Chapter 520 He did something unforgivable to Shen Zhichu

Accompanying Shen Zhichu until old age, what a luxurious wish, he didn't even dare to think about it.

He had no way to retreat, so he could only rush forward recklessly. Even if there was a wall in front of him, he would not turn back even if his head was bleeding.

"I did nothing wrong. I just loved her in my own way." Li Jingshen's eyes were bloodshot and scary.

"Do you think that's good to her?" Zhao Qian was so emotional that he couldn't control himself. He didn't dare point fingers at anyone and could only clench his fists. "To be honest, you haven't treated Miss Shen as well as Xia Mingyue. You know how to care about Xia Mingyue. When she was in a car accident, you asked people to draw her blood. You gave her whatever she wanted. You believed her no matter what she did wrong. Even if she did something wrong, you could easily forgive her. Mr. Li, do you still remember how Miss Shen lost her first child? She was wrongly accused by Miss Xia and you threw her downstairs in your arms! She rolled down from the second floor, and the ladder was covered in blood. That was the soul of your first child!"

The princess hug is a scene that almost every girl yearns for. Li Jingshen used such a romantic princess hug to throw her off the second floor, causing her to miscarry.

Didn't Li Jingshen know that it was Xia Mingyue who did it? No, he knew, the evidence was before his eyes, but he still chose to favor Xia Mingyue, and even wanted Shen Zhichu to get pregnant and give birth to the child for Xia Mingyue to raise, so as to achieve the best of both worlds.

From the moment Shen Zhichu was burned to death in the fire, he came to his senses.

What killed Shen Zhichu was not the fire, but the cruelty of human nature and the indifference of the bystanders.

Zhao Qian still remembered that day at the charity dinner, Shen Zhichu was wearing a red dress, holding a red wine glass and chatting and laughing with others. She was so confident and outspoken, but he felt unfamiliar with her.

Such a dazzling woman, but the years have made them forget her original appearance, and what remains is still the bird with broken wings.

Li Jingshen's thoughts were a little confused. The pain made him feel exhausted and his thoughts were in a mess. The last frame of the picture in his mind was forcibly pulled back to the past by Zhao Qian.

That was the scene that had devoured his spirit for countless nights. Shen Zhichu was suffering from depression in the hospital. His eyes were no longer heartbroken. They were like an old rag doll, with a thick layer of dust covering his black pupils.

Li Jingshen tried hard to suppress the pain in his heart, but his trembling breathing still betrayed him. He trembled his lips and said, "That's all in the past..."

"It's never been in the past. What you think is the past is just your self-righteous past. Look at the nails you pulled out and then look at the scar on your chest. These have not disappeared. How dare you say it's in the past?" Zhao Qian's voice suddenly became dull.

"Boss Li, stop saying things that are good for her. If she doesn't accept the good, then it's not good."

"Bang——" Li Jingshen lost control of his anger and this time he raised his fist and punched Zhao Qian.

He was already suffering from illness, and had not had enough rest and had been hit hard. Although his punch did not hurt much when it hit someone, the sudden action still made Zhao Qian take two steps back. He looked calm and was not surprised by Li Jingshen's punch.

Zhao Qian's eyes were like calm lake water, looking at Li Jingshen quietly.

After Shen Zhichu's death, he chose to tell the truth. He said a lot, but Li Jingshen listened to very little.

He is not a relationship counselor, so he cannot make someone feel heartbroken, give up a relationship, and wait for death quietly.

Li Jingshen has had a very full life. It is impossible for him to just wait for death quietly and do nothing.

Li Jingshen completely inherited the genes of the Li family. He has a cold temperament, ruthless methods, suspicious nature, moodiness, and is good at hiding from outsiders. However, those who know him well know that he has a short patience.

Seeing Li Jingshen's expression, Zhao Qian knew that he didn't listen to his words.

He suddenly felt that Li Jingshen was pitiful and ridiculous, and he never understood how to love someone until his death.

Didn't Shen Zhichu give Li Jingshen a chance? She gave him too many. She spent four years, and the rain on the eaves could drip through the stone. She gave up her pride and almost knelt on the ground to beg him to look back at her.

But Li Jingshen's actions disappointed her again and again.

