Chapter 286 Car Crash

"After knowing what I've gone through, do you think I will still like the child who was stained with your blood?" Shen Zhichu said vicious words, but his heart ached terribly, as if a small hand was clenching.

Shen Zhichu's eyes felt like they were dripping with blood, becoming sore and painful. She was in so much pain, but she couldn't shed a tear. "You will never know how I counted through that hour, and those ten phone calls... I called you ten times, why didn't you answer? Even if you were the last one to answer, Bai Qiu wouldn't have died."

She was not afraid of the pain in her hands or the disability, she just couldn't accept that the most important person in her life left her.

That was the light that had existed in her heart for more than ten years. She had always kept it hidden in her heart and protected it silently, but it was extinguished by Li Jingshen with a casual slap.

Li Jingshen's throat tightened. He picked up Shen Zhichu's coat and wrapped it around her to hide the wounds on her neck. He hugged her tightly, tears falling directly onto Shen Zhichu's neck: "You should hate me, and I don't deserve your forgiveness, but Shen Zhichu, you are the only one I have. You are really the only one I have. I know my sins are unforgivable, but you have to give me a chance to atone for my sins."

Shen Zhichu's body was as stiff as a puppet. She looked at the street receding outside the window. The window was half open, and a cool breeze blew in, like a gentle hand stroking the tears from the corners of her eyes.

"Li Jingshen, I gave you a chance. I've been married to you for five years, five whole years. I'm such a pain-prone person, yet I hurt myself recklessly just to love you. But now I realize that it was all my own fault. No wonder people online called me a slut and told me to die."

"I also feel that I'm so cheap and stupid. I worked so hard for most of my life, but in the end it was all for nothing. Even the person who saved me when I was a child can admit his mistake..."

Shen Zhichu's light breath fell on the back of his neck. Li Jingshen was struck by lightning, his scalp tingling. At this moment, he really didn't know what to do.

Shen Zhichu knew, she knew everything. Not only did she recover her memory, she also knew that the person who saved her home was Bai Qiu, not him.

Li Jingshen was in a panic, his hands holding Shen Zhichu were shaking, the chill in his heart flowed through his blood to his limbs, even his toes were shivering and tightening due to the cold.

He couldn't stand such fear and wanted to escape for a moment, but as soon as he escaped, Shen Zhichu in front of him would disappear. Li Jingshen took a trembling breath and took a deep breath: "I won't let you go, no, never!"

These words were said to Shen Zhichu and also to himself. He absolutely could not let Shen Zhichu go, and he would hold her tightly even if he died.

How could Shen Zhichu not know what he was thinking? No one knew better than her how selfish and lawless this man was.

Before the divorce, they used a mental illness chart to confine her. Now that they're divorced, maybe they'll just lock her up somewhere where no one is around?

This was a tactic he often used. After all, he had once locked her up like a dog.

"I hate you now, but I'm also glad. I'm glad that the person who saved me eighteen years ago wasn't you. I just recognized the wrong person, but I didn't love the wrong person. Fortunately, I didn't fall in love with someone as heartless as you."

Li Jingshen's ears were buzzing, his heart felt like it was being twisted by a knife, and there seemed to be blood in his throat. For the first time, he experienced what it felt like to have a heart twisted by a knife and to have thousands of arrows piercing his heart.

"We've been together for so many years, and you really haven't had any feelings for me?"

Shen Zhichu tilted his neck and said with a smile: "I only love that memory, and that memory has nothing to do with you. Li Jingshen, you are just a cuckoo occupying the magpie's nest. How could I fall in love with you?"

Li Jingshen supported her shoulders and looked directly into her face and eyes, trying to find any trace of her words. "I don't believe it. I saw the box you hid in the basement. Inside was your diary, the scarf you knitted for me, and the picture you drew of me. I don't believe this is all fake!"

Chen Zhichu suddenly pushed him away. Li Jingshen had an injury on his hand and had just had his stomach washed, so his body was weak. He was pushed and bumped into the car door, which shook his head.

"That's true, but I believed you were the one who saved me. Unfortunately, I was blind and made a mistake, throwing my sincerity away. Now that you've read that diary, you should have seen how disappointed I am in you."

Li Jingshen thought of the last sentence in the diary.

——"If there is another life, we will part ways and live happily ever after."

He felt heartbroken whenever he thought about how he and Shen Zhichu would end up like this.

Shen Zhichu looked at her painful appearance, and a hint of pleasure rose in his heart. How much she loved Li Jingshen back then, how much she hated him now. No, that kind of hatred was already a million times greater.

She leaned back against the car door, her elbow resting on the window button.

"Li Jingshen, do you believe in karma in this world? Good people will eventually be reincarnated, and bad people will fall into hell."

Li Jingshen pursed his lips and suddenly smiled bitterly: "I believe that if I fall into hell, I will take you with me." They will be together in life and death, and in all their lives.

"Hahaha..." Shen Zhichu suddenly burst into laughter, as if he had heard a joke. He laughed so hard that his stomach ached and tears fell.

Li Jingshen was inexplicably uneasy about her smile. The smile on her face was uglier than crying. Li Jingshen felt as if his body was poured with cold water.

Shen Zhichu couldn't stop laughing, her eyes widened and her expression was ferocious: "I was born in hell a long time ago, Li Jingshen, I am waiting for you and Xia Mingyue in hell."

It was as if something was broken. What did she mean by "she was born in hell"? Before Li Jingshen understood what she said, the window behind Shen Zhichu suddenly opened.

The wind blew in wantonly, ruffling her long hair. He couldn't help but shudder, and the scene before him seemed to be in slow motion...

After Shen Zhichu finished speaking, he turned around, propped up the car window with his arms, and flipped out with a force...

She had a smile on her face, without a trace of fear. The moment her body fell out of the car, her coat flew up like a butterfly...

It's like the bird's wings have grown back...

The driver in front automatically blocked his ears and pretended not to hear or see anything happening behind him. He drove cautiously. Suddenly, there was a "bang" sound outside, as if something fell out.

“Shen Zhichu!”