Black Crystal disguised himself as a purple implant crystal and killed the people he hated.

In fact, the person he wanted to kill the most was his father, but every time he wanted to do it, he couldn't bear it. He tortured himself with pain and contradiction. Killing his own father with his own hands, damn! He was still hesitant. This hesitation lasted for many years. His father lived every day like a glamorous Dragon General by day and a seed drill at night. However, he only sowed seeds but never harvested any.

Because there is no woman in this world who can keep his seed and let it sprout into a child.

Fan Li was indifferent to love. Apart from his brotherly feelings for Fei Fei, he cared nothing about other men and women. Even if he learned from Fei Fei's letter that women existed in this world, it wouldn't stir his heart at all. Damn it! He was only interested in research, and how to kill his father without falling into self-blame.

Think about the past! Damn it! He and Mayfly were once a pair of pure and innocent teenagers. If it weren't for that night, that night, how could Fan Li and Mayfly be what they are today? Damn... The source of this sin was his biological father. This was a pain he never wanted to touch.

From then on, he began to isolate himself and immersed himself in endless research. After all, it was a spiritual sustenance!

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Mayfly lay stiffly on the bed, and Cangran came out right after him. The men stared at him with envy. "Mary, the one next door!" Cangran was so happy, puff... But why couldn't I see a trace of joy on Cangran's face? Could it be that he didn't succeed? Haha... It must be, otherwise how could it be over so quickly? It should take at least a day and a night. If it were them, they probably wouldn't get out of bed for three days and three nights.

"Cangran, how do you feel?" Can asked anxiously. Damn it! The females should have chosen him! He has masculine strength and is very strong. Moreover, werewolves are naturally stronger and sexier than zombies. He also has fucking bronze skin. Unlike the cold and pale zombies, the females must dislike Cangran for being too cold and weak. Wow... He has too much strength and nowhere to use it.

"Can, shut up!" Yan felt that things definitely didn't go so smoothly. From Cangran's expression, he could tell that he didn't succeed. Damn! After all, it was possible that he and Cangran were sharing a woman. Wouldn't asking him now be a clear way to embarrass Cangran? He didn't like to undermine people, but he was still secretly happy in his heart. Xia'er, his Xia'er was still the same Xia'er!

"Ran...what's wrong? Ling Jun...where is Jun?" Mi Jia has always been loyal to Cang Ran, even though he sometimes feels jealous, but when he sees Cang Ran's miserable face, he asks with concern.

"MB!" Yan She yelled, "If you have something to say, say it quickly. If you have something to say, fart quickly. Where is the little female? After you've had sex, it's my turn, right? I've been clean and waiting for the bird for most of the day. Little female—" Yan She roared at the entrance of the cave, but he stopped before he finished roaring, and said in a low voice, "Little female, is it my turn yet?"

Because he saw Xia Lingjun walking out of the cave, no matter how loud he shouted, it wouldn't scare any birds away. Pfft... He was still very afraid of the little female. He slapped himself hard and muttered, "I just can't control my stinky mouth."

Xia Lingjun looked up at the anxious group of men and said calmly, "Why don't you guys go back? The cave is filled with so much smoke and it's all fucking carbon dioxide."

"Xia'er, are you unhappy?" Yan was deeply concerned, a concern from the bottom of his heart. Even if Xia'er didn't choose him, he would still care without regrets. "This zombie cave is too small. Why don't you come back with me? There's more oxygen and less carbon dioxide there."

"No!" Mi Jia resolutely stood in front of Xia Lingjun, "Lingjun... is our... home... home, this is... home..."

"Alright!" Xia Lingjun shouted impatiently, and said to Yan, "Yan, go back first. I need some quiet time."

Oh my god! What the hell is this quiet time?! I still feel so choked up. Not because I didn't get it done, but because she couldn't bear to look at Mayfly's eyes and actually felt sympathy for him! Damn it! Has she become a saintly white lotus? Damn! Get out! Your fucking white lotus.

"Xia'er..." Although Yan was extremely reluctant, he still chose the wishes of the new bride Xia Lingjun. In his heart, he always kept him at the top of his heart. "You have a good rest. I'm going back first!"

"Yeah..." Xia Lingjun nodded.

"Yan, are we going back without any reward?" Can and En were so unwilling to accept this! Damn! They haven't gotten their hands on anything yet.

"Go back!" Yan's face turned cold, and his green eyes were full of sharpness. Can and En muttered and walked away, looking back every few steps, because on the one hand they were afraid of Yan, and on the other hand they knew the little female's current fortress.

Yan She's heart began to feel uneasy. Should he leave or not?

