After Rebirth, My First Love Ended in a Bad End

[Cool-headed and rational gentle confidante x Sunny and cheerful (?) puppy boy]

One morning, reborn, Yan Sui returned to her seventeen-year-old self. A high-tech entity calling itself a "...

Chapter 51 I Don't Hate You

Chapter 51 I Don't Hate You

As the car approached the entrance of the road bay, a shrill ringtone suddenly came from Yan Sui's bag.

Yan Sui took it out and saw that the caller's name was "Yan Zhaoting".

"who?"

"Yan Zhaoting."

Lin Jingyang put the car in reverse and parked it at the entrance to Luwan. He pulled the parking brake and looked at Yan Sui. "Do you want to take it?"

Yan Sui nodded: "We can't alert the enemy."

After making a silent gesture to Lin Jingyang, Yan Sui pressed the answer button: "Hello, Dad?"

"Sui Sui, I heard from the people at the factory that you came to see me today? What happened?"

"Oh, nothing's wrong. I just noticed you had a fight with Mom and haven't been home for a while. Ping'an kept asking me when you'd be back, so I wanted to go to the factory to see you, but you weren't there."

"Oh, I'm going out to meet a client this afternoon."

Yan Sui raised the corners of her lips and said in a raised voice: "It's okay, come back when you have time!"

"Well, are you home now?"

"Yeah, I'm in the room."

"Okay, I have something else to do later, so I'll go get busy first."

Yan Sui: "Okay, bye."

Just as Yan Sui was about to hang up the phone, a voice suddenly came from the receiver:

"Sui Sui, do you really have nothing else to do with me today?"

Yan Sui's breathing suddenly stopped, and she turned her head to look at Lin Jingyang.

Lin Jingyang also frowned and shook his head at her.

"What's wrong? Sui Sui, is there anyone else over there?"

Yan Sui suddenly came to her senses and put the phone away: "No, I was reading a novel and was at an interesting part, so I was stunned for a moment."

"Yeah......"

"Yeah, Dad, why do you ask this suddenly?" Yan Sui held his breath and focused on the phone.

As if realizing the strangeness of his question, Yan Zhaoting laughed and said, "Nothing, go to bed early!"

Yan Sui breathed a sigh of relief, said "good night" to Yan Zhaoting and hung up the phone.

Seeing the message "Call ended" displayed on the phone screen, her tense body slowly relaxed.

Lin Jingyang still frowned and said worriedly, "Did he notice anything over there?"

"Maybe!" Yan Sui slowly breathed a sigh of relief, "But it will be over soon."

Before getting off the car, Lin Jingyang suddenly called her.

Yan Sui turned around in confusion, only to see the other party looking at him solemnly: "Be careful and protect yourself."

Yan Sui blinked slightly.

Lin Jingyang's frown suddenly relaxed, his expression softened, and he said softly, "Good night."

.

When Yan Sui returned home, Sui Yuling was sitting on the sofa reading documents. Seeing her come back, she asked, "Why do you come home so late recently? Is there something wrong?"

"It's okay," Yan Sui walked over, picked up the things she had scattered on the sofa, and looked at them. "Why are you looking at these?"

Sui Yuling lowered her eyes and gently flipped the pages of the documents. "Lawyer Wu told me that the battle for my divorce from Yan Zhaoting is about to begin. Tomorrow she will accompany me to file for divorce with Yan Zhaoting, but he may not agree to my request. Therefore, we still need some evidence of his infidelity and transfer of assets. I want to see if there is anything in these documents that can help me with this matter."

Yan Sui pulled the documents out of Sui Yuling's hand and said, "I've seen all of this before. There's nothing like this."

Sui Yuling was stunned for a moment, but soon, a self-deprecating smile appeared on the corner of her lips: "You read it so quickly."

Yan Sui took in her reaction and instantly understood what Sui Yuling was thinking at the moment.

