He carried the basin of water out to the well and gently took out the clothes to wash.

Feel the wind blowing outside.

Instead of hanging them outside, he brought the wet clothes into the room.

After he was done, he lay down on the bed and signaled the guard to apply medicine to him.

The guard came forward and carefully sprinkled the powder on the wound.

After finishing it, I was just about to remind him that it’s best to sleep on his stomach.

When I turned around, I saw that Mu Lianshen, who was lying down, had closed his eyes.

Is this sleeping?

Or fainted?

The guard didn't dare to disturb him and lay half-closed on the other side of the bed.

He didn't dare sleep too deeply, for fear that Mu Lianshen would have a fever again in the middle of the night.

And Fu Xiao in the space was still reading the diary.

The content in the middle talks about the process of Mu Lianshen and Fu Jingshu getting to know each other and falling in love.

Their meeting originated from a war, when Fu Jingshu rescued the injured Mu Lianshen on the battlefield.

At that time, Mu Lianshen was a very unruly and fierce person, not like a soldier at all.

Instead, he looks a bit like a gangster.

Fu Jingshu didn't have a good feeling about him at first.

Later, on the battlefield, he disregarded his own safety and risked his life to save many lives.

She finally changed her mind about him.

Once during a flood relief operation, two people were trapped in the flood while trying to save an old man.

It was Mu Lianshen who kept pushing her with the wooden board, while he soaked in the water for the whole night.

After that ordeal, both of them had different feelings towards each other.

We went through a lot of things together afterwards.

After Mu Lianshen fell in love with the girl, it took him a long time to impress her.

The two fell in love, Fu Jingshu took him to meet her parents, and they got married...

The diary written at this time is filled with sweetness between the lines.

Fu Jingshu also summarized this passage in her diary:

She met such a boy.

In front of her, he seemed to have suppressed all his temper.

His arrogance and pride disappeared.

Only love remains.

His eyes always sparkled when he looked at her.

His eyes are always gentle.

The proud and noble boy knelt on the ground and begged for a long time to get her parents to agree that they could be together.

He gave himself all the preferences and specialness.

It's hard not to be moved by such a boy.

They fell in love...

At the wedding, he swore in a loving voice that he would reduce dangerous tasks.

He would spend the rest of his life loving her...

She wanted to tell him that she understood him.

What she loves is such a passionate and selfless young man.

He seems to always stand straight and upright, and cannot be bent or defeated.

He always has the high blood, loyalty and responsibility of a soldier.

As a military wife, she supported him.

But she was happy about his words.

Because she loves him, she naturally doesn't want him to get hurt.

Later, she had two children.

He was so happy that he took a long vacation and stayed with her...

She felt more at ease.

Together, they looked forward to the arrival of this new life.

But this day...

He looked at her with guilty eyes and said he was going out for a while.

For some reason, she wanted to hold him capriciously this time.

It seemed like after he left this time, we would never see each other again.

But she couldn't, after all, it was his responsibility.

She was probably just too sensitive because of her pregnancy.

She comforted herself like this...

With a smile on her face, she watched him walk out the door.

Looking at these words, Fu Xiao felt a deep pain in his heart.

She thought: If Mu Wanlan hadn't done this, their family would...

It should be very happy,

Then turn to the next page of the diary.

Fu Jingshu spent the rest of the time waiting anxiously.

All the way to where she had last seen it.

What’s strange is that several pages of the diary containing information before her delivery seemed to have been torn out.

At the very end, Fu Jingshu wrote: Mu Lianshen, you fool...see you in the next life...

There was nothing wrong with the entire diary, but after reading it in its entirety, it gave her a very strange feeling.

Why did she leave such words to Mu Lianshen?

So she knew she wouldn't live long?

But it feels wrong.

Even if there was something wrong with Mu Wanlan's body.

But why did you tear out those pages of the diary?

These should not be hidden from Mu Lianshen.

Also, there was not a single mention of Mu Lianshen on the pages before the diary was torn up, it was all about the baby in her belly.

Every sentence is:

Mommy loves you...

Mommy won't let anyone hurt you...

Baby, your dad is a fool, but mommy misses him so much...

Also...I really don't want to part with him.

When Fu Xiao saw these words, he thought that Fu Jingshu already knew that there was something wrong with her body.

Did Mu Wanlan poison her?

But if it's because of this...

What was written on those torn pages of the diary?

Why did she care so much about the baby in her belly before...

The tone in her diary sounded like something was wrong with Fu Xiao at that time.

But there was clearly nothing wrong with her body and she was not poisoned.

No old illness....

If her body was poisoned by Mu Wanlan, she knew she would not live long.

Is that why you chose not to meet Mu Lianshen and kept it from him?

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