After three years of marriage, Pei Muyes greatest skill was stabbing Lin Xiyin in the heart.
Despite her in-laws dislike and her mentors disappointment, Lin Xiyin still wanted to warm her hus...
Chapter 238 Is it only her?
After learning that Lu Zuofan was still in contact with Qu Jingyou, Pei Muye called him.
After the call connected, Lu Zuofan asked lazily, "What's wrong?"
Pei Muye asked, "Have you been drinking?"
"Isn't drinking a daily occurrence for me?" Lu Zuofan said, "Weren't you attending your future mother-in-law's wedding? How come you have time to call me?"
"You still can't let go of Jingjing?" Pei Muye asked directly, "Are you still in contact with her?"
Lu Zuofan clicked his tongue.
"What do you mean? I'm warning you, Jingjing is Yinyin's sister, which means she's my sister. You... stay away from her."
"Are we still brothers?" Lu Zuofan was getting angry: "Am I some kind of monster that I should stay away from her?"
Pei Muye said helplessly, "She doesn't like you, and her family can't accept you either, so why bother yourself?"
"You think I wanted this?" Lu Zuofan closed his eyes. "I should have known better than to provoke that girl!"
His family asked him to meet Qu Jingyou, and he met her with the mindset of completing a task.
In his eyes, all women are pretty much the same. Although they look different and have different personalities, once they are tamed by him, they all become submissive and obedient in front of him.
Therefore, his "shelf life" for women is only a few months or even a few days.
Once he had won over the women, seeing their submissive and obedient demeanor, he immediately lost interest.
He thought that Qu Jingyou was just one of many women, no different from them.
But after a few encounters, Lu Zuofan found himself unconsciously drawn to her.
Even though there were other women around him at the time.
But when he hugged, kissed, or even lay in bed, the person on his mind was Qu Jingyou.
This has never happened before.
Ironically, although he was a womanizer, he was not one to do anything half-hearted.
He will remain absolutely loyal during his relationships with women.
Only after breaking up with someone will you look for the next target.
I've never experienced anything like this before, with a woman by my side but my mind wandering to other people.
Qu Jingyou wasn't the type to make him fall in love at first sight. Her appearance was excellent, but she was, after all, a spoiled princess from her family, and had quite a few quirks.
Lu Zuofan initially thought he would have to patiently accompany this little tyrant, but the other party completely ignored him.
Maybe men are inherently sly; they don't appreciate what they get easily, but they're more interested in those who are indifferent to them.
The more Lu Zuofan got to know Qu Jingyou, the more he felt that she was different from other girls.
This situation escalated to the point where... he lost interest in other girls.
I don't want to see them, nor do I want to have any close contact with them.
He didn't believe in this superstition and made an appointment with a girl he had previously liked. However, when he arrived at the hotel, he found that he was very averse to physical intimacy with her.
The girl sat on his lap, hooked her arms around his neck, and tried to kiss him.
For some reason, Lu Zuofan suddenly felt very annoyed.
He turned his face away and frowned.
The girl was also a seasoned veteran; seeing that he wouldn't let her kiss him, she simply reached down and touched his chest.
He even unbuckled his belt...
In the past, Lu Zuofan would have been incredibly excited.
But now, he actually... feels nothing!
For a moment, Lu Zuofan felt a little scared.
He's not... he's no longer capable, is he?
Lu Zuofan was startled by this question.
He immediately tried to prove something, then rolled over and pinned the girl down.
But no matter how hard he tried, he! Couldn't! Do it!
This time, Lu Zuofan was truly dumbfounded.
After that, he tried several more girls.
Without exception, none of them could arouse his impulses.
He was very good at this before.
But now, that won't work.
Lu Zuofan simply couldn't accept this reality.
He thought he was sick, so he went to the hospital immediately, found the best doctor, and underwent various tests.
But the test results showed that he was perfectly normal.
The doctor was also puzzled and asked him, "Aren't you impotent?"
Lu Zuofan himself was also puzzled: "I think... I'm not interested in those girls anymore."
The doctor said, "Then this isn't a physiological problem, but a psychological one."
He had no choice but to see a psychologist.
The doctor then asked him, "Are you uninterested in all girls, or are there exceptions?"
In that instant, Qu Jingyou's image appeared in Lu Zuofan's mind.
During his hospital check-up, he was thinking of Qu Jingyou before he could be released.
Now that the doctor said that, Lu Zuofan immediately realized that Qu Jingyou was different in his heart.
However, he never expected that Qu Jingyou's influence on him would be so severe.
He can't get an erection with other women!
Even though Lu Zuofan originally planned to stop being a womanizer and instead pursue Qu Jingyou properly, so that she would be the only one for him in the future.
But her body far exceeded his expectations, and she made up her mind about Qu Jingyou even before he did.
Lu Zuofan could only tell the doctor the truth.
The doctor said that means you're not sick. Isn't it normal to have feelings for a girl you like?