She pursed her lips, raised her hand and held the other person's hand. "Because before, I wanted to see if I could solve this matter without hurting you, so I searched the house in advance. But then I found that I couldn't do it on my own, so I asked you to step forward."

Sui Yuling lowered her head, her scattered hair obscuring the expression on her face. As she began to speak, a sour feeling welled up in her nose, casting a thick nasal tinge on her voice. "Mom, I just feel so sorry for you. You're just a sophomore in high school, not much older than Ping An, yet you have to worry about so many things at home. I want to help you."

Sui Yuling's choked voice made Yan Sui's heart ache. She leaned forward and hugged her shoulders, gently patting her mother's thin back to comfort her: "It's okay, Mom. As long as you can be happy, that is my greatest wish."

Sui Yuling lay beside Yan Sui in silence for a while. When she stood up again, she wiped the tears from her eyes and said, "Mom will do her best, and you too. If it really doesn't work out, I'll just take back the custody of the three of you, and we can live a good life as a family of three."

Yan Sui raised the corner of her lips: "Well, as long as we are together, we are still a family."

After calming Sui Yuling down, Yan Sui gave her a few more instructions before going upstairs with peace of mind.

Ding-ling-ling——

A shrill bell rang, breaking the silence of the evening study session. The teacher on duty looked up at the time, closed the book in his hand, and gave the order to the audience to "dismiss the get out of class!"

Chen Ling immediately closed the pen cap and swept everything on the desk into her book. After she had tidied up the desk, she saw Yan Sui still sitting there writing on the test paper. She looked a little surprised: "Sui Sui? Don't you have anything to do at home today? You rushed home a while ago, why haven't you packed your things today?"

Yan Sui raised her head and uttered "Ah", then lowered her head: "Well, it's okay. I'll finish this set of papers before going back."

“Is that so?”

After Chen Ling left, the students in the class gradually left the classroom, leaving only a few students who stayed in their seats. Most of them lived close to the school and were not in a hurry to catch the bus home.

When Yan Sui finished the last question on the test paper, she was the only one left in the class. A security guard on patrol passed by the classroom with a flashlight and peeked in from the front door to remind them, "Students, the building must be cleared before 11 o'clock. Remember the time!"

Yan Sui responded, put away the test paper, and went to the bathroom.

While washing her face at the sink, she vaguely sensed a person's shadow reflected in the mirror in front of her, but when she looked back, there was no one behind her.

This morning's weather forecast called for wind and possible rain tonight. I watched the leaves rustle outside the railing, and the corridor light at the end of the hallway swayed in the air.

Yan Sui suddenly had a bad feeling in her heart.

She quickly returned to the classroom to pack her schoolbag, closed the doors and windows of the classroom one by one, and then turned off the lights and left.

The lights in the only remaining classroom on this floor were turned off, so the only light source on this floor was the corridor lights at the end of the stairs.

The wind in her ears grew louder and louder, the cold wind howling. Yan Sui wrapped her coat tightly around her body and walked all the way to the school gate. The old man who was guarding the gate was dozing in the security room with a light on, unaware of what was happening outside.

Yan Sui walked out of the school through the small gate. It was already past the end of the school day, and because of the wind, the mobile stalls at the entrance had already dispersed. She was about to walk to the intersection to take a taxi home when she suddenly noticed a familiar car parked on the road leading to the intersection.

She felt uneasy and just as she slowed down, she heard a noise coming from the car.

"Sui Sui," the back door of the car was pushed open from the inside, and Yan Zhaoting came out in a suit and tie, "I just got off work and was going home to talk to your mother about something, so I came to take you home on the way."

A few days ago, Sui Yuling filed for divorce from Yan Zhaoting, accompanied by her lawyer. She had no other demands, only that Yan Zhaoting give up custody of their three children and return half of the joint property they had earned working together in the factory over the years.

But perhaps because she refused Yan Zhaoting's loan and legal person transfer, Yan Zhaoting changed his idea of ​​getting rid of their family's burden in his previous life and rejected her request.

