Chapter 192 Space Sister, are you even human?

"Mom, I understand what you just said."

Zhizhi looked at her mother earnestly, her innocent face filled with sadness, "So, is it really possible that bad dad is also a perpetrator in Enning's mother's life?"

Her round head couldn't think of a more suitable word.

This was the only metaphor she could use to describe Jiang Yan.

Jiang Yan claimed to be En Ning's mother's lover, but if it weren't for his negligence, En Ning's mother might not have had to suffer so much. If he had done what his father did, he would have helped En Ning's mother go back to find her family immediately after they got together.

Even if he is very busy with work, he can let Enning's mother stay at home to rest during her pregnancy.

Just like with her aunt, perhaps Enning's mother would never have been abducted or died.

Is it right?

Hearing her daughter's earnest question, Deng Qiu remained silent for a long time.

“Zhizhi, you’re still young. This is an adult’s matter. You don’t need to bear it.”

The little girl's voice was already choked with sobs. She raised her little face, her red eyes filled with a final plea for confirmation, "Mommy, all Zhizhi wants is the truth from you, isn't that right?"

Deng Qiu pursed her lips tightly, a look of regret flashing in her eyes.

Even though she had never met Ji Enning, as a woman, she could empathize with Ji Enning's experiences.

She nodded silently, ultimately unable to bear deceiving the cub.

"Yes, Jiang Yan is a complete egoist. He is selfish and cold-hearted. Even though he keeps saying he has feelings for your mother, if a man doesn't think about helping his girlfriend find her family when he's dating her, then he must have ulterior motives and his own plans. The human trafficker hurt En Ning's mother for profit; he's a purely evil person. He's no different from the human trafficker, except he's wearing a layer of emotion on his sleeve."

Deng Qiu gently stroked her daughter's head.

"There are many things in this world that look sweet and tempting on the outside, but are actually poison. I believe that En Ning and your father were indeed lovers back then, but your father was not a good husband or a good father. So... Zhi Zhi, Mom will not stop you from acknowledging him in the future, but Mom hopes that you will stay by Mom's side a little longer and become more mature. When you have fully developed the thinking ability of an adult, you can make your own decision on whether or not to acknowledge him as your father, okay?"

Zhizhi sniffed and responded softly.

"Mom, can I be by myself for a while?"

"good."

Deng Qiu led her into her bedroom, and she thoughtfully closed the door before following Jiang Anchao to the next room to pack her daughter's clothes.

Zhizhi sat on the big bed, and the more she thought about it, the more tears she shed.

She entered the space in a daze and accidentally rolled into the grass.

The grass, carrying the fragrance of earth, surrounded her closely.

Zhizhi murmured to herself, "And what about me? Mom... am I also a perpetrator in your life?"

If her mother hadn't given birth to her, could she have just endured the days and waited for her grandfather or father to find her?

Don't be sad, little master.

Space Sister's voice was as ethereal and gentle as ever, and at this moment, it transformed into a faint light that flowed into Zhizhi's brow.

Soon, Zhizhi felt some images flashing before her eyes.

It was a bright, large room, but people were walking back and forth outside the door.

Zhizhi felt as if she were standing from an outsider's perspective, and she could vaguely see a young and beautiful girl sitting in the bedroom.

When she turned around, Zhizhi stood there, stunned.

Mom... ...she looks exactly like Mom! Is she Mom when she was young?

"En Ning, look what I brought!"

"Ayan! Wow! It's my favorite hawthorn candied hawthorn!" Ji Enning smiled, her eyes crinkling as she took the candied hawthorn with both hands, her dimples appearing and disappearing on her cheeks.

"Ayan, you're so good to me, but you only come back once in a long while... I have to stay here alone every day, it's so boring, it's like being in prison."

"Wait a little longer. The country needs me for development. Science and technology are essential for national prosperity. The Russians took away a lot of data and are now in a cold war with us, but we can't always rely on other countries. So we need to have our own most advanced technology. I work hard in the lab every day, and a lot of data needs to be calculated. Don't worry, En Ning. After the baby is born, I'll go home and tell my parents. They can help take care of the baby, and then you can stay by my side."

Ji Enning's smile gradually faded, and she reached out to stroke her lower abdomen.

"I'm going to be a mom, but it'll be a long time before the baby arrives."

"Ten months, that will be quick."

"Yes! Once we have a baby, we'll be a complete family." Ji Enning's face was practically overflowing with happiness. She was held in her father's arms and whispered, "I also hope Daddy will bless us. I miss him..."

Jiang Yan frowned but did not respond to that sentence.

The screen gradually darkened, and Zhizhi suddenly opened her eyes.

"What was that just now? Was it a memory from Mom's past?"

[Little master, your mother probably really loves your father. Although your father has many flaws, he is also a great hero. Please don't resent him.]

Why do you have memories of your mother? Do you... know my mother?

I was born for my little master's happiness; I will do whatever my little master wants to see.

The Space Sister's voice carried a maternal gentleness as she earnestly answered the cub's question.

Finally, it slowly opened its mouth again:

[Your mother is very good to you now, and your father is very good to you too. Even if you don't acknowledge your biological father, I believe Enning's mother won't blame you, Zhizhi... This is your happiness. When happiness is within your reach, hold onto it tightly.]

Jiang Yan's love for you is real; he's just not good at expressing himself. Please don't blame him.

"Why do you always speak up for him?" Zhizhi lowered her eyes, feeling a little uncomfortable. "I don't like him. He's the bad guy Mommy made."

"...I'm starting to dislike myself too, because I'm a bad person too."

She squatted in the bushes in despair, reaching out to pull at her hair, but unfortunately, the bun Deng Qiu had tied for her when she left was too firmly secured.

She pulled and tugged for a long time, but only managed to pull off one of them.

【No... ...】

Rarely has voiced opposition in this space.

You are the love of her life, you gave her the opportunity to become a mother, and the word "perpetrator" should not be used to describe you.

[Little master, I hope you remember that growing up always comes with troubles. You are good enough, which is why so many people love you. Even though Mom isn't by your side, Mom will still love you.]

Zhizhi was initially quite calm, but upon hearing her sister's comforting words, she instantly broke down in tears.

She hurriedly stood up, her voice urgent, "Then what about you? Who are you? Are you just a spatial entity? Or are you a living, breathing person?!"