58 I want you to kiss me

Is it good or not?

After the song ended, it took about ten seconds for the audience to come to their senses and burst into applause.

The applause from tens of thousands of people was like the sound of rain. Lu Shutian put down the microphone and stared steadily in Yan Sui's direction.

It's strange, even though there's a certain distance between them, Yan Sui feels like the other person can see her.

About a minute later, Lu Shutian took a deep breath and said, "Thank you for listening to me finish this song. Before the concert ends, I have an announcement to share with everyone."

Lu Shutian revealed her familiar sweet smile again: "Thank you for taking care of me since my debut. From today onwards, I will change my agency and continue to meet everyone as an artist of Caisheng Media Company."

Yan Sui hadn't even recovered from the song when she heard the system's frantic shouts.

[Why is the female lead working at the host's agency?! Does this make sense?]

"What did you say?" Yan Sui finally reacted, saying in disbelief.

The system emitted a sharp, characteristic crackling sound: [This plot development isn't just different from the original work, it's diametrically opposed to it!]

Director Kong's message also arrived at this very moment, which was quite coincidental.

[Xiao Yan, you should know the good news by now. Miss Lu, as one of the most promising singers of the new generation, has switched companies to ours. She specifically asked you to be her manager, and everyone in the company is so envious of you. Look at these two under your management, one a future movie queen and the other a future pop queen, both are definitely super high-potential stocks.]

Whether she has potential or not, Yan Sui doesn't know, but she knows that her ability to balance things needs to be further refined.

I just want to sleep and pretend nothing happened.

As Lu Shutian left the stage, the audience members began to leave one after another.

Before Yan Sui could get up, she saw a staff member in a work uniform push open the door and enter. "Ms. Yan, please come with me."

Yan Sui paused for a moment, then followed the staff member.

The staff led her through a series of turns until they finally arrived at the backstage lounge.

At that time, Lu Shutian was still wearing that pure white wedding dress. When she saw Yan Sui arrive, she winked at the staff next to her.

Everyone wisely withdrew, leaving the two of them alone.

"you……"

Before Yan Sui could finish speaking, she saw Lu Shutian lift her skirt and run towards her, hugging her tightly.

It was a passionate, forceful, yet silent embrace.

Yan Sui was used to Lu Shutian's usual chatter, so her current quietness made her feel a little uncomfortable.

"Let me hug you, sister."

Lu Shutian was holding him very tightly, but her voice was as soft as a feather.

Yan Sui pursed her lips and didn't say anything more.

Perhaps three minutes passed, perhaps five minutes, before Lu Shutian finally ended the hug.

She released Yan Sui and tidied the stray hairs on Yan Sui's forehead.

"Sister, I thought I would never be able to touch you."

Yan Sui's throat was dry: "You mean restoring memories..."

Lu Shutian took Yan Sui's hands and moved them to her chest, like the most devout believer: "Sister, I remember everything."

Thump, thump, thump.

Yan Sui could feel Lu Shutian's heart pounding.

"So, back then..."

Yan Sui still couldn't bring herself to say it.

Because Lu Shutian looked into her eyes and said each word solemnly.

"I promise you that from this day forward, for better or for worse, for richer or for poorer, in health or in sickness, I will love you and cherish you forever."

"Yan Sui," this was the first time Lu Shutian had addressed Yan Sui by her full name, "Would you be willing to be each other's only one?"

The indoor lighting was very bright, which made Lu Shutian, dressed in pure white, seem to radiate a holy glow.

Yan Sui's pink lips parted slightly, and for a fleeting moment of distraction, she almost blurted out, "I do."

But she suddenly came to her senses, blinked, and reluctantly refused the woman opposite her.

"I'm sorry, I can't agree to that."

She had long lost the ability to fall in love with others. Even if Lu Shutian truly loved her, it didn't mean Yan Sui could take advantage of someone else's sincerity at will.

Yan Sui knows that sincerity must be reciprocated.

Faced with Yan Sui's rejection, Lu Shutian did not react emotionally as expected.

