Chapter 634 The Suffering of the World

Shen Qing's words were undoubtedly a provocation to him. Lu Tingchuan laughed in anger: "Beat you to death? How could I bear to do that? If you die, who will I play with?"

His eyes were gloomy and chilling. Lu Tingchuan dragged Shen Qing under him and put his hands into her clothes.

Lu Tingchuan seemed to have forgotten how his mother died. He said the most disgusting thing to Shen Qing in a long time: "Even if we get married, I won't let you go. Li Yun didn't tell me clearly, which means she doesn't take you seriously. She can tolerate it as the main wife, but she can't accept you as a mistress?"

Shen Qing's blood ran cold.

He told Shen Qing very bluntly that no matter how disgusting, uncomfortable or painful she was, she had to endure it, as long as he was happy.

Lu Tingchuan continued, "You don't owe me anything, but who gave you that face?"

Shen Qing seemed to have lost the ability to think. She clenched her teeth and tasted a bitter taste from deep in her throat, as if she had drunk a large bowl of Chinese medicine and the drug residue was stuck there, so bitter that it was nauseating.

When they met, Lu Tingchuan became interested in her because of her face, and kept her by his side because of this face. He deliberately treated her as a substitute for Shen Zhichu. After spending three or four hundred days together, he got used to her face and the life she brought to him.

Shen Qing's throat was hoarse. She grabbed Lu Tingchuan's clothes and said, "Just because of my face, should I live in the mud and be trampled on by you? Lu Tingchuan, look carefully, I am a human being, not a dog, not a pet for you to call and wave."

Lu Tingchuan was slightly stunned, then smiled. He pinched Shen Qing's chin and kissed the tears in the corner of her eyes, saying frivolously, "Talk nicely, why are you suddenly scolding yourself? If you were a dog, wouldn't I be fucking a dog?"

Shen Qing and Lu Tingchuan couldn't communicate at all. All her screams and desperate attempts to survive were nothing but a farce in his eyes.

He won't feel sorry for her.

Shen Qing bit her lip. She didn't want to cry. Shedding tears from time to time would only make the tears look cheap. But at this moment, Shen Qing couldn't control herself at all.

It was so painful. She didn't know why, but she felt pain all over her body, from her heart to her body.

She really regretted meeting Lu Tingchuan, regretted falling in love with him, and regretted that she had so many opportunities to leave him but she stayed with him, so that now she couldn't leave even though she wanted to.

There were so many things she didn't understand, not why she had to endure all this. People often say that only those who endure the most hardship can become the best. She had experienced all kinds of hardship from birth to now. She just wanted to be a normal person, to have friends her own age at the age of 20, to attend classes in the classroom, to go to the library together, to take the bus home, to eat a one-dollar popsicle in the scorching summer, and to have a new piece of clothing in the winter...

This is how the world is. What you think is boring and normal may be something that others cannot obtain in their entire lives.

People often say that good people will be rewarded, but even if Shen Qing remained kind, the sufferings of this world still did not let him go.

Lu Tingchuan always said that she was cowardly and incompetent. Should cowards be bullied?

Under the influence of alcohol, Lu Tingchuan got excited and pushed Shen Qing to the ground and stripped her clothes... He ignored Shen Qing's resistance, stretched out his long arms to hug Shen Qing's trembling body, and gently stroked the back of her head as if he was petting a dog.

Xu Xu said: "You can only be mine in this life. I used to think that if you broke, I would not want you, but now I think about it, I will not give you to others even if you break. Life and death are mine."

These words were like curses that entered Shen Qing's ears and turned into a chain that tightly wrapped around her soul. Shen Qing held her head and trembled, tears falling.

"Lu Tingchuan... I'm going to die... I'm in so much pain..." There is a kind of death called a death of the heart. Although the person may seem alive, he is actually already empty. Even the collapse is silent.

This sudden "violence" finally defeated Shen Qing.

Lu Tingchuan used a little force to pick the person up from the ground. Shen Qing was in his arms, her body as cold as a dead person, her eyes open and motionless, only tears kept falling from the corners of her eyes, cooling her ears and wetting her hair.

Her lips had been bitten until they bled, and her body was almost covered with scars. Her originally delicate face was now stained with tears, and she looked as pitiful as could be.

