and said nothing.

Because I don’t know what to do. No matter what I do, I can’t get any memory of Song Shuran.

It was as if he was excluded by Song Shuran and was directly blocked from the world.

Now most of it is useless, no matter what you do, it is useless.

Fu Jiu seemed to have seen through Lu Jinghuai's thoughts and resisted the urge to roll her eyes. "No, so you're planning on doing nothing? Are you going to remain indifferent?"

Indeed, Lu Jinghuai did think so.

It's not that I haven't tried hard, but it's still no use. Now I have no choice but to give up.

"Forget it, forget it. I knew I couldn't count on you. So, there's nothing much to say. Things are really too difficult between the two of you. If possible, I think it's better for you to separate."

After being entangled with each other for so long, what they got in the end was hurt for each other.

Song Shuran has become what she is now, suffering from depression, and on the other hand, Lu Jinghuai has also lost his career because of this.

Neither of them is much better off, both are so miserable.

Fu Jiu opened her mouth, but she swallowed the words that were on the tip of her tongue.

Then he turned around and left, went straight to see the doctor, and decided to understand the matter more accurately and in detail.

It's impossible to be completely ignorant all the time. At least you should understand the situation so that you can prescribe the right medicine.

Lu Jinghuai kept silent and couldn't even say some words, but the doctor talked freely when he started.

"The patient's condition had actually improved before, but it's gotten worse again. After all, what the patient went through was really not good. Just resisting contact with the outside world like now is already good enough."

If it were someone else, facing such great pressure, they might have already had thoughts of suicide.

But Song Shuran is different. She just has an emotional breakdown and is somewhat resistant to everything in the outside world.

But she didn't have the slightest thought of committing suicide. From the beginning to the end, all she wanted was to separate from Lu Jinghuai. The bridge would be the bridge, the road would be the road, and the two of them would no longer have any connection.

"So that's how it is. No wonder it turned out like this..."

I experienced online violence, was verbally abused and insulted by others, and even had them come to my own doorstep and hit me on the head, leaving me bleeding!

Fu Jiu felt heartbroken just thinking about it, and was in extreme pain.

But when I think about it, I feel more self-blame and sadness.

It was because I didn't care about Song Shuran in time. If I could take the time to read the entertainment news, maybe I could use my abilities to prevent these things from happening!

It was just too late, and now that things have come to this, there is no use regretting.

"The patient's condition is actually quite good right now, so don't put too much pressure on him. At least he's responding to you, which is good. Take it slow. As long as you manage his condition and manage his mood, he'll get better sooner or later."

The doctor seemed to be trying to encourage Fu Jiu by speaking in a particularly relaxed manner, making it sound as if the destination was not far away!

Fu Jiu couldn't help but smile and nodded, "I hope so. However, I'm still a little flustered."

Although he said he was panicking, his heart was actually filled with fear and terror.

What worries me most is that Song Shuran's condition will get worse day by day. No matter what I do, it's useless. Even if I just think about it, I feel like I'm about to be overwhelmed by overwhelming self-blame and regret.

"As a pregnant woman, you should try to regulate your emotions and not put too much pressure on yourself. Nothing is impossible to overcome; it just takes time."

Fu Jiu nodded thoughtfully and smiled gently.

After leaving the ward, he immediately called Gu Sihan and told him his plan.

Considering Song Shuran's condition, she will have to stay in the hospital for the next period of time. What if I leave in the middle of the period and Song Shuran's condition worsens again?

Just thinking about such a simple thing makes me scared, so how could I possibly take the risk?

However, Gu Sihan disagreed.

"Can you put yourself first? I know you and Song Shuran have a good relationship, but I hope you can put yourself first, okay?"

Whenever Song Shuran was involved, Fu Jiu seemed to lose her mind and started to go crazy.

It's completely centered around Song Shuran, and he doesn't care about anything else.

Perhaps she couldn't understand how deep the friendship between girls was, so she didn't agree with or approve of Fu Jiu's behavior.

But no matter how much he persuaded her, Fu Jiu's attitude remained as firm as ever, not wavering at all.

"You know how stubborn I am. Now that I've made up my mind, there's no way I'm going to change it."

Fu Jiu said this while stroking her belly with a complicated expression.

How could he not consider himself? However, when he thought of Song Shuran's condition, how could he feel at ease?