Shen Zhichu loved him wholeheartedly for sixteen years, yet she was asked to leave empty-handed, just to make room for the "white moonlight" in his heart.
Li Jingshen thought he would...
Chapter 201 Pale and Powerless
"Let Aunt Wang accompany you."
No matter how Xia Mingyue ignored it, she could still tell that Li Jingshen was cold towards her. She felt it was strange. Li Jingshen was willing to exchange Shen Zhichu for her back, which meant that she was more important to him. But why didn't he say a word of concern after he got her back, and was so cold to her?
Xia Mingyue suddenly felt aggrieved and sniffed: "Depth of Field, can't you really accompany me anymore?"
Li Jing took a deep breath: "I'm taking care of Shen Zhichu in the hospital."
"Chen Zhichu was rescued?" Her tone was full of doubts, and she was even more unwilling. She didn't expect that Shen Zhichu was so lucky that he was not tortured to death.
The phone suddenly fell silent. Xia Mingyue noticed her tone and quickly changed the subject: "How is she?"
Li Jingshen didn't want to talk to her any more: "Nothing, I'll hang up."
"Jing..." The sound of hanging up came from the phone. Xia Mingyue held the phone tightly to calm herself down. Li Jingshen didn't tell her about Shen Zhichu's situation. Does that mean Shen Zhichu is in danger now?
Xia Mingyue thought with a sinister look: It would be great if that were true.
…….
Half a month passed in a flash. During these fifteen days, Shen Zhichu showed no signs of waking up. Instead, he was in danger several times and needed rescue.
Li Jingshen lost twenty pounds in an instant, and his entire body was emaciated. Shen Zhichu was present during every emergency surgery, and she became increasingly desperate day by day. No one knew when she would be safe, when she would wake up, or in which surgery she would die.
The operation lasted from day to night. Li Jingshen leaned against the wall and smoked. His hand holding the cigarette was shaking. The cigarette butt burned his fingers but he let it burn until it went out, and then he came to his senses.
In the face of life and death, even the most powerful people are helpless.
Shen Zhichu fell into danger again and again, but he was helpless and could do nothing. He suddenly squatted on the ground, feeling that he was trapped in a nightmare that he could not get out of.
He hugged his head and closed his eyes tiredly, his heart so cold that he couldn't warm himself up.
Shen Zhichu, please don’t abandon me.
Please give me a chance, let's start over, and this time I will love you hopelessly.
At two o'clock in the morning, Shen Zhichu's heartbeat recovered once again with the doctor's rescue.
The doctors who were trying to save her tried their best. They were so exhausted that they would fall asleep almost as soon as they closed their eyes. But no one dared to sleep, for fear that Shen Zhichu would fall into danger again.
Li Jingshen looked over with bloodshot eyes, first in the direction of Shen Zhichu and then back at the medical staff.
"Thank you." Thank you for bringing back the person he likes again.
When Li Jingshen said thank you for the first time, the medical staff present were all stunned and surprised, but now they have gotten used to it. After so many rescues, they would always say thank you sincerely from the bottom of their hearts even if he didn't say thank you.
Shen Zhichu's condition was still very bad. He was as fragile as a soap bubble and seemed about to disappear soon.
Li Jingshen could hardly remember what she looked like when she woke up. It seemed like they were really going to see Shen Zhichu again this time, the one who turned her back to him and said, "Li Jingshen, goodbye."
Li Jingshen's eyes were bloodshot and dry, and he could no longer shed tears.
Every day his life was like a fixed routine, doing repetitive things, taking care of Chen Zhichu, eating, going to the bathroom, and living a life of three points and one line. He only charged his mobile phone once when Zhao Qian brought it to him, and he has never turned it off until now because he has never even looked at it.
Now his mind no longer allows him to be distracted by other things, and he just wants to stay by Shen Zhichu's side.
It had just been like this from the initial grief to the current confusion. He had no idea what to do. His omnipotence had lost its effect. When Shen Zhichu was awake, if she wanted to leave, he could always use tough measures to keep her, but now he didn't know what method he could use to make her stay.
Fighting against the King of Hell for his life, any of his attempts to save him seemed so futile.
Li Jingshen was in such a state that he could no longer handle it alone, so he hired a nurse to take turns guarding Shen Zhichu.
Even if he couldn't sleep, he had to force himself to sleep. He had to stay awake so that he would have the strength to wait for Shen Zhichu to wake up.
He leaned against the headboard and closed his eyes tiredly. Under the light, his face was completely bloodless and he looked pale and calm.
Because his mind was constantly tense, Li Jingshen couldn't rest peacefully at all, and he would have nightmares as soon as he fell asleep.
I dreamed that the kidnappers tortured Shen Zhichu with all kinds of cruel means, and finally Shen Zhichu lay in a pool of blood, without breathing or heartbeat.
Li Jingshen would have this nightmare every night and would be frightened awake. As soon as she woke up, she would look in the direction of Shen Zhichu, and then check the heart rate monitor to make sure she was safe, and then her heart would calm down a little.
…….
The news that Shen Zhichu became a vegetable soon reached Xia Mingyue's ears.
When Xia Mingyue heard this, she burst out laughing. If Ah Heng hadn't had a broken hand, she would have applauded and congratulated him. What's the difference between being a vegetable and being dead?
As long as she keeps doing this, Li Jingshen will be hers sooner or later.