Yan Zhaoting said, "The money was used to run the factory, but because of poor performance, it was all lost. This is also our common property, so there's no problem using that money!"

Sui Yuling gritted her teeth: "You did it on purpose!"

Yan Zhaoting held her hand hypocritically and said, "Yuling, I've been in charge of the outside affairs and you've been in charge of the inside affairs these years. Haven't we managed this family well? Why are you getting a divorce? Is it because of the factory? I promise that the debt is only temporary and there will be an influx of funds soon. You don't have to worry about it. We still have three children."

Sui Yuling shook off his hand: "Stop pretending here. I already know about your infidelity. Yan Zhaoting, you really have the nerve to do this. I worked so hard to run this family for you and raised three children, and you took our money and supported another woman outside. How dare you mention three children?"

Sui Yuling was finally provoked by Yan Zhaoting's words and began to accuse him. By the end of her words, she couldn't control her emotions, her body was shaking, and her eyes were red.

The lawyer beside her advised her to calm down.

However, Yan Zhaoting's reaction was somewhat unexpected. He began to argue with Sui Yuling about the cheating, insisting that he had not cheated and that the woman in the photo was just his friend.

He didn't dare admit the crime and refused to divorce.

He said, "Divorce is fine. Jia'an and Jiaping will follow me, and Sui Sui will follow you."

Sui Yuling angrily shouted, "Impossible! I won't give you a single child!"

"Then don't even think about divorcing me!"

Finally, the lawyer took Sui Yuling away and told her that the next step would probably be to file for divorce.

When she heard these words, Yan Sui was not surprised that he refused to admit to cheating.

After all, a cautious person like him would not reveal any flaws and give others a handle to catch him before there is substantial evidence.

But she didn't expect that he would actually ask for custody of Ping'an and his sister, otherwise he would drag on and not divorce.

Yan Sui guessed what he was thinking, but she didn't know what he wanted to do.

Yan Sui was quite surprised to meet Yan Zhaoting at the school gate today.

She was just thinking about the possibility of this matter being glossed over when she suddenly caught sight of two people sitting in the front seat of the car.

In addition to the driver, there was another man who was about twenty years old.

At that moment, she suddenly understood the purpose of Yan Zhaoting coming to see her.

She wanted to call for help, but suddenly realized that it was windy today and she finished her evening study late, so there were no pedestrians on this closed road.

She mentally calculated how far she had to run back to school.

After making up her mind, she turned around and found two men walking towards them from behind.

Yan Sui turned her head, and under the dim light, she seemed to see Yan Zhaoting smiling.

She knew she had fallen into a trap.

Due to the construction of the road in the urban village, the school temporarily opened the west gate to allow students to enter and exit.

The road to the west is a dead end with only one exit, which is next to a group of old houses that are about to be demolished. The people inside had moved out long before winter and were just waiting for the construction team to be sent here to demolish the houses after the New Year.

She turned and ran into the alley next to her.

Yan Sui heard that the moment she ran into the alley, the two men behind her also started running.

She guessed correctly, Yan Zhaoting came to arrest her.

This demolition area is not big. There is a small path leading to the community in front. You can reach the path by going up the steps on the side. There is a night market stall at the left end of the path. Now is the time when the night market stall is the most crowded.

This route was discovered by Chen Ling, and she had been dragged by Chen Ling to the snack stand to eat several times.

Yan Sui didn't dare to think too much and ran desperately along the route in her memory.

The well-developed routes in the alley provided her with good cover, allowing her to avoid being chased by the people behind her.

After turning another alley, she heard no more running sounds behind her.

Perhaps he changed his route to chase her, Yan Sui didn't dare to stay any longer and ran quickly towards the exit.

Just as she saw the low wall at the exit and felt joy rising in her heart, footsteps suddenly came from the area at the stairs in front of her left.

