Chapter 65 The Sixty-fifth Day of Reservedness So I Can’t Live Without You Anymore…

Shan Yin's smile froze on his face in an instant.

Later, she could no longer hear what He Yuxian said or what Su Daosheng and others asked her because of the buzzing in her ears.

I only remember that she asked He Yuxian for the address in a trembling voice, her legs were so weak that she stumbled several times on the chairs in the hospital corridor, but she still ran out regardless.

Along the way, she just kept urging the driver to go faster and faster. The feeling of confusion in her heart was unprecedented. All kinds of pictures flashed in her mind again and again. She wanted to force herself to calm down, but after comforting herself with a few words, she continued to urge the driver.

She suddenly couldn't help but think of her parents who left her overnight. Although the temperature in the car was not low, her heart still felt as cold as if it had been soaked by the cold rain that night.

If even Pei Yunhe left her...

She didn't dare to think about it. She didn't dare to imagine what would happen if something happened to Pei Yunhe. She didn't even dare to think about the three words "something happened".

She suddenly realized that it was the first time that she had put Pei Yunhe in every possible day of the future, but this idea seemed to have been subtly in her mind for a long time.

If she were to say now that Pei Yunhe was no longer in the future, it would be like forcibly removing something from her life, or peeling something off the petals of her heart.

The feeling was so oppressive and painful just thinking about it. Dan Yin stroked her chest, feeling a sense of depression that wouldn't dissipate, as if a thousand-pound stone slab was squeezing her heart.

Her heart was beating so fast she could hardly bear it.

So when she arrived at the trauma hospital where Pei Yunhe was, she almost ran up the stairs.

After waiting for the elevator for a long time without any result, she climbed up through the fire escape. Her high heels made a clattering sound in the empty passage, but she didn't feel any pain in her feet. She was so anxious that she forgot everything and just wanted to see Pei Yunhe as soon as possible.

From a distance, she saw He Yuxian waiting outside a ward. Before she could say a word, she grabbed He Yuxian's arm and asked frantically, "Is he okay? Where is he?"

He Yuxian glanced into the ward, then turned around and rushed over.

"Single Chant!"

She put He Yuxian's shouting behind her. She pushed open the door suddenly and saw Pei Yunhe lying on the hospital bed inside. Her nose suddenly felt sore and warm tears filled her eyes. She threw herself into Pei Yunhe's arms.

"Pei Yunhe!"

Pei Yunhe was so frightened by Shan Yin.

He had been hit and was still a little dizzy. He was lying on the bed thinking about how to talk to Shan Yin properly.

As a result, Shan Yin suddenly rushed in. He was unable to react in time and Shan Yin bumped into his chest while he was stunned.

He thought something had happened to Shan Yin, and he was anxious and panicked. He didn't care whether the wound on his chest hurt or not, and he was about to get up while stroking Shan Yin.

"Slow down! Slow down! What's wrong? What happened to you?"

Every time he moved, the wound on his body was affected again, and he couldn't help but hiss. Dan Yin raised his head when he heard it.

Pei Yunhe was so frightened when he saw her face was covered with tear marks. He was not so nervous even when he had a car accident before.

He quickly reached out and cupped Shan Yin's face, carefully asking, "Don't worry, don't worry! Did that little bastard Shan Feiyu also send someone to look for you?"

But Shan Yin was crying so hard that she couldn't speak. She choked with sobs and her shoulders twitched.

Pei Yunhe pretended to call He Yuxian outside.

But before he could utter a word, his lips were suddenly covered by two warm petals, and salty tears seeped into the space between his lips and teeth along the lines and crevices of his lips. Pei Yunhe looked at Shan Yin's face so close in front of him, saw her eyelashes wet and stuck together, and saw her eyelids trembling.

She kissed him extremely hard, with a hint of panic in her brutality, as if if she relaxed even a little, he would disappear in the next second.

The series of unusual reactions left Pei Yunhe with no time to think.

He didn't know how to comfort Shan Yin. Seeing Shan Yin crying was more painful than his own pain.

He let Shan Yin kiss and bite him, letting her vent. Finally, as her arms gradually tightened, he simply didn't care that there was still water hanging on the back of his hand, and reached out to hug Shan Yin tightly.