She smiled, revealing her dimples. "It's okay, sister. If you don't agree today, I'll ask again tomorrow. If you still don't agree tomorrow, I'll try again the day after. Day after day, one day you'll agree."

"Sister, we have a long future ahead of us."

There's plenty of time in the future... right?

But Yan Sui thought that she had less than three hundred days left to live in this world, so there was no such thing as a long future.

She and Lu Shutian were ultimately from two different worlds.

...

When the two returned home, Yan Sui took out the bouquet of flowers she had prepared from Jian Liyun's house. "Congratulations on the successful conclusion of today's concert."

Lu Shutian took it and smelled it. "It smells so good, sister."

Yan Sui couldn't tell for a moment whether Lu Shutian was referring to the fragrance of flowers or the fragrance of people. She smiled slightly, "If you like it, then let's..."

Lu Shutian gently pinched Yan Sui's nose. "Let me take a bath and change my clothes before we have a proper chat."

Yan Sui thought that she had waited so long, so she didn't care about waiting a little longer. "Okay... why are you holding my hand?"

Lu Shutian said innocently, "Together, sister."

Yan Sui quickly came up with an excuse: "No, I left the nightgown you gave me at Li Yun's house. I'll go back and wash it, and then come find you, okay?"

“No,” Lu Shutian quickly retorted, “Sister, I’ve prepared plenty of nightgowns for you, one more won’t make a difference.”

Yan Sui couldn't find any other reason, so she had to give up.

Lu Shutian dragged her to take a bath together. While thinking about how to ask her questions later, Yan Sui also had to be on guard against Lu Shutian's "attacks" at all times. After the bath, she actually felt a little tired, both physically and mentally.

Lu Shutian "thoughtfully" helped Yan Sui dry off and change into a new nightgown, then carried her to the bedroom.

Yan Sui sat leaning against the bed, while Lu Shutian rested her head on the other's lap.

"Can we talk now?" Yan Sui asked softly.

"Hmph," Lu Shutian pinched the soft flesh on Yan Sui's thigh in a fit of anger, "Sister only got close to me because she wanted to know what happened back then."

Seeing that Yan Sui remained silent, Lu Shutian could only awkwardly say, "I'll tell you, but the story is very long, so please listen patiently, sister."

Yan Sui touched Lu Shutian's hair and said, "Mmm."

It turns out that when Lu Shutian awakened her consciousness and killed the male protagonist, the world collapsed. In order to repair it urgently, the world's consciousness tried to restart the world.

As the most important person in this world, Lu Shutian received compensation from the world's consciousness—

The compensation is that Lu Shutian can choose someone from another world to save this world.

Therefore, Lu Shutian chose Yan Sui, whose soul was the brightest and purest.

Hearing this, Yan Sui nodded slightly. "I know all that. You said before that you lost some of your memories after that, right?"

Lu Shutian rubbed her cheek against Yan Sui's thigh. Her sister's legs were so fragrant and soft, hehe.

Forcing herself to get back to the point, Lu Shutian continued to recount the situation to Yan Sui:

The world consciousness told Lu Shutian that restarting the world would take some time, and before that, she could visit Yan Sui's world in her soul form.

Yan Sui understood by now and asked, "When were you in my world?"

"Thirteen years old, which is the day you met the little bird."

Yan Sui's lips moved slightly, "The little bird..."

Lu Shutian smiled and said, "Don't rush, let me explain slowly."

To be honest, Yan Sui didn't leave a very deep impression on Lu Shutian at first.

After all, Lu Shutian had chosen Yan Sui in her soul state. She could only see the purity and beauty of Yan Sui's soul, but she really didn't know what Yan Sui looked like or what her personality was like.

So when Lu Shutian met Yan Sui, she just thought that Yan Sui was a very smart, beautiful, but also quiet and introverted Go prodigy.

Yan Sui realized something was wrong halfway through the conversation, "How old were you when you came into my world?"

