Shen Zhichu loved him wholeheartedly for sixteen years, yet she was asked to leave empty-handed, just to make room for the "white moonlight" in his heart.
Li Jingshen thought he would...
Chapter 590 If He Met Shen Zhichu in Advance
Li Jingshen died in the warm sunshine and spring breeze of April. He wanted to hear the cicadas singing in summer, but he died before he could hear them.
Is death painful? Li Jingshen found it difficult to explain. He had been plagued by illness for four or five years, and death was more like a relief for him.
Sometimes death is better than life. Living with pain is worse than death. It’s just that I’m unwilling to accept it. I’m unwilling to never see the person I’ve loved for most of my life again.
Shen Zhichu said that the last thing to disappear after death is hearing. That’s true and not true. What he felt was the voice in his heart that disappeared last, and that voice did not really exist.
From feeling unwilling to finally letting go.
But even if you let go, it is still difficult to describe the feeling in your heart with pain. It is an emotional collapse, despair, as if thousands of swords pierced your heart, and it is heart-wrenching.
Memories whirled through his mind like a revolving lantern, from blurry to clear, then from clear to blurry, like a cracked mirror that could no longer be pieced back together. Finally, his mind went blank and fell into darkness...
"A Shen, wake up, we're almost there, are you hungry?"
Li Jingshen shook his head subconsciously, then suddenly realized something was wrong. He opened his eyes, and his pupils went from blurry to clear. He looked around in a daze. His dead parents were sitting next to him.
Is this the world after death?
His mother gently placed her hand on his forehead to test the temperature. Seeing his dazed look, she smiled and said, "You've been sleeping all the way. Are you groggy?"
Li Jingshen grabbed her hand, it was such a real touch, he could feel her temperature, breath, the sound of the car starting, human touch, vision, hearing... all gradually returned to normal,
Li Jingshen still looked incredulous. He touched his hair, which had not fallen out yet. He pinched his face lightly, which hurt. He was definitely not dreaming.
Mother Li looked at his strange movements and couldn't help laughing at him again: "What's wrong with you, kid?"
Li Jingshen called out stiffly, "Mom." He had almost forgotten the word, and his eyes were shining as he looked at the woman in front of him.
Mother Li touched his head and asked, "Huh? What's wrong?"
Li Jingshen shook his head. He couldn't accept the reality of his "rebirth" so quickly. He glanced in the rearview mirror. That was his childhood self, who looked no more than six or seven years old.
There was a sheep hanging on the car pendant. It was the Year of the Sheep, which, according to the year, was when he turned seven.
Seven years old, what a wonderful life. Except for his young age, he has everything and everything can be saved. His parents would not have died in the accident in the past, Lu Tingchuan would not have been taken back to the Li family, and Bai Qiujing would still be Li Huaian at this time. And most importantly, Bai Qiujing had not met Shen Zhichu at this time. If he had met Shen Zhichu earlier and treated her very well, would she fall in love with him?
This is like a bet, the same bet as in his previous life, the difference is that in his previous life he had nothing and lost everything, but in this life he brought a new bet. In his life, he can meet Shen Zhichu in advance and be together with her. Shen Zhichu, who has never been loved, will care about anyone who treats her well.
The originally empty heart was instantly filled, and Li Jingshen couldn't help but smile.
He originally thought that this was how his life would end, but unexpectedly, God was kind to him and gave him a chance to "live again" and make up for it all.
"Mom, where are we going?" Li Jingshen had no memories of his age, and the scenery outside the car seemed familiar to him.
"You seem to have really fallen asleep, kid. We are in Rongcheng."
Thirty years ago, Chengdu had not yet fully developed. Who would have thought that this place would become a first-tier city and a national key development city in the next ten years? In the future, entrepreneurs who influence economic development will frequently appear here, including Shen Zhichu.
At this time, Shen Zhichu was still a four-year-old baby, and Li Jingshen couldn't wait to meet her.
Rongcheng is a good place with many attractions and delicious food. It is the best choice for tourism. Li Jingshen remembered that his parents often took him to Rongcheng for tourism in his previous life, which made him remember this place. So when he left the Li family and left J City, the first city he chose to enter was Rongcheng.
