Chapter 465: The little crybaby stopped crying and can still be called the little crybaby

Shen Zhichu looked at Bai Qiujing in the photos. They had been separated for such a long time, but when these photos appeared in his sight, the scenes of him taking the photos at that time emerged in his mind, each of them vivid.

She touched the person in the photo, trying to touch Bai Qiujing's past.

Fortunately... he didn't die, fortunately... he appeared in front of her in good health, fortunately he hadn't changed, still the man whose smile disturbed her entire summer.

Compared to these "not so bad", what did he lose their memories of the past? As long as she remembered, it was fine. She was used to remembering things alone.

Chen Zhichu stood up and walked to the window, pushed it open a little, and the summer night breeze felt particularly comfortable on her body. Chen Zhichu was wearing little, just a thin nightgown, and she couldn't help feeling cold as she stood in front of the window.

She couldn't help but think of her life, and a bitter smile unconsciously appeared on the corner of her mouth.

Love is so difficult. The more you care, the more you lose your own feelings. The more you ignore your own feelings, the more you want to prove something by bleeding.

It is undeniable that she did like Li Jingshen in the past, but his constant indifference and insults exhausted all her love for him.

Later, she couldn't tell whether it was her unwillingness or persistence towards Li Jingshen.

What made her continue to maintain her love was the vague figure in the past. It was not until Bai Qiu died in front of her that she realized that her "reluctance" was a mistake from the beginning to the end. She had recognized the wrong person.

Bai Qiu was shot and fell in front of her, and her faith collapsed in an instant.

She still remembers what Bai Qiu said when he fell down.

He said.

——"Stop crying, little crybaby. I can't carry you home this time."

——"Don't like Li Jingshen, he is not worthy of your love."

Her long hair was blown by the wind and stuck to her face in a messy manner, covering most of her face which was covered with tears.

Her eyes were sore from shedding so many tears, and they were red, swollen and half closed.

Can the little crybaby still be called a little crybaby if he stops crying? I know everything, but you have forgotten it.

I listened to you carefully and no longer like Li Jingshen. You are right, he is not worthy of my love.

I now like someone again, another you. It’s great. I thought that the love I had when I was young would be unrequited and unforgettable, but I didn’t expect that after so many twists and turns, I would meet you again in the end.

If Bai Qiu and Bai Qiujing are regarded as two people.

What Chen Zhichu has for Bai Qiu is more of a belief, persistence, guilt, perseverance, and obsession.

But her feelings for Bai Qiujing overcame all these.

Shen Zhichu liked Bai Qiu in the past and also liked Bai Qiujing in the present, because they were the same person. The difference was that Shen Zhichu liked that person even more than his past self, simply because that person was him.

The tears had long since dried up, and the skin on her cheeks where the tears had flowed was a little tight. Shen Zhichu ignored it, washed his face and returned to bed. The tablet was placed next to the pillow, and the screen was always showing Bai Qiujing's photo.

Shen Zhichu had been sleepless all night. She wondered if Bai Qiujing was asleep now. At this moment, a thought came to her mind: she wanted to see him more than ever before.

She had been lying down, but the impulse prompted her to sit up.

She took out her phone and tentatively sent Bai Qiujing a text message: "Are you asleep?"

Bai Qiujing, like her, always went to bed early. Shen Zhichu ignored the time and only then noticed that it was already two o'clock.

Thinking that he would not receive a reply from Bai Qiujing, Shen Zhichu was about to put down his phone when suddenly the sound vibrated.

She was actually a little nervous. Shen Zhichu turned the phone over and saw that the person who replied was indeed Bai Qiujing.

"I haven't slept yet. I can't sleep. What about you? Why are you still awake so late? Are you not feeling well?"

Shen Zhichu pursed her lips lightly, and with trembling fingertips she sent a text message to Bai Qiujing: "I suddenly miss you so much."

Not long after this text message was sent, Shen Zhichu received another text message.

"The door is open."

Chen Zhichu ran over without thinking, turned the doorknob and opened it. The person she had missed all night suddenly appeared in front of her.

He must have gotten up and ran all the way here as soon as he saw the text message she sent. His breathing was a little rapid. Shen Zhichu raised his head and looked straight at Bai Qiujing.

There was an orange-yellow table lamp on in the room. Bai Qiujing smiled with his eyebrows curved. He opened his long arms and hugged Shen Zhichu in his arms, his voice hoarse.

"I didn't fall asleep because I missed you so much that I couldn't sleep. Is that you too?" He thought of Chen Zhichu, and was also worried that Bai Wanwan would touch him and take advantage of their gender.

His right chest was beating violently, and his heart seemed to be about to jump out. Shen Zhichu pressed against his chest and felt deafening.

The tears that had just been suppressed were about to rise again. Shen Zhichu thought, it was obviously the same person, why did she find out now?

"Qiu Jing, I love you more than I ever did before. You are you, and you have never changed."

Bai Qiujing felt a little embarrassed, his face flushed, his heart beat fast, and his ears twitched. He hugged Shen Zhichu tightly, and suddenly felt that the touch was not right.

He lowered his head and looked at Shen Zhichu in his arms in the dim light. The white lace nightgown clung to her body, outlining her perfect curves.