【147. Unhappy, Unhappy】

Although Cheng Qingxing didn't know what he wanted to say to him, he still said to the senior, "Senior, I'll go over first. If there's anything, we can talk later."

He didn't care whether the senior agreed or not, he just ran away anyway.

Following Zheng Xuhe to the playground, he thought Zheng Xuhe really had something to talk to him about, but in fact, there was nothing.

The two of them just walked around the playground again and again, and finally Zheng Xuhe said, "I have something else to deal with, so I'm leaving first."

Zheng Xuhe just left like that. He looked at the other person's back and felt that Zheng Xuhe was a very strange person.

At that time, Cheng Qingxing felt that Zheng Xuhe was a cold person.

So when they were studying, he never dared to bother him.

When he was the monitor, he was always nice to everyone.

Cheng Qingxing tried hard to please everyone, except Zheng Xuhe.

And now, Zheng Xuhe says that he is a hypocrite.

It was like a boomerang from the past, hitting him hard.

He clenched his fist tightly and looked at Zheng Xuhe opposite him, "Is hypocrisy wrong?"

Zheng Xuhe did not answer him, but silently put away the oden in front of him.

"Don't go out until you're well again." Zheng Xuhe stood up and said in a tone that didn't allow for rejection, "Because you won't have any more health problems."

Having said that, he prepared to leave.

Cheng Qingxing pulled the corner of his clothes and asked, "There is another question."

Zheng Xuhe turned around and looked at him, without saying anything, just looking at him.

"Is it that no one comes to see me, or that you don't allow others to come to see me?"

At this moment, the room was extremely quiet and the breathing of two people could be heard.

After hesitating for a few seconds, Zheng Xuhe said, "It's true that no one came to see you. I'm not yet at the point of putting you under house arrest."

When Cheng Qingxing heard this, he slowly loosened his hand, sat there, and sighed.

"Do you know everything?"

If no one really came to see him, Zheng Xuhe should go and investigate, right?

In fact, if you just check what's going on in his family, you can find out.

"You should know everything." Zheng Xuhe looked at Cheng Qingxing who looked a little tired. "Go to bed early. Your health is not very good yet. Don't bother yourself."

"Zheng Xuhe, actually I--" Cheng Qingxing spoke hesitantly, but when he looked into his eyes, he suddenly didn't know what to say.

Their relationship has never been equal, so what's wrong with Zheng Xuhe feeling sorry for himself?

"I know what you want to say." Zheng Xuhe looked at his hand and said seriously, "I just feel sorry for you. You have been in the entertainment industry for your whole life, but you are inferior to me just because you are a Beta."

When he heard this, Cheng Qingxing almost slipped off his chair.

His heart was beating extremely fast and his face looked very bad. He held on to the armrest of the chair tightly to prevent himself from falling down.

"I feel sorry for you too. You've been Cheng Qingxing for eighteen years, only to find that you don't believe in Cheng at all." Zheng Xuhe continued.

"Hu——" Cheng Qingxing took a deep breath and told himself not to take Zheng Xuhe's words to heart.

Zheng Xuhe was not willing to give in and continued, "Your brother is really annoying, and your father is not liked by people either. They are like rats in a stinking ditch, making people feel disgusted."

With a "pa--" sound, Zheng Xuhe felt a gust of wind blowing directly on his face.

He turned his head away without reacting. In fact, he couldn't believe that he was slapped by Cheng Qingxing.

"You!" Zheng Xuhe turned his head and looked at Cheng Qingxing who was standing in front of him.

The man's face turned black, the area around his eyes was a little red, the corners of his mouth were trembling, and his hands were shaking violently, especially his right hand, which turned red when he hit himself.

"Zheng Xuhe, don't say too much!" Cheng Qingxing took a few steps back, "Just talk about me, don't talk about my family."

“Hahaha…” Zheng Xuhe held his forehead and laughed wildly, “Are they really your family? I’m not lying to you, they really never planned to come to see you.”

Cheng Qingxing didn't care whether his family members came to see him or not. He just felt that such words should not come out of his mouth.

"That's their own business. As an outsider, you have no right to speak of them like that."

The word "outsider" seemed to irritate Zheng Xuhe's nerves. He raised his hand and pressed Cheng Qingxing to the edge of the bed.

Because one of Cheng Qingxing's legs was inconvenient, he fell directly on the bed when he was grabbed like this. The pain in his body made him whimper.

"I am an outsider. Am I worse to you than them?"

Cheng Qingxing didn't know how to answer for a moment, and his wrist was hurt from being pressed.

He looked at Zheng Xuhe in front of him. The man in front of him felt very strange. He was Zheng Xuhe he had never seen before.

"Cheng Qingxing, I am a human, not a machine. My love for you has a limit."

Zheng Xuhe no longer has that much patience. He once thought about giving Cheng Qingxing time to make a choice and to develop. As long as he waits, he will come back sooner or later.

But later he found out that it wasn't.

They may disappear from this world at any time, and no one knows what will happen tomorrow.

"Then don't like it anymore." Cheng Qingxing's eyes were red and her voice was trembling, "Zheng Xuhe, I didn't beg you to be with me, nor did I ask you to wait for me."

"From the day we divorced, it was over between the two of us."

At that time, Zheng Xuhe did not try to keep them, and neither of them could go back.

Zheng Xuhe really wanted to explain himself. At that time, he thought he could really let it go and that Cheng Qingxing would be happy if she left him, so he thought, let them break up, as long as they were both happy.

However, after they separated, they were not as happy as they had imagined.

They met again with scars all over their bodies, and couldn't let go of each other again and again.

Not happy at all, not happy at all.

"Maybe the choice I made back then was the wrong one." Zheng Xuhe stared into his eyes, his vision blurring. "Cheng Qingxing, maybe to you, our relationship is just a romance we had a few years after graduating from college."

"But I have been looking up to you since I was a child. My entire youth has been with you alone. Letting you go is basically impossible for me."

There is actually no other person in his life.

Cheng Qingxing didn't know how to answer him. Zheng Xuhe's love was too heavy for him.

He subconsciously wanted to escape, but he held his chin and kissed his lips...