Chapter 72 Why Don’t You Love Me?

His posture was somewhat humble.

An Ning's shoulders trembled slightly, her breathing became difficult, and her eyes suddenly became moist.

His upright face gradually became blurred in my sight.

She bit her lip and didn't answer.

"Is it difficult to answer?" He lowered his voice and asked, "I just want an answer. Is that difficult?"

She lowered her eyes, and tears suddenly fell, crystal clear.

Lu Xiyan raised his hand to catch it, tears spreading in his palm. Suddenly, his palm tightened and he chuckled.

He really hated the woman in front of him!

Why can she leave when she says she will, disappear when she says she will, and come back when she says she will? She plays with him like a dog!

Ever since she dumped him and left, he didn't even have the courage to set foot in this house!

How could she live here so calmly and face everything in the past so calmly!

He laughed angrily, raised his hand and pressed the back of her head down and kissed her deeply.

An Ning was suddenly startled, and her head was spinning as she was pushed against the wall, with her lips tightly blocked.

The bitter taste of alcohol lingered on the tip of my tongue.

Lu Xiyan held the back of her head with one hand and pinched her waist with the other. His tall body enveloped her and he kissed her fiercely.

The action is violent, with no tenderness at all, only possession and plunder.

An Ning felt a pain between her lips and frowned slightly.

The smell of blood spread between their mouths.

Lu Xiyan completely lost control and wanted to tear her apart and swallow her.

"pain......"

An Ning put her hands on his shoulders and suddenly grabbed his shirt, "You bit me and hurt..."

Lu Xiyan didn't stop, but held her tighter, violently robbing her of the thin oxygen in her chest.

It was like venting, without any pity.

An Ning knew his hatred, and if this could make him feel better, it didn't matter if it hurt a little.

The fingers that were tugging at his shirt slowly loosened, and An Ning obediently let him kiss her.

Feeling that she was no longer struggling, the man finally regained his senses and gently kissed her lips with a trembling voice, "An Ning, does it hurt too?"

He left her lips and pressed his hand against her forehead, "Do you know how much pain I'm in?"

"Even if you've had a dog for two years, you still have feelings for it. How can you just say you don't want me anymore?"

His tears suddenly fell, landed on An Ning's nose, and slowly slid down.

An Ning's breathing was trembling and her heart felt like it was being stabbed by needles.

"......sorry."

"I don't need your apology!"

Lu Xiyan said hoarsely, "I love you to the extreme and never care about gains and losses. This is my greatest courage. I have always believed that as long as we love each other, we can overcome any obstacles. Even if the sky falls, there will still be love..."

"I believe my love for you is worthy of my love and I have a clear conscience." His hand slid to An Ning's clenched palm, held it in his palm, and placed it on his chest.

His eyes were as deep as the sea, surging with passion. "An Ning, shouldn't you feel guilty about me?"

His heartbeat was so fast and strong that it made An Ning's palms numb.

She burst into tears, feeling his body temperature through the fabric of his clothes.

Do you feel guilty?

Of course.

The person she felt most sorry for in her life was Lu Xiyan.

But she didn't even have the courage to raise her hands to hug him.

"You just dumped me, and then you went to Jining to have a child with another man. An Ning, what do you think of me?"

An Ning raised her eyes and looked at him in disbelief, "Have you checked?"

Her eyes were filled with tears and she looked so pitiful.

Lu Xiyan laughed at himself, his eyes reddening, "I really wish I hadn't checked. I even thought ridiculously, is An Xian your child? If he is my son, does it prove that you still have feelings for me? Do I still have a chance..."

When he said this, his throat choked and his eyes became moist.

He lowered his head, his voice hoarse, "An Ning, since you've used me for two years, why don't you keep using me... I said, I will give you whatever you want, money, power, status... I can grab, fight for, and seize anything..."

"I really wanted to give you everything I have..."

"But why..." He raised his eyes, bloodshot, "You don't want any of it?"

"Lu Xiyan..." An Ning burst into tears, "You are drunk... Don't do this..."

She would rather he said he wanted to take revenge on her in a proud manner than to see him act so humble.

"I'm very sober." Lu Xiyan held her shoulders tightly and looked into her red eyes.

He felt distressed whenever she cried.

He touched her cheek tenderly, carefully brushing away her tears.

He asked, "Ningning...why don't you love me?"

"During the most difficult year for me, I begged you to come back like a beggar. I called and texted you, and I searched for you like crazy... I hoped you could look back at me... and see that I wasn't doing well at all. Could you please feel sorry for me?"

"But you disappeared completely, it was so heartless."

He lowered his head, tears streaming down his face.

"To be honest, I'm really disappointed in you. I'm such a fucking jerk. I still expected you to love me."

An Ning trembled all over, even her breathing stopped, only the pain in her heart could be felt.

Lu Xiyan's voice was hoarse. "You reappeared in Jinghai. I thought you would come to me if you changed your mind, but you didn't."

"Your mother was in the hospital and you needed money. I thought you would come to me when you were desperate, but you still didn't!"

"You won't even say a soft word to me...I'm the one you left behind and abandoned..."

He held her tearful cheeks and said softly, "From the beginning to the end, all I wanted was a sincere apology from you. As long as you say you were wrong and that you regret leaving me, I can forgive you everything. As long as you ask me, I can let bygones be bygones..."

"Even if you don't love me, I will accept it..."

"Ningning..." His fingers gently caressed her hot and soft lips, his eyes full of begging, "Since you've taken advantage of me, then use me to the end, use me for the rest of my life, isn't that good?"