Chapter 152 Illusions and Delusion

Qin Bingwu spoke hesitantly:

"Yes... Grandma said it was with Song Xichen?"

The man looked at the girl in the moonlight. In just a few months, the skinny and pale girl had become completely transformed. Now she was so beautiful that people couldn't take their eyes off her.

It seems like the little flower bud that has been drying up and about to wither is now blooming with its beauty.

The man deliberately restrained his surging emotions, not letting his selfishness and possessiveness show through. He didn't want to scare her, but the voice that came out of his mouth, due to extreme restraint, sounded low and heavy, giving people an inexplicable sense of oppression:

"Do you like Song Xichen?"

Qin Bingwu shook her head:

"I don't like it."

She knew very well how she felt about Song Xichen.

A glimmer of light flashed across the man's deep eyes, like a meteor gliding across the night sky:

"Then do you know that Song Xichen likes you?"

Qin Bingwu's throat felt dry, and she nodded hesitantly.

"He...he might have feelings for me."

The first time, he came over specifically to give her concert tickets. This time, he said he knew she would come, so he would arrive early, and he even tried to be attentive to her mother...

Even the old lady noticed it, there was no way she couldn't have guessed it.

"Since you know he likes you, but you don't like him, I advise you not to give him any hope."

The man whispered, and Qin Bingwu was a little puzzled:

"Brother Yan, do you want me to learn from you and treat Miss Mo the same way you do?"

"That's right. If you don't like him/her from the beginning, then don't give him/her any illusions. This is not only responsible for yourself, but also for him/her."

Gu Siyan couldn't convince his grandmother, so he could only come and try to convince her.

Qin Bingwu looked into his deep eyes and asked:

"But, feelings will change. Does not liking something at first mean it will last forever?"

The man's eyes were startled, and the girl's words rang out again:

"Just like when I first came to the Gu family, didn't Brother Yan hate me? But does Brother Yan still hate me now?"

Gu Siyan's pupils suddenly constricted. She said that people's hearts can change. Just because she doesn't like it now doesn't mean she won't like it in the future...

He was also used as a metaphor.

The man tightened his fingers at his sides:

"But we are different. I like you because you... you are my sister."

Qin Bingwu looked at him with her pupils wide open, and a hint of hidden pain flashed across her eyes uncontrollably.

He liked her as a younger sister, but she had an illusion because of his love for her.

Qin Bingwu's eyes were filled with tears. She lowered her head in a hurry, not wanting him to notice her loss at the moment.

"Brother Yan is right, I know what to do."

Gu Siyan should have breathed a sigh of relief after hearing these words, but when he saw her downcast eyes and sad look, he couldn't feel relaxed at all.

Is she feeling disappointed because I kept her away from Song Xichen?

This thought made his back stiffen.

"You are still young now. When you are twenty, I will no longer interfere with your decision."

Qin Bingwu bit her lower lip. She wanted to say that she was actually very mature.

…

After that night, Qin Bingwu returned to the apartment. She wanted to stay away from Gu Siyan and prevent herself from having any more illusions and delusions.

For several weeks, Qin Bingwu did not return to the old house. When her grandmother called to ask about her, she said that it was the end of the semester and she was very busy studying. Gu Siyan also called, and Qin Bingwu gave the same excuse.

When he came, Qin Bingwu would try to avoid him. She would read in the library until midnight before going home, and make plans with Zhizhi to go shopping on weekends.

One day, Qin Bingwu was reading in the library. The chair opposite her was pulled away. A familiar feeling surrounded her, and her heart skipped a beat as if it had sensed something. The first person Qin Bingwu thought of was him?

"TK Group will hold a press conference for the establishment of its branch tomorrow night. Here's the invitation. Sister, you must come."

Qin Ruolan's voice shattered the image that appeared in her mind. Qin Bingwu laughed at herself, as if the farther away she was from him, the easier it was for her to think of him.

She closed the book, her eyes swept across the big red invitation pushed in front of her, and finally moved her eyes upwards, fixing on Qin Ruolan's overly heavy makeup.

Qin Ruolan wore smoky makeup and dyed her hair burgundy. The side profile of her face changed due to contouring and hair style. With bright red lips and long, pointed eyes, she looked like a different person.

They don't look that much like Qin Bingwu. At least if you don't compare them carefully, ordinary people will definitely not recognize that they are twins.

Qin Bingwu guessed that Qin Ruolan probably didn't want to have anything to do with her now, so she curled her lips coldly and replied:

"Sorry, I'm busy."

Qin Ruolan lifted her hair, not caring much:

"Then what if I tell you that our biological father will also be attending this press conference?"

Qin Bingwu clasped her hands, leaned back in the chair, raised her chin slightly, and stared into Qin Ruolan's eyes, as if she wanted to see the falsehood and disguise in Qin Ruolan's eyes.

However, Qin Ruolan seemed to be telling the truth this time.

But, so what if it’s true.

If Qin Ruolan wanted to use this point to control her, she was overthinking it.

Regardless of whether this biological father is good or bad, if he is good, she can investigate it afterwards instead of letting Qin Ruolan manipulate him.

It's bad. Qin Baichuan tortured her for more than 30 years in two lifetimes. Why should she find an irresponsible and biased father to torture herself again?

"Sorry, I'm not interested."

Qin Ruolan tapped the table with her knuckles, as if she had not expected Qin Bingwu to react so calmly:

"Okay, you're as hard-hearted as iron. Mom has lost her memory, and her IQ and EQ are different from those of ordinary people. Don't you want to find a way to help her recover her memory?"

Qin Bingwu's face looked slightly stern.

Qin Ruolan said faintly:

"My father is my mother's old love. Maybe the past can help her recover her memory."

Qin Bingwu pinched her arm with her fingernails:

"You said it was possible."

Qin Ruolan spread her hands and smiled:

"So you don't even want to try?"

Qin Bingwu's heart was gripped with anxiety. She didn't want to try. Her mother was living well in the Gu family now, and Qin Bingwu didn't want to change the status quo.

Director Gu said that his mother's amnesia was the brain's stress response to the painful past. Qin Baichuan brought her pain, so does the old love she forgot necessarily mean happiness?

If the other party really loved my mother, how could he let her end up with Qin Baichuan?

However, if she didn't agree, Qin Ruolan would definitely find a way to tell her mother about this, and then the situation would be out of control.

"Okay, I'll go."

Qin Ruolan left, and Qin Bingwu took the invitation in her hand and clenched it into a ball.

After Qin Ruolan left, she took out her phone, edited a section of the conversation she had just had with Qin Bingwu, sent the uninteresting part to that person, and then added a voice note:

"Dad, listen, this is what my sister said herself. I'm not lying to you, am I?"

The other party quickly replied with a tone of deep displeasure:

"I'll meet her in person after the press conference tomorrow. Please make the arrangements."

Qin Ruolan's eyes flashed with ruthlessness:

"Qin Bingwu, I will make good arrangements."