Wan Qiu feels that he should express love more often.

So he developed a strange habit. Whenever he thought of her, he would tell her that he liked her and loved her.

Wan Qiu felt that nothing could express love more clearly than words.

Chu Yigui would always answer Wan Qiu at such times, saying "like" and "love".

Wan Qiu sometimes asked Chu Yigui why Chu Yigui had given him so many things but still felt that he had nothing to give him.

Chu Yigui said that no matter how much he gave, it would not be enough.

Wan Qiu felt that Chu Yigui had given him a lot.

But if you put yourself in his shoes, you can understand Chu Yigui's idea if you think about it from another perspective: Wan Qiu also wants to give more to Chu Yigui.

Wan Qiu told Wang Yue about this, and Wang Yue said that this is love!

Wan Qiu vaguely understood that perhaps wanting to give the other person many things is one of the manifestations of love.

Wang Yue has recently begun to like discussing things about Chu Yigui with Wan Qiu, and asks a lot of questions.

Although Wan Qiu felt strange, he would basically answer any questions Wang Yue asked.

"Can I get a photo of you two sticking together?" Wang Yue made this difficult request.

Wan Qiu seldom took photos with Chu Yigui, let alone photos of them together.

But Wan Qiu would occasionally take photos of Chu Yigui and himself, and send them to Wang Yue.

These are all what Chu Zhang wanted. Chu Zhang always liked Wan Qiu to send him all kinds of photos. No matter how stupid Wan Qiu was, he had learned some techniques to take beautiful photos.

Wang Yue drew a set of pictures for Wan Qiu based on the photos.

Wan Qiu was confused when he got the picture.

"Are these me and Yigui?" Wan Qiu looked at a pair of small Q-version pictures and thought they were very cute.

"Yes, of course, I drew it myself!" Wang Yue patted his chest happily to express his pride.

"You draw very well, have you learned it?" Wan Qiu looked at the Q version of himself and Chu Yigui, which were surprisingly lifelike.

"I haven't learned it. It's just a hobby. It's all a hobby!!!" Wang Yue shrugged his nose, very proudly, "Love can create motivation."

Wan Qiu flipped through it.

There is a Q version figure of him and Chu Yigui standing together.

Some sat together.

Chu Yigui feeds him.

There were two more people hiding under a leaf.

Wan Qiu thought it was cute and was very happy to look through it on Wang Yue's phone.

It wasn't until Wan Qiu saw a picture of two people kissing that he was stunned.

The Q-version figurine's chubby cheeks are pressed together, which is very cute.

Wan Qiu turned to the next picture and found that the movements of the two Q-version figures became increasingly strange.

"Is this person not wearing pants?" Wan Qiu pointed at one of the photos and asked Wang Yue.

Wang Yue stared at Wan Qiu with dead fish eyes.

"What's wrong?" Wan Qiu tilted his head in confusion.

"Are you pretending to be nice to me, or are you really stupid?" Wang Yue was about to say something when he suddenly remembered Wan Qiu's history of mental illness. His eyebrows jumped and he suddenly snatched the phone away. "Nothing, just a show of intimacy."

Wan Qiu could vaguely guess something.

"It's what we learn in physiology and hygiene class, right?" Wan Qiu frowned. "Can boys and boys do the same things in physiology and hygiene class?"

Wang Yue turned around suddenly and took a breath.

Wan Qiu: "What's wrong?"

"Why are you asking me about this?"

Wan Qiu suddenly choked.

Gradually he seemed to understand something.

"Why do you draw like this..." Wan Qiu was also shocked.

"What's so strange about this? If you're in love, it's normal to want to touch each other! People in love all have skin hunger!!" Wang Yue shamelessly shouted to Wan Qiu.

Wan Qiu nodded, but his expression still seemed a little confused.

"Have you never come into contact with these things so far?" Wang Yue felt that Wan Qiu's world was really too simple. "Don't you have any other friends who have discussed this with you?"

This time Wan Qiu shook his head obediently.

Wan Qiu spends basically all his time with his family or Chu Yigui.

