Chapter 451 Li Jingshen was so jealous that he vomited blood

Li Jingshen himself felt that his lungs were not damaged, but his brain was damaged. He was crazy and was obsessed with something impossible.

In the past two months, he did not take the initiative to find Shen Zhichu and appear in front of her, but he was like a voyeur stalker. He knew in advance where Shen Zhichu was filming and where she lived, so he also rented a house nearby.

Since Shen Zhichu didn't like the gifts he gave her, he would send support to the crew in the name of fans, or infiltrate the fan group to find out everything about Shen Zhichu and raise funds for donations. Because of his generosity and large donation amounts, Li Jingshen has already made a name for himself in the fan group.

The film officially wrapped up today, and Li Jingshen knew the news early in the morning. After finding out where the film crew was having a dinner, he went to the hotel and booked a private room. He also tipped the waiter and asked him to keep an eye on that place.

When he learned that Shen Zhichu had left, he also left, secretly following her and watching her holding Bai Qiujing's hand all the way to the car.

He drove and followed them all the way here, and did not leave until Shen Zhichu brought Bai Qiujing in.

I don’t know why, but I just feel unwilling to give up and want to wait until Shen Zhichu comes out.

The heater in the car was on and it wasn't cold. Li Jingshen sat in the car and looked at the villa. The lights inside were always on.

What is Shen Zhichu doing?

Li Jingshen was thinking about this problem. The heater was on in the car, but the heat could not flow into his body. He was clearly in the car, but he felt like he was outside, as if his blood had frozen into ice.

He kept staring in that direction until his eyes were sore, but Shen Zhichu still didn't come out.

He drove around the villa and finally stopped in the east direction. The light in that room was always on. If my guess was correct, it should be the bedroom.

He opened the car window and looked up. Because the curtains were not completely drawn, he could vaguely see two figures overlapping each other inside and then disappearing.

Li Jingshen's breath hitched, his heart suddenly rising into his throat. The air in his chest suddenly tightened, making it hard for him to breathe. He watched with tears in his eyes as the world, which had been spinning so fast, suddenly felt like it had stopped...

It's so late, and they are in the same room, two overlapping figures, what are they doing?

A man and a woman alone, in the dark night, what else can they do in this cold winter?

Li Jingshen didn't dare to think about it. He had been with Shen Zhichu for more than a month. Although she was close to Bai Qiujing, they slept in separate rooms and did not live together.

Li Jingshen had also thought about this day. After all, the two of them would eventually live together and something would happen.

He was mentally prepared when Bai Qiujing mocked him and saw the photo of Shen Zhichu and Bai Qiujing together, but when this scene was placed nakedly in front of him...

Li Jingshen had a splitting headache. He looked at his trembling hands, his fingertips were cold, and when he rubbed them together and clenched them, he felt that his hands were covered with needles, and he wanted to reach out and pull them out.

He stiffly looked away and looked at himself in the rearview mirror.

For a moment, he almost didn't recognize himself. His eyes were entangled with fine red bloodshot, his eyes were dull, his eye bags were black, and stubble appeared on his chin. He looked depressed and listless.

Why did it become like this? Li Jingshen asked himself over and over again.

He had once fantasized about the beautiful world of Shen Zhichu returning to him and them living together. He knew a lot now, and Shen Zhichu didn't have to do the housework, laundry, or cooking. He would put his work aside and stay with Shen Zhichu every day, supporting her career. Whenever they had time, they would go on dates to places she wanted to go, and come back to sleep in each other's arms at night.

But it shouldn’t be like this…

A beautiful fantasy is always a fantasy. The person he once hugged for warmth and tenderness is now lying in the arms of another man upstairs.

The longing turned into pain that swept over his whole body, occupying every corner of his body. He was eager to do something to vent his feelings. Looking at the rearview mirror in front of him, Li Jingshen clenched his fist and smashed it hard, leaving a crack on the mirror. Li Jingshen seemed to have lost consciousness and punched it again and again until the rearview mirror fell off, then he stopped.

His right hand was already covered in blood, and a piercing pain came from the back of his hand. Looking at the mess in front of him, Li Jingshen's hand softened and he put his right hand on his knee, letting the blood soak his pants.

He never believed that Bai Qiujing had touched Shen Zhichu, because he had not seen it with his own eyes, but now he was downstairs, more than ten meters away, and he seemed to be able to imagine what the scene was like inside.

As long as... As long as Shen Zhichu comes out tonight, as long as she comes out, it will be fine.

Li Jingshen comforted himself in this way, but in the end, the light in the room went out and it became dark...

Li Jingshen was suddenly at a loss. He didn't know what the point of following him was. Why was he waiting downstairs? Why was he always looking at that room?

Is it just to wait for such a "truth" and give up hope?

When will this torture end?

His chest began to ache again. Li Jingshen couldn't tell whether it was his heart or his lungs. If it hurt, he should take medicine. He opened the car drawer and took out a bottle of medicine. He poured out four pills and put them in his mouth. He endured it with difficulty, from dusk to dawn. Even at dawn, Shen Zhichu still didn't come out of the gate.