Chapter 185: I'm Afraid You'll Poison Me

He Qilin's funeral was held seven days later. Fu Jingshen accompanied Shu Yue there, but she didn't dare to go forward and just watched from afar outside.

It was a sunny day when we went there, but it started to drizzle shortly after we arrived at the funeral.

It seemed as if they were also mourning for him.

Fu Jingshen opened the umbrella to block the rain for her.

Shu Yue just stood there, not saying a word, not thinking anything, looking straight ahead.

It was not until the people in front of her left that she walked forward with the bouquet in her hand and stopped in front of He Qilin's grave.

The boy in the photo is smiling brightly and full of youth, but he will be forever frozen in this moment.

Shu Yue lowered her eyes, placed the bouquet in front of the young man, and said softly, "I'm sorry."

Fu Jingshen looked at her.

She didn't do anything wrong to anyone, but she still felt guilty because she was kinder than anyone else in the book.

After returning from He Qilin's grave, Shu Yue locked herself in the room. When Fu Jingshen knocked on the door and called her to eat, she just responded perfunctorily without even opening the door. No one knew what she was doing in there.

Fu Jingshen thought she needed some time alone, so he concentrated on his work.

"Host, what are you writing so densely?"

The system was overwhelmed by the circles and drawings on Shu Yue's whiteboard.

"Escape plan, don't you see my clear route?"

The system looked ahead carefully and found that what Shu Yue wrote was her own escape plan.

"But why did you run?"

Shu Yue rolled her eyes. "Brother, I've already gone from a cannon fodder female supporting role to the female lead. If I don't run away, who will? I'm useless if I'm bound to such a useless system like yours."

She doesn’t have any golden fingers now, so what’s the use of having the halo of the heroine?

Whoever wants to be the heroine can be it, she doesn’t care.

According to the original plot development that I have seen before, she will definitely be involved with Fu Heming later. He Qilin has already died, and then there will be Shu Quan, Shu Lin, Chen Xueer... She will also be forcibly abused by Fu Heming, and then Fu Jingshen will be locked in the basement and tortured.

In the end, she will force a reunion with Fu Heming.

She didn't like Fu Heming at all, and didn't want to play any captivity game with this pervert.

If she really became the brainless person that Qin Niaoniao was before, she would rather have her head cut off and bleed!

"So I have to leave here. Since the so-called Heavenly Dao in this book will replace the heroine on its own, I will run away and cut off ties with these people. Then it will be impossible for me to be the heroine. If I leave, Heavenly Dao will find another heroine, or Qin Niaoniao will become the original heroine again, and then everything will be fine for me! They will follow their storyline, and I will no longer care about it. Maybe after several years, I can go home."

Shu Yue didn't want to care about this mess at all, she was annoyed to death.

"If you really plan to do that, what about Fu Jingshen? Do you want to break up with him?"

The system can see that Shu Yue still likes Fu Jingshen very much.

Sure enough, Shu Yue hesitated.

"He's just a man. Find him later."

Although I said this, I still felt jealous in my heart.

Fu Jingshen is her first love, the kind she will probably never forget in her life.

But compared to a man, she still felt that it was more important to save her life and return home first. She didn't love him enough to stay in this illusory world for a person, especially in this place where even the laws of nature had gone mad.

The heroine changed her mind just because she said so. She is probably mentally ill.

And the more she came into contact with these people, the more she treated them as real people. This was terrifying. She would never allow herself to become a part of them, otherwise she would never be able to go home and see her grandmother again.

After making the decision, Shu Yue felt relieved.

Escaping is shameful, but it is useful. She just selfishly wants to go home, and she admitted it.

She was afraid that Fu Jingshen would discover her plan, so she wiped everything on the whiteboard before leaving.

Then he opened the door and went out.

Fu Jingshen sat on the sofa and held a video conference.

Hearing the sound of the door opening, he turned his head to look at Shu Yue and said to the other end of the video, "Today's meeting ends here. Just do as I said just now."

After turning off the video conference, Fu Jingshen stood up and walked towards Shu Yue.

"The food is cold, I'll go heat it up."

As he spoke, he took all the dishes on the table to the kitchen, and Shu Yue followed closely behind.

Looking at his busy back, Shu Yue's mind moved and she put her arms around Fu Jingshen's waist from behind.

Her face was pressed against his strong back. Only through the layer of home clothes could she clearly feel his body temperature and the faint sound of his heartbeat.

"Fu Jingshen, can you hug me?"

Her voice was muffled and sounded a little sad.

Fu Jingshen was stunned for a moment, put down the work in his hands, turned around and hugged her in his arms.

The heartbeat in her ear became clearer, beat by beat, and seemed to be in sync with her heartbeat.

[Goodbye, my first love.] 】

Fu Jingshen:? ? ?

What's the meaning?

Why do we say goodbye again?

"Shu Yue, are you hiding something from me?"

Shu Yue hurriedly stepped out of his arms and laughed awkwardly, "No, I'm hiding something from you. Oh, I'm hungry and want to eat."

She blinked her eyes and tried to act cute to get away with it.

How could Fu Jingshen not see through her little thoughts, he just didn't expose her.

"Just go sit outside and wait. It will be ready soon."

Fu Jingshen turned around to heat up the food.

Shu Yue finally breathed a sigh of relief.

[I can't let him know that I plan to run away abroad. Although he has more positive values ​​than Fu Heming and seems like a normal person, he still has a paranoid possessiveness in his bones, otherwise he would not want to snatch Qin Niaoniao away in the original plot. 】

Fu Jingshen paused while cooking, frowned and looked at Shu Yue behind him.

What does she mean?

Shu Yue met Fu Jingshen's gaze and felt strange.

What's that look in his eyes? 】

Fu Jingshen retracted his gaze.

Is she planning to go abroad?

Shu Yue had no idea that her thoughts had been heard, and she was still feeling sad as she was about to say goodbye to her first love again.

She felt this meal was like a farewell meal and found it hard to swallow.

Fu Jingshen always wanted to say something, but he didn't know where to start.

"Eat more."

He kept picking up food for Shu Yue impatiently, and soon the food in Shu Yue's bowl piled up like a small mountain.

"Fu Jingshen, are you in a bad mood?"

Shu Yue felt that every time he picked up the food, it was mixed with personal emotions, as if he wanted to stuff her to death.

Fu Jingshen smiled at her, "No, I'm in a good mood. Let's eat. You haven't had a good rest these days and you've lost weight."

Shu Yue watched him constantly pick up food for her, swallowed, and felt a little scared.

"Don't pinch it, I'm scared."

"What are you afraid of?"

"I'm afraid you'll poison me."