Chapter 130 Do you feel sorry for me?

In fact, Lin Xiyin knew what the main problems were between her and Pei Muyi in their past marriage.

She was never confident enough in front of Pei Muye.

Whether it's family background, ability, or appearance, Pei Muye can be described as an outstanding individual.

She never dared to dream that Pei Muye would like her.

He liked her so much that he was determined to marry her.

After they got married, the two of them never actually sat down and had a proper conversation.

He's either wearing a cold expression or in bed.

This kind of interaction will only deepen the misunderstanding.

So their final outcome was separation.

When you like someone, the most normal thing is to be willing to be with them, but you also need to have your own independent space.

We can keep our distance, but we must understand each other.

Neither she nor Pei Muye fits the bill.

No couple ever stays together in the end based solely on love.

There also needs to be communication, mutual support, understanding, and respect.

All love will fade.

Love is no exception.

Even if she accepts Pei Muye's advances now, so what?

Their final outcome was still separation.

Because the most fundamental problem has not been solved.

She still hasn't figured out how to communicate with Pei Muye.

Pei Muye also didn't know how to respect a person.

She never told Pei Muye why she liked him.

Pei Muyi never told her that his first love in high school was Qu Lianyi.

She still believed that the person he liked was Ming Qingwan.

Sometimes misunderstandings can't be cleared up, and they can even deepen as the parties involved fill in the blanks in their minds.

The last time they separated, Ming Qingwan was largely responsible.

If they choose to stay together, could the reason for this breakup be Qu Lianyi?

What about next time?

Is anyone else here?

Just thinking about it made Lin Xiyin feel exhausted.

Everything from the past has been let go and put aside.

This is not self-deception.

Rather, she simply didn't want to give Pei Muye another chance.

But after learning about the past, she admitted that she was also at fault.

Since Pei Muye hadn't cheated on her and hadn't had an improper relationship with Ming Qingwan, she didn't know whether she should tell Pei Muye about the child.

She knew very well that if she told Pei Muyi, the days ahead would definitely not be peaceful.

Even though she doesn't know the child is his, Pei Muyi is still pursuing her.

If Pei Muyi knew the child was his, he definitely wouldn't let it go.

But if I don't say it...

The little guy looks about 70-80% like Pei Muye.

Now, with her delicate features, she looks like a little dumpling, so you might not be able to tell yet.

But as he grew older, anyone who knew Pei Muye could basically tell the difference.

She just wants to keep it a secret, but how long can she keep it a secret?

Unless she leaves, goes far away, and never sees Pei Muyi again in this lifetime.

But she also has her own career.

Now that she had decided to stay in Haicheng and at her alma mater, she wanted to make a name for herself.

The child's matter...

She still needs to consider it.

How can I let Pei Muyi know the truth without affecting our current relationship?

She didn't want to take it any further.

Perhaps, in the future, she and Pei Muye will just be Youyou's parents.

Youyou followed her around. Whenever Pei Muye missed the child, he would take the child to her place for a weekend or something.

Anyway, Pei Muyi is busy with work and has little time.

With these thoughts in mind, Lin Xiyin finally fell into a deep sleep.

After breakfast, she prepared to go to work.

Aunt Zhao has been accompanying Lin Youxing to the early education class for a while, but starting this week, the little guy will be left there by himself.

Early childhood education classes start quite late, around 9 a.m.

Therefore, Lin Xiyin left home earlier than them.

As she went downstairs, Lin Xiyin looked at the car keys in her hand.

When Pei Muyi returned from his business trip, she took the opportunity to talk to him about the car.

She wouldn't want his things.

Thinking this, I came out of the building and saw a person standing next to the car.

After not seeing him for a few days, Pei Muyi seemed to have lost some weight, his jawline was sharper, and his features were more defined.

According to Yue Linze, he was working overtime abroad and getting very little sleep each day.

I guess they're not used to the food.

It's normal to lose weight.

Lin Xiyin glanced at him only once before looking away.

Pei Muye called her "Ruan Ruan".

She had told him many times not to call her by her nickname, but he never listened.

Lin Xiyin thought for a moment, then handed over the car keys in her hand: "Here's your car back."

"This is for you." Pei Muye naturally wouldn't accept it.

He was very tired, and his eyes were bloodshot.

But there are still many things to take care of after returning to China.

He stayed up late working overtime again last night and came to see her early this morning.

Lin Xiyin asked, "Where's my car?"

Pei Muye said, "It's been dealt with."

"Those are mine, what right do you have to deal with them?"

Lin Xiyin raised her voice a few decibels.

She was a little angry.

Pei Muye has always been like this.

He does whatever he wants, never considering the feelings of others.

"But that car isn't safe."

"There are so many cheap cars on the street, and people can drive them. Why are there so many unsafe cars?"

Pei Muye looked at her and said, "Because I don't want you to be in danger, even if there's only a one in ten thousand chance, I don't want to try it."

The deep affection in his eyes was something Lin Xiyin had never truly felt before.

