How could I possibly deserve love?

When Gu Nianci and I really divorce, I will die. At that time, I will completely disappear from this world, as if I had never existed, returning to dust.

In my situation, all I should do is make the few people left around me hate me just like Gu Nianci and the others do, wishing me dead.

Otherwise, wouldn't that be delaying their time...

Is it a waste of emotion?

When I woke up, it was already noon. The Xu family didn't pay any attention to me, which didn't surprise me. I guess their current approach to dealing with me is to ignore me and act as if I don't exist.

But for me, this is actually better.

They do their thing.

I'll do what I want.

We will not interfere with each other.

This way I can patiently wait for their reply, and avoid confronting them again, which is too tiring.

As I've said before, I'm actually a selfish person.

But I'm also a Capricorn, a typical INFJ type of person. If I weren't forced to, I really wouldn't want to do something that torments each other.

Furthermore, with Xu Yan around, I believe he knows what to do.

Unless he wants to fight me to the death.

What I didn't expect was that Xu Yan seemed even more confident than I thought.

Or perhaps, even more stupid.

I had just gotten up when there was a knock on the door.

"Bang bang bang!" The knocking was very urgent, and it gave me a distinct feeling of anger. The person knocking on the door was none other than Xu Yao, whom I hadn't seen for several years.

To be honest, I don't want to see Xu Yao.

Her appearance will only make things more complicated. But since she's here, I can't just shut myself out.

I opened the door, and Xu Yao stumbled and fell onto me. It was obvious that if I hadn't opened the door, she would have knocked on it with even more force until I appeared.

I helped her up, but before I could say anything, she pushed me away and slapped me across the face. In the past, I probably wouldn't have dodged; I would have just let her slap me.

Because at that time he was my older sister.

An older sister doesn't need a reason to discipline her younger brother; she only needs her mood.

But now.

We have no relationship anymore.

"Xu Yao, that's enough!" I stopped her hand and looked at her calmly. I wasn't angry. That's just the kind of person she is. At least in front of me, she never shows any gentleness.

Hearing my words, Xu Yao sneered and said, "Xu Ruo, how can you be so shameless?"

"You're no longer a member of the Xu family, how dare you still live here?"

I didn't answer Xu Yao's question. I glanced at Xu Yan, who was silent behind her, and after a moment, I said indifferently, "Does the Xu family really lack vision?"

"Even if I'm no longer a member of the Xu family, I'm still a guest living here, right?"

"Is this how your Xu family treats its guests?"

"You'd resort to violence over a mere disagreement?"

Xu Yao was stunned for a moment, and then a hint of annoyance appeared on her face. "Xu Ruo, you really think you're all grown up now!"

“I’ll tell you.”

"You'd better get out of here right now. You're not a member of the Xu family, so you shouldn't be here. If you had any shame at all, you should hurry up and learn how to be a beggar again!"

That same phrase again!

I just find it funny.