As a "straight" photographer who's rejected countless male models, Luo Qinglin has secretly loved his white moonlight Jiang Yanyu for seven years - a 195cm luxury runway model known as ...
Chapter 197: Deputy CP2: Confession
Qin Xiaoxi works almost all year round.
The schedule arranged by Yanyu Studio was very full. In the first year, Qin Xiaoxi traveled between countries, interacting with designers and photographers of different brands to increase her popularity.
If she were left alone in a foreign country, she probably wouldn't last long and would give up and choose to return home.
But Bai Shengyun followed her closely, making her days in a foreign country less difficult.
During the first few days with Bai Shengyun, Qin Xiaoxi didn't know how to get along with him.
Because the impression of Bai Shengyun in her mind was still that of a stupid and bad-tempered rich second-generation, which was very different from the person who would hug her and act coquettishly every morning.
"Hold me again, just for one minute." Bai Shengyun raised his head, his eyes sparkling and looking at Qin Xiaoxi softly.
Qin Xiaoxi was most afraid of waking up Bai Shengyun when she got up every day. If she woke him up, Bai Shengyun would cry and act coquettishly, asking for a hug.
"I can only hold you for one more minute," Qin Xiaoxi said while lying back on the bed, hugging Bai Shengyun, "If we don't leave now, I'll be late."
Bai Shengyun groaned twice and said dissatisfiedly: "I'll drive you to the studio, don't squeeze into the tram, okay?"
The corners of Bai Shengyun's eyes were red, and tears accumulated in the corners of her eyes, like drops of water falling into blush rouge.
Qin Xiaoxi didn't know why he loved to cry so much. He would cry when he woke up, he would cry while shaking while having sex, and he would cry if she was a little careless when he was asleep and didn't hold him.
"Why are you so fond of crying?" Qin Xiaoxi sighed, lowered her head to kiss Bai Shengyun's forehead, and wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes.
Bai Shengyun closed his eyes, enjoying the soft touch on his forehead, and said with a slight curl of his lips: "I can't help it."
Bai Shengyun was wearing a nightgown, her delicate skin rubbing against her arms, her skin was as white as cream, and she looked extremely restless.
"Have you recovered?" Qin Xiaoxi stood up, stared at him and asked, "You said you couldn't stand it yesterday, but you're fine now?"
Bai Shengyun looked a little embarrassed and looked away, "I, I'm fine, I was talking nonsense yesterday, I just wanted you to kiss me..."
Qin Xiaoxi had no resistance to Bai Shengyun's coquettishness, especially when faced with this pitiful face. Because she was so beautiful, she refused.
Qin Xiaoxi lowered her head and kissed Bai Shengyun on the lips, testing him gently.
"Hmm..."
Bai Shengyun opened his lips and let Qin Xiaoxi take advantage of him. His disordered breathing leaked out from his nose and he moaned softly.
Just when they were kissing passionately, the cell phone alarm rang, interrupting the morning tenderness.
Qin Xiaoxi pulled away on time, staying away from the coquettish fairy, "I should go now, you can sleep for a while and pick me up in the evening, okay?"
Although Bai Shengyun loved to hum, she knew what was important and what was not. With tears in her eyes, she stopped acting like a spoiled child and reluctantly saw Qin Xiaoxi off, then fell back onto the bed.
Once the door was closed, he was the only one left in the room.
Because he was bored, Bai Shengyun really didn't know what to do. After sleeping for a while, he took out his mobile phone and chatted online.
Bai Shengyun has now become an idle man. He doesn't like to work and has no worries about food and drink. Anyway, Jiang Yanyu helps him invest, so he doesn't have to do anything and can still receive a large amount of cash flow.
When Qin Xiaoxi went out to work, Bai Shengyun had nothing to do. He usually just stayed in the hotel, playing games all day before going out to pick her up.
When Bai Shengyun was bored of playing games, he opened the hidden folder in his computer and secretly looked through the photos he had taken in the past, admiring them one by one.
After appreciating enough, Bai Shengyun closed the folder, tidied his appearance, and went out to pick up Qin Xiaoxi from get off work.