No matter what happened, he only knew that Dan Yin needed him at this moment, and he was willing to give himself completely.

For a moment he also became more forceful, and the entanglement between their lips and tongues was no longer just a kiss. He put his arms around her waist, drawing all her strength to himself, and kissed her almost until she almost fell over.

They were confirming, even absorbing each other's presence, their tongues entwined and stirring, unwilling to separate for a moment.

The whole ward was filled with the sound of water splashing. The two of them didn't say another word, expressing their deep love in the most primitive way.

In the end, Dan Yin kissed until he was exhausted, his face turned pale, he breathed heavily, and his whole body shook uncontrollably.

Pei Yunhe noticed something was wrong and quickly patted her on the back and said to her, "Dan Yin! Don't be anxious! Listen to me and calm down first! Don't take deep breaths, take small sips and hold your breath repeatedly!"

Shan Yin no longer had the consciousness to think. Pei Yunhe was the only one beside her. She trusted Pei Yunhe wholeheartedly and forced herself to stay calm as he said.

She replaced her deep breaths with small ones, staring into his eyes and holding her breath as he instructed.

He held her arm firmly with one hand and gently stroked her back with the other to help her calm down.

Finally, after a few minutes, some color returned to Shan Yin's face, and the trembling of his body gradually subsided.

She was still sobbing and holding her breath. Pei Yunhe looked at her again, and without saying a word, he pulled her into his arms.

After an unknown amount of time, Dan Yin's mood gradually calmed down.

She felt a little scared and embarrassed, and she lay motionless in Pei Yunhe's arms, her body becoming increasingly stiff.

Pei Yunhe also noticed the changes in Shan Yin's body.

He hugged her, smoothed his hands through her messy hair, and said with a smile: "Do you want to get up and drink some water?"

Shan Yin didn't say anything. After a few seconds, he nodded slightly.

Pei Yunhe smoothed her hair again and said, "Be good, don't be bored now."

Upon hearing this, Shan Yin lowered his head and stood up from Pei Yunhe's arms, without even looking at him, and turned to the other side.

But after waiting for a long time, he still didn't hand over a glass of water. Shan Yin couldn't help feeling a little strange. He turned around and met Pei Yunhe's vague smile. He followed Pei Yunhe's gaze and was dumbfounded.

She was so anxious when she rushed into the ward just now that she didn't notice that Pei Yunhe was not completely covered with a white quilt.

One of his feet was wrapped in layers of white gauze, like a dumpling, and was placed at the end of the bed, unable to move at all.

No wonder he didn't get up or pour water. Shan Yin felt that he was really stupid for a moment. He actually forgot that Pei Yunhe was injured and was still waiting for him to take care of himself.

She stood up hurriedly, and Pei Yunhe grabbed her hand and said, "Where are you going? There's water on the cabinet. Can you get it yourself?"

She lowered her eyes and her gaze fell on the back of Pei Yunhe's hand. The blood that had seeped out because the needle was forcibly pulled out had solidified, leaving only a small red patch, which was shocking to her.

She felt even more guilty, her lips curled up and she looked down, her eyes red again.

Pei Yunhe hurriedly pulled her back to the bed and took his hand away to stop her from looking. But he had to wipe her tears again, so he had to take it out again.

"Still crying? How come I didn't know you were a little crybaby?"

After saying this, he was stunned for a moment, remembering that he had seen her cry bitterly in high school. He should have known that she was a crybaby.

Shan Yin didn't respond to him.

She took his hand off her face, held it in her two hands and looked at it over and over again. There were stars in her fox eyes, like tiny rays of light reflected on the lake, as if those tiny rays of light would fall down if she didn't pay attention.

With a click.

A tear really fell on the back of Pei Yunhe's hand.

He sighed hurriedly and tried to hold Shan Yin's face again, but this time Shan Yin used a lot of strength, holding one of his hands with both hands, preventing him from taking it back.

Pei Yunhe was afraid that Shan Yin would hurt her hands, so she withdrew her strength. Shan Yin immediately wiped away the tears around her eyes with the back of her hand.

She raised her eyes again, stood up, pressed the nurse's bell, and sat beside him with a slightly pouting lip, looking as if she was about to accuse him but also felt extremely guilty.