Lu Zuofan is in an emo mood.
He had originally thought that if he couldn't win over Qu Jingyou, he would go back to his old life.
Since I have no heart, I can live however I want.
But who knew that fate would leave him no way out at all.
But for some reason, the thought of spending the rest of his life with Qu Jingyou made him feel quite excited.
You should know that for someone like him, if any girlfriend talked to him about a long-term relationship, he would break up with her immediately!
Now I actually want to be with someone forever.
This idea actually came to him.
This is truly something I've never seen before.
But he had to admit that he had fallen for Qu Jingyou.
The worst thing is that people completely ignore him.
Lu Zuofan had also thought about giving up, but now, what difference was there between him and a useless person?
He still doesn't react to other women.
But how could he possibly bring this up?
Even though Pei Muye was his childhood friend, he didn't know what to say.
Pei Muye said, "I think you have no hope at all, so give up."
"You think I don't want to give up?" Lu Zuofan sighed. "I have no choice."
"Why?"
"Because I've fallen in love with her, she's the only one in my heart, I can't give her up, don't you understand this feeling?"
Pei Muyi paused for a moment: "I understand. But are you really... serious?"
“Yes,” Lu Zuofan said, “Isn’t it surprising? Not to mention you, I was surprised myself.”
"If you had known this would happen, you wouldn't have done it in the first place." Pei Muye said, "If you truly love her and will never do anything to betray her in the future, then... give it a try."
"How do we try? She's impervious to both soft and hard approaches, much harder to win over than Lin Xiyin."
"Sincerity can move mountains. As long as you persist, I think she will see your good qualities. Everyone knows about your past romantic escapades. It's difficult to change her mind, but that's your own doing, isn't it?"
Lu Zuofan sighed, "Why are you cheering me on at the same time, only to discourage me at the same time?"
Pei Muye said, "I'm happy for you if you genuinely like someone. But... when you pursue her, you also need to consider her feelings and not be headstrong. If she really doesn't like you, there's nothing you can do about it."
"If Lin Xiyin doesn't like you, will you just let go?"
Pei Muye remained silent.
Lu Zuofan said, "That's a double standard."
"If my feelings for her are a burden, a pain, or a hindrance, I will let go."
“I…” Lu Zuofan gritted his teeth: “When you come back, we’ll talk when we meet.”
He really couldn't bring himself to say it right away.
But he felt he couldn't keep this from Pei Muye.
Pei Muyi now has a good image and is considered Qu Jingyou's brother, so maybe she can say a few good words for him in the future.
Therefore, Pei Muye still needs to know about his current situation.
"I'll be going back in a couple of days," Pei Muye said. "Although the wedding is over, there are still many young people staying here. By the way, Qu Jingyou is very popular. I see several boys wanting to pursue her."
"Can I go there now?"
"What are you doing here?" Pei Muye said, "Don't worry, I don't think Qu Jingyou is interested in anyone, so you won't have any rivals for the time being."
Are you secretly gloating over my misfortune?
Pei Muye said, "No, it's just that I feel like you've finally met your match."
"I never thought I'd end up like this." Lu Zuofan gave a bitter smile. "To be honest, I don't want love at all, but when love comes, no one can resist it."
Because there is no love, it is so easy.
You can change girlfriends whenever you want without feeling sad or upset.
Not everyone can endure the bitterness of love.
Not everyone can meet the one they truly love.
But Lu Zuofan didn't want such good fortune.
He couldn't help himself and fell in love with Qu Jingyou.
Even if he doesn't want to admit it, it's the truth.
Pei Muye hung up the phone and chatted with Lin Xiyin: "I know you don't have a good impression of Lu Zuofan, but this time, he's really done for."
Lin Xiyin said, "It's normal that he likes Jingjing, after all, everyone loves Jingjing."
"Actually, he's quite good, both in terms of family background and character..."
"It's not his fault that he's a womanizer, right? Aren't you men actually quite envious of him?"
Pei Muye quickly said, "Don't talk nonsense, I'm not that kind of person."
“He likes Jingjing, but does that mean Jingjing has to like him back?” Lin Xiyin said, “No matter how outstanding he is, if Jingjing isn’t interested in him, there’s nothing that can be done.”
Pei Muye still wanted to help his brother.
He said, "Why don't you ask Jingjing for me what she doesn't like about Lu Zuofan?"
Lin Xiyin said, "I don't care!"
Lin Xiyin truly had no good feelings towards Lu Zuofan.
She also didn't want her sister to have anything to do with a man like that.
Qu Jingyou's dislike of Lu Zuofan suited her perfectly.
Two days later, everyone who attended the wedding returned to Haicheng.
Pei Muye also arranged to meet with Lu Zuofan.
The two chatted casually for a while, and soon the conversation turned to Qu Jingyou.
Pei Muye asked him, "Can't you just give up on this idea? You two haven't even had much contact, so why is it that you can't live without her?"