When can he marry Qin Xiaoxi?
Although they had only been together for less than a month, Bai Shengyun always fantasized about it. Seeing Jiang Yanyu getting married, he was also jealous.
Will Qin Xiaoxi's family agree to marrying him?
The old woman Bai Qiulu should not be qualified to stop him. If all else fails, he can go to Luo Qinglin and cry and act like a spoiled child, and he will always be able to get Jiang Yanyu to help him.
Bai Shengyun has a kind of naive optimism that will not disappear with age.
After thinking about it for a while, Bai Shengyun put his mind at ease and continued to idle away his time, browsing his phone.
[Little tip to keep things fresh①: My sister loves me wearing these ten outfits the most]
Bai Shengyun stopped his hand from sliding down, stared at the title of the post in the Siai Forum for a moment, and couldn't help but click on it.
When the page opens, the first picture is of a thin boy wearing suspenders and a low-waisted miniskirt, with seductive makeup on his face. He is winking at the camera and posing coquettishly.
My lady...
He almost said a curse, but fortunately he held it back in time. Bai Shengyun patted his face to sober up.
No swearing is allowed.
Bai Shengyun warned himself in his heart that even if he was alone, he was not allowed to curse.
After calming down, Bai Shengyun continued reading.
The photos taken by the boys became more and more explicit. There were some photos in which the boys were wearing sexy pajamas and bunny tails, with their peaches faintly visible towards the camera.
How could the photo be taken like this? No composition skills at all.
Bai Shengyun was dissatisfied, so he exited the post and continued to browse other posts.
There are few love stories in the forum, but more posts about love, which are so explicit that Bai Shengyun feels confused.
Bai Shengyun closed the forum, sat up, walked into the living room, turned on the big screen, put on the VR helmet and played games.
After reading that post, Bai Shengyun became distracted when playing games, always failing in missions and being killed by NPCs.
Once a little idea came up, Bai Shengyun would feel uneasy if he didn't put it into practice.
otherwise.....
.He also bought a set of clothes from the post to wear?
Anyway, he has worn skirts and wigs before, so it won’t be difficult for him to wear them a few more times now.
Although he had not been with Qin Xiaoxi for a full month, Bai Shengyun was most worried that she would lose interest in him and be seduced by other men or women.
After thinking for a long time, Bai Shengyun couldn't hold back her thoughts and contacted her assistant, asking her to go to Shibuya to buy a few dresses.
Bai Shengyun was worried about his assistant's taste, so he found some brand pictures and asked his assistant to buy according to the brands.
Wait, what if Qin Xiaoxi doesn’t like him wearing a skirt?
Thinking of this, Bai Shengyun looked for pants of various styles and asked his assistant to buy them together.
Before sunset, the assistant ran all over the mall and finally bought what Bai Shengyun wanted.
Bai Shengyun hid in the bathroom, trying on skirts and belly-baring sweaters one by one. She picked out a set that she liked and hung it in the bathroom, then changed into a windbreaker and trousers to pick up Qin Xiaoxi.
When they arrived at the destination, Qin Xiaoxi had finished work and was standing on the side of the road looking at her phone waiting for him.
The car stopped at the intersection. Qin Xiaoxi raised her head as if she sensed something, smiled at Bai Shengyun through the windshield, opened the door and got in the car.
Sitting in the passenger seat, Qin Xiaoxi first kissed Bai Shengyun's right cheek, then fastened her seat belt and asked, "Are you staying in the hotel today?"
"Um."
"Didn't you go out for a walk in the street?"
"No, I have prepared a gift for you."
"Gift?" Qin Xiaoxi was afraid of missing the important day, so she asked in confusion, "Why did you prepare a gift for me?"
"You will know when the time comes. It is not an ordinary gift anyway." Bai Shengyun said mysteriously.
Instead of going back to the hotel directly, the two had dinner outside first.
The restaurant was booked by Bai Shengyun. She had been talking about coming here to check in and take photos, but unfortunately Qin Xiaoxi was always busy and had no time to come.
