Chapter 185: Satisfied with the Answer

Fo Jiang didn't want to expose Jiang Jiu's pretense of being strong, but he didn't want Jiang Jiu to be sad anymore.

"If you have something on your mind, why don't you tell me?"

As soon as he finished speaking, Jiang Jiu pursed his lips, and there was a hint of crying in his voice.

"Don't you always tell me what you do?"

Just like Jiang Jiu never thought, Fo Jiang actually planned to die with her.

She didn't discover this until much later.

Fo Jiang couldn't let go of everyone in the world, but he couldn't just watch her die.

Finally, there is only one choice left.

However, Fo Jiang is a very stubborn person, and his decision cannot be changed by ordinary people. Jiang Jiu always thinks that if she had not made Fo Jiang fall in love with her first in the game, then with her own personality, it would probably never be possible for Fo Jiang to like her.

"So what do you want to hear?"

Fo Jiang sighed again and held the girl's face in front of him. Their foreheads touched each other and they exchanged warm breaths, as if they could feel each other's emotions.

Jiang Jiu was also strangely comforted. He stopped crying and stared at Fo Jiang blankly.

"No, I won't."

She was embarrassed to ask this, or perhaps she was afraid of hearing an answer she didn't want.

Fo Jiang reached out and rubbed Jiang Jiu's hair, his voice soft and gentle.

"Just tell me what you want, and I'll give it to you."

His words made Jiang Jiu's nose sore. It seemed that she was even less human, so she pursed her lips even more tightly and refused to speak.

Fo Jiang had no choice but to start guessing slowly.

"You don't want me to be a monk anymore? Or something else?"

His question made Jiang Jiu stunned, and she pulled his collar in embarrassment.

"Who said you can't be a monk?"

Jiang Jiu didn't understand Fo Jiang's train of thought at all. What did this have to do with whether he was a monk or not?

But in Fojiang's eyes, there was only one possibility that could have made Jiang Jiu hesitate for so long and not say anything, which was to make him give up practicing Buddhism and turn to other practices.

If not, apart from Jiang Jiu, there was nothing more important in his life, and he had no idea what Jiang Jiu was struggling with.

Little did he know that Jiang Jiu was also secretly sad.

"I'm not that bad."

She always felt that Fo Jiang was guessing about her with not good ideas at all, which was sad.

"Besides that, I can't think of anything else."

Fo Jiang had no choice but to honestly admit his powerlessness. Mainly because when facing Jiang Jiu, his insight and intelligence seemed to become dull, and he could not sense Jiang Jiu's true mood. Perhaps this was because when facing someone he liked, if it was any other donor, Fo Jiang might even be able to guess his subconscious thoughts.

Or maybe he actually has the ability to see into Jiang Jiu's thoughts, but he just doesn't want to treat Jiang Jiu like that.

Lovers need basic honesty, but they also need privacy.

He didn't want Jiang Jiu to find out about this one day and end up making both of them unhappy.

Fo Jiang thought so while looking at Jiang Jiu seriously, wanting her to give him an answer.

Finally, Jiang Jiu dropped his hands weakly and collapsed on Fo Jiang's shoulder. His voice became more depressed, as if he had encountered some huge and difficult problem.

"Are you still planning to stay with me?"

She couldn't think of any other words to persuade him to stay, so she could only use this method to test him in a subtle way. Maybe it wasn't subtle enough, it was already straightforward enough.

Fo Jiang paused with his arms around the person, a trace of confusion flashing across his face. He had no idea where Jiang Jiu's idea came from.

He had no intention of leaving from the beginning, otherwise he would not have found a mortal job in the temple here. Most of the monks here have little understanding of Buddhism, and some even just want to eat and wait for death. Only then would he take the time to preach to them.

Otherwise, if only such a group of people believed in Buddha, it would be a disgrace to Fojiang.

I just didn't expect that Jiang Jiu would suddenly say such a thing.

Jiang Jiu didn't hear Fo Jiang's answer, but he could feel the sluggish atmosphere around him and Fo Jiang's somewhat stiff body reactions, as if he had been sentenced to death.

He should be planning to leave.

It was only because she didn't say it and was greedy that he stayed by her side again and again. Now that she raised this issue, he was about to leave.

Jiang Jiu closed his eyes tightly, feeling extremely depressed. But at this moment, Fo Jiang's question, filled with deep doubts, came from above his head.

"When did I...say I was leaving?"

Fo Jiang hesitated a little, he had never said that before.

Could it be that a love rival dislikes him and is trying to make things difficult for him and say bad things about him?

Fo Jiang felt that his personality was quite peaceful and he had hardly ever had any conflicts with them, so other people shouldn't do the same.

But if the ultimate cause is ginger wine, then it's easy to understand.

There is a very high possibility that rivals will be jealous of each other and are ready to drive others out.

Thinking of this, Fojiang's expression became serious.

"If you heard from someone that I was going to leave you, then you can treat it as nonsense. I never thought that way."

The voice of Fo Jiang's explanation poured into Jiang Jiu's ears, making Jiang Jiu confused and bewildered.

The development of this matter is completely different from what she imagined. It turns out that Fo Jiang has never thought of leaving her side. Were those just her imaginations?

This made Jiang Jiu so embarrassed that he wanted to dig out a three-bedroom apartment from the ground.

Her toes were nervously clamped together out of shame, but fortunately Fo Jiang couldn't see it.

"I...I...I didn't hear anyone say that. I just imagined it."

Jiang Jiu buried his head tightly in Fo Jiang's arms, but this time it was not to cry, but to avoid embarrassment.

Fo Jiang felt Jiang Jiu's body temperature rising slightly due to his shyness, and a particularly obvious smile flashed across his eyes.

"I was wondering why you were so clingy and sad today. So you secretly thought I would leave you? Does that mean I'm very important to you?"

Even if Fo Jiang analyzed it in a steady and calm tone, it sounded like a Buddhist lecture, but this time Jiang Jiu really couldn't fall asleep.

She looked at Fojiang's jawline and muttered to herself.

"Sure enough, the content is wrong. Fojiang's voice is still very nice. Isn't it that I am listening to it now?"

Her mood even became more cheerful, as if she had finally found an oasis in the endless desert, but she definitely couldn't tell Fo Jiang about this.

"Are you satisfied now?"

Fo Jiang smiled helplessly.

"Hmm...are you satisfied?"

Jiang Jiu had already been carried by Fo Jiang to sit on the tree. After thinking for a while, he pretended to be arrogant and said in a 'giving alms' manner.

"Then it's time for me to enjoy it."

Hearing Fojiang's words, Jiang Jiu was stunned for a moment, and the next second his lips were blocked. The world became so bright that he couldn't see the sunlight anymore. He only knew...

Now Fo Jiang will not leave her.