Chapter 192 Communication What kind of fatal problem is this?

Although Shen Qingzhu has signed a contract with senior Deng Yuanyuan, there is still a lot of preparation to be done in the early stages because the growing conditions of the Star Rose are harsh and they plan to cultivate it on a large scale in the future.

For example, they need to hire several planetary meteorologists like Yu Yushun to simulate the vacuum environment required by the Star Rose.

In addition, Shen Qingzhu also recruited several experts in mental power from Tangquan to adjust and solve problems related to mental power in the cultivation process of Star Rose.

And because this project is very important, the main persons in charge are currently concentrated on the Academy Star, so in the end, Shen Qingzhu simply rented a small-scale scientific research satellite on the Academy Star as a temporary breeding base for Star Rose.

Deng Yuanyuan is the general manager of the project and has the power to allocate all resources on the satellite.

However, because Senior Deng was not good at dealing with people, after discussing with her, Shen Qingzhu and she recruited an assistant to be responsible for administrative work.

This deputy was not a stranger, but Xue Congjia, who had stayed in the academy to recuperate since his recovery.

As the daughter of Principal Xue Guanlan and Vice Principal Lin Qin, although Xue Congjia has been a noble lady for decades, she is as tough and strong as her two mothers, and has outstanding abilities in all aspects.

At the same time, since almost all members of the Star Rose project team were Omegas, Shen Qingzhu and Deng Yuanyuan had no plans to let any Alpha or Beta intervene in the short term. Ms. Xue Congjia, who was also an Omega and mature and smooth, stood out from "Qiming" and officially became Deng's deputy and partner.

In addition, due to the high confidentiality level of the Star Rose project team, in addition to equipping the satellite with a batch of security robots, Shen Qingzhu, after discussing with Ji Mingxue, found Vice President Lin Qin and asked her to help assemble a real-life security team composed of retired Omega Expeditionary Force to be responsible for the safety of the satellite.

Because of this, since the beginning of summer vacation, Shen Qingzhu has been in frequent contact with Vice President Lin Qin and Xue Congjia.

Then, he was approached by Principal Xue Guanlan again. The reason for approaching him was similar to the previous one. He still wanted to ask him for advice on how to further pursue Vice Principal Lin Qin.

Shen Qingzhu: ...

Although, he is really not very good at doing this kind of thing!

Why did Principal Xue choose him?

Does he really look like he's good at dating?

Fortunately, Principal Xue did not really regard him as a life-saving straw. Instead, he regarded Shen Qingzhu as a friend regardless of age difference.

It seemed that because she had once told Shen Qingzhu about her and Vice Principal Lin Qin, it was not so difficult for her to speak again.

Also, because Shen Qingzhu has been in frequent contact with the two most important people in her life recently, she should have a better understanding of Lin Qin and Xue Congjia's personalities. In addition, because of Shen Qingzhu's suggestion at the birthday party, there has indeed been some progress between Principal Xue and Ms. Lin Qin recently...

Because of this, Principal Xue found Shen Qingzhu, the "military strategist" again.

After a few interactions, the two of them actually began to feel like close friends regardless of age difference.

In fact, Shen Qingzhu never likes to get involved in other people's emotional issues. Although he has little emotional experience, due to the nature of his work, he has seen countless love and hatred in the past.

Therefore, he knew very well that no two relationships in this world are exactly the same, and the problems faced by each person are also different. Naturally, there can be no universal solution. It cannot be applied mechanically, and can only be analyzed specifically for each specific problem.

Principal Xue Guanlan naturally understood these things.

However, she was still very interested in Shen Qingzhu's method of solving emotional problems, so she would often ask Shen Qingzhu some difficult questions, such as -

The reason why she and Ms. Lin Qin broke up was because Lin Qin was determined to go to the expeditionary battlefield, even at the cost of abandoning his wife and daughter.

Because of this, the two had a very unpleasant breakup.

Xue Guanlan asked Shen Qingzhu how he would solve the problem if he and Ji Mingxue encountered the same problem.

Will I be disappointed and angry like she was back then, firmly express my opposition, and even say many hurtful words without thinking, or will I have other choices?

Shen Qingzhu: ...

What kind of fatal problem is this?

However, because he knew that Principal Xue was not trying to embarrass him but was seriously asking for his opinion, Shen Qingzhu really thought about it carefully for a while and then smiled helplessly.

"Your question really makes me feel a little embarrassed," Shen Qingzhu said in a gentle voice, "because just imagining this possibility makes me feel extremely reluctant."

Principal Xue's eyes lit up immediately, and he leaned forward slightly, agreeing, "Indeed, I felt the same way back then, and I even couldn't believe it for a while!"

Shen Qingzhu thought for a moment and said, "I don't find it unbelievable."

"Because I know very well that Mingxue really loves this universe and sea of ​​stars."

"From the day he firmly chose to become a mecha warrior, he should have been ready to go to the battlefield at any time."

"So, if he really makes a decision similar to what Ms. Lin Qin did in the future, I will certainly be surprised and sad, but I will not stop him."

Principal Xue frowned, "Even if he just gave birth not long ago? You just had your own child?"

"Cough cough cough..." Shen Qingzhu was immediately choked by the question, and a light red blush appeared on the tips of her ears.

This question was a bit too advanced for him.

However, he still emphasized after calming down, "That day will never come. Even if we really decide to have children in the future, it will only be through in vitro fertilization."

