Chapter 127 You Are Very Good

Lu Mingze seemed to be stuck and it took him a long time to react.

"You spent the whole day investigating this matter?"

Qin Zhang: "Not entirely. I asked someone about this before I came here."

"I just went to check it out this morning."

"Lu Lingze's father probably died in the past two days."

"I guess this is probably your only chance to get to know your parents."

Watching the water in the pot gradually boil, Qin Zhang threw a handful of noodles in, then walked out and looked at Lu Mingze and said, "I think that although your father has a different sexual orientation, he still fulfilled his responsibilities as a father after marrying your mother."

Qin Zhang has always known that Lu Mingze's inferiority and sensitivity do not only come from the fact that he grew up without a father or a mother and had to rely on other people's food.

Most importantly, he had actually been suppressing his hatred for his father's sexual orientation in his heart.

Whether in the past or now, there is a huge wall in Lu Mingze's heart.

If this wall is not broken down, Lu Mingze will never be able to accept Qin Zhang wholeheartedly.

He is always awkward, always twisted, always inferior and sensitive, and always worried about what others are saying.

Lu Mingze picked his fingers unconsciously, anxiety gradually rising up in him.

He usually suppresses his emotions, and only he knows what he is struggling with.

But Qin Zhang saw it now.

A big hand covered his hand. Lu Mingze raised his head and saw Qin Zhang squatting in front of him.

Qin Zhang looked him straight in the eye: "Mingze, many things cannot be solved by avoiding them."

"Face it correctly, I'll accompany you, okay?"

Lu Mingze looked at Qin Zhang's affectionate eyes and his heart was moved slightly.

He saw himself in those deep eyes.

It turns out that in Qin Zhang's eyes, he looks like this.

Anxiety, fear, and low self-esteem.

But Qin Zhang's expression was firm, and he was determined to stay with him forever.

Subconsciously, Lu Mingze nodded: "Okay!"

Qin Zhang smiled and stepped forward to kiss him on the forehead: "Don't be afraid, I'm here."

Lu Mingze's heart miraculously calmed down.

Their eyes intertwined, Qin Zhang's Adam's apple moved slightly, and he slowly approached Lu Mingze's lips.

For the first time in three years, Lu Mingze had no intention of stopping it.

Looking at the handsome face that was gradually getting bigger in front of him, Lu Mingze gradually closed his eyes.

Just when Qin Zhang's lips were about to touch his, Lu Mingze suddenly remembered something.

But what is it?

The room was very quiet, so quiet that the only sound that could be heard was the two people's heartbeats like drums.

as well as...

The sound of water splashing on the kitchen stove.

etc!

Lu Mingze suddenly opened his eyes and looked towards the kitchen. He saw the water in the pot overflowing little by little, extinguishing the fire on the gas stove with a few crackling sounds.

He pushed Qin Zhang away, pointed to the kitchen and said in horror, "The fire is out."

Qin Zhang then remembered that he was still cooking noodles and had added a lot of water.

Qin Zhang reacted and rushed to the kitchen to turn off the gas, then opened all the windows and dragged out Lu Mingze, who couldn't help laughing.

"Laughing, still laughing!" Qin Zhang knocked Lu Mingze on the head: "Gas leaks are very dangerous, okay?"

Lu Mingze was speechless: "Then is it my fault?"

"Blame me, blame me!" Qin Zhang rubbed his head and felt that it felt particularly good.

"It's all my fault for forgetting I was cooking noodles."

Lu Mingze stared at Qin Zhang seriously.

Qin Zhang touched his face in confusion: "What's wrong? Is there something on my face?"

Lu Mingze smiled and shook his head: "No."

I just think Qin Zhang is very good. How could he deserve such a good man to treat him so well?

Qin Zhang was a little distracted by his gaze. If it wasn't the wrong timing, he would have wanted to pin him to the ground and bully him severely.

But right now the room was still dangerous.

"That..." Qin Zhang suddenly touched his nose, seeming to want to say something but stopped talking.

Lu Mingze: "Just say whatever you want to say."

Qin Zhang hesitated for a moment and then said, "Well, am I still scaring you so much that you dare not get too close to me?"

Lu Mingze was stunned.

Then Qin Zhang continued, "In the letter you left me earlier, you said you were afraid of me."

"Can you tell me what I did wrong that scared you?"

God knows how much pain Qin Zhang felt when he saw those words "be afraid of him".

My heart felt like it was cut by a knife.

Lu Mingze thought of the letter he left for Qin Zhang three years ago.

At that time, he was indeed a little afraid of Qin Zhang.

Because the other party is always thinking about making their relationship public.

It’s not so much that he is afraid of Qin Zhang as a person, but rather that he will be looked at strangely by others and become the topic of conversation after dinner.

"Mingze?" Seeing that he didn't answer, Qin Zhang called him again nervously.

Lu Mingze smiled and said, "I'll tell you later."

Give him a little more courage. When he has enough, he will tell Qin Zhang that he will not be afraid anymore.

Qin Zhang was a little unwilling. The atmosphere had become so tense, why didn't he say anything?

"Would you like to eat more noodles?" Lu Mingze changed the subject.

Qin Zhang: “Eat!”

He was so hungry that he would want to eat Lu Mingze if he didn't eat something.

Seeing that the time was almost up, Qin Zhang asked Lu Mingze to stay outside while he went in to check the situation.

A moment later, Qin Zhang came out with a small burning wooden stick in his hand.

"Mingze!" Qin Zhang said with a smile, "Look, I'll show you something interesting."

As he said this, when Lu Mingze looked over, he suddenly stuffed the fire on the small wooden stick into his mouth.

Lu Mingze was stunned, and then he saw Qin Zhang open his mouth, and the fire on the small wooden stick was still intact.

Looking at Qin Zhang again, he was actually fine.

"How did you do that?" Lu Mingze looked at his mouth carefully.

Qin Zhang smiled: "Just a little trick."

"Three years ago, when I was on a business trip, I saw someone doing this, so I learned it from him and I plan to come back and perform it for you."

"It's just that you ran away."

“I didn’t perform well either.”

It turned out that when Qin Zhang called and said he wanted to give him a surprise, he wanted to use this little trick to make him happy.

Lu Mingze's eyes turned red instantly.

Qin Zhang was distressed when he saw this: "What happened?"

"Is it worth it? For someone like me." Lu Mingze's eyes and nose were red, and he looked at me with pity.

Qin Zhang threw the small wooden stick on the ground, crushed the fire on it, held his face with his hands and said with a smile: "Why do you say that?"

"Why isn't it worth it?"

"You are good. In my heart, you are better than anyone else."

"You deserve the best, don't sell yourself short."

"Do you know why I had to ask you for a name three years ago and wanted to make our relationship public?"

Lu Mingze was stunned. At that time, he only felt that Qin Zhang was overbearing, paranoid, and always made things difficult for him.