She began to hate the man who had trapped her. The love she had at the beginning turned into hatred now, which was a sharp contrast that made her unable to live or die.

Shen Qing's heart was burning with anger. He buried his face in the pillow and fainted without catching his breath.

When I woke up again, I was already on the plane.

Shen Qing, who had just woken up, thought she was dreaming. She opened her eyes and stared around blankly until Lu Tingchuan noticed that she was awake.

"Are you awake? Are you hungry? Do you want some water? We still have five hours to go."

Not dreaming? Shen Qing woke up instantly. She opened her mouth, but her throat seemed blocked and she couldn't make a sound. She coughed, and her pale face instantly turned red.

Lu Tingchuan brought the water he had prepared long ago to Shen Qing's mouth and asked her to drink it.

"What is this place?"

"On the plane, we've already left the country."

Shen Qing froze, even her breathing stopped, her lips trembled for a long time and she couldn't utter a word. She just felt it was ridiculous that she had actually gone abroad.

Once Lu Tingchuan makes up his mind, he will not change it. Even if Shen Qing kneels on the ground and bangs her head until it bleeds to beg him, he will not change his mind.

As soon as I got off the plane, a driver came to pick me up. I didn’t take my luggage with me, as it was all newly customized.

A luxurious three-story villa, Lu Tingchuan’s house abroad is on an island, and the entire island belongs to him.

Shen Qing always knew that Lu Tingchuan was rich, but this was no longer something that could be covered up by the word "rich". She never thought that she would be able to live in such a place in her lifetime.

Shen Qing was brought in. Looking at the intricate mosaic floor tiles and the dazzling crystal chandelier, Shen Qing stood still, feeling uneasy. She was like an ignorant rabbit that suddenly broke into a wolf's den.

She seemed so out of place among her surroundings, like a drop of oil staining a newly bought dress, mud on white shoes, or a mouse suddenly running into the street.

No matter how weak and incompetent Shen Qing is, he still has self-esteem and pride as a human being. Once he loses his original pride, he will lose his original appearance.

She once regarded Lu Tingchuan as a god, as light. She thought that this man could save her from despair, until she was stripped naked and filmed those humiliating videos. He wanted her to be his mistress and would not let her go even after they got married.

After reality slapped her hard in the face, she finally understood that Lu Tingchuan was not the sun at all, he was just a coal ball, and after warming it up, only a pile of slag was left on the ground.

She had no temper to begin with, and would not lose her temper even when faced with shameful or infuriating things. Now she had been tamed by Lu Tingchuan and had lost her own personality, becoming a qualified lover as he wished. A lover is like a durable object, so why would an object need self-respect and pride?

The house is very big and there are many people living there. In the past, Shen Qing was the only one who cleaned the house, but now she is no longer needed. She will live very comfortably here. The only thing she can be used for is to warm the bed.

The servants hired were all locals who spoke a foreign language. Shen Qing could not understand or communicate, and could only interpret it from other people's gestures and eyes.

Being alone is loneliness, being in a group of people and no one noticing you is solitude.

Compared to these, what Shen Qing feared most was that others would stare at her with strange eyes.

No matter how Shen Qing tried to hide it, the servants in the house still knew about her relationship with Lu Tingchuan, because Lu Tingchuan always touched her without restraint and as if no one was around.

He would hug Shen Qing at the dinner table and kiss her moist lips. Shen Qing's eyelids drooped and her eyelashes trembled slightly, like a butterfly about to fly away.

He would also carry Shen Qing to the bathroom and bathe her himself, using the shower head to rinse her long hair from head to toe, and push her against the wall or pick her up and place her on the sink with her back against the mirror.

The bathroom door was open, so there was no soundproofing.

Lu Tingchuan liked Shen Qing's eyes. Her pupils were clear, like the moonlight at night pouring into the surface of a pool of water. There were always many emotions in them, yet they were clean and clear.

In the past, Shen Qing always stared at him without blinking. Her eyes were always bright, as if there were stars hidden in them, gentle and sad.

And now…

Shen Qing no longer looked at him. She was used to lowering her head or shifting her gaze to other directions. Sometimes, even when she stared at him, she was not really looking at him. Her gaze was as scattered as the clouds in the sea.