"Using one's own flesh and blood to nurture life is a huge burden for anyone. Mingxue and I will not do that."

This was not just Shen Qingzhu's own idea, but he and Ji Mingxue had actually had a similar discussion before because of Xue Congjia's matter.

In the end, they all came to the conclusion that if they really wanted to have children in the future, they would only do so through in vitro fertilization.

In fact, Shen Qingzhu found it difficult to imagine what Ji Mingxue would look like when she was pregnant.

Occasionally, when Shen Qingzhu saw similar plots in their fan fiction, he always felt a little uncomfortable.

So, no matter what, this kind of thing would never happen to Ji Mingxue.

Because that is completely avoidable harm.

But this only answers half of the question.

The other half of the question was - "Even though you just had your own child?"

Shen Qingzhu said slowly, "Even if that day comes, Mingxue's situation will definitely be different from that of Ms. Lin Qin back then."

"Mingxue has a special status. If he really went to the battlefield when he just had a child, it must be because the situation at the time forced him to make that decision, or it was the best solution."

"In this case, even if I feel very reluctant, I will respect his decision."

"Because before being 'my lover' and 'the father of my child', he is first and foremost himself, 'Ji Mingxue' himself, and he can naturally make any choice based on his own needs."

"As for me," Shen Qingzhu murmured, "I will probably take care of the child while waiting for him to return safely. I will also prepare enough inhibitors for him to ensure that he won't have any accidents in this regard."

However, also because of Ji Mingxue's identity, Shen Qingzhu was very sure that even if he really went to the battlefield one day, Ji Mingxue would not be able to stay on the front line all the time. After all, he really had the throne to inherit.

So again, there are no two leaves in this world that are exactly the same, and there are no two people that are exactly the same.

"Ms. Lin Qin's situation back then should be very different from Ming Xue's."

Shen Qingzhu went straight to the heart of the matter. "Principal Xue, I'm actually a little curious. Do you really know why Ms. Lin Qin was determined to go to the front line of the expeditionary army?"

Upon hearing this, Principal Xue immediately woke up from his deep thoughts. After recalling for a while, he frowned and said, "...I don't know."

"During that time, we often quarreled, and her temper became very strange. She got angry easily. No matter what I said, it would make her angry. She would even cry for no reason."

"I was very busy with work at the time, and she looked unhappy every day when I got home. Occasionally I wanted to have a good chat with her, but we always ended up arguing."

"Later, when the child was seven months old, she suddenly told me that she had passed the conscription application for the expeditionary force and would be going to the front in a few days."

"I didn't know what she was thinking at the time, because with my ability, I could have given her and the child a good life. I didn't understand why she would abandon me and the child."

When saying this, Xue Guanlan was really depressed.

Shen Qingzhu did not comfort him, but just let out a long breath and said in an ambiguous tone, "Didn't you ask Ms. Lin Qin at that time?"

Xue Guanlan fell into reminiscence, "Of course I asked, but we were both in a bad mood at the time, and the words we said were very hurtful."

"Her most common words were 'You don't understand.'"

"I thought about it for many years and realized that I really didn't understand."

"Until now, I still don't understand why she left so resolutely."

Although it was obvious that Principal Xue did not lie, it was precisely because of this that Shen Qingzhu felt a little tight in the chest and could not help but let out a long sigh.

Xue Guanlan noticed it and immediately glanced at Shen Qingzhu, "She used to take deep breaths like you."

“Doctor Shen, are you unhappy too?”

The hesitant and cautious look made Shen Qingzhu feel helpless and a little bit like laughing.

However, Shen Qingzhu still said calmly, "I'm not unhappy, but I did hear something from your words."

Principal Xue immediately looked at him with sharp eyes and full of expectation.

Shen Qingzhu then said carefully, "From your description, Ms. Lin Qin may have suffered from postpartum depression."

"Also, when she said 'you don't understand', she probably meant that you can't put yourself in her shoes and understand the real pain in her heart."

"In fact, it's not just you. Most of the Alphas in the empire don't understand the pain that Omegas face and go through."

Although from the contact during this period of time, Principal Xue's personality is much better than many Alphas in the empire, but even so, she still has some common problems with Alphas, such as -

Although she really loved her daughter Xue Congjia and had a good relationship with Xue Congjia, it was not until Xue Congjia got into trouble some time ago and finally decided to divorce that Principal Xue realized that Xue Congjia had never liked Stephen Romanov.

The reason why Xue Congjia married Stephen was actually because she was worried that if she did not agree, the Romanov family would persecute Principal Xue.

But in fact, Principal Xue had already secured the position of the principal of the First Military Academy. Even if Xue Congjia rejected Stephen, it would not have a big impact on Principal Xue.

But after all these years, it was not until Xue Congjia was almost in trouble that the two of them knew for the first time what the other was thinking.

This shows that although they have a good relationship, this mother and daughter actually have big problems in communication.

Judging from the communication between Shen Qingzhu and Xue Congjia during this period, Xue Congjia actually has a high emotional intelligence and strong communication skills.

Therefore, perhaps Principal Xue should bear the main responsibility for the communication problems between her and him.

Ms. Lin Qin is also an Omega with a strong personality and not very good at expressing herself.

In this case, it doesn't seem surprising that she and Principal Xue had such a quarrel back then.