This pot of flowers has died, and I only think of watering it now. It will be useless no matter how much I water it.

After Li Jingshen punched Zhao Qian, he covered his chest and coughed muffledly, coughing out tears that fell one by one.

Zhao Qian said, "Boss Li, please stop. Her world belongs to her and has nothing to do with you..."

Li Jingshen glanced at him coldly: "No... I'm not done yet, I want to prove to her that I am right. I was wrong before, but I am not wrong now... If you still want to persuade me to give up, get out!"

Li Jingshen had been patient for many years, but later on, when no one dared to stop him, he could no longer control his temper. However, he was always calm at work and had almost never been so angry with Zhao Qian, asking him to get out just because of a few "truths" he said.

This "get out" is not just talk, he means it.

This time Zhao Qian was stunned, but he quickly recovered. A faint smile appeared on his face, and then he bowed deeply to Li Jingshen.

"Mr. Li, thank you for your trust and care for me over the years. I will submit my resignation tomorrow." After saying that, Zhao Qian slowly straightened his back, narrowed his eyes slightly, walked around Li Jingshen and went out the door.

Since there is no point in saying more, it is better not to say anything.

Li Jingshen has been strong for so many years, but now the people around him are leaving one by one, leaving him with only powerlessness and helplessness.

He clenched his fists and looked at Zhao Qian who left without looking back, feeling bitter in his heart.

Did he really do something wrong? He just used his method to prove that he loved Shen Zhichu. Whether this "bet" won or lost, it would benefit Shen Zhichu, right?

If Shen Zhichu wins, there will be no more obstacles between her and Bai Qiujing. If she loses, she should just see people's hearts clearly. The relationship of adults is to cut losses in time.

On the contrary…whether he wins or loses, he cannot interfere with Shen Zhichu’s life.

His love for Shen Zhichu was no less than Bai Qiujing's. In fact, he had been with Shen Zhichu longer than Bai Qiujing.

It’s a pity that the order arranged by fate is first come first served. Even if he takes that position later, he must understand that the first come first served.

Li Jingshen leaned his back against the wall, bent his legs, and slowly slid down the wall to sit on the ground.

I sat there for four hours, from day to night, silently looking up at the stars in the sky.

He restrained himself from thinking about Shen Zhichu and Bai Qiujing getting their marriage certificate, but the more he tried not to think about it, it was like a spring that was compressed; if it was suppressed for too long, it would bounce higher.

Now, whenever I think of the name "Chen Zhichu", tears can't stop falling.

Shen Zhichu... If I had known this would happen, I wouldn't have done it in the first place.

In fact, Li Jingshen knew better than anyone that what he did was not only meaningless, but would make Shen Zhichu hate him more and more.

Even Zhao Qian felt that what he had done to Shen Zhichu was unforgivable and did not deserve to be forgiven.

In fact, it is not just unforgivable, he is worse than pigs and dogs. If he could go back to the past, the first thing he would do might be to kill his past self.

He knew he was wrong and wanted to correct it. He also wanted to turn back, give up, and wait for death quietly, but he watched Shen Zhichu marry another man.

But his heart was empty, like a tattered paper window in the wind on a cold winter night. The wind kept blowing in, making him numb all over from the cold, and made him continue to look for something to fill it, even if the thing he found was a thorny bush.

He remembered every word Shen Zhichu said to him, including in his dreams.

She said, the world is a good place, but I won’t come because of you.

She also said, Li Jingshen, your death will only dirty my path of reincarnation.

If he died first, would it pollute her path of reincarnation?

He held his head and thought, thinking that when Shen Zhichu was with him, there was no day that he was truly happy.

The sound of a cell phone vibrating came from the quiet living room, and he was suddenly awakened. It was too dark around him and he couldn't see his hand in front of him. After getting used to the darkness, he saw a flash of light not far away from him.

He stood up and ran over, but was tripped by the coffee table. He stumbled and fell to his knees, right in the broken pieces of a crystal vase. He pressed his palm directly on it, and it hurt so much that his flesh was bloody, but he felt no pain and rolled over to pick up the phone on the ground.

He opened his phone and saw a photo from the marriage certificate. In the photo, Shen Zhichu was smiling happily.