57. The female protagonist regains her memories.

◎Despair is inevitable, but do not forget.

When Jian Liyun started crying, Yan Sui felt her head go blank and she couldn't care about anything else.

She said urgently, "Li Yun, don't cry. I'll tell you everything."

Jian Liyun lowered her eyes, and full-shaped tears slid down from the corners of her eyes.

Yan Sui felt her heart sink. She frantically grabbed a tissue, then realized she couldn't possibly wipe away the other person's tears.

Seeing Yan Sui clutching a tissue and staring at her expectantly, Jian Liyun finally spoke: "Go ahead."

Yan Sui blurted everything out.

"He Chenyu also asked about your situation. He asked where you found your Go teacher."

Jian Liyun paused, her eyes still red, and asked in a hoarse voice, "How did you answer?"

Yan Sui pursed her lips. "I didn't tell him directly that I was your Go teacher, but I told him that I was the one who contacted your Go teacher, and I couldn't tell him who it was."

Jian Liyun appeared to be looking down because of sadness, refusing to meet Yan Sui's gaze, but in reality, she was deep in thought.

Seeing that Jian Liyun remained silent, Yan Sui stood up abruptly, "I'll go back to the hotel to find you right away."

Jian Liyun then replied, "It's already very late, there's no need to come over."

Yan Sui was still clutching a tissue in her hand, "But you..."

"I'm fine, Sui Sui, thank you for telling me."

The tissue in Yan Sui's hand was already crumpled into a ball. She bit her lip and said, "It won't happen again, really. Li Yun, don't cry."

After comforting Jian Liyun for a while and confirming that she was really alright, Yan Sui finally hung up the video call.

Holding her slightly warm phone, Yan Sui muttered, "It's breaking my heart."

Yan Sui unilaterally decided to add another principle to the mission of saving the female supporting character:

Don't let Jian Liyun shed tears.

Just as Jian Liyun finished her call with Yan Sui, He Chenyu called.

Jian Liyun looked at the three characters displayed on the caller ID, her eyes filled with coldness.

“Ms. Jane, your agent is also attending my elder brother’s funeral today.”

He Chenyu got straight to the point.

Jian Liyun said calmly, "Is that so? Mr. He, please accept my condolences."

He Chenyu felt no grief over the death of his older brother; he was more concerned about other things.

"I heard her say that she found you a Go teacher? Could you tell me which Go teacher it is?"

Jian Liyun refused outright: "It's inconvenient."

He Chenyu didn't expect Jian Liyun's attitude to suddenly become so tough. His expression turned ferocious for a moment, then he said gently, "I heard from people at the hospital that Aunt Lei's health hasn't been very good lately, and the doctors are discussing whether to change the treatment plan."

In the past, He Chenyu would always resort to threats when he wanted Jian Liyun to do something.

What He Chenyu didn't know was that Jian Liyun hadn't actually been threatened before. She was only submissive to him on the surface because she also wanted to use him.

So this time, Jian Liyun simply said, "I'll do whatever the doctor says."

He Chenyu was incredulous. He repeated what he had just said: "Miss Jian, what I mean is that Dean Lei needs better treatment methods now."

Jian Liyun's tone remained unchanged: "I know, we'll listen to the doctor and leave the rest to fate."

Having allowed that woman to live on for so many years, Jian Liyun felt that she had actually done more than enough.

Seeing that Jian Liyun was unmoved by his words, He Chenyu decided to be direct: "Miss Jian, tell me who your Go teacher is, and I guarantee that Dean Lei will live longer."

Jian Liyun's voice also turned colder, "No comment."

Before He Chenyu could speak, Jian Liyun said calmly, "Why is Mr. He so concerned about my Go teacher? Your Go skills are so superb, I think you probably don't need a teacher to teach you."

He Chenyu's blood pressure soared with anger. He took several deep breaths before gritting his teeth and saying, "I feel like your Go teacher must be very good. I'd like to meet this person and have a chat."

Suddenly, Yan Sui's smiling face appeared in Jian Liyun's mind.

Her voice softened slightly. "My Go teacher is indeed a very good person. However, meeting you is impossible. What, Mr. He, do you think you're going to lose this game against me?"

How could I possibly lose?!

He Chenyu was filled with this thought, and after a long while he sneered, "Miss Jian, I will be returning to the film crew tomorrow night. It has indeed been a while since we played chess. In that case, why don't you come to my room tomorrow night and play a few moves?"