How is it possible to express these two completely opposite emotions at the same time?

Pei Yunhe looked at Shan Yin with amusement, thinking she was so cute, and the pain in his body disappeared for a moment.

But when he smiled, Shan Yin glared at him again. He didn't dare to smile again. He restrained his smile and sat upright waiting for her to question him. At this moment, she lowered her eyes sadly and lost her mood.

After a long while, she finally asked after the nurse came in: "What happened? How did it become like this?"

The nurse asked Shan Yin to let Pei Yunhe's hand go so that she could give him another injection. Pei Yunhe then handed his other hand to Shan Yin to hold.

"It's nothing. My uncle is just too cautious. I'm fine, but I made a fuss and scared you."

Shan Yin glared at him and pressed his palm hard.

Pei Yunhe didn't dare to talk nonsense anymore. He pursed his lips and said to Shan Yin helplessly and lovingly, "It was Shan Feiyu. He hired someone to hit my car."

"Hit your car?!"

Shan Yin had never heard of such a brutal and despicable method. She knew that Shan Feiyu had been idle for many years and even lived like a second-rate person, but she never thought that he could really do such a thing to kill people for money.

Moreover, the other party was Pei Yunhe. Even if he had no marriage relationship with the Shan family, based on his status, ordinary people would not dare to touch him.

Shan Yin was stunned, his heart was beating fast and he couldn't calm down for a long time.

After the nurse finished giving Pei Yunhe the injection, Pei Yunhe raised her hand and gently pushed her chin up.

"It's okay, I'm not hurt. I just twisted my right leg and have some scrapes and bruises. There are no fractures. Everything inside is fine." Pei Yunhe said calmly.

But when Shan Yin thought about what He Yuxian said to her when he called her, Pei Yunhe seemed to faint.

She was worried, so she leaned over and held his head to look at it.

"Didn't he faint? Is his head okay? Are his internal organs okay? Is the doctor sure?"

She asked several questions in a row, which made Pei Yunhe laugh a lot. He laughed so hard that he actually felt a little dizzy. The wound on his waist was pulled, causing him to lie back straight.

He had no choice but to pull Shan Yin down again and let her sit down, and tried to persuade her: "I'm really fine."

Seeing his smiling face, Shan Yin didn't believe him. She patted him and turned to ask the nurse in the room, "Excuse me, does he really not need further examinations? Have he done the photos and scans? Will there be any sequelae?"

The nurse was already smiling at the way they cared for each other. When she heard Shan Yin ask this, she quickly replied, "We've done it. It's nothing."

She explained Pei Yunhe's injuries to Shan Yin again, and finally said, "Don't worry, there's nothing wrong for now. Just come back for a checkup in a week."

"For now? Does that mean there will be problems later? Can you let me..."

"Single chant."

Shan Yin wanted to ask the nurse all sorts of questions, but Pei Yunhe couldn't stand it any longer, so he grabbed her and held her in his arms, then let the nurse go.

"Nurses still have jobs. If you don't trust me, you should trust the medical staff, right? Be good and don't be anxious."

She was forcibly restrained by Pei Yunhe. Even though Pei Yunhe was a wounded man, he was much stronger than her.

"Hey, don't do this." She was afraid of touching Pei Yunhe's wound and struggled to get out.

Pei Yunhe didn't hold back this time. He pretended to be in pain and kept shouting, "Don't move! Ouch! If you move again, you'll really hit my wound."

Shan Yin was startled, propping himself up and looking up: "Really? Where? Let me see!"

Pei Yunhe stared at her for a few seconds and couldn't help laughing out loud again.

Shan Yin had forgotten that Pei Yunhe was good at acting. In a fit of anger, he reached out to hit him, but stopped before his hand touched his chest. He really didn't dare to hurt him again.

Pei Yunhe grabbed Shan Yin's wrist and pulled her firmly into his arms.

He stopped pretending and acting. His body was still in pain. The people in Shan Feiyu's car were desperately trying to block his car and finally crashed into it. His foot was twisted and slightly fractured from stepping on the brakes. His head was buzzing from the sudden deployment of the airbag and he had indeed lost consciousness.

But he was lucky and had a long life, so at least he was fine.