But she quickly turned her face away and lowered her eyes: "Thank you, but I don't need it."

She composed herself and looked at Pei Muye again: "We have no relationship now, so I can't accept such an expensive gift from you. How much is this car? I'll transfer it to you."

At worst, I'll go bankrupt.

Pei Muye thought for a moment and then gave a number.

Even if Lin Xiyin doesn't know much about cars, she still knows that cars aren't that cheap.

Seeing that she didn't believe him, Pei Muye said, "I bought the car and then sold it to you, so it's a used car. Used cars are very cheap."

Lin Xiyin had heard of this before.

Although the reason was somewhat far-fetched, no matter what, I definitely couldn't accept his things.

Lin Xiyin picked up her phone and transferred the money to him.

Fortunately, Qu Jingyou had given her some money before, and she still had some left after buying the gifts.

In addition to her own savings.

Otherwise, it really won't be enough.

Only after transferring the money to him did Lin Xiyin feel at ease enough to go and drive.

Pei Muye stopped her: "I'm going to school too. Can I hitch a ride with you?"

Lin Xiyin had something to say to him anyway, so she nodded: "Okay."

Pei Muye got into the passenger seat.

He sat down and asked, "How do I adjust the seat?"

One sentence brought Lin Xiyin's thoughts back to a few years ago.

Back then, she was still driving that small car worth a little over 100,000 yuan. The passenger seat wasn't spacious enough, so when Pei Muyi sat in it, he didn't know how to adjust the seat.

They kissed passionately in the car, and Pei Muye even said that they had never tried doing it in a car before...

I've forgotten the strange emotions and feelings I had back then; all I remember is the intimate contact with him.

Lin Xiyin's ears felt a little hot, so she turned her head to look at the car window on her side.

Pei Muye looked at her bright red ears and a smile played on his lips.

She was not indifferent.

"Ruan Ruan?"

He called her.

Lin Xiyin retorted angrily, "You own this car yourself, and you're telling me you don't know how to adjust the seat?"

I miscalculated.

Pei Muye pressed the button himself in frustration.

Lin Xiyin started the car, and the two of them didn't say anything more along the way.

When she arrived at school, Lin Xiyin found a parking space in a corner and parked her car.

Then, she turned around and saw that the man in the passenger seat was already asleep.

To avoid running into colleagues, Lin Xiyin usually arrives at school early.

I checked my watch; I wasn't in a hurry to get off the bus, lest I wake him.

After sitting quietly for a few minutes, Lin Xiyin suddenly felt something was wrong.

Why is she sitting here?

Why should we care if Pei Muye is tired or not?

He could have gone home to sleep; what's the point of sleeping in his car?

Ultimately, it's because she wasn't ruthless enough.

Lin Xiyin gritted her teeth, just about to wake him up, when she saw him make a move out of the corner of her eye.

Pei Muye pinched the bridge of his nose, opened his eyes, and after a few seconds, looked to the side.

The car had already been turned off, and Lin Xiyin, holding her handbag, was about to get out.

"We're here?" He sat up straight, blinked, and saw the water next to him. He asked, "Can I drink this?"

Lin Xiyin glanced at it: "That was put there by Assistant Yue, of course you can drink it."

Pei Muye felt a little more awake after drinking some water.

Lin Xiyin said, "Let's talk."

Pei Muyi was overjoyed: "Okay, what do you want to talk about?"

He was prepared to pursue her relentlessly.

As long as Lin Xiyin doesn't have a man around her... no, as long as she doesn't get married, he will have a chance.

The man who made her give birth to the child is nowhere to be found.

I wonder if it's because we haven't been dating for very long.

None of that matters anymore.

The important thing is that he wants this woman; he only wants to spend the rest of his life with her.

Lin Xiyin wanted to talk to him, which was a good start.

What he feared most was that Lin Xiyin would ignore him completely and disregard him.

He also accepted the money that Lin Xiyin had just given him.

Because he knew that if she insisted on doing this, and he didn't accept it, she would get angry and wouldn't want the car either.

At least she accepted the car that way.

And she didn't know that the car had been modified and was now several times more expensive than its original price.

The money she gave him was far from enough.

Lin Xiyin said, "I agree to you pursuing me."

Pei Muye looked at her in surprise.

A sense of surprise welled up inside me, but even more so, I was filled with doubt.

There was a hint of unease mixed with doubt.

Lin Xiyin won't compromise so easily.

There's definitely more to her story.

Sure enough, Lin Xiyin continued, "But you need to return to a normal routine. Pei Muyi, you can put down your work now and focus most of your energy on me, but what about later? Can you do this for the rest of your life?"

Pei Muye understood Lin Xiyin's meaning.

What she wanted to see was his normal routine, not that he changed himself and shortened his working hours just to pursue her.

Yes, how long can he maintain such a pursuit?

He's not made of iron either. He only gets three or four hours of sleep a day. Before he could even win her over, his body broke down.

But then another thought crossed his mind, and with some disbelief, he cautiously asked, "Ruan Ruan, are you... feeling sorry for me?"