The restaurant environment was romantic, but the dishes were boring and tasted like chewing wax. Bai Shengyun put down his chopsticks after taking a few bites, feeling angry and disappointed.
Qin Xiaoxi was amused by his angry look and asked with a raised corner of her mouth: "Why are you not even happy to eat?"
"It's not delicious!" Bai Shengyun snorted and complained, "I should have known I wouldn't have come here. It's unpalatable!"
"If you don't eat well, one day you will be lighter than me." Qin Xiaoxi said.
Bai Shengyun whispered, "Be gentler, so you can hug me longer."
Qin Xiaoxi raised her eyebrows, ate all the remaining salad and beef, and urged Bai Shengyun to go home to see what gift he had prepared.
As soon as he entered the room, Bai Shengyun ran past Qin Xiaoxi quickly, ran into the bathroom, closed the door and locked it with agile movements.
"You play the game first. I'll get ready and come out later!" Bai Shengyun said from inside the door.
What other gifts need to be prepared?
Qin Xiaoxi sat down on the sofa suspiciously, having a hunch that Bai Shengyun must be dressing herself up.
The screen of the computer on the coffee table was black. Qin Xiaoxi clicked the mouse, entered her birthday, and turned on the computer.
Qin Xiaoxi originally wanted to play a game and wait for Bai Shengyun to come out, but when the screen lit up, what appeared was not the desktop, but her photo.
In the photo, she has long hair and is wearing a school uniform that was shortened when she was in high school. She is standing among the fallen leaves of a ginkgo tree, looking into the distance, wondering what she is thinking.
How come there were photos of Bai Shengyun from high school in her computer?
Qin Xiaoxi deleted the picture, and a large number of photos in the folders were displayed, and in every photo she was standing among the fallen ginkgo leaves.
Qin Xiaoxi flipped through the photos casually and clicked back, and saw the names of several folders in the parent folder - "Physical Education Class", "Ginkgo Tree", "Rooftop", "Classroom", and "Gate".
Qin Xiaoxi randomly opened a few folders, and as expected, all the photos inside were of herself in high school.
Where did Bai Shengyun get these photos?
The composition and lighting of these photos are all in the same style, which is Bai Shengyun's shooting style, but it's just a little more immature.
Could it be that these photos were all taken by Bai Shengyun himself?
Qin Xiaoxi searched through her memories, but couldn't remember where she had seen Bai Shengyun before. Not to mention having seen her before, she had never even heard of the name in high school.
Qin Xiaoxi couldn't remember, so she sat on the sofa, supporting her chin with one hand, opened the "Physical Education Class" folder, and looked at the photos carefully.
In the photo, she was attending class with her hair down, dressed inappropriately, revealing half of her slender waist, and with light makeup on her face.
Fortunately, the school's atmosphere was lax and the teachers didn't discipline her strictly. If she had traveled back in time to be her own teacher, she would probably have caught her high school self and scolded him.
Qin Xiaoxi clicked her tongue a few times, then flipped to other folders to admire her own photos.
It would be a lie to say that you don’t miss the past. No one doesn’t miss the good and happy times.
Qin Xiaoxi looked at the photos from the past and wondered why she couldn't give up such a glamorous life back then?
It is obvious that as long as you take the first step bravely, you can leave money, popularity and face behind and become a down-to-earth person.
If she had studied hard in her senior year of high school, even if she couldn't get into a top university, she could at least go to an ordinary school and be an ordinary and free person.
Qin Xiaoxi smiled at herself in the photo, crossed out the picture, and was about to close the folder.
Boom!
Suddenly a dull thud was heard from not far behind.
Qin Xiaoxi turned her head gently and looked towards the source of the sound. Bai Shengyun, with a look of horror on his face, was standing half a meter behind her, with his cell phone on the carpet.
Qin Xiaoxi's gaze stayed on his face for only a moment, then quickly moved downwards.
Bai Shengyun wore a light pink belly-baring sweater and the recently popular low-waisted miniskirt, revealing her slender white waist, and her legs were long and straight, with a little ambiguous red at her knees.