Yan Sui stopped suddenly and was about to step back when she heard another pair of footsteps coming from the alley behind her.

She realized that two people were chasing her separately, one chasing her and the other guarding the intersection.

Thinking of this, Yan Sui's heart grew colder.

She knew she had been careless. She had originally thought that since this was still in China, Yan Zhaoting wouldn't dare to act recklessly. So she went to and from school as normal, and tried to walk around the surveillance area.

But she didn't expect that Yan Zhaoting would really dare to come and arrest her.

The footsteps were getting closer and closer. Yan Sui hurriedly shook her head and forced herself to regain consciousness.

She crouched down and began to scan the surroundings for any shelter or paths she could hide in. As her gaze darted around, the cold sweat on her forehead grew more and more, and she grew increasingly anxious.

Although she knew that Yan Zhaoting didn't dare to do anything to her, he was just using her to threaten her mother.

But she was still afraid and didn't want her plan to fail.

The system had been helping her review the possible escape routes in her mind from the beginning, but although there were many roads here, they were all small paths. If she left this side, the people on the other side would quickly discover her and catch up.

The farther you run, the farther you are from the exit.

Just as Yan Sui was wondering how likely it was that she could rush up the stairs in one go, she suddenly heard her name:

"Yan Sui!"

Yan Sui raised his head and saw an arm falling from the low wall in front of him.

Looking up, Yu Shuli was holding the railing with one hand, while the other hand rose from under the railing. In the darkness, Yan Sui couldn't see his expression, but only heard his slightly anxious voice: "Hold on to me, come up."

Without much hesitation, Yan Sui rushed forward and grabbed Yu Shuli's arm. Using the force of Yu Shuli's upward movement, she stepped on the wall and climbed up. She grasped the edge of the stone wall with all her strength to support her body, and her fingertips turned blue and white due to the grip.

But she didn't dare let go and climbed up with all her strength.

Finally, the moment her fingers grabbed the railing, her feet stepped on the stone surface and had a foothold.

A voice called out from behind: "Over here!"

Yan Sui quickly climbed over the railing, and before she could even stand firmly on the ground, Yu Shuli dragged her all the way towards the snack street on the left.

Yan Sui took the time to look up and see Yu Shuli, who was a body length ahead of her. His hair was blown by the wind, his lips were tightly pursed, and his profile flickered in the light of every streetlight they passed.

At that moment, Yan Sui seemed to see herself in her previous life pulling herself out of the urban village.

The two of them ran forward desperately, and the only sounds in their ears were the whistling of the wind and their panting as they ran.

From beginning to end, he never said another word, but the hand that was tightly holding hers told her that he was helping her.

The shaking hands represent both a first meeting and a farewell.

I ran all the way to the intersection. Because of the wind, all the food stalls without storefronts had closed their stalls. But the surrounding food stalls were still open, their colorful neon lights making the area bustling.

When they looked back and saw that no one was chasing them, they slowed down their pace.

Just then, a taxi stopped in front of a food stall. Yu Shuli hurriedly pulled Yan Sui in and told the driver a location in the city center.

The two of them breathed a sigh of relief after the car started.

Yan Sui was worried that Yan Zhaoting would go to find Sui Yuling, so she quickly called him and asked him to go to Luwan to pick up Sui Yuling first.

Then he called Sui Yuling and asked her to lock the doors and windows of her house, not to change the password no matter who came, and to wait for Lin Jingyang to pick her up.

After doing all this, Yan Sui finally realized that Yu Shuli was sitting next to her.

The tension and fear faded away, and the narrow space enveloped their breath, and both sides felt a little awkward.

The light inside the car was dimmer than outside, but when Yan Sui turned her head, she saw a car passing by, and the car's high beam shone directly on Yu Shuli's face through the front windshield.

Only then did Yan Sui realize that after not seeing him for a few days, Yu Shuli looked particularly bad, with blue under his eyes and fatigue unconcealed between his brows.

