Chapter 64 Revenge (Part 2)

"I used to think I was a loyal person, someone I would love forever, even if I hit a wall I wouldn't turn back. But now I realize..." Shen Zhichu smiled, "If you like someone, you'll get tired of them."

Why did she like Li Jingshen? She had read a comment on the Internet.

When you like someone, you will feel that he is full of light, and you can't help but get close to him, like a moth to a flame. But if he doesn't respond to you, over time you will feel that the light gradually dims and becomes a speck of dust in the universe.

You try hard to recall how he looked like when he was all light, but you just can't remember it. Later you realize that it was just the light in your eyes when you first saw him.

The light in her eyes was that of Li Jingshen who carried her home sixteen years ago.

It's just that this ray of light stayed in her eyes for too long.

"Then why do you want him to like you? It's taken you four years, don't you understand? Li Jingshen is a cold-blooded animal. He will never like you in his life. Don't waste your time on him."

Qin Mo's words were so harsh in his ears.

"It's not a waste of time. I don't have much time left anyway. I just want to take a gamble. I bet that he will fall in love with me. I bet that he will regret it after I die, and he will not be able to sleep at night, and his heart will not be at peace, and he will regret it for the rest of his life." She said this with great determination. She said it to Qin Mo and also to remind herself.

"What if you lose the bet?" Qin Mo still disagreed.

Shen Zhichu's eyes were already stained with madness: "If I lose the bet, I won't lose anything if I die, but if I win, I will be very happy."

Qin Mo's face froze, and a chill emerged from his chest and instantly spread throughout his body. Shen Zhichu seemed to have become a different person at this moment. He looked straight at Shen Zhichu, fearing that the person in front of him would disappear completely if he didn't pay attention.

Shen Zhichu slightly retracted the cold light in his eyes: "What can compare to this kind of revenge? I completely disappear when he falls in love with me."

She once wanted Li Jingshen to love her out of love, but now it was for revenge. Once people feel hatred, they will do anything to achieve their goals and will use anything to their advantage.

She has already spent so many years, and one more year won't make a difference. Maybe some people will say that she is stupid, that she has wasted most of her life on a man.

But who can put herself in her situation and think carefully? She only had more than a year to live, suffering from cancer, in excruciating pain every day, and relying on drugs to survive.

If the disease is delayed, it will become more and more serious. Her stomach will be filled with cancer cells. She will not be able to eat anything, will not be able to sleep at night, and will vomit blood day and night. The pain will occupy her nerves. Perhaps she will not even have the motivation to think or take revenge.

Li Jingshen destroyed her faith, so she had to fight him to the death. She wanted to return all the pain he had inflicted on her.

She has nothing now and can only use such extreme methods to retaliate against Li Jingshen.

The probability of her winning the bet is very low, but as long as Li Jingshen cares about her a little more, her death will not be unjust.

Qin Mo understood Shen Zhichu's desire for revenge, but he could not agree with it. He hoped that Shen Zhichu would put her body and her life first, not hatred.

He understood that she had hatred in her heart, and he also understood that she wanted to take revenge on Li Jingshen, but why couldn't she just live a good life and be happy before taking revenge?

If Shen Zhichu had obediently accepted chemotherapy and medication, her time would never have been limited to this.

Now she has invested everything in a scumbag. Is this... really worth it?

"Zhi Chu, is this really worth it?"

"For me now, it's worth it. At least I can live a meaningful life instead of just waiting to die." Shen Zhichu smiled. She was pretty, and her smile was like a ray of sunshine in the cold ice and snow, illusory, and disappeared when the wind blew and the clouds moved.

Her illness will be exposed sooner or later. In this case, it is better to expose it meaningfully, so that a heartless man can cry for her and she will not regret it.

Shen Zhichu was clearly smiling, but his eyes were dead and silent.

Shen Zhichu asked, "What time is it now?"

Qin Mo took out his phone and took a look: "It's half past one."

Half an hour has passed, so Li Jingshen should be here soon.

"Hurry up and go, Li Jingshen is coming soon."

Qin Mo looked at her worriedly, and Shen Zhichu reached out and pushed him, just like when she was a child and acted like a spoiled child towards him.

"Let's go, I'm fine. Just think of it as doing this for my own good so that Li Jingshen won't misunderstand me."

Qin Mo gritted his teeth and said, "Then I'm leaving. Take good care of yourself. If you have any problems, call me. I will take you away even if it costs me my life."

Shen Zhichu agreed: "Okay."

Qin Mo took one last look at Shen Zhichu and then turned around.

Shen Zhichu watched him leave, her eyes a little blurry. She rubbed her eyes and looked at the sunny day outside.

Chengdu is finally entering summer.