Chapter 112 Shen Tang begs you

Chapter 112 Shen Tang, Please

Upon hearing this, Meng Huaiyan fell silent for a moment, though he knew in his heart that this was wrong.

But when facing Shen Tang, he seemed to lose all reason and composure, becoming paranoid, irritable, and petty, like a madman.

Because of what happened in her past life, Shen Tang must hate him to the core.

Since her rebirth, she has completely discarded her past life, appearing cold and distant as if she had never loved him or had that past with him.

When Shen Tang loves someone, her love is intense and passionate, but once she gives up completely, she becomes exceptionally ruthless and heartless.

In just over a month, she resolutely abandoned him and got engaged to He Jinzhou.

That incident had a huge impact on him, and he still feels lingering fear when he thinks about it now.

Now, adding to that the events of the past five years when we were apart...

All the past events had accumulated, making him even more uneasy. Only when Shen Tang was in front of him could he feel a little peace.

Everyone outside seemed better than him, and he simply couldn't control his inner worries and fears.

He worried that her heart would be easily stolen by someone else, and that she would suddenly leave his side without warning.

He really... couldn't bear the pain of losing her again.

He knew he might be acting strangely, but he didn't know what to do anymore...

I never knew love could cause so much pain.

Seeing that he didn't speak, Shen Tang completely lost the will to communicate and turned to walk out of the house.

Upon seeing her action, Meng Huaiyan's expression instantly turned panicked, and he quickly grabbed her wrist: "Where are you going?!"

Shen Tang looked at him coldly: "I don't want to see you right now. You should calm down and think carefully about what I said. I really think we're not a good match."

"Actually, you weren't that happy to have me, were you?"

"I'm not unhappy!"

Meng Huaiyan shook his head in panic, his eyes filled with fear that Shen Tang was about to abandon him again. Because of his fear, his body trembled uncontrollably.

With trembling hands, Meng Huaiyan pulled Shen Tang into a tight embrace. The person in his arms was warm and substantial, which seemed to lessen some of his unease and fear.

"Tang'er, please...please forgive me? I really will change, please give me a little more patience."

Meng Huaiyan's voice was flustered and anxious: "I've never loved anyone before, and I don't know what the right thing to do is. Please teach me, okay? I promise I'll listen to you from now on, please..."

Warm liquid fell onto her neck, and a hint of surprise flashed in Shen Tang's cold eyes, her body stiffening slightly involuntarily.

Meng Huaiyan seemed to be crying...

Unlike last time when he secretly shed tears behind her back, he no longer concealed his sobs and whimpered softly.

Meng Huaiyan rarely cried in his life. When he was four years old, he accidentally fell and scraped his knee, causing it to bleed.

He held back his tears the whole way, but when he saw his mother, he finally threw himself into her arms and cried, wanting her to cherish him.

But instead of a warm embrace and comfort, he was met with a hard slap from his mother.

She said coldly that it was just a small wound and there was nothing to cry about.

She denounced him as useless and weak!

At that moment, he stared blankly at his mother's cold face, feeling utterly lost and heartbroken.

He didn't understand why his mother was different from his classmate's mother.

They said their mother was very gentle, would hug and comfort them, play games with them, and would cherish them even for the smallest injuries or pains.

But his knee was scraped, it hurt so much...

But his mother didn't care about him at all and even hit him.

He didn't understand, but seeing how angry his mother was, he still apologized, saying, "Mother, I was wrong..."

He wanted a mother's embrace, but she pushed him away.

Since then, he has never seen his mother cry again. He studied hard, working from dawn till dusk without daring to slack off.

He became increasingly outstanding at the academy, and the teacher praised him highly.

Only at this time would his usually serious and unsmiling mother kneel down, gently hug him, and praise him for doing well.

So he worked even harder, just to win a little bit of his mother's love and pity.

As he grew older, he became more outstanding and exceptional, and his mother's expression grew increasingly satisfied with him.

But he was no longer the person who could receive even a little bit of pity and love from his mother when he was a child, and who would be happy.

He finally understood that his mother was different from other people's mothers.

What she wanted was not a son, but a qualified leader of the Meng family.

He became ruthless and invincible, increasingly vicious and cold-blooded.

His vulnerability and tears were long hidden deep within his heart, never to be revealed to others.

But at this moment, in front of Shen Tang, he finally shed all the coldness and forbearance he had shown over the past twenty years.

He sobbed and pleaded, like a humble beggar trying to gain a shred of her pity.

“I know I have many bad points in my personality and I have done many wrong things in the past. I really realize that I was wrong.”

"I won't interfere with you anymore, and I won't impose my ideas on you. I really will change. Please, don't abandon me..."

The tears on her neck were hot and burning, and Shen Tang's heart clenched, her eyes filled with mixed emotions.

That arrogant and overbearing prodigy finally lowered his head at this moment, becoming just like all ordinary people in this world who love but cannot have, humble and pitiful.

Meng Huaiyan's actions had a huge impact on her, and the hardened defenses in Shen Tang's heart seemed to waver at this moment.

Will he really change?

Should she trust him again?

Should she be soft-hearted towards him?

Shen Tang was in a state of utter confusion and didn't know what to do.

She couldn't quite describe how she felt about Meng Huaiyan; she didn't love him, but she didn't hate him either.

In her past life, she used any means necessary to force him to marry her. She made a mistake, and people always have to pay the price for their mistakes.

Ultimately, her fate was her own doing, and she had no one else to blame but herself.

What about resentment?

She did have some complaints when she was first reborn. She's not a saint, so it's impossible for her to be completely without resentment.

But in this life, she found herself in the same position as Meng Huaiyan in her previous life, and only then did she understand how painful it was to be forced into something.

So the resentment in my heart gradually dissipated.

During her five years in Nancheng, she experienced an unprecedented peace.

She has long since come to terms with it, no longer dwelling on the past, and no longer struggling with her past self.

When she agreed not to leave Meng Huaiyan, she actually harbored a hope that, in five years, he might really have changed.

Meng Huaiyan will never let her go in this lifetime. She is tired and doesn't want to struggle or run away anymore. She wants a stable life.

What's more, they have a child together.

Not all couples in this world are in love; mutual respect is actually the norm for most people.

She thought that if he changed, they could perhaps live a peaceful and stable life like all ordinary couples in the world.

But he disappointed her greatly...