Jian Liyun immediately agreed.

Having failed to get the information he wanted from Jian Liyun, He Chenyu angrily hung up the phone.

His confidant, Sun Lei, stood beside him and said, "Mr. He, Yan Sui and your second sister were just having a normal social chat this afternoon. We haven't found anything else unusual yet. As for the matter of Go teacher Jian Liyun, I've been investigating it, but I haven't found any trace of that teacher."

He Chenyu slammed his phone to the floor, and the poor, innocent phone shattered into pieces.

He was panting heavily. "How could you not find it?! Go find it again! Without guidance from a master, Jian Liyun couldn't have improved her chess skills so much in such a short time!"

Sun Lei stood respectfully to the side: "Yes, Mr. He."

He Chenyu scratched his head in frustration, then suddenly looked at Sun Lei and asked, "Do you think Jian Liyun's Go teacher might be Yan Sui?"

Sun Lei thought for a moment, "Probably not. We investigated Yan Sui's identity immediately, and her life since childhood has nothing to do with Go. Moreover... Mr. He, you yourself said that Yan Sui can't even distinguish between Gomoku and Go."

He Chenyu paced back and forth. He knew it should be like this, but he still felt that something was not right.

If things continue like this, he will be unable to complete his mission. If he cannot become the chosen one of this world, what awaits him is a torment worse than death.

"Go, contact the doctors at that hospital and have them temporarily suspend the old woman's treatment, but don't actually kill her. After that, send me her photos and videos."

He Chenyu refused to believe that the orphanage director, being Jian Liyun's Achilles' heel, wouldn't be able to get her to talk after all he was doing.

...

The next morning.

Perhaps because she was too tired yesterday, Yan Sui slept until late morning today.

Fortunately, her only scheduled activity for today was to attend Lu Shutian's concert in the evening, so it was okay for her to be a little lazy during the day.

The golden sunlight became somewhat dazzling. Yan Sui hadn't drawn the curtains before going to bed, so she was woken up by the rather harsh sunlight.

She frowned slightly and reached out from under the covers to cover her eyes.

The sunlight made her brow ache.

"Ugh..." Yan Sui groggily opened her eyes and asked, "Li Yun, what are we having for breakfast?"

No one responded.

[Host, good morning—no, good morning! The female supporting character isn't home right now, but your cute and charming system is here!]

The system's energetic voice rang in Yan Sui's mind, and only then did she realize what was happening.

.001 inexplicably added the phrase: "[Boiling a frog in lukewarm water.]"

Yan Sui rubbed her eyes with a smile, "Okay, okay, I'm a frog, alright? You two, stop arguing."

After yawning, Yan Sui washed up, changed her clothes, and decided to go out to find something to eat.

It was neither too early nor too late, so she took out her phone, searched online, and decided to go to the brunch restaurant closest to her neighborhood.

There weren't many people in the store yet, so Yan Sui chose a seat in the corner.

Slowly flipping through the menu, Yan Sui hesitated for a while before finally ordering.

While waiting for the food to be served, Yan Sui looked out the glass window at the passersby.

There were young women wearing black-rimmed glasses and business suits hurrying by; there were also elderly people with gray hair, holding soy milk and walking slowly with a cane; and there were junior high school students who looked only thirteen or fourteen years old, hopping and skipping around.

"Pfft."

"Host, what are you laughing at?" the system asked.

Yan Sui rested her chin on her hand, gazing at the school bus parked across the street: "There was a kid across the street just now. She probably didn't want to go to school and was arguing with her mother. She was crying so hard that snot bubbles were coming out of her nose. When her mother saw her rolling around on the ground acting like a brat, she just picked her up with her left hand and her schoolbag with her right, and shoved her into the school bus."

Yan Sui, who has been a genius and well-behaved girl since childhood, has never done anything like this before, but seeing this scene today, Yan Sui also finds it quite interesting.

Even if they aren't the main characters, everyone in this world is living a vibrant and energetic life.

"very nice."

Yan Sui let out a heartfelt sigh.

"Hello, please have your meal."

The waiter then served the dishes. Yan Sui first took a sip of lychee sparkling water, and then picked up a knife and fork to start cutting the fried egg.

The wind chimes at the door rang, indicating that new customers had arrived.

These are two young and lovely girls, both dressed fashionably, but one of them has extremely dark circles under her eyes.