The length of the skirt is no more than 20 centimeters, which can only cover the lower body. As long as you walk a little, the hem of the skirt will rise up, revealing your peaches.
This gift is really erotic and makes one's blood boil.
Qin Xiaoxi really wanted to ignore Bai Shengyun's frightened expression and push him to the ground, but if she really did that, Bai Shengyun would definitely cry unstoppably.
"What's wrong with you? Why do you have that expression?"
Qin Xiaoxi stood up from the sofa, walked to Bai Shengyun, squatted down and picked up his cell phone.
"You...you saw everything? Those photos?" Bai Shengyun's eyes were full of panic and his voice was trembling, as if he was afraid of something.
Qin Xiaoxi didn't understand what he was afraid of, so she admitted generously: "I saw it. Did you take these photos yourself?"
"I...I didn't mean it, I just..." Bai Shengyun's face turned pale, his voice trembled, and he spoke incoherently.
Before Qin Xiaoxi could reply, Bai Shengyun hugged her and said anxiously, "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have done this."
“I’m sorry, I’m sorry…”
Bai Shengyun apologized again and again, and his voice gradually became tearful. Tears slid down his cheeks and soaked into the fabric. Qin Xiaoxi felt her shoulder wet.
"Bai Shengyun, why are you crying again?" Qin Xiaoxi sighed. She didn't understand why Bai Shengyun was so fond of crying and would cry at the slightest sign of uneasiness.
Bai Shengyun didn't know what to say, he could only apologize, "I'm sorry..."
"Don't apologize," Qin Xiaoxi patted Bai Shengyun on the back, "I'm not angry, you took beautiful photos of me, I like those photos very much."
Bai Shengyun didn't dare to speak. He just tightened his arms and hugged Qin Xiaoxi tightly, feeling very uneasy.
Qin Xiaoxi took a step back, took Bai Shengyun to sit on the sofa, and asked in a voice that couldn't be gentler: "Bai Shengyun, you get upset too easily. This month you've either been crying or apologizing."
"I'm sorry..."
"stop."
Bai Shengyun wanted to apologize again, but was interrupted by Qin Xiaoxi in time.
"I'm in love with you, not asking you to be my dog," Qin Xiaoxi said. "Puppy is just a nickname. I don't mean you should abuse yourself and be timid to please me."
The wetness on her shoulders kept accumulating, obviously because Bai Shengyun couldn't stop her tears and kept crying.
"Bai Shengyun, are you a crybaby? Qinglin said you always cried when you were a child." Qin Xiaoxi asked.
“I’m sorry, I…”
Qin Xiaoxi let out a light click, pulled Bai Shengyun away, grabbed his wrists, and pressed him down on the sofa.
"Why don't you try to apologize casually again?" Qin Xiaoxi frowned slightly and stared at Bai Shengyun and said, "Do you have to be really angry before you will obey me?"
Bai Shengyun was so scared that she closed her mouth, but tears continued to flow silently, sliding down the corners of her eyes and dripping onto the sofa.
"Why are you crying? Bai Shengyun, did I tell you not to take pictures? Did I show any impatience?" Qin Xiaoxi asked seriously.
Bai Shengyun pursed her lips, dared not speak, and shook her head while sobbing.
"Then why are you crying? Speak." Qin Xiaoxi asked.
"I..." Bai Shengyun barely opened his mouth, sobbing, "I don't know, I can't help it, I always want to cry."
"Then why were you scared just now? Your phone was thrown to the ground..."
"I, I don't know. I just think that you won't like seeing these photos, and you will break up with me if you see them." Bai Shengyun said crying.
Bai Shengyun always links some trivial things to the breakup.
When I went out on a date with Qin Xiaoxi for the first time, the food at the restaurant we ordered was not tasty, and I got scared and cried and said that Qin Xiaoxi wanted to break up.
It was obvious that Qin Xiaoxi sometimes couldn't control her time well and couldn't stand it for a long time, but Bai Shengyun just closed his eyes and endured it until Qin Xiaoxi realized something was wrong and said he was afraid that she wanted to break up.
Whenever Bai Shengyun thought he had not done something well, Qin Xiaoxi would break up with him.