People of the same age only know Chu Yigui and Li Shuo’s group of brothers.

But when I am with Li Shuo and the others, I must be with Chu Yigui.

Besides, Brother Li Shuo didn't seem to like communicating with him.

Wan Qiu knew all this because of Jiang Chengfeng's physiology and hygiene class and the few brief descriptions in the novel that Wang Yue had shown him.

Therefore, Wan Qiu did not realize that this was actually a very important matter.

Wang Yue suddenly yelled: "Don't talk like I'm the only dirty friend around you! Even the ones I recommend to you are pure love, okay!!!"

Wan Qiu looked at Wang Yue eagerly, not knowing why Wang Yue started to go crazy again.

"It's okay. Isn't this a normal thing?" To Wan Qiu, this is a normal physiological reaction. "Why are you angry?"

Wang Yue couldn't hold it in, she said this as if she was the weird one.

"You like Chu Yigui so much, don't you have any fantasies at all?" Wang Yue asked.

Wan Qiu shook his head.

"What about dreams? At least you have had that kind of dream, right?" Wang Yue asked.

That kind of dream.

Based on the context, Wan Qiu seemed to understand Wang Yue's thoughts.

He touched his neck hesitantly and turned his head: "No..."

"What you two are doing is not suitable for your age." Wang Yue couldn't help but say.

"How old are you?" Wan Qiu asked.

"Full of blood and vigor!"

Wang Yue's words made Wan Qiu realize something.

"Can I see the whole painting you drew?" Wan Qiu asked.

"I didn't draw it! Get out of here!" Wang Yue ran away holding his phone.

Wan Qiu totally didn’t understand why Wang Yue was so excited, as the Q-version character was obviously very cute.

Wan Qiu looked at his legs.

It's not as cute as the Q-version villain, but if the same posture is changed to that of a normal person...

Wan Qiu vaguely felt his heart beating unnaturally.

A strange feeling spread from my heart.

Wan Qiu felt his cheeks were a little hot, so he fanned himself.

Wan Qiu received a call from Chu Yigui on his way home from school.

"I had to run errands to a place quite far away for work today, so I will probably be back late. You don't have to wait for me for dinner tonight." Chu Yigui's voice came from the phone.

"Will it be very late?" Wan Qiu asked tentatively.

"It won't be long. I'm driving back now. I don't have to go back to the company."

Wan Qiu responded: "Okay, then be careful on the road. It snowed yesterday and the road is very slippery. Don't drive too fast."

"Okay, I'll pay attention. See you tonight."

After hanging up the call, Wan Qiu held the phone.

It was rare for Chu Yigui to work overtime, although not for long.

When Wan Qiu returned home, the housekeeper had already started cooking.

"You guys go back, I'll cook today." Wan Qiu said.

Wan Qiu didn't know why he suddenly wanted to cook, he just suddenly wanted to do it.

Jiazheng smiled and said goodbye to him.

Wan Qiu went to his room and took off his school uniform. When he came out, no one was there.

Wan Qiu was in a trance and felt as if he had not been alone for a very long time.

He sat on the sofa in the living room, and the surroundings were unusually quiet.

Wan Qiu has always been in a quiet environment. Chu Yigui is not noisy and is also quiet in his room most of the time.

It was quiet though.

But not alone.

Although the huge house is empty, it still has many traces of life.

There were always many toys that Yang Ze bought for him and they were scattered everywhere. Yang Xiaoyu even liked to buy all kinds of novel items and put them in Wan Qiu's living environment.

Chu Zhang likes to fill Wan Qiu's room with his own posters and peripherals, while Chu Jianshu is the simplest. Chu Jianshu prepared a photo wall for him.

There are wedding photos of Chu Jianshu and Yang Xiaoyu on the photo wall, as well as some scattered photos of Chu Zhang, Yang Ze and Chu Yigui when they were children.

There are so many things everywhere that you won't feel lonely at all.

happiness.

Wan Qiu suddenly thought so.

The empty room that was once a mess will forever exist only in memory.

Wan Qiu smiled.

Wan Qiu felt that he must look weird laughing alone in an empty room.