The two sat at the table next to Yan Sui. The girl who seemed to be in better spirits spoke first: "Xiao Ning, what time did you go to sleep last night? We arrived here by plane at 7 pm yesterday, and it was already 8:30 pm when we got to the hotel."

Xiao Ning rubbed her eyes. "Around 2 a.m.? I can't remember exactly. I was so engrossed in putting rhinestones on the fan that I didn't even check the time. I went straight to bed after I finished. Hehe, thanks to Xuanxuan for warming my bed beforehand~"

Xuanxuan coughed lightly, "Be serious, we're outside."

The two called over a waiter and ordered their food. Xiao Ning said excitedly, "Let's go to the venue early today. Lots of girls will be handing out freebies there. Let's go too!"

Xuanxuan had just agreed when Xiaoning pulled out an exceptionally large round fan from her bag: "Ta-da! Look at the king fan I made, isn't it beautiful!"

Yan Sui, who was quietly eating her meal, suddenly felt a flash before her eyes.

She couldn't help but be drawn to it and turned to look.

Noticing that the customers at the next table were also looking at her, Xiao Ning, as a socialite, smiled and looked at Yan Sui: "Look! The king fan I made for myself! Isn't it beautiful?"

"Huh? Isn't this..."

Yan Sui stared in disbelief at the picture of the bright-faced, sweet-smiling woman on the fan.

Xiao Ning was pleasantly surprised: "You know him?"

Yan Sui nodded; how could she not recognize this person?

"This must be Lu Shutian."

Xiao Ning exclaimed, "Sister, are you here to see her concert today too?!"

Unexpectedly, she ran into Lu Shutian's fans while having a meal. Yan Sui nodded, "I guess so."

Xiao Ning immediately pulled out another gift bag from her bag, containing throat lozenges, homemade cards, and banners. "This is for you!"

Yan Sui accepted it, flattered, and said, "Thank you."

Xiao Ning waved her hand, "No need, I'm so happy to meet fellow fans here! Sister, you don't know, although our Xiao Tian only debuted this year, so many people have fallen in love with her right away, and she has a lot of fans of all ages. The reason I was able to afford a front-row ticket this time is because my mom sponsored it."

Sitting across from her, Xuanxuan quietly added, "Her mother is also a fan of Xiaotian, but she couldn't come this time because of work."

Yan Sui smiled and said, "I see."

The three chatted for a few more minutes, and then, as the waiter brought the food to Xiao Ning's table, they finally ended their conversation.

After finishing her meal, Yan Sui went to the cashier and said to the cashier, "Could you please settle the bill for the table next to me as well? Thank you."

As Yan Sui left the store, the two girls waved and smiled at her.

Wandering aimlessly down the street, Yan Sui stared at her own shadow on the ground, saying nothing.

[Host, you seemed quite happy just now, but now you're unhappy.]

The system was curious, so it chose to ask a question directly.

Yan Sui looked up at the flower shop not far away: "This world is the second loop now. What will happen to those ordinary people at the end of the first loop?"

The system didn't know the answer, and .001 spoke up: "Not good. Lose your memory and start over."

"What if this world is destroyed..."

Before Yan Sui could finish her question, .001 said directly: "All living beings in this world will also disappear."

Yan Sui didn't ask any more questions; she walked into the flower shop.

This shop isn't very big, but it has a wide variety of flowers.

The shop owner was a young woman with braided pigtails, wearing an apron. "Hello, would you like to buy flowers?"

Yan Sui nodded: "Yes, I bought it as a gift."

The boss was very perceptive: "Do you want to give this to a relative, lover, friend, or a client?"

Yan Sui thought for a moment, "They are very important to me, and I also hope that they can live well."

The shop owner understood, and she smiled, "What blessings would you like to send them?"

bless?

This time, Yan Sui didn't hesitate: "Let me be free."

The boss was stunned. She had heard many people offer their blessings, but those who expressed a wish for the other person to be free were indeed a minority.

“I understand,” Fortunately, her excellent business skills allowed her to react quickly. “The store does have flowers that symbolize freedom, but there are two kinds. Which one do you prefer?”

The owner led Yan Sui to the other side of the flower shop, pointing to two bunches of flowers next to each other with his right hand.

"This is called larkspur. Its petals have blue edges that gradually turn white towards the center. As you can see, its color is rather light and elegant, which also symbolizes purity. The flower language of larkspur is freedom and lightness."

