Chapter 281 Nanchuan Shijue has never let me down

She burst into tears, "I can't control myself... I close my eyes and it's all you... I open my eyes and it's still you... the way you smoke, the way you get jealous and angry, the way you smile dotingly at me... the overbearing, the petty, the pervert, the bad Nanchuan Spyker, every bit of you, I like you, all of them are engraved in my mind... I can't get rid of you!"

This was the first time Ning Fengsheng expressed his love so directly.

Nanchuan Shijue heard this and felt his heart throb with pain...

My mind went blank, and her words kept repeating over and over again like a tape recorder.

Does she like every one of him?

He didn't even dare to dream about it!

Moss blushed as he listened, and at some point he quietly called the doctor out.

"Nanchuan Shijue... have you heard how much I love you?" Ning Fengsheng's cheeks were also flushed.

"Love me? Miss me?" He seemed not to understand every word she said, and tried his best to suppress the joy that surged in his heart, "Ning Fengsheng...you said that you have been thinking about me... every night for the past three years?!"

This woman's method of giving someone a sweet date and then "beating" him up is becoming more and more sophisticated.

Every time I say I love him, I run away right after...

He was played around by her and had already suffered a huge psychological trauma.

"Well... whenever I'm alone... I miss you..." Ning Fengsheng's voice was soft, as gentle as if coaxing a child, "I miss you so much that my heart aches... I miss you so much that my bones feel cold... I miss you so much that I wish I could fly back to you right away... Every time I miss you, I write in your diary..."

Nanchuan Shijue's pupils contracted violently, his heart beat so hard that he could hardly breathe.

"I'm not feeling well at all without you..." Ning Fengsheng knew these were the words he wanted to hear, "Every day is torture..."

"You're lying. Why don't you come back to me if you think I'm lying?"

"I……"

"You were lying to me, just to make me happy..." Nanchuan Shijue's heart burst with ecstasy, but he was not sure. "From the beginning to the end, it was hard for me to believe that there was someone in this world who loved me, especially when that person was you, Ning Fengsheng."

After all, he had never been firmly chosen...

Sensitive, suspicious, and unconfident.

He is the nobleman of Nanchuan. He has wealth, power and a charming appearance that are beyond the reach of ordinary people, but he has never felt the true and unconditional feeling of being "chosen".

Mrs. Nanchuan chose the family's respectability to maintain the marriage in name only. She was unwilling to take him away from the devil's den and eventually abandoned him by jumping off a tall building.

Master Nanchuan chose the cold family interests and the value of the heir.

The relatives and business partners around him all chose the halo of the Nanchuan family and the benefits he could bring!

Even Ning Fengsheng was very decisive when he left him again and again.

"Every word I say is true. I love you..." Ning Fengsheng grabbed his big hand and pressed it against her tearful face. "How many times do I have to say I love you before you believe it?"

Nanchuan Shijue was finally moved.

He gripped her wrist tightly, as if afraid she would run away.

There were hot emotions surging in his eyes, including grievance, unwillingness, and a love so strong that it almost overflowed.

"I have never abandoned you. In my heart, you are my only love... I will unwaveringly choose you."

"Choose me..." His voice was as hoarse as sandpaper. "Okay, make your choice again."

He stared at her intently, and with a desperate madness, asked the most painful question: "Me and that kid...who do you choose?"

Ning Fengsheng froze, tears streaming down the back of his hand: "Choose you."

“…”

"Whether it's freedom or work, nothing in this world is more important than you, Nanchuan Shijue. I choose you..."

"You said it so bluntly. You can actually tell such a lie just to appease me?" Nanchuan Shijue sneered, "I don't believe you can bear to abandon your son!"

She had already chosen freedom and career, so how could she bear to give up that little brat?

"I'm reluctant, but I know that as long as I choose you..." She paused, her eyes gently and firmly looking into the depths of his suddenly shrinking pupils, "you will never abandon Sen Sen."

“…”

"Nanchuan Shijue, you are the best father in the world. You protect Sensen very well... I believe that if someone hurts him, you will fight for him. You are so good to him, so good that I can't do the same."

She trusted him.

Trust his unconditional love for his son!

Trust Him…even in His most angry, out-of-control, and desperate moments, He would never actually hurt their baby!

She knew for sure that as long as she chose to rely on him and trust him, he would spread his wings without hesitation and protect them behind him like a real father and a real man!

This trust... is so heavy!

It was so heavy that he could hardly bear it!

"You're wrong. I'm not such a good father. I will only disappoint you—"

"No, Nanchuan Shijue has never let me down." Ning Fengsheng's eyes were bright with tears in them.

Nanchuan Shijue's throat seemed to be strangled by a hand, and it was so sore and swollen that he couldn't make any sound.

An irrepressible feeling of wetness rushed to his eyes without warning.

He gritted his teeth, trying his best to suppress the tears that surged up...

But the scalding liquid was completely out of control, stubbornly accumulating at the edges of his eye sockets, turning his vision into a blurry watery color.

He suddenly turned his face away and clenched her small hand tightly with his five fingers.

In the past three years, he has tried his best and given everything he has to their child to express his thoughts and love for Ning Fengsheng...just because he was afraid that Ning Fengsheng would be disappointed that he did not do well.

And at this moment, her response made him feel that everything he had done was affirmed——

"Nanchuan Shijue...are you crying?" Ning Fengsheng asked cautiously.

Nanchuan Shijue's shoulders twitched violently, and his voice was unclear: "If it's so painful, why did you leave me?"

"I'm afraid you'll die..."

Ning Fengsheng lowered her head. "Master Nanchuan doesn't allow us to be together. I'm afraid of repeating the same mistakes. I just want... you to be safe, and I just want the baby to grow up healthy. I left... I had no choice..." She raised her tearful eyes and looked at him sadly, "Do you understand? This is not abandonment, it never was... It's just that I have no other choice..."

Nanchuan Shijue lay there stiffly, as if thunder had struck from the sky in his head.

The anger, grievance, madness, all the intense emotions in his heart dissipated, and were replaced by self-blame that swept over him like a tide.

Was she telling the truth? Why hadn't he thought of it earlier?

Master Nanchuan, that damn old thing!

Just then—