Chapter 180 Li Jingshen I Hate You So Much

Chen Zhichu was stuck and it hurt so much that her jaw was almost taken off. She half closed her eyes and tears fell uncontrollably. The chain in her hand not only did not loosen, but she tightened it more and more, as if she wanted to crush it.

Li Jingshen frowned, loosened his grip and let go of her: "Why are you crying? You wanted to kill me, but I didn't even ask a question, and you're so scared? If you're so scared, why did you do anything?"

Chen Zhichu collapsed on the bed, unable to control her tears. She hated herself for being so incompetent that she couldn't even kill the person who hurt her.

When Shen Zhichu cried, she didn't have much energy. She just pursed her lips and gritted her teeth and cried silently. If she cried too hard, she would sob, which was uncomfortable to listen to.

Li Jingshen reached out and pried open Shen Zhichu's hands that were tightly gripping the chains, then stuffed her into the quilt.

Shen Zhichu was still crying. What had just happened seemed like a nightmare.

Li Jingshen felt distressed by her crying, so he turned on the light, tore off a tissue and carefully wiped her face.

She is as timid as a cat, having the guts to go around people but not to admit it. He said he wouldn't blame her, but she was still crying.

Her face was pale and her eyes looked particularly red. Li Jingshen lifted her chin and kissed her lips which were completely bloodless. His movements were gentle and quick without any ambiguity. It seemed like a simple comfort.

"Chen Zhichu, do you really hate me that much?" Li Jingshen let out a bitter smile. "You hate me so much that you want to get up in the middle of the night and strangle me with a chain. Can you strangle someone to death with your strength? You are the typical innocent, stupid and bold person."

Shen Zhichu looked at Li Jingshen and opened his mouth. His throat felt like it was choked by a ball of cotton, so swollen that he couldn't swallow or spit it out.

Although she didn't say a word, her eyes were filled with bottomless hatred. Li Jingshen knew better than anyone how much Shen Zhichu hated him.

It seemed that what was contained in his eyes was not tears but blood corroding his bones.

That fierce look in his eyes seemed as if he wanted to kill him.

Li Jingshen felt a slight pain in his heart, and he reached out to cover Shen Zhichu's eyes, blocking out the overwhelming hatred in her eyes.

"Chen Zhichu, I want to ask you, if it weren't for sixteen years ago, would you marry me?" Li Jingshen asked the question he had always wanted to ask.

Shen Zhichu's body stiffened slightly. With her eyes blindfolded, she couldn't see Li Jingshen's anxious expression at the moment.

After a long time, she murmured, "No, if possible, I don't want to meet you at all."

If she meets you six years ago, the young man who saved her sixteen years ago will always stay in her heart and shine brightly, instead of dragging her into the bottomless abyss like now.

Shen Zhichu rested his forehead on Li Jingshen's warm palm: "Li Jingshen, you asked me if I hated you very much. Yes... I do hate you. I hated you as much as I loved you back then. I just wanted to strangle you to death and then peel off your skin, eat your flesh and taste your blood, cut open your chest to see what your heart is made of!"

A line of tears silently slid down from the corner of the eye, wetting the man's palm.

Shen Zhichu choked up and said, "Why have you changed? You were obviously not like this at the beginning."

"I hate you for destroying my pride and self-esteem. I hate you for making me lose everything. I hate you for losing Li Jingshen, the man who saved me sixteen years ago..."

Li Jingshen listened to Shen Zhichu's words, and his heart felt uncomfortable as if a hand was clenching it: It's not that he has changed, but that the person sixteen years ago was not him at all.

There was a mistake between them from the very beginning. Shen Zhichu hated him, and so did he.

Shen Zhichu, why do you love me because of another person?