Chapter 279: Shen Zhichu Falls from the Building

Shen Zhichu had an idea that as long as she jumped, she would be able to see her two children and the man who had always been in her heart - Bai Qiu.

When Li Jingshen brought wonton back to the ward, he saw Shen Zhichu standing on the stool in front of the window. The window was wide open, and the cold wind blew in wantonly, blowing up the hem of her clothes as if they were hanging in the air.

Li Jingshen's heart suddenly rose to his throat. He was nervous and afraid of making a sound to scare her, so he called out softly, "Chu Chu..."

Shen Zhichu's left foot was already on the window sill, with half of his body hanging outside and swaying for a moment, as if he was about to fall down at any time.

"Chu Chu, come down quickly, it's dangerous there. Look, I bought you your favorite wontons." Li Jingshen said as he moved over quietly.

Countless thoughts popped up in his mind one by one, and Li Jingshen took a breath. He didn't expect that during the short time he was away, Shen Zhichu actually had the idea of jumping off the building to commit suicide.

Fortunately, he ordered takeout in advance and just went downstairs to pick it up. If he was a little later, would Shen Zhichu have fallen so silently?

Li Jingshen didn't even dare to think about it. At this moment, his heart felt as tight as if someone was holding it with sandpaper and squeezing it tightly.

Chen Zhichu leaned against the window and slowly turned around to sit on it. She looked at Li Jingshen and curled the corners of her lips: "Don't come over." Her usually gentle voice was now hoarse.

The cold wind blew her long hair, and the corners of her eyes were slightly wet, obviously she had been crying just now. Li Jingshen gritted his teeth and said, "Don't move, sit still, I won't go over..."

Although he said this, his body was tense, as if he was ready to rush forward at any time.

This is the eighth floor. If Shen Zhichu falls down, she will surely die. What he needs to do is to divert her attention and then quickly pull her down.

Shen Zhichu raised her eyes slightly, and her lifeless eyes showed some emotion after seeing Li Jingshen. She raised the corners of her lips and said word by word in a trembling voice: Li Jingshen, I don’t know what unforgivable sins I have done in the past that you treat me like this.

"You said you don't know how to love someone, but that's not a reason for you to hurt someone, and no one will stay there waiting for you to learn how to love."

"Have you seen the dead child? He was so small and just started to move in my belly..." When mentioning the child, Shen Zhichu finally choked with sobs.

The feeling of despair and inability to struggle hung over him, tears flowed uncontrollably, Li Jingshen pursed his lips and wanted to say something but couldn't utter a single word.

Shen Zhichu met Li Jingshen's bloodshot eyes: "You said you killed my child to save me, but what you don't know is that I had already given my life to him, and you lost mine."

Li Jingshen's face turned pale and he shook his head.

"Li Jingshen, don't you like to push me from heaven to hell and watch me fall to pieces? Then I will help you, okay? This world is so big, there are hundreds of millions of roads for you to find me no matter how I escape, but I know there is one road you will never find..." The empty voice echoed in the empty room, and Shen Zhichu finally fell backwards. His body was instantly filled with cold wind, and all the light and heat were lost.

"Chen Zhichu!" The wontons in his hand fell to the ground. Li Jingshen rushed over and grabbed her with his right hand.

Shen Zhichu's body was hanging in the air, precariously, and his slender wrist seemed like it would break if pulled.

Li Jingshen tightly grasped Shen Zhichu’s slender wrist, his whole body trembling, his face pale.

"Chen Zhichu, hold on to me and don't let go."

Chen Zhichu opened her mouth and coughed twice. Her stomach hurt terribly, and blood gushed out of her mouth like a flood. She was in a very bad condition, her pupils were dilated and her eyes could not focus. She stared blankly at Li Jingshen hanging on the windowsill with a painful expression.

The death of her child was a fatal blow to her. Although she had been calm these days, her heart was actually in great pain, like a deadly venom that was about to engulf her at any time.

"Li Jingshen, I tried my best..." She tried her best to live and accept this life worse than death, but she had no choice.

She wanted to kill Li Jingshen and also wanted to kill herself, but she couldn't kill Li Jingshen, so she could only end her life in such an extreme way.

Having lost her memory, she was like a strange soul that did not belong to this world at all. Li Jingshen broke her "wings" and locked her in this place out of paranoia. After briefly giving her some sunlight, he locked her in a coffin, and she begged for death every day.

She felt that she was so stupid, feeding a hypocritical beast with a sincere heart.

"I tried my best" are just three words but they are so painful.

He understood Shen Zhichu's words in an instant. She had found a way where he would never find her, and that way was the Yellow Springs Road.

Li Jingshen suddenly felt cold. Although winter had not yet arrived, he felt the coldness of winter in advance, the biting pain, and even his breathing was trembling due to the cold.

"Chen Zhichu, don't you want to recover your memory? If you want to know who Bai Qiu is and where he is, you have to live!" He grabbed Shen Zhichu's wrist tightly, his nose was sore, and he looked at Shen Zhichu's pale face with blurred vision. A few drops of water fell on her face.