Wan Qiu went to the kitchen. He wanted to make a delicious dinner before Chu Yigui came back.

Although his cooking skills are average, he has secretly learned a lot from Chu Yigui and the chef of the main house. His skills have definitely improved a lot compared to when he was renting a house.

Wan Qiu cooked quickly according to the ingredients prepared by the housekeeper. After two dishes and a soup were placed on the table, Wan Qiu sat at the dining table.

Just like before, he was waiting for his family to come back.

Wan Qiu glanced at his watch.

I don’t know how long I have to wait.

But the feeling of waiting now is different from before.

Not aimless waiting.

It’s not that I don’t know whether I will come back or not.

But someone who will definitely come back.

When footsteps were heard outside the door, Wan Qiu suddenly rushed to the door from the dining table.

He opened the door suddenly.

Standing outside the door, Chu Yigui, who was about to open the door, looked at Wan Qiu and was stunned.

"Welcome..." Wan Qiu choked for an inexplicable moment, but said more happily, "Welcome back!"

Chu Yigui's surprised expression relaxed slightly, and he smiled: "I'm back."

Wan Qiu retreated while Chu Yigui entered the door.

"Is the work hard?" Wan Qiu asked.

"I'm just running errands to deliver something. The distance is quite far, so it's not hard work or not." Chu Yigui put his shoes away, took off his coat, and hung it next to Wan Qiu's coat at the door.

"Is it cold?" Wan Qiu asked.

“I spend most of my time in the car, so it’s not cold.”

Wan Qiu tilted his head and looked at Chu Yigui: "Should we take a shower first or eat first?"

Chu Yigui was rolling up his sleeves to wash his hands when he suddenly laughed when he heard Wan Qiu ask this question.

"Did you cook today?" Chu Yigui asked.

"right."

"It smells good." Chu Yigui cleared his hands, "We should eat while the food is still hot."

Wan Qiu nodded obediently.

Wan Qiu and Chu Yigui sat together at the dining table.

"Any progress?" Wan Qiu asked Chu Yigui.

“Yes.” Chu Yigui picked up some food and said, “I knew there was progress the moment I smelled the fragrance.”

Wan Qiu gave a mouthful of rice and asked vaguely, "Is it much better than at the beginning?"

Chu Yigui nodded: "Yes, there has been great progress."

Wan Qiu smiled and said, "When I cooked for you for the first time, I thought the dishes I made for you were the best. Where did the dishes at that time... um... go?"

Wan Qiu's memory is not very clear.

"The dishes at that time were also very delicious. We ate them all and nothing was wasted." Chu Yigui lowered his eyes and said slowly, "I gave them to Aunt Yang and Uncle Chu."

"Ah..." Wan Qiu had never thought that there would be such a thing, and felt a little embarrassed, "Will Mom and Dad find it unpalatable? Mom and Dad should only eat delicious food all the time."

"I don't know, but they should like it, it's just..."

Chu Yigui's hesitation made Wan Qiu a little confused: "Just what?"

"If I had eaten it at that time, it would have been fine. That was the first time you cooked for me. I feel a little regretful."

Wan Qiu looked at Chu Yigui eagerly.

Chu Yigui feels a little regretful?

A very wonderful feeling spread in his heart, and Wan Qiu put a piece of meat into Chu Yigui's bowl.

"I will study cooking more seriously in the future, and I will let you taste the delicious food first." Wan Qiu said.

Chu Yigui responded with a smile.

Wan Qiu felt that Chu Yigui seemed to be less talkative during this period.

Although the number of words and frequency of speaking did not change much, Wan Qiu always felt as if he heard many, many voices of Chu Yigui.

Chu Yigui has always loved to laugh, but Wan Qiu feels that Chu Yigui laughs the most now.

Is it because you are happy?

Everything changed after that quarrel.

If he had known this would have an impact, he would have had the argument sooner.

While Chu Yigui was taking a shower, Wan Qiu was doing his homework.

As Wan Qiu was writing, for some unknown reason his attention shifted from his homework to the bathroom.