Lu Shutian thought for a moment. The first time around ended quite early; she was only twenty-two years old at that time.

"Twenty-two years old, older sister."

Yan Sui pinched Lu Shutian's ear, "Then why do you still call me 'sister'? If you think about it that way, you were so much older than me when we first met."

Yan Sui didn't use much force at all, but Lu Shutian pretended to be pitiful, "Sister, you pinched my ears so hard, you're so cruel."

With a sigh, Yan Sui patted Lu Shutian's cheek, "Tell me, why do you call me 'sister'?"

Lu Shutian, who had been speaking fluently, suddenly shut her mouth.

Is there some secret involved?

Now that Lu Shutian has regained her memories, Yan Sui couldn't possibly not ask, "Will you tell me or not?"

Lu Shutian hesitated for a while before saying, "Okay, I'll tell you. Because of your sister."

"Huh?" Yan Sui didn't react. "What does this have to do with my sister?"

Lu Shutian muttered, her voice growing softer and softer: "Your sister also learns Go like you, but she's clearly not as smart as you. She's obviously quite ordinary, yet she follows you around calling you 'sister, sister' all day long, and you don't mind at all. You not only take the time to teach her Go, but you also encourage her to do what she truly wants to do..."

"I'm envious."

Yan Sui thought, "That's really strange."

What she did to her younger sister was nothing more than what an older sister should do. As the female protagonist of this world, hadn't Lu Shutian ever received better love than this?

Lu Shutian poked Yan Sui's soft thigh with her index finger, "So when I heard her scream so many times, I unconsciously screamed along with her."

This form of address even became something like something etched into her instincts. Even though Lu Shutian later lost this memory, when she first met Yan Sui in the second timeline, she still called her "sister" without thinking.

Lu Shutian longed for Yan Sui to treat her with the same tenderness and love she had shown to her younger sister.

Yan Sui couldn't help but laugh. "Then why don't you change how you address me? Now that I know, it feels weird that you still call me 'sister'."

Lu Shutian gave a haughty snort, "No way, you don't understand. 'Sister' is a feeling, it has nothing to do with age."

Yan Sui couldn't argue with the other person, so she said, "Fine, whatever makes you happy."

Lu Shutian's smile faded.

"But sister, you were very unhappy during the years I was with you."

"Although I've always been by your side, watching you win awards in competitions, you're really unhappy."

"If I had to pinpoint a moment when you're truly happy, it's probably when you're playing with the birds."

Lu Shutian adjusted her posture and sat up. She and Yan Sui lay side by side against the headboard, with Lu Shutian leaning her head slightly against Yan Sui's thin shoulder.

"Isn't it amazing? I always thought that you couldn't detect my existence in your world, but your little bird can see me."

Yan Sui's eyes had already welled up with tears without her realizing it.

She really...

I miss that little white bird.

"Oh dear, I've made my sister cry again. I'm such a sinner."

Lu Shutian noticed Yan Sui's change in mood immediately. She kissed the corner of Yan Sui's eye; it was wet, salty, and bitter.

Yan Sui lowered her eyes, no longer wanting to suppress her emotions. "And then?"

"Don't be sad, sister. Tell me something happy." Lu Shutian knelt on the soft bed and looked at Yan Sui with a serious expression.

Yan Sui sniffed. "Go on."

Lu Shutian chuckled.

"Yan Sui, beautiful."

"Yan Sui, I like it."

Yan Sui's pupils constricted, and she looked at Lu Shutian in disbelief: "You..."

The little bird had said the same thing to Yan Sui back then. Yan Sui found it strange, wondering how it could say those words when she hadn't even taught them to her.

Lu Shutian shook her head, her face beaming with undisguised smugness.

"It's me! I taught those two phrases to the little bird. They startled you, didn't they?"

Yan Sui's cheeks flushed red. She hesitated to speak, and in the end, she could only gently push Lu Shutian's shoulder.

Seeing Yan Sui's appearance, Lu Shutian felt her heart melt like spring water. "I love how shy my sister is!"

