Two sharp rays of light shot out of Tu Ran's eyes, and he growled softly, "How are you better than me?"

Shen Xingzhou gave Mu Lianshen a very faint smile and bowed.

"I understand your sense of responsibility. You have saved many people. I respect you. I also know..."

"If you had the chance to do it all over again, you would still do these things. Your overall interests and the country are your priorities. These are ingrained in your bones and cannot be undone."

He straightened up and said in a heavier voice, "But I don't have your spirit."

"After all, what does other people's lives have to do with me? I will never be so great as to sacrifice my lover to protect others."

This young man is so cold and lonely...

Mu Lianshen's emotions were difficult to discern.

He swept his cold eyes over Shen Xingzhou who was speaking with certainty, and his voice had a chilling power, and he said lightly: "You are also wearing a military uniform, and you have come to this point. You are facing a choice. What should you do?"

"When faced with a choice, I will only choose her. I will never let her become my second choice. In front of her, my life can even come second. What does this dress mean to her?"

"Without this dress, how can you protect her?"

There was a smile in Mu Lianshen's voice.

It's a mockery.

"Okay, now you put her first in everything and give up everything for her."

He looked at Shen Xingzhou steadily, “What about in the future? In the future, you won’t think about this moment in your heart?”

"When you see others in high positions, don't you think in your heart, I gave up so much because of you, and I regret it?"

"You have her in your heart now, so you naturally won't think that way. If one day, your feelings fade, everything you do now will become a tool for you to morally blackmail her."

"......"

"Also, the most important point is, what are your feelings towards An An? Are you grateful to her for saving your life? Or is it because she is so outstanding that you just have a momentary admiration for her?"

Gratitude will always run out, and temporary admiration will always deteriorate.

Chen Xingzhou's eyes were careful and he spoke slowly: "You don't understand me,"

"As you said, the Qi family was completely destroyed because of me. I don't want to explain anything. I am indeed not a good person. I am indeed colder than anyone else when it comes to treating others."

"But facing Fu Xiao is different."

"I can't do anything to anyone about her."

"I am very selfish. I won't take it seriously just because of a little gratitude. Of course, for someone like me, someone who I can take seriously and give up everything for must be someone who is more important than my life."

"So, what you just said can't happen,"

“I don’t know what this feeling is,” Shen Xingzhou slightly bent over and said solemnly: “But I know,”

"In this life, I live only for her!"

The wind stopped and the rain stopped outside.

There was extreme silence between heaven and earth; no sound could be heard.

After a brief silence, Mu Lianshen turned his head and looked at him, "It's useless for you to say so much."

"My An An will go further in the future and meet more young talents,"

At this point, his eyes were deep and his tone was heavy: "So, she may not choose you. Everything you do now is in vain."

Shen Xingzhou replied calmly: "I did all this and never thought of letting her know."

"Guarding in secret is enough for me,"

"What if..." He pursed his lips, a storm gradually brewing in his eyes, and his hands were clenched so tightly that blood came out of his palms.

If one day, a person who is excellent in all aspects appears beside Fu Xiao...

Speaking of which.

He, Shen Xingzhou, had no distinguished family background and held no great power.

He has never experienced happiness, so his personality is not very sunny.

Only when I am with her do I feel like a real person.

No matter how warm you appear in front of others, you are always cold inside.

He has no advantages at all.

If there is a...

At some point, the wind blew open the window.

The storm was about to come, and on this moonlit night, a strong wind suddenly blew.

The sky was dark and windy, his hair was flying, and under the light, his figure seemed to be somewhat shaky.

In an instant, all the emotions on Shen Xingzhou's face disappeared, replaced by obscurity.

In front of him was Mu Lianshen standing with his hands hanging down. Shen Xingzhou asked if he could regret or feel pain.

How can I not regret it? How can I not feel pain?

Whenever he thought of those years, even breathing was painful.

But no matter what, these words are not something that the arrogant boy in front of him would say or ask.

Seeing his face change, Mu Lianshen smiled, and his murderous aura became even stronger, like a killing god.

As if she knew what he was thinking, cruelty flashed in her eyes.

He snorted and said, "Maybe someone suitable for An An will appear in the future."

Shen Xingzhou paused.

Mu Lianshen's face, which had become increasingly stern after being baptized by the wind and frost, flashed with a hint of sarcasm, and then his face quickly became gloomy and extremely heartless: "No one can predict matters of love. If An An met a man who is excellent in all aspects on that day, at that moment, then..."

Although he would still stop him at that time, he was really unhappy with Shen Xingzhou in front of him at this moment, so what happened in the future would be discussed later.

The most important thing is to touch his heart.

a long time.

Shen Xingzhou finally responded, his voice trembling, “When the time comes, I will give my blessing.”

Before leaving, Mu Lianshen glanced at him with a calm expression, but a cold light flashed in his eyes.

I don’t know how much time passed.

Shen Xingzhou walked out of the study slowly and stood in the courtyard.

Looking up, I fell into those eyes as deep as the night, like a wild animal in complete silence.