Shen Zhichu loved him wholeheartedly for sixteen years, yet she was asked to leave empty-handed, just to make room for the "white moonlight" in his heart.
Li Jingshen thought he would...
Chapter 1015 You Are My Fiancee
Gong Qing also knew what she was worried about. Gu Wanqiu, who had just woken up, was like a baby bird that had just hatched from its egg shell. It had no ability to survive and didn't know how to fly even though it had grown a pair of wings.
Someone needs to teach her slowly, teach her to take care of herself, and teach her to grow up slowly. When she becomes independent, she will feel safe.
After lying in the hospital for so long, even if I wiped my body and changed clothes every day, there was still a strange odor on my body that I couldn't smell.
Gong Qing could smell it, but he didn't mind. He held Gu Wanqiu in his arms every day, and sometimes he would pick her up like a princess and walk around the ward.
When he first picked her up, she was a little scared and held on to his neck tightly, but after a while she got used to it and even found it interesting. She would point to the window from time to time and ask Gong Qing to carry her over there.
Gong Qing discovered that Gu Wanqiu liked being outside, but that kind of liking was limited to standing by the window and looking outside. She would protest strongly if someone wanted to carry her out.
Like a frog living at the bottom of a well, Gong Qing is always helpless in the face of Gu Wanqiu.
You can only do it step by step, slowly, just like teaching a child to walk and talk.
He has plenty of patience with Gu Wanqiu.
Apart from this, the most inconvenient thing is to wash Gu Wanqiu. Gong Qing originally hired a female nurse to help wash Gu Wanqiu more conveniently.
But Gu Wanqiu was too wary, and she would struggle if anyone approached her except him.
Fortunately, Gu Wanqiu has strong self-care ability and she learned it after two or three days of teaching.
Gong Qing noticed that Gu Wanqiu rarely spoke, and thought that her personality had changed, and she had become introverted and disliked communication. Gong Qing slowly communicated with her, hoping to change her current lifestyle and become more like a normal person.
But in the end, it was discovered that one of the main reasons why Gu Wanqiu didn't speak was that there was something wrong with her throat.
The hoarseness of the voice is not from not speaking for a long time, but from being broken.
How did it break?
The doctor conducted a detailed examination and took X-rays. The doctor found that the throat was burned. Because the recovery was not good, the voice became rough and hoarse, and there was pain every time he spoke. The throat wound did not heal well, resulting in frequent inflammation of the tonsils.
The pain level is like having a mouth ulcer, even the most common swallowing of saliva hurts.
Gong Qing asked anxiously, "Can her voice be healed?"
The doctor shook his head: "It won't heal."
Gu Wanqiu is a very outstanding person. Her excellence comes from her strong will and she is particularly harsh on herself.
From childhood to adulthood, regardless of hobbies, I have learned a lot of skills. If I want to be the most eye-catching one, how can I rely on my looks alone? I have to be better than the people around me in everything.
She can draw, play the piano, and the violin. She has a good singing voice, a graceful and flexible figure, and can do various difficult dance moves. She is good at both ballet and classical dance.
Whether it is Gu Wanqiu painting, playing musical instruments, or dancing... they are all the most eye-catching ones.
She is a good painter, but her hands are disabled. She has not been able to pick up a paintbrush since she became disabled five years ago. When she was dancing on the stage, she looked like a white swan. Now her feet are disabled, and it is impossible for her to dance on tiptoe.
That beautiful voice like a lark was also burned, the voice was hoarse, the pronunciation was unclear, and it was difficult for him to even speak, let alone sing.
What was left of Gu Wanqiu? From head to toe, even her face was ruined. She was no longer the pride and arrogance she once had. She had fallen into the dust, reduced to dust, nothing.
Gong Qing stayed with Gu Wanqiu in the hospital during this time.
Ten days.
He always faced Gu Wanqiu with his strongest side, not allowing himself to reveal even the slightest bit of vulnerability.
Because Gu Wanqiu has become very fragile, he can only protect her by being tough, just like the eggshell outside the egg and the peanut shell inside the peanut, their existence is only to protect the inside. He also wants to wrap Gu Wanqiu tightly in the same way, to protect her and not let her get hurt at all.
So even though he was infected by Gu Wanqiu, and felt unbearable heartache and uncontrollable sadness, he endured it, comforting Gu Wanqiu while comforting himself.
All bad things will pass, it's good to be alive.
But this time, the doctor said that Gu Wanqiu's throat was burned and would never heal.
Gong Qing's eyes turned red and he burst into tears in front of Gu Wanqiu. His steady breathing turned into a series of inaudible tremors.
What is left of Gu Wanqiu now?
Gu Wanqiu used to have everything, but now she has nothing. God is so cruel, taking back everything from her bit by bit.
If Gu Wanqiu remembers everything, does she think that never having had it was the best thing?
Even as a "bystander", he couldn't accept the disparity in Gu Wanqiu's life. If one day, the blood clot in Gu Wanqiu's brain dissipated and she recovered her memory, would she be able to accept it calmly?
How did Gu Wanqiu survive those long five years?
Gu Wanqiu saw Gong Qing crying. She didn’t know why he was crying. She stood in front of Gong Qing at a loss, looking anxious.
"Gong Qing." A hoarse and unpleasant voice came out of his throat, which was still very painful. Gu Wanqiu endured the pain and frowned.
She didn't know why, but she felt so sad when she saw Gong Qing crying.
Gong Qing raised his head, not wanting Gu Wanqiu to see his incompetent side.
He was much taller than Gu Wanqiu, and when he raised his head, Gu Wanqiu couldn't see his face.
Gu Wanqiu endured the pain and continued to call him: "Gong Qing, why are you crying? Please stop crying, it makes me uncomfortable when you cry..."
When Gong Qing heard that he was in pain, he immediately lowered his head and looked at Gu Wanqiu's pale and anxious face: "Where are you in pain?"
Gu Wanqiu pressed his chest and said, "It hurts here." That's where the heart is.
As soon as she finished speaking, Gong Qing hugged her.
His embrace was still warm. Gu Wanqiu was quiet and let him hold her.
When people are crying, a hug will make them feel much better and not so sad. A hug can solve many emotional problems, just like charging the body, filling the empty heart with satisfaction. The feeling of being hugged is as if you are loved by the whole world and have everything.
Gu Wanqiu reached out and hugged Gong Qing tightly. She was not as strong as him, but as they hugged each other, they could feel each other's breath, temperature, and heartbeats that were getting closer and closer.
They were in the corner of the ward, hugging each other as if no one was around. They didn't know how long they held each other. Gu Wanqiu felt her feet were tired from standing, so Gong Qing let her go.
His eyes were still red. Gu Wanqiu raised her hand to wipe his tears. She touched the mole at the end of his left eyebrow and her fingertips paused. For a moment, a figure quickly flashed through her mind. That person was not Gong Qing, but he seemed to be a little bit like him.
"Gong Qing, why are you so nice to me?" Gu Wanqiu asked.
"Because you are my fiancée..."