Chapter 45 I almost lost half my life for him

Yan Yu rushed Xie Li to get checked out, in a great hurry, fearing that something might happen to the person in his arms. Therefore, he called the doctor in a very aggressive tone. Fortunately, no one dared to provoke him.

Seeing his pale and weak face, Yan Yu quickly forced a smile and comforted him, "Ali, it's alright, don't be afraid..."

"...Will you stay with me?" Xie Li smiled, his eyes slightly narrowed. His pale face gave his smile a sickly beauty. "If I'm alone, I'll be scared, just like before..."

When Yan Yu heard the word "before," his smile froze instantly, all color drained from his face, and he quickly grasped the man's hand, gazing into his eyes, and earnestly told him, "No, no, I will stay with you, by your side."

Having succeeded, Xie Li smiled, still appearing weak, and said very softly, "Okay, I believe you..."

When Xie Li was placed on the pure white bed and wheeled into the ward, Yan Yu sat alone outside waiting, his hands clasped together, taking a deep breath.

He took out a pack of cigarettes from his pocket, lit one, walked to the window, took a drag, and exhaled a smoke ring that blurred his sharply defined features. His peach blossom eyes seemed somewhat bewildered.

In the past, he knew exactly what he was doing, but now he feels like he can't see things as clearly anymore, and sometimes he doesn't even know what he's doing.

Just then, a couple walked by in the corridor. The woman laughed and slapped the man's hand away, saying helplessly, "Stop it, why do you always like to pinch my cheeks?"

"I can't control my hands, I always want to pinch it." The man said with a smile, and then reached out and pinched it again.

As the two people walked away, Yan Yu vaguely remembered that he had once pinched someone's face like that...

The person would stare at him with a pair of clear, beautiful eyes, and while she was smiling, she would deliberately say with dissatisfaction, "Ayu, stop pinching my cheeks all the time, what if they get swollen?"

Yan Yuhui chuckled and rubbed his hand, teasingly saying, "I just want to pinch you because you're cute, is that not allowed?"

At this point, the naive and innocent young man would blush, smile sheepishly, roll his clear eyes, and then nod happily: "Oh... then you can continue kneading."

"I won't pinch you anymore, can I kiss you instead?" Yan Yu found his shy look particularly cute, so he couldn't help but smile and lean over to give him a big kiss on the cheek.

That period of time was very short and passed by quickly.

But upon closer reflection, I discovered that those moments I hadn't taken for granted were actually so sweet and beautiful.

The image of Shen Jin smiling innocently when they were together flashed through his mind. His eyes curved into crescent shapes, which was indescribably charming, making him want to stay by his side longer.

Thinking of this, Yan Yu's lips, which had been pressed into a straight line, curved slightly upwards as he murmured to himself, "He's quite afraid of being alone. If I spend more time with him... maybe he'll wake up sooner..."

The image of that person lying in a pool of blood shattered Yan Yu's mind, causing his blood to rush to his head and making him stagger a few steps. He gritted his teeth and said, "No..."

This shouldn't be happening, this shouldn't be happening... Xie Li needs him by her side, but Shen Jin... how could he just leave like this...?

He stubbed out his cigarette, lifted his long, straight legs, and strode towards Chen Jin's operating room. But after a few steps, he stopped, turned back to look at Xie Li's ward, and a bitter smile appeared on his lips.

He staggered a few steps, slumped back into his chair, and waited outside Xie Li's ward.

Ultimately, it's impossible to please both sides...

Xie Li had almost lost half his life for him before... Now, he couldn't let anything else happen to him...