"You——" Xia Lingjun pointed at Yanshe with her jade hand. Yanshe's heart was lifted. Bengti, that chicken-frozen bird, could it be that the little female drove the werewolf away because she chose him? Roar... Pie in the sky, his eyes were full of warm anticipation! He was almost taking out his heart to show the little female the bird.

"Get lost!" Xia Lingjun shouted again, chilling Yanshe's fiery heart. He looked at Xia Lingjun in disappointment. He had no choice but to turn around and leave! Alpaca! He was trying to get in the way of a cold shoulder. Pfft... It would have been nice to have a little female give him a cold shoulder, but unfortunately, he didn't even get close to her. So sad.

The people dispersed, the cave became empty, the enthusiasm was gone, and the air became fresh.

Xia Lingjun carefully looked at the corpse of Mayfly. She couldn't understand why she could clearly feel that Mayfly had changed even though he looked the same. She moved her mind slightly and entered his spiritual world. She couldn't believe it. She didn't expect that the perverted Mayfly could have a pure soul. Through his thoughts, she saw that night.

She believed that perhaps it was because of that night that he embarked on the path of perversion, a path that was extremely painful and helpless.

She also saw that Mayfly's love for Cangran had reached the point where she was willing to live and die for him, because the light burning in Cangran's heart was what he longed for most.

She also witnessed a frail figure carrying his suicidal brother on his back on a snowy night, searching for a high-level implant crystal to heal his wounds. Even though he had a good chance to snatch the blue crystal, he refused, unable to bring himself to do so because the other person was a dying child. Finally, he agreed to trade his corpse core crystal for a blue crystal. Fortunately, his grandfather arrived just in time.

She saw... too much, too much, she even began to sympathize with him. There was nothing wrong with love itself, he just hadn't met the right person. If he had fallen in love with a gay, the situation would probably have been much better.

"Well, then..." Mayfly moved his head and snorted softly. His injuries were caused entirely by swallowing the black crystal. He couldn't activate his self-repair function because Fan Li had warned him that if he activated even a little bit of his superpower, he would burst into blood and die. He was glad that he could let that woman explore the thoughts he wanted to give. Damn it! I will destroy you step by step.

There is probably no one before or since who has pretended to be so pretentious. From his eyes to his expression to his thoughts, everything is pretentious to the extreme.

"Mijia, take care of Mayfly first. I'll go get some implant crystals from the secret place. His injuries are too severe." Xia Lingjun said calmly. There was still a big knot in her heart that hadn't been untied. The more Mayfly loved Cangran, the more she didn't want Cangran and Mayfly to be together. She sympathized with him, but feelings weren't meant to be sympathized with. Damn it! Save him first.

"Yun, don't go—" Mayfly suddenly opened his eyes and shouted in a hoarse voice. After shouting, he propped himself up on his elbows and turned to Xia Lingyun and said, "Yun, my existence will only bring endless troubles to you and Ran. I..." He lowered his head and stammered, "I'm a superfluous person. My grandfather and father don't accept me. The people around me laugh at me. My Ran doesn't like me. Sometimes I wonder why I have come to this point today..." Mayfly looked thoughtful and continued after a while, "Because I'm obsessed with things that I shouldn't be obsessed with."

"Mayfly, it's good that you understand! It's not too late to turn back now." Cang Ran replied calmly. Damn it! He didn't dare to look at Mayfly's eyes easily now. As soon as he saw her, he would feel guilty and entangled.

"Of course, after this life-and-death test, I also figured out some things. Let go when it's time to let go. Sometimes being too persistent will only hurt others and yourself in the end." Mayfly finished speaking in a hoarse voice.

Mijia looked at Mayfly in confusion. He was really surprised that the seemingly dying Mayfly could speak so coherently. Pfft... He looked down at him and thought, wow! It felt like Mayfly was not the same Mayfly as before. Maybe he really knew his mistakes. Isn't it said that a prodigal son who returns is worth more than gold?

"Mayfly, since you understand everything, I won't say much. Your injuries are too serious, so I shouldn't say more. Just lie down and rest!" Xia Lingjun turned and walked to the bed, and actually reached out to support him.

"No—" Mayfly grabbed Xia Lingyun's hand, "Yun, let me finish." He swallowed hard and said, "Yun, I know you don't like me. I'm an outlier, but is it wrong for me to just like being a woman?"

Xia Lingjun shook her head. Seeing his pitiful look, her heart moved, and she whispered, "That's right!" She added, "It's your personal freedom to like being a woman, and it's also your personal freedom to like Cangran. But if you impose your likes on others, that's wrong. Others have the right to choose whether to accept you or reject you, right?"

Mayfly nodded obediently, "Yun, I understand everything you said. I am awake and sober now. I will not do stupid things again. I just hope that you and Ran will let me stay here, because I have nowhere else to go and I have already regarded this place as my home."