【247. Beach】

Cheng Qingxing looked at him without saying anything, but just silently took a bite of the meat in front of him.

They both seemed to be pursuing the future, but for some reason, Cheng Qingxing felt that their futures did not seem to depict each other's image.

"Sometimes I wonder what our future will be like." Zheng Xuhe suddenly said, "I have been thinking about it for many years, but I still can't figure it out."

Cheng Qingxing didn't understand why he said that and just looked at him quietly.

"I always thought this home would be our home in the future." Zheng Xuhe glanced at the villa behind him and smiled, "But when you really came here, I realized that everything I thought of was not suitable for you."

In the past, Cheng Qingxing liked black, white and gray, and liked to smile at him, but as time passed, he found that this was not the case.

People change, and the things Cheng Qingxing likes are not static.

During the years when they had no communication, Zheng Xuhe and he missed too many things.

"It's really not suitable for me at the age of 30." Cheng Qingxing smiled helplessly, "I found that I'm starting to become childish as I grow older, but why have you remained the same over the years?"

Zheng Xuhe was slightly stunned, as if he had not expected him to say such a thing.

But he doesn't feel that he is unchanged?

"I'm not unchanging, am I?" Zheng Xuhe asked uncertainly.

In his own opinion, he has actually changed a lot of things, such as learning to accept some dramas he doesn't like and working seriously with people he hates.

"What you like and what you hate, you show the same as before." Cheng Qingxing drank some juice and smiled, "Even the fact that you like me has not changed over the years."

Hearing this, a trace of displeasure flashed across Zheng Xuhe's face, and then he said softly: "So what you mean is that there are times when you don't like me?"

Cheng Qingxing pursed her lips instantly, drank all the juice, then slowly shifted her gaze without answering him.

"Really?" Zheng Xuhe's face darkened instantly, and he looked at him with an unhappy expression, "Who were you thinking about during the time we were divorced?"

"No!" Cheng Qingxing immediately denied, "I haven't thought about this kind of thing. Although you haven't always been in my heart, no one else has walked in either."

In fact, when it comes to love, Cheng Qingxing's mind is only on Zheng Xuhe. After they fell in love, he basically never thought about anyone else.

When they were in love, Zheng Xuhe should have given more, so Cheng Qingxing didn't take the relationship matter to heart at all. He was working hard in the theater at that time.

At that time, he also advised Zheng Xuhe to go to other provinces to work for film crews, or to go to Qicheng, in short, he should not just stay in Jinghai to develop.

But Zheng Xuhe said at that time that Jinghai was easier to develop in, and as long as time was long enough, there would definitely be good scripts and good directors who would take a fancy to him.

In fact, at that time, Zheng Xuhe had already run around all the crews of Jinghai, but no one was willing to hire him.

Because Zheng Xuhe's appearance is so outstanding, it would be totally inappropriate for him to play a supporting role.

With his height of nearly 1.9 meters, he would be too eye-catching if he played an extra, and his face would steal the limelight from the leading actor if he played a supporting role. Moreover, he graduated from a technical college and has good acting skills, so he is more popular than many popular young actors.

Zheng Xuhe, who has such good conditions, would find it difficult to get a role if he didn't have a financial backer.

On the contrary, someone like Cheng Qingxing, because he is a Beta, does not have such outstanding looks and height, and he was popular before, so he can be cast in many small supporting roles.

He will not steal the spotlight from any of the capital's darlings. This is the type of supporting actor with acting skills that the crew likes most.

At that time, Cheng Qingxing was not having a good time. He was struggling and confused.

While working hard to take on acting jobs to support himself, he also wants to pursue his dream and become the leading man in everyone's eyes.

He is always looking forward to someone taking a liking to him and making him a rising star that everyone is looking forward to.

They were both in a dark period during their relationship.

But when Cheng Qingxing thought carefully about their past, neither of them had told the other about their troubles.

Looking back at their past now, they actually didn't want to cause trouble for each other.

Both of them were extremely busy, and even after their divorce, they were still thinking about how to advance their careers.

I don't have time to think about other people.

"Didn't you have that when you were studying?"

Zheng Xuhe's casual tone woke Cheng Qingxing up from his memories.

"Weren't you by my side when I was studying?" Cheng Qingxing did not answer him, but asked him another question.

"I'm not talking about college, I'm talking about high school." Zheng Xuhe took another sip of the wine in front of him, picked up the red wine bottle beside him and poured another glass, "Didn't you have it in high school?"

Cheng Qingxing waved his hand, shifted his gaze, and said guiltily, "What? We hadn't met at that time, so it's normal for there to be other people, right?"

"So there is, right?" Zheng Xuhe responded to his previous question as if as long as he didn't come to a conclusion, there would be no way to turn the page on this question.

He knew that if he didn't answer his question directly, Zheng Xuhe would not skip this topic.

So he thought for a few seconds and then said softly, "When I was in high school, I did have a girl I liked very much."

As soon as the words fell, the world fell silent.

Zheng Xuhe sighed deeply and took another sip of wine.

Cheng Qingxing saw that his face was a little red, so he reached out and pressed his wrist: "Drink less, you have a flight tomorrow morning, right?"

He didn't want the two of them to drink today. At the beginning, they both drank juice, but he didn't know when he started drinking.

"Yeah." Zheng Xuhe took the last sip and put the juice on the table. "I know the girl you liked in high school."

Cheng Qingxing was stunned, somewhat unconvinced. Perhaps he had not expected that Zheng Xuhe also knew about his high school affairs.

"Have you also investigated what happened in high school?" Cheng Qingxing looked a little surprised.

In fact, it’s not surprise, it’s more like fear.

Has Zheng Xuhe's desire for control already affected him enough to know about his high school life?

"How did you know?" Cheng Qingxing asked tentatively in a low voice, "I probably didn't tell you about my high school life, did I?"

"We are from the same city. Your high school is very close to mine." Zheng Xuhe said with a hint of drunkenness in his tone, "I went to see you at the gate of your school when I was in high school."