Ever since Yan Sui discovered that her father was having an affair with Yu Shuli's mother, she had never run into Yu Shuli again. Not at school, and certainly not outside of school.

Yu Shuli probably never came to see her again because of the rejection he gave her on the barbecue day.

Yan Sui originally thought that it would be better if the only communication between the two of them was cut off.

But today's accident made her see Yu Shuli again in the same way as when she first met him.

As if noticing her gaze, Yu Shuli raised his eyes and his gaze stared straight into her pupils.

After looking at each other for two seconds, they seemed to feel a little awkward and looked away.

Yan Sui rested her forehead against the car window, biting her lips. Just as she was hesitating whether to speak, the person next to her suddenly said, "You, aren't hurt?"

She hadn't noticed it in her panic just now, but now that she calmed down, she realized that Yu Shuli's voice was very hoarse.

She subconsciously asked, "What's wrong with your throat?"

As soon as she finished speaking, Yan Sui felt that what she said was inappropriate, and quickly added: "I'm fine, why are you there?"

Hearing this, Yu Shuli's eyes darkened, and after a long pause he said, "I followed you in."

Yan Sui frowned: "What do you mean?"

The air froze again. Yu Shuli pursed his lips, frowned, and looked struggling.

Yan Sui slowly calmed down, and a vague guess emerged in her mind.

But she didn't say it, instead she left the answer to this question to Yu Shuli himself.

Both sides were silent for a long moment. Yu Shuli raised his head as if he had made up his mind, his eyes reddening. He stared at Yan Sui for two seconds, then lowered his head again. Unlike the silence just now, a muffled voice came from under his lowered head: "I'm sorry."

Yan Sui's breathing stopped.

Yu Shuli raised his head again, stared into her eyes, and said again: "I'm sorry."

The strange behavior behind them attracted the attention of the driver in front, and he looked at the rearview mirror several times.

Yan Sui glanced at the rearview mirror, then returned her gaze to Yu Shuli: "Why are you apologizing?"

Yu Shuli did not answer this question. He looked away and whispered, "I already know about Yan Sui. I know everything about her."

Yan Sui was stunned.

Although Yu Shuli didn't say it explicitly, Yan Sui could guess what he was talking about.

"I'm sorry about what happened to my mother."

really......

Yan Sui lowered his eyes, his hands digging into the knees of his pants. After thinking for a moment, he said, "Her affairs have nothing to do with you. You don't need to apologize for her."

But these comforting words did not soothe Yu Shuli's emotions.

He raised the corners of his lips and smiled self-deprecatingly: "It's related to me, it's related. You should hate me for this."

Yan Sui knew he was referring to the fact that she had inadvertently facilitated the relationship between Ran Shuyi and Yan Zhaoting. Yan Sui had already learned about this from the system. She and Yu Shuli might not be suitable to be together, but she still didn't think Yu Shuli was wrong.

She chose not to pursue the question further, but changed the subject and asked, "Is that you the figure I saw in the bathroom mirror just now?"

In fact, after she saw Yan Zhaoting chasing after her, she suspected that Yan Zhaoting had sent someone to monitor her in the school. But later she felt that her idea was too absurd, and how could Yan Zhaoting have the ability to send someone to monitor her in the school.

After she heard what Yu Shuli had just said, she guessed that the person who was watching her secretly in school was Yu Shuli.

Yu Shuli nodded slightly, but soon explained in a panic: "I don't want to monitor you, don't get me wrong. I just, just..."

Yan Sui leaned forward slightly, avoiding Yu Shuli's gaze: "If it's about what happened last time, I've already told you very clearly. Yu Shuli, your dream was real, but the ending was fake. Actually-"

Yu Shuli suddenly laughed, Yan Sui's voice stopped, and she subconsciously turned around to look.

"Even if that ending is true, I don't have the face to look for you again." He was still smiling, and even when the last word fell, he nodded at Yan Sui with a smile on his lips to show his affirmation of this sentence and let her feel at ease.