And at this moment, Shan Yin was in his arms. She cared about him and was worried about him. Her slender arms hugged him, and he could smell the fragrance of her hair when he lowered his head.

He wasn't trying to coax her, he really felt comfortable and relieved.

"Really, don't move, let me hold you, it will be fine soon."

Perhaps he also relaxed, his voice became deeper and softer, and the love contained in it became obvious, which also soothed Dan Yin's heart.

Shan Yin stopped struggling, and just hugged Pei Yunhe gently, gently, almost hanging in the air.

She didn't dare to stick to Pei Yunhe, but she wanted to stick to him to give him warmth. This made her body stiff, but Ke Xin finally calmed down with Pei Yunhe.

The beating of her heart subsided, and she sighed, "How could it have turned out like this? I even bumped into you..."

Pei Yunhe soothed him, "It's okay that they bumped into me. I was just wondering if there was a way to completely control them so they wouldn't bother you again. Now it's solved once and for all."

"Nonsense!" Shan Yin suddenly tightened his arms. Pei Yunhe's mouth twisted in pain, but he immediately smiled.

"After all, I'm fine now. Shan Feiyu has been taken away. Your second uncle won't have time to worry about his son in the future. There won't be any more trouble."

“But I feel more sorry for you. I just promised me a few days ago that you shouldn’t get into any trouble.”

If possible, Shan Yin would rather be bothered by Shan Zewu and Shan Feiyu every day than want Pei Yunhe to get hurt.

She stared at him, staring at Pei Yunhe's still spirited smile, and suddenly leaned on his chest, her ten fingers tightly gripping his collar.

"Single chant?"

She interrupted him: "Pei Yunhe, can you please not take it so seriously? I know you are in good health, but this is not a joke."

Without waiting for his answer, she took a deep breath and clenched her knuckles until they turned white.

"I like you to laugh, but I don't want you to carry everything by yourself and then laugh to make me laugh."

"You can be frivolous, but you can't be frivolous at a time like this."

"You are not just you, you are also mom and dad's son, Miaomiao's brother, and my husband."

"No matter how much they bother me, they only want money. But you only have one. If something happens to you, what's the point of me living a peaceful life every day?"

She leaned on Pei Yunhe's chest and talked more and more.

She had indeed once thought that her relationship with Pei Yunhe was merely a marriage contract.

She felt that it was good enough that she and Pei Yunhe could treat each other with respect. Day after day, all she wanted was a peaceful life.

But gradually, his appearance and his voice filled every minute and every second of her life.

He made her angry, made her laugh, and spoiled her like a child, but he himself was like a child, sticking to her day and night.

Although she had never gotten to know him, she now had to admit that she had long been accustomed to him, and it seemed to be even deeper than habit.

How can we live peacefully without him?

"You said you would support me, but only if you were there for me."

"Our day has just begun, don't you want to make it a long, long time with me?"

There were two magnolia trees in their garden, but they were just saplings, and she couldn't imagine watching them grow up by herself.

He also built a swing for her, but how could she play on the swing if she was the only one there?

"Don't you like to hear me say I'm worried about you? I said, I'm worried, very worried, did you hear me?"

"Pei Yunhe, promise me that you won't make me worry again, okay? What I said is true, I'm not kidding you."

All the things that had been accumulated in her heart for a long time, or that she had never even explored, were suddenly revealed as her emotions surged.

But for the first time in her life, she didn't feel any discomfort or embarrassment. She seemed to understand what those tears that were about to drown her and the suffocating feeling that was about to crush her were when she uttered these words.

"It's okay, it's okay... I promise you, I promise... I know everything..."

Pei Yunhe's repeated murmurs and coaxings were heard in her ears, but they had the opposite effect. His comfort became the switch that lifted the gates of the dam. His thin and dense words guided the flood that broke through the dam and rushed out. She almost shouted out.

"You don't know, my parents died in a car accident. They were gone in an instant. I don't have a parent anymore, so I can't live without you anymore—"

All the sounds in the ward stopped abruptly.

At that moment, Shan Yin suddenly realized that her feelings for Pei Yunhe had probably long been love.

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The author has something to say: Dan Yin baby finally figured out his own heart [applause]

Mr. Pei, you are going to be happy [yellow heart]