Chapter 138 He is so greedy

Shen Zhichu took out the medicine, then walked barefoot to the water dispenser to get a glass of water and was about to drink it.

There was a noise from the bed, Shen Zhichu stiffened and turned around.

The man who had just fallen asleep woke up at some point and was now sitting on the bed with the quilt sliding down to his waist. Shen Zhichu had adapted to the dim light and could vaguely see the well-defined and firm muscles on Li Jingshen's upper body.

"What are you eating?" Li Jingshen asked. He knew what Shen Zhichu was eating but still asked her, as if to get some unrealistic comfort.

"Birth control pills."

Li Jingshen's eyes fell on Shen Zhichu's hand: "I have taken measures, you don't need to take medicine." Taking too many birth control pills is bad for your health.

"I'm worried." Shen Zhichu pinched the medicine, tilted his head back, threw the medicine into his mouth, swallowed it with a sip of cold water.

Li Jingshen's pair of dark eyes became deeper in the darkness. He narrowed his eyes and stared at Shen Zhichu's movements. He clenched his hands that were supporting the bed, and the sheets were wrinkled into a ball.

She was so afraid of getting pregnant with his child. He had obviously taken contraceptive measures, but she still felt uneasy. Even if she fell asleep, she would get up and take the birth control pills.

Li Jingshen's eyes were full of mystery. At this moment, he was like a wolf lying in ambush in the darkness, with a strong and coercive feeling in his eyes. Shen Zhichu was already used to his gaze, but he still felt scared when he stared at him for a long time.

Shen Zhichu tightly gripped the cup in his hand, and after a great mental struggle, he put the cup down and walked to the bed.

Before she reached the bed, Li Jingshen stretched out his hand and grabbed her wrist. He was very strong and Shen Zhichu's hand was held in his palm and she couldn't get free no matter how hard she struggled.

"Don't take birth control pills anymore." Li Jingshen's voice was unusually gentle in the dark night.

"Then can you promise not to touch me?" Shen Zhichu asked.

Li Jingshen slightly folded his arms and forced Shen Zhichu to the bed: "I said I won't let you get pregnant. Taking too much of that kind of medicine is not good for your health." He had heard that taking too many medicines would cause endocrine disorders and affect the uterus. Her uterus was weak and it was not easy for her to get pregnant. If she took more medicine, she was afraid that she would never be able to get pregnant in her life.

Shen Zhichu sneered and said, "Of course I know that taking too much medicine is not good, but compared to the damage a miscarriage would cause to the body, this is nothing."

Li Jingshen suddenly loosened his grip on her hand and looked at her face with a gloomy look.

Shen Zhichu climbed onto the bed with her eyes lowered. After she had been out for a while, her body became cold, in stark contrast to Li Jingshen's hot body temperature.

Shen Zhichu curled up in the quilt, his voice hoarse and hesitant: "Li Jingshen, do you like to force others? When I liked you before, I wanted to have your child but you didn't want to. Now I don't want to, but you are forcing me."

Shen Zhichu suddenly felt confused. She closed her eyes and asked, "Did I owe you something in my previous life? That's why you hate me so much and abuse me in this life?"

"I don't hate you."

"It's a lie."

Really, Chen Zhichu, I don't hate you. If he really loved her as much as she said, he wouldn't have kept her by his side, wouldn't have stayed by her side day and night in the hospital to take care of her, and wouldn't have been upset and unable to sleep at night just because he saw her taking birth control pills.

It seemed as if there was a little person living in his heart, anxiously urging him every moment of every day to take something from Shen Zhichu.

He wanted Shen Zhichu to be pregnant with his child and never leave him again, and he also wanted her heart.

He was so greedy that he wanted to swallow the person in front of him into his stomach and melt him into his bones and blood.

He wanted Shen Zhichu's body and mind, her freedom, her smile, and the shadow of Li Jingshen in her bright eyes.

These... He once truly possessed them, but now he has lost them.

In fact, these things are not valuable, but why can't I bear to part with them?