Li Miaomiao, a self-abasing and socially anxious girl who was gaslighted by her family and relatives since childhood and subjected to campus violence by her classmates, one night dreamt of an immor...
Anlina, who comes from an ordinary family, is sickly and poor in academic performance, is unloved by her parents and isolated by her classmates, is already pitiful enough. After graduating from university, she met a controlling PUA boyfriend.
Anlina's voice is sweet and soft. You can't hear what she says unless you get close to her. Her lung capacity has always been below standard, and she has never been able to run in physical tests. She is 1.62 meters tall and weighs only 70 kilograms. It is obvious that she is malnourished.
"She even fainted during the flag-raising ceremony, and it was the squad leader who carried her to the infirmary."
After all these years, someone still brings this up.
Everyone thought that Anlina was a soft and manipulated girl. Her personality was just like her appearance, and she couldn't stand any disturbance.
However, what she experienced was not just a minor disturbance, and Alina was not a weak person by nature.
Soft on the outside, strong on the inside – this is the expression. She likes to stand up for the weak. The righteous An Lina is the exact opposite of the strong on the outside, soft on the inside Li Miaomiao.
She was rude when she was confronting Shen Jingjing, her eyes were firm when she was teaching Li Miaomiao how to do things, and her logic was clear and not at all chaotic when she was helping Yu Cheng deal with Chen Ailin's problem.
However, she is a super love-brained person and is completely controlled by a man.
When Yang Ziyi was with An Lina, he either beat or scolded her, but An Lina just couldn't let go, and no one understood why she was like that.
Only she knew this. Her parents' indifference and the coldness of her interpersonal relationships made her lose both her self-esteem and her self-esteem. Her frail body since childhood made her look pale and listless.
Anlina learned how to put on makeup in high school and found that heavy makeup could make her lips and teeth look red and white, like a healthy person. Over time, she became afraid to go out without makeup.
From then on, makeup, skin care, dressing, hair care, and weight loss became her compulsory courses. She even went for medical beauty treatments when she earned money for the first time after work.
"You are already very beautiful, don't get plastic surgery every day." Li Miaomiao advised.
"I always feel like I'm not pretty enough and my face is too wide."
"Your face is as sharp as a cone, so don't bother with it."
Long-term repression made her obsessed with becoming beautiful, and her body only became more unhealthy. The arrival of Yang Ziyi brought her life directly into the abyss.
Anlina longs to be loved so much. She says Li Miaomiao has a people-pleasing personality. However, when she herself is controlled, she pleases others to the point of disregarding her own life and health.
Yang Ziyi drove An Lina around, scolding her while driving, and got into a car accident after being distracted.
The car accident plunged Anlina into endless fear, but at the same time, a boy named Li Lu gave her love.
Yes, Yang Ziyi's alternating love and abuse made Alina dizzy and unable to leave him. And Li Lu's constant enthusiasm made Alina fall into the whirlpool again.
Just when An Lina was about to take the bait, a girl named Zhou Lifang took the bait for her, and Li Lu's true colors were finally revealed.
After the big event happened, Anlina thought a lot and summarized it, and finally she was no longer so mentally exhausted.
Anlina followed Li Miaomiao to Panzhou, a new world, and found a new job.
An Lina, wearing light makeup, looked delicate and beautiful sitting at her workstation. A female colleague next to her asked her, "Lina, why do you look so good?"
"As for me, I'm trying to reduce my makeup. I used to love wearing heavy makeup, but now I don't. I look pretty good without it."
The girl next to me kept praising her: "Your skin is so good that you can go out without makeup. I can't do that because it's too dark."
When Anlina saw this girl, she seemed to see her own shadow. She used to be afraid to go out without makeup.
During the Chinese New Year, An Lina went home and went shopping with Li Miaomiao. On the way, they ran into Yang Ziyi and another girl. Yang Ziyi looked distraught, but the girl was in good spirits.
An Lina wasn't interested in any of this, but Li Miaomiao beside her couldn't sit still. She walked up to Yang Ziyi and patted his face: "Hey, cowardly brother, you have a pretty good life."
When Yang Ziyi saw Li Miaomiao, he was so scared that he broke out in a cold sweat and then hid behind the girl next to him.
Li Miaomiao recognized the girl as soon as she saw her: "Sheng Lu, why are you with him?"
Sheng Lu smiled, and then Yang Ziyi ran away.
"Lina, do you feel nothing when you see Yang Ziyi now?" Li Miaomiao asked.
"No more, I'm just a passerby. Besides, I've moved on from the past and will never get involved with those bad people and bad things again."
On Han Yuzheng's birthday, everyone had a happy dinner together. When it was over, Anlina cried while drinking.
"Yu Cheng, Miaomiao, everyone, I, I feel wronged."
"Lina, don't cry, we are all here, what's wrong?" Yu Cheng comforted her.
"I feel like I've been living for others for the past twenty years. I've always been trying to please my parents and living for them. When I was in school, I tried to please my teachers and classmates.
And during the darkest years of my life, I was always trying to please that guy Yang Ziyi.
My indecisive behavior hurt the people closest to me. I hurt Miaomiao, causing her to go to jail for me. I also hurt my parents, who were disappointed and worried about me.
"Okay, I won't blame you. As long as you figure it out now, it's better than anything else." Li Miaomiao held Anlina's hand.
"Yes, I've figured it out now. I still have those habitual inferiority complexes, but I'm working hard to change myself. Society's discipline puts too much pressure on us girls.
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