But his smile did not reach his eyes, and sadness could still be seen between his brows.

But, if it wasn't for what happened before, Yan Sui couldn't guess what he was doing. Was it just for an apology?

Yan Sui frowned: "Then what are you doing this for?"

Before Yu Shuli could answer, the driver asked where they were going. At first, they only said they were going to the city center.

Yan Sui glanced out the window and saw that the car had just arrived at the entrance of a 24-hour hot pot restaurant. The hot pot restaurant was packed, and at twelve o'clock the restaurant was bustling with customers. She asked the driver to stop the car there.

Just at this moment, Yan Sui's cell phone rang. It was Lin Jingyang calling.

He said he happened to be near Luwan and had picked up her mother, and asked where she was now.

Yan Sui was just about to say that there was no need to trouble him, and that she would go find Sui Yuling herself after he settled her down.

But Yu Shuli beside him suddenly said, "Let him pick you up! It's not safe at night. I'll just say a few words to you and then I'll leave."

Yan Sui had no choice but to report the location of the hot pot restaurant. After hanging up the phone, she looked at Yu Shuli and said, "Just now in the car, you haven't answered my question yet."

Yu Shuli said "hmm" and after a moment of silence, he told what happened to him a few days ago.

He said that on the day Yan Sui rejected him, he went to his mother's clothing store and stayed there until the evening before returning home. But just as he walked to the bus stop, he saw a man coming out of the tobacco shop across the street.

Yu Shuli had a crush on Yan Sui since his freshman year of high school. He would remember everything about Yan Sui, including her parents. Her father came to the school gate to pick her up twice, and Yu Shuli remembered her father's appearance.

So the moment the man came out of the cigarette shop, Yu Shuli recognized him as Yan Sui's father.

He recalled the dream in which Yan Sui's father betrayed her family and put them in a difficult situation. After learning that his dream was indeed a prophetic dream, he had always wanted to do something to help Yan Sui.

So when he saw Yan Zhaoting, he immediately gave up the idea of ​​going home and hid behind the bus stop to observe Yan Zhaoting's movements, trying to see if he could discover anything.

His eyes followed Yan Zhaoting all the way, and finally watched him enter his mother's clothing store.

Yu Shuli was suddenly confused. A bad voice in his heart told him not to look anymore, but his legs walked uncontrollably towards the door of the clothing store.

Through the glass window of the clothing store, Yu Shuli saw the scene he hated most in his life—

His mother was kissing Yan Zhaoting.

Having said this, Yu Shuli said to Yan Sui again: "I'm sorry."

Yan Sui didn't feel too bad, she just smiled and said, "I already knew it, you don't need to apologize to me."

Yu Shuli was silent for a moment, then continued, "Ever since I found out about this, I've always wanted to apologize to you in person. But I don't know how to face you. I think you should hate me."

Yan Sui sighed softly, "What is hatred? I hate both of them, not you."

Yu Shuli fell silent, and Yan Sui didn't say anything either. Although Yu Shuli only said half of his words, Yan Sui could more or less guess the whole story. It was simply that he wanted to apologize to her, so he had been looking for an opportunity, and when he happened to run into her trouble again, he took the opportunity to save her.

The two of them were silent for a while. Suddenly, Yu Shuli took off his backpack and pulled out a file bag from it: "Here, I give it to you. I think it should be able to help you."

Yan Sui was stunned for a moment, then took the file bag with a look of surprise: "What is this?"

Yu Shuli said, "I predicted in my dream that your parents would soon get divorced. I saw that you seemed very busy recently, and I guessed that you might be busy with your parents' affairs. So I went to Tan Shu to test your situation. She refused to tell me at first, but I wanted to help you, so I told her about my mother's situation. After listening, she told me that only I could help you with this matter."

Yu Shuli pointed to the file bag in Yan Sui's hand and said, "This should contain what you want."