Qin Xiaoxi sighed, reached out to wipe away the tears on his face, and comforted him: "Okay, don't cry, I won't break up with you."
"Really?" Bai Shengyun asked in a wronged voice.
"Really?" Qin Xiaoxi touched his face and said jokingly, "You are such a crybaby, who would dare to break up with you? I can't even comfort you."
Bai Shengyun felt embarrassed and quickly turned his head away, hiding his face in the fluff of the sofa so as not to let Qin Xiaoxi see him crying.
"Why are you hiding?" Qin Xiaoxi pinched his chin and turned Bai Shengyun's face around.
Bai Shengyun avoided looking directly at the pair of eyes that were so close to him, and whispered, "I don't look good like this now. I'm very ugly."
Qin Xiaoxi didn't expect that he had no idea about her tearful face and actually thought it was ugly. She asked in surprise, "You think you are so ugly, why do you cry every day? Aren't you afraid that I will think you are ugly and break up with you?"
"That's different. My crying is not beautiful now. My crying is beautiful at other times..." Bai Shengyun was silent for a moment and said aggrievedly.
Bai Shengyun was just crying a little too excitedly, with traces of tears all over her face, but she was still beautiful.
Qin Xiaoxi was stunned for a moment, and then couldn't help laughing, "Do you usually cry fake tears? Are you really crying now?"
"No! I didn't cry fake tears!" Bai Shengyun explained hastily, "I...I'm sorry, I, I don't know."
Afraid that saying "I'm sorry" again would make Qin Xiaoxi angry, Bai Shengyun stammered and spoke incoherently in his retort.
"Okay, okay, you are really crying," Qin Xiaoxi softened her voice and said soothingly, "I'm not angry, I just want to ask you, did you take those photos yourself? We were in the same high school at that time?"
Bai Shengyun nodded, his eyes sparkling, and replied aggrievedly: "Well, you were a grade higher than me at that time."
"Why... did you take a picture of me at that time?" Qin Xiaoxi asked tentatively.
Hearing this, Bai Shengyun, with tears in his eyes, glared at Qin Xiaoxi resentfully, then looked away without saying anything.
"Do you like me?" Qin Xiaoxi asked in a low voice.
Bai Shengyun was silent for a moment, and finally nodded in agreement.
"Then why haven't I seen you?" Qin Xiaoxi asked.
After hearing this question, Bai Shengyun turned down the corner of his mouth, and the tears that had just stopped flowing began to fall, and he cried even more sadly.
"You've seen me, but you don't remember me at all!" Bai Shengyun's shoulders trembled, and she cried even harder, her voice unconsciously rising, "You asked who I was on the rooftop, but you forgot me!"
Not to mention who she met on the rooftop, Qin Xiaoxi had even forgotten most of the names of her classmates.
"Okay, okay, don't cry, don't cry," Qin Xiaoxi wiped the tears from his face and asked, "Then why didn't you tell me? You took so many photos, at least show them to me."
"You always have a boyfriend, and when I want to talk to you, you have another boyfriend!"
Bai Shengyun couldn't stop crying and said sadly: "Every one of them is taller and stronger than me. By the time I built up my muscles, you had already dropped out of school!"
Bai Shengyun cried with grievance, as if she wanted to vent all the worries she had for many years.
After listening to Bai Shengyun's confession, Qin Xiaoxi suddenly thought, Bai Shengyun brought a female companion to the party, could it be for her?
Qin Xiaoxi subconsciously wanted to ask, but when the words came to her lips, she held them back.
No matter what Bai Shengyun thinks, whether he likes her or what, it is better not to mention what happened at that time.
"Then why didn't you tell me earlier?" Qin Xiaoxi said softly, "You should have told me earlier."
"I thought about it, but Jiang Yanyu said you hated me, so I didn't dare say it." Bai Shengyun said.
When they first met last year, Qin Xiaoxi did dislike Bai Shengyun a little, but that was because she thought Bai Shengyun and her ex-boyfriend were the same kind of people, so she subconsciously disliked him.
