Everyone said that she was sad because she still cared, because she still cared about that person.

Actually, it’s not!

She herself knew that she didn't care anymore and didn't even feel anything.

At the beginning, she really hated Han Zhan and felt that her father couldn't see her because of Han Zhan.

So she thought that as long as she worked harder, she would be fine.

If he stops being a willful and becomes a good boy, he will be able to see her.

But when she returned with the certificate, he just glanced at it indifferently and didn't ask any more questions.

She thought, if being a good child didn’t get her father’s attention, what about being a bad child?

She started to be disobedient, skipped classes, and even started to publicly challenge the teacher, as if this would get the teacher to call her parents.

In fact, the teacher really invited him, but he still didn't care.

No matter what she did, no matter what she did, the father who once held her in his hands was gone and would never come back.

If it was disappointment at the beginning, then the appearance of that woman later was despair.

It turns out that Dad’s love for Mom was fake and never existed.

And to her, it was just a toy when she was bored.

When he wasn't shivering, he remembered that he had a daughter.

It's ridiculous that she really thought so and thought it was the cause of the chills?

But when they learned the truth, they realized that both she and Han Zhan were just a cover, and their real purpose was to commit illegal things.

He bought a house for Han Zhan and spent a lot of money in order to launder money.

She even thought that...

So how could she still care? She just felt wronged.

I feel that I was a fool and that I was wronged.

"Actually, I was just feeling sorry for myself, the me who gave everything to get his attention.

The me who tried so hard to get his attention. He was nothing, it was me who was too naive and too stupid.

Rodin felt a little distressed when he heard Hanyue's words, and it was as if he saw his past self.

"I used to think the same thing, I wondered if they didn't love me because I was a girl.

Is it because I didn’t work hard enough, or because I wasn’t good enough?

So I started working really hard to change myself.”

"You are right too, right?" There were tears in Han Yue's eyes, as if she had finally found the same person.

Rodin also understood her feelings.

“Yes, but then I thought it was silly. The reason I strive to be a better person shouldn’t be to gain other people’s approval.

I want it for myself.

When I became a better person, I realized that the things I cared about before were actually just that.

Maybe it’s because we’ve never had it, or we’re envious that we want it.

But as I became a better person, I realized that none of that really mattered.

Xiaoyue, we should live for ourselves, not for the recognition of others.

Otherwise you’ll be very tired.”

Hanyue is actually a girl who makes people feel sorry for her.

She seems to have everything and her family is so rich that many people in her class envy her.

I envy her for having so many beautiful dresses and endless pocket money to spend on new shoes, so she can go out traveling anytime.

Everyone envies Hanyue like this, especially because she also treats them to milk tea and snacks.

How could such a happy Hanyue be unhappy? They wish they could be Hanyue.

But Hanyue was really unhappy.

No amount of money can make her happy. Her wallet may be full but her heart is empty.

She wanted to find a little sense of existence through the attention of her classmates.

I want to prove that I am still needed.

Not the one who was abandoned.

"I know, but I...I need time to digest it."

"Well, take your time. Don't force yourself to let go all at once. We still have a lot of fun places there. I'll take you there when the time comes!"

After being away for a semester, she now misses Lan Ning and that familiar small county town very much.

I can't wait to go back and take a look at the place where I used to live.

When she first came back, she had nothing and was afraid of repeating the same mistakes, but now she has many friends.

She discovered that the things she had been afraid of were actually just like that.

As long as I can start over again, everything is worth it.

The effort is worth it.

…

The closer it got to the destination, the more nervous she became. By the time the train arrived at 8 o'clock, Luo's mother had already been unable to sleep at 5 o'clock.

Or maybe she didn't sleep all night. Even if she said she didn't want to care about that ungrateful person anymore, she was still thinking about him.

No matter what, that ungrateful guy came from her. She was angry and hated him, but she didn't want to care about it and still wanted to meet him.

Send him off for the last time.

It is easy for some people to go from being victims to being perpetrators.

Especially since what he did was punishable by death.

Yes, although on the surface it was just a sentence. Even Luo's mother told Luo Dan that, but in reality it was a death sentence.

Otherwise why would she think of meeting him.

Luo's mother knew that those things should not be touched, but that ungrateful person actually did something worse than an animal and was even so cruel to his own uncle.

She really hated him, and felt sorry for her brother and her parents. How could she have given birth to such a thing? But in the dead of night, she hated herself, thinking she should have broken his legs.

Actually did those things.

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