Yan Sui nodded slightly, and the shopkeeper pointed to another bouquet: "This one is called Strelitzia reginae. Compared to Larkspur, its color is more vibrant. Don't you think its shape is unique? It looks like a little bird spreading its wings. The flower language of Strelitzia reginae is unrestrained freedom, which also meets your requirements."

Yan Sui thought for a moment, "Help me wrap up the bird of paradise flowers, use it as the main theme, and then add some other flowers to make a bouquet."

"Okay," the shopkeeper replied with a smile. "Bandaging will take about half an hour. Would you like to wait a while, or would you like me to have someone bring it to you once it's done?"

Yan Sui wanted to go back to rest: "I'll tell you the address, and I'll bring it over later."

"Okay, by the way, what should we write on the greeting card?"

“You don’t need to fill out the greeting card. Just send me the blank one, and I’ll write it,” Yan Sui replied.

After communicating with the florist, Yan Sui finally embarked on her journey home.

The system also spoke up: "[Host, I actually think the Thousand Birdsweed is quite pretty too.]"

Yan Sui hummed in agreement. A gust of wind blew in her face, and she pulled her coat tighter. "Birdweed is also very nice, but it's more suitable for Li Yun. I'll give this to Li Yun after she finishes filming this TV series."

After a leisurely stroll, Yan Sui finally made it home. Without any regard for her image, she threw her bag onto the coffee table and then pounced on the sofa.

She felt a little tired even though she hadn't done anything today.

As if remembering something, Yan Sui sat up from the sofa, then unzipped her bag and took out the gift bag that the girl in the restaurant had given her.

Yan Sui opened the bag, picked up a throat lozenge, unwrapped it, and popped it into her mouth.

The throat lozenges released a slightly sweet taste in the mouth, along with a cool sensation. Yan Sui nodded slightly, "This is pretty good."

Then she started looking at the cards and banners in the gift bag.

"Little Tian, ​​Little Tian, ​​the sweetest in the world."

Yan Sui unconsciously read it aloud, then laughed out loud, "These fans are so cute."

She started looking at the girl's self-printed cards again. Lu Shutian smiled sweetly on each card, and anyone who saw them would unconsciously feel better.

"She really is very charming," Yan Sui couldn't help but exclaim.

Knock knock.

Yan Sui ran to open the door; the flowers she had just ordered had arrived.

She thanked them and accepted the bouquet. After carefully placing it on the coffee table, she went to the study to get a pen.

The greeting card is quite large; there's more than enough room to write even a hundred words on it.

But Yan Sui, holding the pen in her right hand, didn't know what to write.

After pondering for a long time, Yan Sui finally put pen to paper.

To Lu Shutian: I hope you can live freely and happily.

Yan Sui wrote a period, put the pen cap back on, and the system found it strange. [Host, you haven't signed your name yet.]

"……unnecessary."

Yan Sui said this lightly, then added, "I'll take a nap a little longer. Wake me up when it's time."

...

After a day of rest, Yan Sui finally arrived at the entrance of the concert. Only then did she truly feel Lu Shutian's amazing popularity.

Even though they've only been in the industry for less than a year and have only released one album, the lines are already incredibly long, with people of all ages and styles of dress.

Lu Shutian's persona as a sweet-song singer with extremely high national popularity has finally come to life at this moment.

This is only her debut. As her career takes off, her fan base will likely reach an alarming level.

Although there were many people queuing to enter, the staff on site were all efficient and orderly, and Yan Sui was able to enter smoothly after queuing for only ten minutes.

The ticket Lu Shutian gave her wasn't for a seat in the stands closest to the stage, but rather in a VIP box a short distance away.

Although there is some distance, you can still see the stage clearly, and the privacy is better, which greatly enhances the viewing experience.

Yan Sui was led into a private room by a staff member. As soon as she sat down, she realized that she was in the very center of all the private rooms, directly facing the extended stage.

The audience began to enter the venue one after another, and everything proceeded as usual.

After thinking for a moment, Yan Sui sent a message to Jian Liyun.

[Li Yun, I'm going to Miss Lu's concert tonight, so I can't video call you. Sorry.]

Yan Sui thought the other side was still filming, but to her surprise, Jian Liyun replied immediately with a "okay" and told her to have fun.

As for Jian Liyun, after replying to the message with a blank expression, she looked at the man sitting opposite her.