"You, do you really hate me?" Seeing Qin Xiaoxi didn't answer, Bai Shengyun asked crying.
"I hated you before because I thought you were a bad person," Qin Xiaoxi said solemnly, "but now I like you very much. I like your appearance and your tearful personality. Is that enough?"
Hearing this, Bai Shengyun was stunned, tears gathered in her eyes, her lips slightly parted, and she breathed softly.
Qin Xiaoxi lowered her head and admitted, "When we were in New York, I didn't want to chase you away. I was attracted to you at that time. Is that enough?"
"You are so beautiful when you cry, I can't bear to say no, you are also so cute when you blush, so I always can't control my bad playfulness, I can't grasp the timing well, and always hurt you."
"You were so scared just now, I felt bad too, and wanted to hug you and stop you from crying."
"Can these evidences prove that I like you? Are these evidences enough?" Qin Xiaoxi asked.
Bai Shengyun opened his eyes wide and stared at Qin Xiaoxi blankly, "Enough...enough."
"What else do you want to ask? What are you afraid of? I'll tell you everything." Qin Xiaoxi said.
"I have another question," Bai Shengyun gradually stopped sobbing and asked carefully, "Do you... like my gift? Do you think I look beautiful like this?"
The atmosphere suddenly became ambiguous.
Bai Shengyun's hands were pulled to the top of her head, and there were tears left on her eyelashes, like crystal clear diamonds, trembling.
The thin long legs were pressed down on the sofa, and the fur on the sofa scratched the skin gently as it breathed, as if it had life.
Qin Xiaoxi let out a light breath, suddenly leaned down, and kissed Bai Shengyun on the lips, probing aggressively.
"I...ah!" Bai Shengyun's low moan was suppressed in his throat.
His wrist was a little painful from being restrained, Bai Shengyun closed his eyes and let Qin Xiaoxi take what he wanted. When she had bullied him enough, he responded timidly, carefully probing with the tip of his tongue.
When their lips parted, Bai Shengyun's eyes were unfocused, he was breathing slightly, his cheeks were slightly red, and he looked straight into Qin Xiaoxi's eyes.
"Sister, I want it."
The words he said were frank and erotic, and the way he dressed seemed like he was deliberately trying to seduce people to bully him, but Bai Shengyun had a shy look on her face, as if she was saying dirty words that were shameful to be spoken, which was very innocent.
Qin Xiaoxi swallowed her saliva, not disguising the invading gaze, but her body remained indifferent.
"Sister, puppy wants it," Bai Shengyun curled her lips, as if she was about to cry again, "If you don't like me wearing a skirt, then I won't wear it in the future."
"I like it, puppy is very beautiful like this," Qin Xiaoxi warned, "but if you come again today, you won't be able to bear it."
"I'm not afraid," Bai Shengyun said softly with soft eyes, "I just want my sister." Bai Shengyun pulled up the hem of her skirt, seducing in an unfamiliar way.
The walls of reason were easily broken.
Qin Xiaoxi let go of Bai Shengyun's wrist, leaned close to his ear and said, "I'll be gentler this time, don't be afraid."
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Wen Sheng's promise was a lie.
Bai Shengyun's voice was even hoarser than yesterday, her eyes were red and swollen from crying, and her wrists were covered with red marks from being hoisted.
"Alright, alright," Qin Xiaoxi hugged Bai Shengyun and comforted her gently, "Don't cry anymore. If you keep crying, you won't be able to open your eyes when you wake up tomorrow."
"Sister... wuwuwu," Bai Shengyun sobbed, "I don't want it tomorrow."
"Okay, have a good rest tomorrow. I don't have work tomorrow, so I'll rest with you, okay?" Qin Xiaoxi said.
Bai Shengyun wiped away her tears herself, her voice somewhat joyful, her eyes shining, "Jiang Yanyu has found his conscience?"
Qin Xiaoxi laughed softly and said, "The designer has made some adjustments to the plan. We will discuss it with the top management tomorrow and reshoot the day after tomorrow, so I will have a day off tomorrow!"
"Then can we go on a date tomorrow?" Bai Shengyun asked expectantly.