Yan Sui smiled and said, "It seems you get along very well with the little bird."

Lu Shutian nodded: "Of course, so don't worry, sister. Although some unpleasant things happened later... I managed to save the little bird."

Yan Sui felt her heart skip a beat.

She no longer cared about asking Lu Shutian what the little bird had said back then. More important than anything was knowing that the little bird was still alive, than those words she couldn't hear.

But Lu Shutian immediately scratched her face: "However, it wasn't exactly a matter of bringing it back to life. At that moment, I communicated with the world consciousness of my world and the other systems in their system, and made them make a deal with the bird."

“The birds can come back to life in another way, but things need to be done for them.”

"The world consciousness assured me that you and the little bird will definitely meet again, and that feather is the token between you two."

feather?

Yan Sui's voice trembled: "Was it that feather that appeared out of nowhere on my eighteenth birthday?"

At that moment, Yan Sui stood in the river, just a hair's breadth away from death.

But the feather was blown to her by the wind, so light and airy that she couldn't feel its weight when she held it in her hand.

Lu Shutian nodded, then sighed helplessly.

She took a tissue from the bedside table and gently wiped Yan Sui's face. "Why are you crying again? Are you going to cry all the tears you have in your life today?"

Yan Sui's voice was a little hoarse: "So that gust of wind was you."

Lu Shutian gets angry just thinking about it.

She pouted, "I was really worried at the time. I wanted to tell you that your little bird wasn't dead, and I also wanted to tell you that even if you were really sad, you shouldn't hurt yourself. But there was nothing I could do. You couldn't see me or hear me."

Lu Shutian then said helplessly.

"The world consciousness appeared again at that time. It said, 'After all, I am the heroine of my world, so my luck value is very high and my soul is also very powerful. As long as I put my heart into it, I can take away your sadness.'"

“I thought that thing was nonsense. I couldn’t do anything, so how could I take away your sadness? I could only rush towards you again and again, passing through your body, unable to truly embrace you.”

Yan Sui felt a pang of sadness. "I'm sorry."

Lu Shutian's expression was serious. "Don't apologize, sister. You're always like this, taking all the responsibility, all the mistakes, and all the pain upon yourself. This isn't your fault, and I did it entirely of my own free will."

After a pause, Lu Shutian continued, "At that time, I could see a wisp of black energy in your chest. As I passed through your body, the black energy actually became fainter and fainter, and I also shared your emotions at that time."

Yan Sui realized: "Soul resonance?"

Lu Shutian nodded: "That should be the first time we have achieved a complete soul resonance."

And after that, even though the two had no memories of each other, even though they knew nothing at all, but—

Their souls will remember this feeling.

Lu Shutian touched Yan Sui's face, "I was anxious at the time, and the little bird in its spirit form beside me was also anxious. It kept flapping its wings, as if saying..."

"Yan Sui, don't die."

Yan Sui's tears welled up instantly. Before her brain could process the emotions, her body reacted even faster.

"Little bird, little bird..." Yan Sui didn't know what to say. She just looked helplessly at Lu Shutian and kept calling out to the little bird.

Lu Shutian felt her heart clench. She hugged Yan Sui and patted her back gently. "It's alright, really. The world consciousness told me that when the time is right, you will naturally meet it."

Yan Sui laughed and cried at the same time, "As long as I know it's still alive, that's enough."

She dared not say that she was afraid to meet the little bird.

Regardless, Yan Sui still believed that she was the one who killed the little bird, and she was too ashamed to face the bird again.

Lu Shutian's throat tightened, "No, sister, you deserve the best, the most perfect ending. And during the fire, the little bird was actually..."

Lu Shutian couldn't speak, not because she was emotionally agitated, but because it was as if some kind of restriction had been triggered, preventing her from speaking.

Yan Sui realized this too, and she whispered, "It's okay, you don't need to tell me. One of the rewards for completing the mission is to let me know what the little bird said back then."

"One of the rewards?" Lu Shutian grasped the key point. "Are there other rewards?"

