Ao Qian knew that Kong Xi had ill intentions, but he still couldn't help but imagine whether he would end up like Kong Xi if he confessed his feelings to Song Xiwei.

His heart ached with each beat.

He was well aware of the place the gap held in her heart.

Before she learned of Kongxi's feelings, Aoqian clearly saw her respect and admiration for Kongxi.

Because it was such a heavy burden, she couldn't accept it and threatened to kill herself to break off the relationship.

So what if it were you in that situation?

I'm afraid that since there wasn't much interaction to begin with, it will be even easier to break off the relationship.

The mere thought of Song Xiwei breaking off their friendship with him made him feel pain even when he tried to breathe.

It's not that Song Xiwei can't live without him now; it's that he simply can't live without Song Xiwei.

It was as if he had made a decision: as long as Song Xiwei stayed by his side, it would be better for her to be his subordinate than to cut off all contact.

He will no longer harbor unrealistic desires, and at least he will not repeat the mistakes of the past, like the gap.

He needs to find a way to control that emotion, and if he can't control it, he needs to try even harder to control it.

What if a love affair has no future?

So what if I can't win her heart?

As long as he's by her side, as long as she can see him often.

The gap allowed him to see Aoqian's subtle expression.

His inner thoughts were complex.

He also felt sorry for the young man in front of him, who was so deeply in love but did not know that the person he liked was a woman.

But the gap makes me feel more sorry for myself.

It was clearly her own love tribulation, and she hadn't even revealed her true identity to Aoqian, yet she was willing to risk her life for him.

The gap could deceive Aoqian; Song Xiwei broke up with him because she couldn't accept men falling in love.

He couldn't deceive himself, he couldn't fool himself. In Song Xiwei's eyes, his more than ten years with her were truly no match for Aoqian's few months.

Even though Aoqian never expressed his feelings to Song Xiwei, Song Xiwei still cared about him a lot.

Perhaps Song Xiwei herself didn't even notice.

From the moment she learned that the Six Realms were going to attack Aoqian, she began to fight desperately for him.

Perhaps there was an element of her goodwill towards the common people, but if it hadn't started at that time, how could there have been so many interactions later on?

She was also falling for him step by step, but she didn't realize it.

Once the two confess their feelings to each other, once they realize their feelings for one another...

I don't want that day to come.

Therefore, even if he had to resort to such a despicable method, he wanted to ensure that Aoqian would never be able to express his love for her again.

He wanted to confirm that Song Xiwei couldn't accept men's feelings.

"I'm telling you all this because I see that you and I are in the same boat. I don't want to advise you to give up because you must feel that you are special to her and that she will definitely not treat you the way she treated me. You can also take that hope and confess your feelings to her. I'll be watching."

She looked at Aoqian with anticipation in the gap.

Aoqian had long since given up the idea of ​​expressing his love.

After I emphasized it to him again during a break, he became somewhat suspicious.

The gap seemed to be gloating, yet it also seemed to be secretly afraid of something.

Thinking about how Song Xiwei always liked to pinch his cheeks, Aoqian had a bold idea in his mind, so he tentatively asked the gap, "When Song Xiwei is with you, does she also like to pinch the cheeks of small animals?"

He said coldly through the gap, "She has always been studious and diligent. Of course, she wouldn't do something so childish. What? Are you jealous of our past ten years or so?"

Aoqian shook his head, suppressing the ecstasy in his heart.

It turns out that her childish behavior, as seen through the gaps in her eyes, was unique to her.