Ye Yiyi: "System, what kind of joke are you playing? You want me, a weak woman without the strength to truss a chicken, to go to an apocalypse swarming with zombies and save that awesome female...
Chapter 120 Ye Yiyi's Lost Memory
As soon as I came in, I saw the two of them hugging each other. Although their clothes were a little messy, they looked very normal overall.
Although the system was confused, it immediately spoke when it thought of Li Wanwan and the others.
"Host, Li Wanwan and the others are coming this way."
The system only said one sentence, and Ye Yiyi instantly realized that her current appearance was obviously not suitable for meeting the two of them like this.
He temporarily put aside the chaotic thoughts in his mind, stood up instantly, and straightened his clothes.
Ye Yiyi left his arms so quickly that Yang Luoliu didn't even have time to react and just shook his empty hand.
Yang Luoliu kept what he wanted to say in his stomach and instantly gathered all his thoughts.
Although her clothes were not as messy as Ye Yiyi's, her pants were still a little wrinkled. She then stood up and straightened her clothes.
Then he went to open the RV door, and the moment the RV door opened, Li Wanwan raised her hand.
Li Wanwan met Yang Luoliu's gloomy face without warning. Thinking of the immoral thing she had just done, Li Wanwan coughed and spoke loudly in an instant.
"Yiyi, it's time to eat."
Li Wanwan only thought that Yang Luoliu was like this because of their inaction just now, and didn't think about anything else.
After all, the way these two people interact in daily life doesn't seem like a couple.
Although they didn't know what it was like for them to sleep together, it was so dull in front of them. Li Wanwan and Zhong Xiaolu thought they would have to eat a lot of dog food along the way.
They were all prepared, but in the end, they didn't even kiss, hold hands or act clingy, and even their conversation was normal.
That's why Li Wanwan and Zhong Xiaolu didn't think anything wrong.
Although Ye Yiyi felt a little embarrassed, she calmed down thinking that they had not done anything just now.
Only Yang Luoliu felt a little depressed, but she suddenly thought of something and suddenly felt that it was a good thing that it didn't work out this time.
Just like that, an idea slowly formed in Yang Luoliu's mind.
After dinner, everyone set off directly until it was Yang Luoliu's turn to keep watch at night.
Ye Yiyi tossed and turned in bed, unable to sleep. She always felt uneasy, so when Yang Luoliu was on guard, Ye Yiyi did not rest and followed Yang Luoliu downstairs.
Today is Yang Luoliu's first night on guard, so Li Wanwan and Zhong Xiaolu went to bed early, but Ye Yiyi was still afraid that they would hear the conversation between her and Yang Luoliu, so she let the system separate a space.
Yang Luoliu, who was sitting in the driver's seat, frowned when he saw Ye Yiyi sitting in the passenger seat. Although Ye Yiyi only needed to stay up until four or five o'clock in the night and would not be very tired, Yang Luoliu was still worried that Ye Yiyi would not get enough rest.
Especially as the weather got colder, Ye Yiyi's body temperature dropped rapidly and she became less and less willing to move.
So the moment Ye Yiyi sat down, Yang Luoliu spoke softly.
"Be good, go and rest, don't get tired."
But Ye Yiyi did not respond to Yang Luoliu's words, but took out two bottles of drinks from the space.
He naturally handed a bottle to Yang Luoliu and spoke softly.
"Sister, I can't sleep. I want to chat."
Hearing Ye Yiyi say this, Yang Luoliu swallowed back the words he wanted to persuade Ye Yiyi to go in and rest, and then changed his words.
"Okay, what do you want to talk about?"
After hearing this, Ye Yiyi's lips curled up slightly. She knew that Yang Luoliu would never refuse her, but she thought about what she was going to say later.
The corners of Ye Yiyi's mouth lowered again, and then she slowly spoke.
"Sister, I lost a memory, and I think this memory should be very important to me."
Ye Yiyi's words instantly made Yang Luoliu nervous. As long as it was something related to Ye Yiyi, Yang Luoliu would be very nervous no matter how big or small the matter was.
But she knew nothing about Ye Yiyi's past, so when Yang Luoliu heard Ye Yiyi say this, all she could do was listen carefully.
Obviously Ye Yiyi also knew what Yang Luoliu was thinking. She didn't need anyone to answer her. She just needed someone to listen.
"Actually, I only have memories of being in the orphanage. But I was already in the second grade when I was there, so I can't recall anything before that."
"When I was little, I didn't know and didn't have so many worries. Although life in the orphanage was a bit hard, it was the same for everyone, so it wasn't impossible to survive."
After saying this, Ye Yiyi took a sip of her drink before speaking again.
"But as I grow older and learn more, the more I want to recall my past memories. If nothing else, I always want to find traces of my parents in those memories."
"But no matter how hard I tried, I couldn't get this memory back. Gradually, it became my obsession, and I also resented my parents for abandoning me."
"I want to excuse them, but it's a different era now. How can they not be able to raise a child?"
Ye Yiyi suddenly thought of the woman who was unwilling to give up her child even though she was surrounded by a tide of zombies. The memory should have been blurred by now, after all, it had been a year.