Damn, she tried her best. As long as he didn't want her to die, she wouldn't die. Besides, this was a hospital and there were people trying to save her.

But Li Jingshen forgot that a doctor can save a person, but he cannot save a person who is determined to die.

"I won't believe you anymore." Shen Zhichu raised his left hand to struggle.

Soon someone noticed something was wrong here. The nurse who went to get the painkillers came back and screamed in panic when he saw this scene.

Li Jingshen gritted his teeth. He absolutely could not lose Chen Zhichu here. The wind was howling, as if someone was crying.

He took a deep breath and said in a deep voice: "Chen Zhichu, if you fall from here, I will find a rotten place to grind the bones of that dead child and scatter his ashes."

Shen Zhichu's struggling body suddenly stopped. She had never thought that Li Jingshen's heart could be so cruel that he would not even let go of his dead flesh and blood.

A strong bitter taste emanated from the chest cavity and spread along the esophagus to the entire mouth, like chewing up Coptis chinensis and applying it to the root of the tongue, so bitter that it made me nauseous.

Li Jingshen saw her expression stiff and continued, "And that cat you used to hold at home, Nian Nian, if you die I'll strip its fur, tear off its skin, chop it into a pile of rotten meat and bury it with you. Don't you like keeping pets? I'll let it die with you."

"And Mrs. Zhang, don't think I don't know that she helped you escape. Just because I don't pursue the matter doesn't mean I don't hold it against you. You know my methods." Li Jingshen pretended to mock her. "It's easy for you to die, but it's a pity for her. She was killed for helping such an ungrateful person. I heard she has a daughter about your age, and she's not bad looking. If she were sold to a nightclub, she would be worth quite a bit, right?"

Shen Zhichu stared at him in a daze. She knew that Li Jingshen would definitely do it. It wasn't that he had no conscience, but that he had no heart at all! Hatred blinded her eyes.

At this moment, several people rushed into the room, and someone hugged Li Jingshen's body to prevent him from falling.

Some people even reached out their hands to Shen Zhichu, advising her not to give up her life and to live well, not knowing that she had already stepped into hell and was half dead.

Shen Zhichu's hands were too slender, and Li Jingshen was worried about hurting her, so he was very careful when pulling her up, but Shen Zhichu's hands were still scratched.

All this happened in just four minutes, but Li Jingshen felt like four years had passed.

Li Jingshen pursed his lips, and after pulling Chen Zhichu up, his eyes turned cold again. The originally empty room was suddenly filled with people, and there was a lot of noise all around.

I could still hear, but I couldn't make out a single word. It was as if insects and flies had flown into my brain, making it buzz.

Shen Zhichu sat limply on the ground, his face as pale as paper. His eyes were no longer as dead as before, but filled with unwillingness and anger, the look of a living person.

Li Jingshen looked at the people in and outside the room with a gloomy expression, his eyes turned cold: "Get out!"

The medical staff standing nearby wanted to persuade him, but the words were shouted back at them just as they were about to speak. Their hearts were trembling with fear: this man's deterrent power is really terrifying.

Everyone in the room quickly left the room. As soon as they left, the room suddenly became empty and fell into silence.

Li Jingshen suddenly bent down, picked up the nearly "paralyzed" Shen Zhichu, and brought her to the bathroom. He put his arms around her body and faced the mirror.

Li Jingshen's eyes were like a sudden poison: "Chen Zhichu, take a good look at yourself now!"

Shen Zhichu looked at the woman in the mirror numbly. Her face was as pale as a ghost, her hair was messy, and her loose hospital gown was dirty and messy. She looked like a patient locked up in a mental hospital.

Her whole body felt as if all the bones were broken in an instant. It was painful but she couldn't tell where it hurt. It was as if she had fallen into the dark sea, being swallowed by the heavy waves, and was trapped in darkness without even a light.

She lived such a miserable life, even worse than a beggar on the street, but when she looked at Li Jingshen who was suppressing her, he was dressed in bright and beautiful clothes. He had never changed, and was still as high and mighty as before, looking down at her ugly appearance cruelly and viciously.

Li Jingshen pinched her thin, pointed jaw: "Chen Zhichu, are you feeling very unwilling? Why is a bad person like me still alive? Do you hate me so much that you want to kill me? Hmm?"

Yes, she hated this man, she wanted to kill him, tear his skin, break his bones, suck his blood, eat his flesh. Why did such a scumbag live in this world? And why did she commit suicide because of him? She wanted to kill him. Only then would her dead baby rest in peace, and every year would be fine, and Mrs. Zhang's family would be safe.

Li Jingshen saw the hatred in Shen Zhichu's eyes. He suddenly hugged her and whispered in her ear like a devil: "Sure, Shen Zhichu, you hate me. Next, I'm waiting for you to kill me. I'll give you a chance!" After that, he kissed Shen Zhichu's lips.

Shen Zhichu suddenly put his hands around Li Jingshen's neck, pulled out the indwelling needle on the back of his left hand with his right hand, and stabbed Li Jingshen's neck with force!