He Chenyu said coldly, "Miss Jian, please. By the way, we'll each have seven men today."

Why are there so many bets today?

Jian Liyun immediately became wary, but then felt fortunate that Yan Sui had just taught her the seventh son a few days ago.

Yan Sui was completely unaware of Jian Liyun's current situation, but she jumped up from her seat.

The reason was simple: just as she received the message from Jian Liyun, Lu Shutian also sent her a message.

It consists of only nine characters.

[Sister, I remember everything.]

What did Lu Shutian remember? Did she recall her time in Yan Sui's world?

Yan Sui couldn't stop thinking about these things. If Lu Shutian regained this part of her memory, would she know where the little bird went?

Did the little bird really die? Or did she save it?

Problems kept piling up, and Yan Sui felt like her brain was about to explode.

Compared to her, .001 wasn't much better.

Perhaps assimilated by the system, .001 also emitted a sharp crack: [How is this possible! The female lead hasn't even met the conditions for memory recovery, how could she possibly recover her memories!]

The system was also frantic, jumping up and down in panic. [Host, the concert is about to start. It's probably too late to confront the female lead now. How about we just call her?]

Yan Sui knew that given Lu Shutian's current situation, there was a high chance she wouldn't be able to get through on the phone.

She suppressed her anxiety: "I'll ask her after the concert."

Time passed second by second, and Yan Sui went from being anxious to looking dazed.

She only realized Lu Shutian had taken the stage when tens of thousands of audience members cheered.

Today, Lu Shutian wore a light pink strapless short dress, with a sweet style. The fabric of the top hugged her perfect waistline, while the skirt was very fluffy, with layers of tulle spliced ​​together, making her look even sweeter and cuter.

Her image was also projected onto the big screen, and Lu Shutian waved vigorously to the audience.

The crowd erupted in cheers and applause once again. Lu Shutian smiled sweetly, gracefully turned around and bowed, her left index finger lightly touching her lips. The huge venue immediately fell silent.

Sweet singing voices resounded throughout the venue.

Lu Shutian changed into three different outfits for tonight's concert. In addition to singing songs from her first album, she also performed some songs from her upcoming second album.

This also heightened the emotions of all the audience members present, who felt that coming here was a great opportunity.

Yan Sui glanced at the program schedule and realized that it was already coming to an end.

Lu Shutian also took off her headset. After two hours of intense singing, her forehead was slightly damp with sweat. "Were you all satisfied with tonight's concert?"

"satisfy!"

She smiled, her eyes crinkling, "So, do you like it?"

The entire audience unanimously exclaimed, "We love it!"

Lu Shutian nodded: "I'm glad everyone likes it. My second album will be officially released in five days. Please give it your support!"

The thunderous applause from the audience was the best expression of their attitude.

After taking off her headset, Lu Shutian closed her eyes for a few seconds to catch her breath. When she opened them again, she smiled and said, "Although it's a bit sudden, I've been inspired to create a new song today because of something that happened. Please wait for me a moment."

Why wouldn't the audience be happy to hear another new song? Everyone began to wait patiently.

While Lu Shutian went backstage to change clothes, Yan Sui calmly said, "Is it possible to report an additional performance piece on short notice? If not, then Lu Shutian's actions are against the rules."

...001 practically begged on her knees: [Transmigrator Yan Sui, I beg you, can you be a little more romantic at a time like this?]

Yan Sui shrugged and stopped talking.

..001 added: "I just learned the reason why the female lead was able to regain her memories, but I'm sorry, I can't tell you."

After the main god, Luo Yanquan, left this world, she told .001 that she had restored Lu Shutian's memories ahead of time.

When asked why, she simply replied calmly.

"Because I think all three of them are quite pitiful."

.001 didn't understand what this meant, but it couldn't contact the main god afterward, so it had to give up.

The system scoffed: "If you can't tell us, what's the point of telling us? It'll make you look bad."

Yan Sui listened quietly as the two systems started arguing again. Having watched the concert for so long, her mood was no longer as anxious as it had been at the beginning.

She thought, Lu Shutian is really a great singer.

Lu Shutian shone brightly and was very charming as she sang earnestly on stage.

About three minutes later, Lu Shutian, who had quickly changed her clothes, returned to the stage, and the audience gasped in surprise.

Lu Shutian...

She was actually wearing a pure white wedding dress?!

