Chapter 323 A Lifetime as a Monk

Lu Zuofan pursed his lips, vaguely feeling the soft touch still on his skin.

That's hardly a kiss.

However, he dared not be too forward with her.

They didn't dare to press too hard, let alone stick their tongues out.

“Strictly speaking, this doesn’t count as kissing.” Lu Zuofan took another sip of tea, trying to hide his discomfort.

Qu Jingyou snorted: "I know, people stick their tongues out when they kiss. But, two tongues intertwined, ugh, that's disgusting."

As she spoke, she picked up a grape from the table and ate it, glancing quickly at Lu Zuofan before looking away.

Lu Zuofan didn't speak, but looked down at the patterns on the table.

"Hey, Lu Zuofan, why are you mute? Speak up!"

Lu Zuofan silently adjusted his breathing before looking at her: "What's wrong?"

What should he say?

Can a kiss that isn't really a kiss really make his body tense up like it's about to explode?

He barely dared to breathe, wanting only to quietly alleviate his physical discomfort.

Qu Jingyou gave him a disapproving look: "You kissed me, and you don't even have any thoughts about it?"

have.

My feeling is... I dare not think about it.

Lu Zuofan was about to speak when Qu Jingyou stood up: "Alright, stop talking, I don't want to hear it. It's nothing, not fun at all. Let's go, I want to go see Fanfan and Tuantuan."

Lu Zuofan was about to get up when he sat down again.

Qu Jingyou looked at him: "What's wrong?"

Lu Zuofan had no choice but to say, "You, you go to the car and wait for me, I'm going to the restroom."

"What a hassle."

Qu Jingyou walked to the door and suddenly turned back to look at him.

Lu Zuofan didn't dare to move an inch.

Qu Jingyou frowned: "Aren't you going yet? How long do you want me to wait for you?"

Lu Zuofan could only say, "You go first, I'll be right there..."

"What’s wrong with you?"

As a result, Qu Jingyou didn't leave; she came back.

Lu Zuofan was extremely anxious.

Ironically, the more anxious I became, the more excited my body seemed to get.

They completely ignored his commands.

"It's alright." Lu Zuofan could only say, "You go first."

"Something's wrong with you." Qu Jingyou sat down beside him. "What's wrong?"

As she drew closer, her sweet fragrance wafted into Lu Zuofan's nose.

The scent emanating from her made Lu Zuofan even more aroused.

At this moment, Lu Zuofan felt embarrassed, ashamed, and somewhat panicked.

If Qu Jingyou saw this, what would she think of him?

Lu Zuofan took a deep breath, reached out and picked up the suit jacket that was placed on the back of the chair next to him, and casually put it in his arms.

At least it can cover it up a little.

He stood up, his suit jacket hanging on his wrist, just covering the front of him.

"I'm fine," Lu Zuofan said. "Then I'll go to the restroom first."

"Wait a minute." Qu Jingyou suddenly reached out and grabbed his clothes: "Lu Zuofan, you actually lied to me?"

Lu Zuofan's heart skipped a beat: "When did I lie?"

“Now,” Qu Jingyou said, “Although I don’t know why you lied, you did lie. You blushed, why?”

No woman could control Lu Zuofan's emotions.

But this one is an exception.

She could easily stir up a storm in his heart and make his body feel hot and restless.

But she was completely unaware of it.

She continued to talk incessantly in front of him.

Lu Zuofan is feeling a bit better now.

Thanks to his strong self-control—to be honest, he never knew he could be so patient.

“I didn’t lie, Jingjing,” Lu Zuofan said. “I just… the feeling of kissing you was so wonderful that I was a little distracted for a moment.”

"Wonderful? You call that wonderful?" Qu Jingyou laughed loudly: "How strange, I don't understand your world."

Lu Zuofan looked at her helplessly: "Let's go."

"Aren't you going to the restroom?"

"I'm not going," Lu Zuofan said. "I don't want you to wait."

"Don't hold it in." Qu Jingyou waved her hand in a good mood: "Go ahead."

Lu Zuofan had no choice but to go in and wash his hands, and came out quickly.

Qu Jingyou didn't leave; she was still sitting there.

She said, "So fast?"

If any other woman had said this, he would have replied with an ambiguous "Men shouldn't speak too quickly."

But it was Qu Jingyou who said this.

Lu Zuofan obediently hummed in agreement, admitting that he was quick.

On the way back, Qu Jingyou didn't say a word while driving.

While waiting at a red light at an intersection, she suddenly asked, "Lu Zuofan, were you aroused just now?"

Lu Zuofan was startled: "Wh-what?"

He felt that Qu Jingyou didn't understand these things.

Qu Jingyou smiled and said, "I'm not stupid, and I'm over twenty years old, not a teenager... wait, even kids these days understand this, right?"

Lu Zuofan remained silent.

It seems like the fig leaf has been lifted.

He can't lift his head now.

It cannot be admitted, nor can it be denied.

Qu Jingyou is so smart.

Qu Jingyou said, "Really? No, we only touched each other. Are you that sensitive?"

Lu Zuofan suddenly felt an impulse.

Thinking of giving up entirely.

Qu Jingyou then said, "That's not right either. Didn't you say before that you couldn't do it?"

Lu Zuofan couldn't hold back any longer: "It's not that I can't, it's just that I only have feelings for you."

"Are you trying to cling to me?"

The light turned green, and Qu Jingyou stepped on the gas.

Neither of them spoke again.

When they arrived at Lu Zuofan's place, Qu Jingyou played with the two little ones for a while before getting sleepy.

When she woke up and checked the time, it was almost three o'clock.

Looking up, I saw Lu Zuofan sitting on the sofa at the other end, with a laptop on his lap.

Qu Jingyou propped her cheek up with one hand, lying on her side as she looked at him: "Hey."

Lu Zuofan looked over.

Qu Jingyou said, "Were you here the whole time I was sleeping?"

Lu Zuofan hummed in agreement.

Qu Jingyou said, "You wouldn't secretly kiss me while I'm asleep, would you?"

Lu Zuofan said helplessly, "I wouldn't do such a thing. Jingjing, don't wrong me."

"Anyway, I was asleep, so I wouldn't know." Qu Jingyou rolled over and lay there. "Lu Zuofan, you said before that you only had feelings for me, is that true?"

Are you sure you want to continue this topic?

Qu Jingyou said, "Sure. What's wrong with talking about this?"

Lu Zuofan agreed with her: "Yes, I only have feelings for you."

"Have you tried it? How can you be so sure?"

Lu Zuofan said, "If I say something, will you feel offended?"

Qu Jingyou said, "Then I'm curious, what would you say that I would find offensive?"

Lu Zuofan said, "After I fell for you, you weren't interested in me, and I thought about giving up. So..."

Qu Jingyou tilted her head and looked at him.

Lu Zuofan said, "I've been with other women, but I've found that I... can't get an erection with them."

Qu Jingyou suddenly realized: "So you've been bothering me all this time? So you really have become a clingy person to me!"

“No.” Lu Zuofan was even more helpless: “It’s because I like you and only want to be with you, so I don’t have feelings for anyone else.”

Qu Jingyou frowned: "What if I don't stay with you? You can't live like this forever, can you?"

"So what? At worst, I'll be a monk for life."