The image of Wang Yue’s cute Q-version painting of two people interacting with each other came to my mind.

The conversation with Wang Yue made Wan Qiu inadvertently realize something.

He and Chu Yigui are really familiar with each other.

Wan Qiu remembered that when he paid attention to Chu Yigui's health some time ago, he did not have any bad thoughts at all.

But at this moment, Wan Qiu felt that maybe he could have some lucid thoughts.

Wan Qiu stood up and somehow stood in front of the bathroom door.

I touched the door unconsciously, but I didn't expect it to be opened.

Wan Qiu retracted his hand in surprise. He didn't expect that Chu Yigui didn't even lock the bathroom door.

"Wan Qiu?" Chu Yigui's voice came from the bathroom, and Wan Qiu's heart suddenly jumped.

Because he was too panicked, Wan Qiu completely forgot what he wanted to do.

When Chu Yigui appeared at the door wrapped in a simple towel, the warm steam from the bathroom hit his face, as if it was directly and unscrupulously sprinkled on Wan Qiu's face, making his presence too noticeable.

"What's wrong?" Chu Yigui lowered his eyes, "Do you want to go to the bathroom?"

Chu Yigui’s question was very strange.

There is not only one bathroom in this room, you can go to another one.

Wan Qiu raised his head and looked at Chu Yigui eagerly.

Because of the water temperature, a slight blush appeared on Chu Yigui's cheeks.

Regular exercise also makes this body covered with a thin layer of muscle, which looks unpretentious and healthy.

The lines are really beautiful, and even every tiny curve makes Wanqiu's heart inexplicably moved.

Wan Qiu looked up and opened his mouth to breathe, but he inhaled a mixture of water vapor and shower gel from Chu Yigui's body, which was just like eating a piece of marshmallow.

Wan Qiu didn't know what was going on at this moment, and didn't say a word.

Although Chu Yigui didn't understand what Wan Qiu was thinking, he noticed the small spark brewing in Wan Qiu's eyes.

"Wan...Qiu..." It was rare for Chu Yigui to act a little embarrassed.

"Yigui..." Wan Qiu tried to open his eyes wide and act normal, "Don't go to the toilet... I was... peeking at you..."

Chu Yigui was slightly stunned.

When Wan Qiu realized what he was saying, he was so nervous that he kept stuttering: "No... No... I..."

Chu Yigui closed his mouth and smiled: "Then come in and take a look."

Wan Qiu gasped.

"Don't we see each other often? Why not? We are obviously very familiar with each other."

Wan Qiu was so nervous that he didn't notice the subtle tremors in Chu Yigui's voice when he was speaking, which revealed his true thoughts.

"Well...well...let me see..." Wan Qiu made no attempt to hide his desire to see.

Wan Qiu really wanted to see it.

I don’t know why, but when I think about the possibility that he might really be as close to Chu Yigui and the Q version of the villain, I inexplicably want to watch it.

But apart from watching, Wan Qiu didn't know what to do.

Just instinct...

Chu Yigui took a step back, as if he wanted to go back to the bathroom.

Because he had Chu Yigui's consent, Wan Qiu also wanted to go in.

However, the next moment, Wan Qiu's eyes were suddenly covered by a big hand.

Wan Qiu: “???”

"It's still not good, let's forget it." Chu Yigui said.

There was still warm moisture on Chu Yigui's hands.

Wan Qiu's eyelashes were wet.

The palm did not directly touch Wan Qiu's eyes. Wan Qiu blinked unconsciously, and felt his eyelashes scratching the palm of Chu Yigui's hand.

Wan Qiu felt Chu Yigui's hand tremble slightly.

"Forget it," he repeated.

Because you can't see, the sound becomes very clear.

Wan Qiu heard the trembling in Chu Yigui's voice clearly this time.

"Okay." Because of Chu Yigui's refusal, Wan Qiu was rarely at a loss.

"Sorry, I wanted to be at ease." Chu Yigui sighed, with a hint of amusement in his voice, "But I'm afraid I can't be at ease under your gaze."

Wan Qiu nodded blankly.