"Okay, I'll go with you wherever you want to go."
Having said that, when the next morning came, not only was Bai Shengyun sleepy because he had been tortured late last night, but Qin Xiaoxi was also deaf in her head, and the two of them slept soundly until noon.
In the afternoon, Qin Xiaoxi suddenly opened her eyes and saw the setting sun outside the window, then she realized that she had missed the date.
Bai Shengyun was still sleeping, with his lips slightly open and breathing quietly.
Perhaps because he was extremely tired last night, Bai Shengyun slept so soundly that he didn't even notice Qin Xiaoxi let go of his hand and secretly got out of bed.
Qin Xiaoxi tiptoed, walked lightly, went to the bathroom to wash up, and then walked back to the bedroom carefully.
Qin Xiaoxi didn't know how long Bai Shengyun would sleep, but she knew that he would cry when he woke up, regretting with a sad face that he had not gotten up on time and missed the rare date.
What should she do to make Bai Shengyun less sad?
Qin Xiaoxi squatted beside the bed, holding her breath, holding her face, thinking about Bai Shengyun's sleeping face.
Bai Shengyun has very long eyelashes. When she closes her eyes and their eyes droop naturally, they look like a slightly curved fan, trembling and gently fluttering with her breathing.
Qin Xiaoxi reached out her hand and poked his face, her fingertips touched something soft, like poking a soft marshmallow.
Bai Shengyun looked very young when he was asleep, with innocence in his eyes and eyebrows, a little silly, and a little cute.
Otherwise...should she also take a few photos of Bai Shengyun?
Maybe, when Bai Shengyun wakes up and sees that she has set him as her wallpaper, he won’t be so sad.
Qin Xiaoxi tiptoed to the other side, picked up the phone from the bedside table, turned off the flash, and took pictures of Bai Shengyun's sleeping face from different angles.
After taking dozens of photos in a row, Qin Xiaoxi filtered out the photos with unclear composition and adjusted the parameters of the remaining photos to get them into the desired color tone.
After picking a satisfactory photo as wallpaper, Qin Xiaoxi placed a kiss on Bai Shengyun's forehead, then walked into the living room and continued to look at the photos in Bai Shengyun's computer.
Qin Xiaoxi likes the two sets of "Ginkgo Leaves" and "Physical Education Class" the most. She is very beautiful in "Ginkgo Leaves" and full of vitality in "Physical Education Class".
Looking at her past self, Qin Xiaoxi couldn't help but fantasize, if she was with Bai Shengyun at that time, would all these things that happened later have happened?
Qin Xiaoxi knew the answer—still will.
Because she used to be that kind of person, hypocritical, face-conscious, vain, enjoying the envious looks of others and wanting to be the most dazzling person in the school.
If Bai Shengyun was with her at that time, even if she didn't suck his blood dry, he would have been hurt by her.
This is the best outcome now. She likes herself more now than the fake Qin Xiaoxi in the past.
What does Bai Shengyun like about her?
Like her appearance?
Qin Xiaoxi never asked Bai Shengyun this question because Bai Shengyun definitely didn't know the answer.
He is like a naive and stupid child. He won't cry out when he is in pain, and will lose his temper when he is dissatisfied. He has no idea about the ways of the world and can't think clearly about these complicated issues.
Similarly, she didn't know why she liked Bai Shengyun.
But just like Luo Qinglin advised her, there is no need for a reason to like someone, it is just a feeling. If you follow your feeling, you will find the answer one day.
Looking at her sixteen or seventeen-year-old self on the computer screen, Qin Xiaoxi suddenly felt relieved and no longer missed the past as much as she did yesterday.
Will she and Bai Shengyun end up together?
Qin Xiaoxi didn't know the answer, but she liked the feeling now.
"You, you're looking at these pictures again."
Bai Shengyun's hoarse voice came from beside her, she was caught looking at the photos again.
Qin Xiaoxi grabbed Bai Shengyun's wrist and pulled him to sit next to her. "Because every photo is beautiful, of course I want to take a few more glances. Don't you want me to see them?"