Although it wasn't a conventionally elaborate and ornate wedding dress, it was clear to anyone with eyes that Lu Shutian was treating herself as a bride at that moment.

Wearing a pure white long dress and a short veil, Lu Shutian was smiling, but her eyes were filled with sadness.

"This song was only written today, so it currently only has piano accompaniment. Please forgive me."

After a pause, Lu Shutian continued, "The name of this song is 'Hopeless Heart'."

Hopelessness, but do not forget.

She stood at the very center of the stage, looking directly in the direction of Yan Sui.

"Please listen to my heart."

Yan Sui unconsciously held her breath under that gaze. She adjusted her posture and looked intently at the pure white figure on the stage.

The sound of a piano began, and Lu Shutian's singing joined in.

"The quiet night, the desk lamp was turned off"

I closed my eyes and listened to the wind outside the window.

What comes to mind is your smiling face from that time.

I really want to see you again.

I was showing my scars at that time.

Saying that being with you can open my heart

I held your hand as we walked across the damp suspension bridge.

All I could hear was my own heart pounding.

The romance of getting caught in the rain together

Washed away by reality in the blink of an eye

You are so far away from me

I can no longer see your face clearly.

I think I can keep waiting.

But they all say you are the wind.

You once sheltered my vulnerability.

Then I was left alone, feeling lost.

I'm keeping my heart tightly shut right now.

The person with the key has already been missed.

The warmth of that hug still lingers.

The youthful heart that can never return sinks again and again.

The memory has become blurred.

The wind chimes seem so lonely as the wind blows.

You once sheltered my vulnerability.

Then I was left alone, feeling lost.

I understand I have no right to stop you from moving forward.

But I'm trapped in this hopeless state of mind, unable to move forward.

I think I can keep waiting.

But they all say you are the wind.

You once sheltered my vulnerability.

Then I was left alone, feeling lost.

The memory has become blurred.

The wind chimes seem so lonely as the wind blows.

You once sheltered my vulnerability.

Then I was left alone, feeling lost.

To this day, I still hold onto this hopeless feeling.

"To stay forever in this damp place"

[Author's Note]

I spent several days working on the lyrics. Since I'm a complete beginner, I looked up the components and precautions for lyrics and started writing right away. If you think the lyrics are bad, please tell me, it's my fault for not writing them well!

(I really burned the midnight oil trying to make the lyrics rhyme, while ensuring they were relevant to Xiao Lu's experiences. It's true what they say, every profession has its own secrets. I felt like a desperate illiterate when I was writing the lyrics [facepalm and crying emoji])

Hopefully, this song has well expressed Xiao Lu's emotions. Even after singing a sweet song, she can still slay the whole audience when she sings a sad love song!

The only downside is that this song doesn't actually exist in reality, so the melody will have to rely on your imaginations, dear readers! [rainbow emoji]

The following are the detailed lyrics annotations:

Hopeless Thoughts

Verse 1

The quiet night, the desk lamp turned off

I closed my eyes and listened to the wind outside the window.

What comes to mind is your smiling face from that time.

I really want to see you again.

Verse 2

I was showing my scars at that time.

Saying that being with you can open my heart

I held your hand as we walked across the damp suspension bridge.

All I could hear was my own heart pounding.

Chorus 1:

The romance of getting caught in the rain together

Washed away by reality in the blink of an eye

You are so far away from me

I can no longer see your face clearly.

Chorus 2:

I think I can keep waiting.

But they all say you are the wind.

You once sheltered my vulnerability.

Then I was left alone, feeling lost.

Verse 3:

I'm keeping my heart tightly shut right now.

The person with the key has already been missed.

The warmth of that hug still lingers.

The youthful heart that can never return sinks again and again.

Chorus 3:

The memory has become blurred.

The wind chimes seem so lonely as the wind blows.

You once sheltered my vulnerability.

Then I was left alone, feeling lost.

Plot segment:

I understand I have no right to stop you from moving forward.

But I'm trapped in this hopeless state of mind, unable to move forward.

Chorus 2:

I think I can keep waiting.

But they all say you are the wind.

You once sheltered my vulnerability.

Then I was left alone, feeling lost.

Chorus 3:

The memory has become blurred.

The wind chimes seem so lonely as the wind blows.

You once sheltered my vulnerability.

Then I was left alone, feeling lost.

To this day, I still hold onto this hopeless feeling.

Forever stay in this damp place