We drove a little further and saw more and more familiar places, and finally we stopped at a hotel.
As soon as they got off the car, someone came to greet them. Li Jingshen got out and followed his mother. The seven-year-old boy was only as tall as his father's waist. He raised his head and met his father's slightly sharp gaze.
In his impression, his father was always serious and stern.
His deepest impression of his parents was the car accident. Their faces were covered in blood, and they used their bodies to protect him. The scene was so frightening just thinking about it that he had nightmares at night.
Father Li also noticed that something was wrong with his son, but he didn't think much of it. He reached out and patted his shoulder: "Come in."
Li Jingshen had been to this place in his previous life. It was not far from the Shen family and it would take no more than half an hour to get there by taxi.
Li Jingshen couldn't wait, even if he waited until tomorrow, it would seem like an eternity.
But how could he tell her that he was going out? Neither his father nor his mother would be comfortable letting a "child" go out alone, but he could only meet Shen Zhichu better by going out alone.
Mr. Li got out of the car and entered the hotel. He was followed by two assistants, one carrying a computer and the other holding a briefcase.
As soon as he returned to the room, Dad Li started to deal with his work without wasting a moment.
Li Jingshen followed and saw that the cooperative enterprise on the top page was Shen's.
He wanted to take a closer look but was picked up and taken away by his mother.
"Be good and don't disturb your dad from working."
"If he wants to read, just wait for him to read. Just don't move around." Li's father didn't care. Li Jingshen was not like other children who liked to make trouble. He was smart and quiet. He could read a book all day long. He didn't worry that his son would disturb him.
Upon hearing this, Mother Li didn't force her son to leave. Li Jingshen walked to the desk and watched his father processing documents. Seeing that he was almost done, he asked, "Dad, do you want to cooperate with this Shen Group?"
"You can take a look and find out."
Li Jingshen didn't know what his father was thinking, but judging from the situation, he couldn't go to the Shen family for a while. Moreover, usually cooperation was discussed by men outside. Only when they got to know each other and became friends would they have family interactions.
Seeing that his father's attention was completely focused on the documents and his mother was not around, Li Jingshen immediately thought of sneaking away.
He has a smartwatch on his wrist that allows him to make and receive calls, so there's no need to worry if something really happens. Besides, he's a mature adult and it's impossible that he can't handle such a small problem.
With some change on him, Li Jingshen went out through the safety passage and no one stopped him along the way.
He hailed a taxi at the hotel entrance. Many taxi drivers ignored him when they saw he was a child. He stood there for a long time before a driver stopped his car.
He opened the car window and asked, "Where are your parents, kid?"
"at home."
The driver, seeing such a mature child for the first time, jokingly asked, "Aren't you afraid of taking a taxi at such a young age?"
"Don't be afraid." Li Jingshen stared at him with a pair of dark eyes. There was a maturity in them that was inconsistent with a young child. His eyes were calm and sharp. It would be fine if he just stared at him for a moment, but if he stared at him for a little longer, the driver would feel creepy and wanted to drive away. However, Li Jingshen had already walked forward and grabbed the handle of the rear door.
The driver had no choice but to give him a ride. Seeing Li Jingshen get in the car, the driver asked, "Where are you going?"
Li Jingshen gave the address, the old house of the Shen family. At this time, the Shen family had not yet gone bankrupt, and the family property and the old house where they had lived for more than half a year were still there. With old man Shen around, the family would not be ruined. Now was the period of development for the Shen family, and it would reach its peak in a few years.
The driver knew from the child's clothes that he was wealthy, but he didn't expect him to live in such a wealthy area. How could such a rich young man sneak out to take a taxi without anyone following him? Wasn't he afraid of being kidnapped and exchanged for money?
The driver thought so because there have been several kidnapping cases in recent years. It is better to be careful when children like this go out.
The driver wanted to say a few words to Li Jingshen out of kindness, but seeing his gloomy face, he swallowed the words that were on the tip of his tongue.
Li Jingshen watched the streets flash by outside to make sure the driver was not driving recklessly.
When they arrived at the destination, the driver pulled over and Li Jingshen took out some change to pay the fare and walked out.