But when she thinks about it now, Ye Yiyi can still remember how she would rather give up her own life than let herself leave with the child.
Even though he was facing danger, he still sought a way out for his child. If his parents were really good, they would not abandon him.
It was at that moment that Ye Yiyi gave up her obsession with finding her parents.
Ye Yiyi didn't want to look for her lost memories anymore, but at this moment, the memory that she couldn't find was stimulated by Ji Qing and had some scattered images.
But the picture was not very good, so bad that Ye Yiyi felt panicked and did not want to think about it anymore. But the more she didn't think about it, the clearer the picture appeared in front of her eyes.
But I didn't know what would happen next. I thought that if I could bury this memory deep in my heart, it wouldn't have any impact.
After all, it was all in the past, wasn't it? But now it was back, and Ye Yiyi had a feeling it would come again.
Although she didn't know why, Ye Yiyi didn't have any expectations now, only fear.
She began to fear the memories that she had dreamed of opening before, but just two fragments were enough to drive her to the brink of collapse.
Ye Yiyi didn't dare to think about what would happen if all her memories were unlocked, and whether she had been extremely miserable in the past.
Yang Luoliu looked at Ye Yiyi, who became lost in thought and became afraid after saying that, and immediately stood up and held Ye Yiyi in his arms.
A familiar smell came from the tip of her nose, pulling Ye Yiyi out of the vortex of fear that was sinking deeper and deeper.
Ye Yiyi leaned her head gently in Yang Luoliu's arms, tightened and loosened her grip on the drink bottle, and finally made up her mind to speak.
"Sister, if the me in my blank memory is so terrible, will you dislike me?"
Yang Luoliu didn't know why Ye Yiyi said that, and frowned instantly, but when he pulled Ye Yiyi out of his arms and looked at Ye Yiyi seriously, his eyes were filled with extreme tenderness.
"If that blank memory is painful, we won't want to think about it. No matter what you were like before, I like you, just you. I like you no matter how you are."
Yang Luoliu's voice was soft but extremely serious, warming Ye Yiyi's frightened heart.
Ye Yiyi wanted to curl the corners of her mouth and smile at Yang Luoliu, but she just curled the corners of her mouth and still couldn't smile.
Yang Luoliu obviously noticed it as well, and immediately kissed the corner of Ye Yiyi's mouth carefully, as if she were treating some rare treasure.
Then he slowly pressed Ye Yiyi's head into his arms.
"Yiyi, have a good sleep. All these problems will go away after a good sleep."
After hearing this, Ye Yiyi did not answer Yang Luoliu, but buried her head in Yang Luoliu's arms, neither speaking nor sleeping.
She just kept her eyes open, not knowing what she was thinking. Something was weighing on her mind, and she wanted to say it but couldn't. But now Ye Yiyi began to get scared.
If she told Yang Luoliu, would he dislike her? After all, because of the two memories, Ye Yiyi was certain that she would never be able to get closer to Yang Luoliu.
But she knew that Yang Luoliu was thinking so, and it could be seen from her deep eyes and eager movements.
Ye Yiyi was afraid that if she told Yang Luoliu, he would dislike her, but at the moment when she was nestled in Yang Luoliu's arms, her heart was extremely calm and at ease.
Even after finally getting out of the orphanage and having a place of my own in the city, I didn't feel as at ease as I do now.
However, Yang Luoliu didn't know what Ye Yiyi was thinking, but she began to hate herself for being so anxious.
Why didn't he restrain himself? Why did he scare his Yiyi?
But the moment Ye Yiyi was in her arms, Yang Luoliu felt at ease because she could feel Ye Yiyi slowly approaching her.
Although both of them had their own thoughts, their hearts were so close at this moment.
The entire car in front suddenly became quiet, and there was no sound except for the slight breathing.
It took Ye Yiyi a long time to muster up the courage to speak, but before she could make a sound, Yang Luoliu spoke before Ye Yiyi.
"Yiyi, I understand everything. Just know that you will always be my single choice question. Don't think too much. Be good and just take a rest."
Because her ear was close to Yang Luoliu's neck, Ye Yiyi could hear the resonance of Yang Luoliu's chest when he spoke.
At that moment, Ye Yiyi felt extremely relieved. She didn't say anything and kept looking straight ahead. Her eyes closed when Yang Luoliu finished speaking.
With her eyes closed, listening to Yang Luoliu's steady and strong heartbeat, Ye Yiyi fell asleep unknowingly.
Feeling the steady breathing in his arms, Yang Luoliu was sure that Ye Yiyi had fallen asleep and did not put Ye Yiyi on the bed.
For some reason, Yang Luoliu just wanted to hug Ye Yiyi. Looking at the cheerful Ye Yiyi, she knew that her past might have been even harder than hers.
How could this not make Yang Luoliu feel distressed? He leaned his head gently on the top of Ye Yiyi's head, curled the corners of his mouth slightly, and spoke slowly without even turning his head.
"Can you see Yiyi's past memories?"
The only one still awake in the entire carriage was the system, and Yang Luoliu was obviously speaking to the system.