Yan Sui also found it strange, "I thought you could guess. I came to this world because I was in a car accident in the original world. If I can complete the mission, I can survive the car accident in the original world."

Lu Shutian frowned. "Then it seems this task must be completed. However..."

The sweet-looking woman started playing the victim again, pleading, "Can't you just stay in my world and be with me forever?"

Yan Sui couldn't possibly tell Lu Shutian that she only had less than three hundred days left in this world. She simply smiled gently and said, "I have to go back."

Surprisingly, Lu Shutian didn't get angry: "It's okay, of course I'll go back and continue to shine on the Go field. When the mission is completed, I'll go back with you. Then we'll leave that wild woman in this world and ignore her, hehe."

Lu Shutian has already begun to envision a bright future.

Yan Sui chuckled: "Tian Tian, ​​your imagination is too rich. You may be able to go to my world for a short time, but there will definitely be many limitations, and it is even more impossible for you to live there like the people in that world."

Lu Shutian stretched out her index finger and shook it: "No, no. The world consciousness knows a lot of things. Now that my memories have been fully restored, I also know that many things are not impossible. Sister, let's complete the mission first, and we can talk about other things later."

Seeing that Lu Shutian's mood was no different from usual, Yan Sui cautiously asked, "Then what song did you sing tonight..."

Lu Shutian tilted her head.

"What does my sister think?"

“It’s nice to listen to,” Yan Sui said carefully, “but it’s too sad. It’s completely different from the style of your previous albums.”

Lu Shutian sang without much effort, and the accompaniment was just a simple piano, but it still made Yan Sui's heart tremble.

Lu Shutian pretended to be profound, "Because I had just regained my memories at the time, my mind was full of the image of you trying to commit suicide when you were eighteen. After I saved you, I returned to my world, and I don't know how your life went after that."

She pounced on Yan Sui, and the two fell onto the large bed, intimately close.

Nuzzling Yan Sui's neck, Lu Shutian continued, "Then I thought about how you came into this world not to save me. We are the closest people to each other, yet you are so good to that wild woman... But sister, you are already riddled with wounds, why are you still so gentle and kind?"

Yan Sui felt itchy on her neck from the other person's touch, and she flinched, saying, "I'm not as good as you say."

“You do!” Lu Shutian said with certainty. “Anyway, I was really sad when I woke up and thought about these things. I thought I had to write a song that could make my sister cry, so I wrote it.”

"Did you cry just now, sister? Did your heart soften?"

Yan Sui was both amused and exasperated by Lu Shutian's words, "Then why did you wear a wedding dress?"

Lu Shutian said matter-of-factly, "I don't know if my sister wants to marry me, but I will only marry my sister in this life. I will only be my sister's bride, my sister's wife, my sister's..."

Yan Sui quickly covered Lu Shutian's mouth.

She was truly at her wit's end with this person: "Stop talking."

Lu Shutian licked Yan Sui's palm; her tongue was wet, warm, and soft.

Yan Sui recoiled as if she'd been electrocuted, stammering, "What, what are you doing!"

Lu Shutian blinked her seemingly harmless almond-shaped eyes innocently: "Sister doesn't understand? Then I'll try again."

"No need!" Yan Sui quickly refused. "You, you can't always be like this."

Lu Shutian smiled sweetly, "If you don't want to sleep with me, I won't force you, but can't I at least ask for some small compensation?"

Lu Shutian got up and pinned Yan Sui down. She gently traced the other woman's eyebrows and eyes with her index finger, then moved downwards—

Lu Shutian vigorously rubbed Yan Sui's pink lips, and the soft touch from her fingertips made the desire in her eyes become more and more obvious.

"My sister's lips are so soft, I can sink into them with just a light touch."

She coaxed him softly, her sweet voice seemingly irresistible.

"Sister, I want you to kiss me, okay?"

[Author's Note]

Lu, whose memory has returned: I feel incredibly strong now.jpg

Note: This quote includes some Western wedding vows.