Upon hearing this, Yan Sui quickly opened the file, pulled out the contents, and took a look. Her pupils suddenly shrank. She shoved the contents back into the bag and looked at Yu Shuli in shock: "Where did you get this?"

"In the drawer of my mother's room," Yu Shuli lowered his eyes, "I found a lot of evidence that can prove that your father and my mother cheated on each other, and they are all gathered here. You can take a look at it when you go back and use whatever you find useful. I hope it can help you."

Yan Sui's eyebrows jumped, a sour feeling welled up in her heart and rose to the tip of her nose. She couldn't help but shed tears: "What if you took these and were discovered?"

Yu Shuli subconsciously reached out to wipe her tears, but then realized their identities were inappropriate and pulled his hand back. He raised the corners of his lips and smiled slowly, "She did something wrong in the first place. As her son, I should correct her in time."

"Now that I think about it, have you known about this for a long time, and that's why you've been rejecting me?"

Yan Sui couldn't help but tighten her grip on the file bag. After a two-second pause, she suddenly loosened her grip.

She raised her head, the emotions that had been surging in her eyes turning calm. She spoke quietly, "Yu Shuli, do you know how much I want you to continue with that prophetic dream? Do you know how much I want you to know the ending of that story?"

Yu Shuli stared at her eyes in a daze for a long time, then smiled suddenly: "It doesn't end well, does it?"

A strange emotion flashed in Yan Sui's eyes.

Without waiting for Yan Sui to answer, Yu Shuli asked again: "So, was your ending good?"

Yan Sui was stunned.

Unexpected answer.

From the first day of her rebirth, she had built an insurmountable wall between herself and Yu Shuli in her heart, separating them into two areas that could never get close.

Without the system's reminders, Yan Sui kept telling herself not to get close to Yu Shuli, as they would hurt each other. So she was careful, adding a piece to the wall every day, making the wall between her and him stronger.

But one day, the city wall was suddenly breached. She subconsciously picked up her weapon and wanted to attack the enemy, but she found that the enemy just stood there and asked, "Are you okay?"

Yan Sui, how are you?

The sour feeling that had been suppressed in her heart surged up again. This time, Yan Sui could no longer control the emotion that invaded her body. The moment tears welled up in her eyes, she turned her head away, avoiding the other person's gaze.

She didn't answer, but Yu Shuli seemed to know her answer.

He took a step back, putting some distance between them. "Actually, I'm not afraid of getting hurt, but I'm afraid of you getting hurt. Maybe you're right. If we're together, we're going to end up hurting each other. I'm sorry I made you sad."

Yan Sui didn't know whether this apology was meant for her in the previous life or for her in this life.

She just suddenly realized that Yu Shuli said "I'm sorry" many times tonight.

The wind on winter nights is biting and cold. Tonight's wind is particularly strong, blowing in gusts, as if countless knives are stabbing Yan Sui's face, making her cheeks feel burning.

It's really strange. It was windy just now, but it's not cold.

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When Lin Jingyang drove up to them, Yan Sui's expression had returned to normal.

Faced with Lin Jingyang's questions, she was able to ignore the other party's worries and told him about the dangerous things that happened tonight with a smile.

Before getting in the car, Yu Shuli asked her, "Do you hate me?"

Yan Sui shook her head and told him firmly: "No."

"I'm not asking about who I am now."

She asked, "What about you? Do you regret going back to the clothing store that night? If you hadn't gone back, you wouldn't have such a burden in your heart. You wouldn't be so sad."

Yu Shuli also shook his head: "I don't regret it. If I hadn't gone back that day, I wouldn't know the truth of the matter. And I wouldn't be able to help you get this thing."

Yan Sui was a little surprised. She didn't expect to hear this answer.

She stared at Yu Shuli's face for a long time, then suddenly smiled with her lips pursed. This was the first time she smiled at Yu Shuli from the bottom of her heart since she came back here.

"I don't hate you either, whether it's you in the last life or you in this life."