"Then can I take a shower again?" Chu Yigui asked.

"Go in quickly, be careful not to catch a cold." Wan Qiu said.

Chu Yigui took his hands off Wan Qiu's eyes, and Wan Qiu subconsciously looked at Chu Yigui's expression.

Chu Yigui rarely looked directly at him, but instead looked away vaguely.

Wan Qiu stood there until Chu Yigui closed the bathroom door.

Staring blankly at the door.

Just now he seemed to see that Chu Yigui's cheeks were even redder than when he opened the door.

It shouldn't be caused by the heat.

Is it because you are shy?

What he just did would make Chu Yigui very shy, right?

Wan Qiu suddenly realized that he seemed to have done something really excessive.

It seems that this behavior...

A little bit slutty?

Wan Qiu suddenly realized what he had done and blushed.

Wan Qiu thought that he and Chu Yigui would be close for the rest of his life.

But I never expected that there would be a day when I would have a different feeling because of something I thought was ordinary before.

Wan Qiu suddenly realized that he seemed to have underestimated the concept of dating.

This must be something more complicated and profound than he imagined!

Wan Qiu returned to his room and tried hard to start doing his homework again.

When Chu Yigui came out of the bathroom, Wan Qiu didn't even look up at him.

Although Chu Yigui continued to check, tutor and correct homework with Wan Qiu as usual without any abnormality.

But Wan Qiu and Chu Yigui were intentionally or unintentionally avoiding each other's touch.

Not out of disgust.

It’s because every touch makes what you’re doing more difficult.

Wan Qiu felt that once Chu Yigui met him, he would not be able to do his homework properly.

It's too difficult.

how so.

If possible, Wan Qiu really wanted to find a pit, sit in it, and feel the coolness of the winter soil, so as to ease the restlessness that had been lingering in his heart.

——

Wang Yue felt that Wan Qiu was acting a little weird these past two days.

He seemed to want to take another look at the Q-version figure he had drawn.

At first, she really didn't mind showing Wan Qiu the complete set of Q-version figurines she had drawn, but Wan Qiu seemed to be even more innocent than she thought.

It made her seem like she wasn't innocent at all, which made me very angry.

In the final analysis, the little figures she drew were actually based on the models on the Internet, with a little bit of her own impression of Wan Qiu and Chu Yigui added.

She was too embarrassed to tell Wan Qiu.

But now Wan Qiu was always urging her, and when he mentioned the painting intentionally or unintentionally, Wang Yue finally couldn't help himself.

"Have you been sexually unsatisfied recently?" Wang Yue looked at Wan Qiu with dead fish eyes.

Wan Qiu seemed to know that he had been a bit clingy these past two days and was embarrassed to answer her questions.

"Please don't ask me about this kind of thing. I don't even have a boyfriend." Wang Yue poked Wan Qiu's shoulder with her finger. "Besides, you're a boy. Shouldn't boys know more than me?"

Wan Qiu was stunned: "Is that so?"

"Of course." Wang Yue nodded. "Go ask your other friends instead of always looking for me."

Wan Qiu nodded as if he understood something.

Wang Yue actually wanted to have a good discussion with Wan Qiu.

But it doesn't work.

I don't know why I always feel guilty for having taught people bad things.

Let others do the bad things!

But seeing Wan Qiu looking thoughtful, Wang Yue silently complained in his heart.

I hope Wan Qiu’s other friends are all normal people.

——The poor person implicated, Wang Yue.

Wan Qiu felt that Chu Yigui was right.

Teacher Jiang Chengfeng once said that there are differences between men and women.

So he should ask more reliable adult men.

One weekend, after Wan Qiu finished his homework, Chu Yigui secretly went to his bedroom to make a phone call while he was dealing with work issues.

The call from the mobile phone was quickly answered.

"Hello, this is Huang Hu, dear Wanqiu customer, is there anything you need today?"

Huang Hu spoke to Wan Qiu in his usual cheerful accent.

"Uncle Huang Hu." Wan Qiu said directly, "Are there any techniques for boys to fall in love with other boys?"

“………………?”