Chapter 694: Innocent Shen Qing, Impressive Jiang Yiming

Shen Qing didn't want to hold on, but she saw Jiang Yiming, the Jiang Yiming who died on the night of his 24th birthday. He appeared in front of her intact.

He hugged him gently and said, "Aqing, the iron tree has blossomed, and the crows can speak sweet words. Let's be ordinary people in our next life and live an ordinary and quiet life."

"Aqing, I still want to be a kind person."

"Aqing, I didn't leave you. I just went to the next life early and grew up early so that I could protect you."

"Aqing, I hope my death won't make you sad. I haven't disappeared. When you miss me, just look up at the stars in the sky. Don't worry about not being able to find me, because I have turned into a sky full of stars."

Shen Qing wanted to hug Jiang Yiming tightly, but how could she hug a dead person? He was like a wisp of empty wind, so gentle, brushing past her hands.

"Jiang Yiming, don't go... Jiang Yiming, please don't go... What should I do if you leave? I'm sorry... I'm sorry..." Shen Qing choked and cried.

Jiang Yiming entered her dream just to say goodbye. He turned into a wisp of wind and did one last thing for her. He gently wiped away the tears from her face and told her not to be sad.

He slowly disappeared from her sight, and Shen Qing cried uncontrollably.

When he was unconscious, he kept calling out "Jiang Yiming"'s name.

She wanted to ask him to wait for her and take her away, but he insisted that she stay where she was and live well.

Sometimes the living suffer more than the dead. They cannot go to heaven, have no door to hell, and are disgusted by the world.

In such a big world, there is no place for her to stay.

"Jiang Yiming...don't go..."

Lu Tingchuan saw that Shen Qing seemed to be waking up, and just as he approached, he heard Shen Qing call out.

He couldn't help but clench his fists until his fingers were sore.

He remembered that Shen Qing used to call out his name in her sleep.

In front of him, she would timidly call him "Mr. Lu" but in her dreams she would softly call him "Tingchuan"

It has been a long time since he heard these two words.

It was already the next day when Shen Qing woke up. As soon as she opened her eyes, Lu Tingchuan saw her and hurriedly rang the bell to call the doctor to come and examine her.

Lu Tingchuan thought that Shen Qing would commit suicide after waking up because of Jiang Yiming's death. Unexpectedly, after waking up, she did not clamor to find Jiang Yiming, but was very calm.

But the calmer it was, the more it tore Lu Tingchuan's heart.

At this moment, her soul and spirit had all followed Jiang Yiming. Shen Qing was more frightening when she was so quiet than when she was crying or yelling. Lu Tingchuan didn't dare to touch her. He could only stand in front of the bed and call her in a soft and low voice.

"Ah Qing..."

Shen Qing lowered her eyes, and her long eyelashes trembled like a butterfly.

The doctor came over quickly and examined Shen Qing to make sure that there was nothing wrong with his body.

Shen Qing tried to open his mouth to say a few words, but his throat was so hoarse, as if it was blocked by dried blood, and he couldn't make a sound.

"Give him some water." The doctor said to the nurse behind him.

Before the nurse could do anything, Lu Tingchuan came over with a cup of water. Shen Qing did not refuse. She opened her mouth and took a sip of water but choked. Her tongue hurt terribly and tears came out because it was too irritating.

My throat, which was already burning with pain, now felt like it was on fire, and my tongue was numb with pain, as if it was broken off.

Shen Qing opened his mouth and let out a hoarse "Ah——"

The doctor was close, and he quickly wiped the water off her face, explaining as he wiped: "Miss Shen, your tongue is injured. It may be painful when you drink water and eat. Please bear with it."

Shen Qing closed his eyes and nodded.

There was a straw stuck in the water cup. No matter how painful his tongue was, he had to eat and drink. Shen Qing drank slowly. Every sip was excruciatingly painful. He wished he could pull out that part of his tongue completely, so... it wouldn't hurt.

Shen Qing drank and cried quietly, tears flowing down the corners of her eyes and disappearing at her temples.

The sun was shining brightly outside, and the doctor said that Shen Qing could be taken out for a walk to relax.

Shen Qing's illness is not an external injury, but an injury to his heart. There is a disease in this world called "heart death" that causes death in depression.

Shen Qing has always been in poor health, and it is a miracle that he has not gone crazy until now.

Lu Tingchuan wanted to help Shen Qing get out of bed, but Shen Qing's legs were too weak to lift them, so he asked the nurse to bring a wheelchair. He carefully picked up Shen Qing, who was like a puppet, and put her on the wheelchair. He pushed her down the elevator and walked around in the garden downstairs of the hospital.

Only when I went outside did I truly feel the good weather. The sun was shining brightly. After two days of rain, a rainbow appeared, surrounding the sun. The halo was very beautiful.

The sun is dazzling, but I can't help but look up when faced with such a beautiful rainbow.

In such nice weather, Shen Qing couldn't help but think of Jiang Yiming with his sunny smile. He loved such nice weather the most. He wondered if he was cold on the other side?

Jiang Yiming, such a good Jiang Yiming, how could he suddenly disappear?

She was really incompetent and couldn't even protect the person she loved the most. May 30th was his birthday, but she didn't even have time to say happy birthday to him.

Jiang Yiming said that there is nothing wrong with living like a "grass", as it has strong vitality and you can see a wider sky when you look up. But grass is cheap, growing in the mud on the roadside and is naturally trampled upon by people.

Jiang Yiming completely disappeared from her world, and she was unable to keep anything he had given her.

"Lu Tingchuan, if only we had never met..." If she hadn't met Lu Tingchuan, she would still be working in a restaurant, living frugally for a few hundred dollars in rent, working hard and running around. Although her life was hard, she was comfortable.

She used to lament her fate, wondering why her mother didn't love her? Why did her brother, who was born to the same parents as her, always bully her?

Her life was too hard, but as time went by, the suffering that awaited her became even greater. All the suffering in this world was placed on her alone.

Not only did she experience the violence of her own family, but she also felt the indifference of bystanders, and she also experienced birth, old age, sickness, and death, resentment and hatred, love and separation, and the failure to obtain what one desires. The seven sufferings of life never let her go.

"If I had never loved you, I might still be the innocent Shen Qing." The innocent Shen Qing might have met the amazing Jiang Yiming earlier.

Having two kind and gentle people together is the ideal in this world.

What a pity... The Shen Qing who introduced himself as "innocent" is dead, died a long time ago, and now his soul has also dissipated along with Jiang Yiming.

Shen Qing's tongue had not yet recovered, and her voice was intermittent, and she could not utter several words, but Lu Tingchuan, who was pushing her, could hear it clearly.

This was not the first time Shen Qing had said something like this, but this time he was more desperate than any other time before.

In the past, Shen Qing still held onto a glimmer of hope. Although her life was hard, she still wanted to live well for the one she loved, even if it was painful. But now...

"Shen Qing, you have to know that I never thought it would end like this. Although I hate Jiang Yiming, I don't want him to die more than anyone else..."

Because he knew better than anyone how much Shen Qing cared about Jiang Yiming.

In his life, Lu Tingchuan was only afraid of "Shen Qing". He was afraid that she would grow old, get sick and die, that she would not want him, and that she would not give him any chance.