"Of course I want you to see it," Bai Shengyun whispered, "I was just afraid that you would hate me before, as long as you like it."
Qin Xiaoxi smiled and asked, "Which photo do you like best?"
Bai Shengyun closed the folder of "Physical Education" and found a photo from "Ginkgo Leaves". "I like this one the best."
In the photo, Qin Xiaoxi was leaning sideways against a tall fence gate, looking at her phone with a cold expression, as if she was sending messages to a fan.
There must have been wind when the photo was taken. Her delicate, slightly curly long hair fluttered in the air. Qin Xiaoxi was like a seductive and poisonous flower, emitting its alluring fragrance in the wind.
"Do you remember where this is?" Bai Shengyun asked.
"Remember, this was behind the library. What was I doing there?" Qin Xiaoxi asked puzzledly.
"You wait for your boyfriend at that time there." Bai Shengyun said.
Is she waiting for her boyfriend there? !
Who was her boyfriend at that time?
Qin Xiaoxi couldn’t even remember the names and faces of those “boyfriends”. She had only had meals with most of them, and they rarely even held hands. Their relationships never lasted more than a month.
Qin Xiaoxi coughed a few times to ease the embarrassment, cleared her throat and explained: "I was... not very sensible at that time, and I thought it was cool to be in a relationship. Don't be sad about the past."
Bai Shengyun looked at her steadily and asked, "Do you still remember them?"
"I don't remember," Qin Xiaoxi quickly shook her head and denied, "I forgot everything!"
"That's good. Although you don't remember me, you don't remember them either." Bai Shengyun turned his head and looked at Qin Xiaoxi in the photo with a somewhat lost expression.
The atmosphere was stagnant.
Qin Xiaoxi coughed lightly, took out her cell phone, and showed the wallpaper on the screen to Bai Shengyun.
"I just set your photo as wallpaper," Qin Xiaoxi asked with a smile, "Does it look good?"
Bai Shengyun was sleeping soundly in the photo, and a finger stretched out from outside the camera and poked her soft face.
"You...you set me as your wallpaper?" Bai Shengyun took the phone, held it in his palm and looked at it, as if he was looking at a precious and rare gem, cherishing it very much.
Fool.
Qin Xiaoxi felt a soft pain in her heart, and couldn't help but hug Bai Shengyun, "Why are you so easy to satisfy? I just set you as my wallpaper, not telling the whole world that I love you."
But Bai Shengyun's eyes were still on the screen, the corners of his mouth unconsciously raised, staring blankly at the photo.
"Where is your wallpaper?" Qin Xiaoxi asked.
Bai Shengyun turned around and said with a proud smile as if to show off: "It has been you for a long time. I will change the wallpaper to a new photo of you every day, and change the wallpaper to a different you every day."
"What about this one? This is your favorite photo. Do you want to set it as your wallpaper?" Qin Xiaoxi pointed at the photo of herself standing among ginkgo leaves on the computer screen.
"You...don't mind?" Bai Shengyun asked.
"Well, you can set any photo you want. I don't mind." Qin Xiaoxi said gently.
"Also, do you have a photo of yourself when you were in the first year of high school? Maybe if I just take a look at it, I can see what you looked like back then and remember where I've seen you." Qin Xiaoxi said.
Bai Shengyun was stunned for a moment, then he took out the only remaining school photo from the album and showed it to Qin Xiaoxi.
Bai Shengyun in the photo is not the same as she is now. Her facial features are more neutral, with some baby fat on her face. She is not as thin and has a distinct jaw as she is now. If she had long hair, she would definitely be mistaken for a cute sweet girl.
Qin Xiaoxi looked at the photo without saying anything. Bai Shengyun put away his phone disappointedly. "It's okay. It's normal that you can't remember it."
"I know who you are now," Qin Xiaoxi said with a smile, curling her eyes, "You were very short then, right? I saw you on the rooftop."
Bai Shengyun's eyes widened, his heart pounding with emotion, "You...you remember?"
"I remember," Qin Xiaoxi said with a smile, "because you are the most beautiful boy I have ever seen."